1702 The Love of Your Life
Arrange some means, what Xie Hu means, how can Xie Xiong and Chen Li not know, both of them shook their heads and didn't speak, what is the use of arranging means at this time!
After Xie Hu finished speaking, he knew that he had a bad idea, and he was busy calling.
Jiang Fan was home alone at this time, and when he saw Zheng Yang calling, he was unhappy in his heart, but when he answered the phone, it was not Xie Xiong's voice.
"Who?"
Xie Hu heard Jiang Fan's tone so impulsive, and he was not happy and said: "Jiang Fan, I am Xie Hu, I have something to say to you!"
If you have something to say to me, I will say it, Jiang Fan laughed shamefully. "Where did you come from, let Lao Er talk to me. ”
After speaking, he didn't care about Xie Hu, and hung up the phone directly,
Jiang Fan still put the phone on the table, and didn't care what the situation was over there, knowing that the phone rang again after a few minutes, he picked it up.
Lying on the sofa, Jiang Fan listened to Xie Xiong suppressing his anger on the phone and proposing that the two of them have a discussion, he was in a good mood, and he didn't care about Xie Xiong's attitude, listening to him talking nonsense, he didn't care about the negotiation location in his mouth, he snorted twice, and said: "Wait, the master is in a good mood, just go!"
After hanging up the phone, Jiang Fan's leisurely mood dissipated, but he remembered Liu Jinxun again.
I think she's sad right now.
Jiang Fan didn't know what kind of mentality he was, maybe he couldn't bear it, maybe he couldn't bear it, he didn't hold back the urge in his heart after all, and dialed the little girl's number.
"What are you doing?" Liu Jinyan's cold voice came.
Jiang Fan hesitated: "Are you still angry? You can treat me as a friend!"
Liu Jinxun snorted, and didn't know what she meant, so she just heard her say, "You want to ask me if I want to go to Zhengyang!"
Jiang Fan really didn't mean this, no matter what, if he hurt someone else's heart, he wouldn't think about letting her help anymore.
"You think about it too much, I just want to hear your voice and see how you are. ”
Liu Jinxun said quickly: "You don't need to pretend to care, I'm fine, when will you go and pick me up!"
Sighing and guilty in his heart, Jiang Fan said: "No need, I'd better go by myself!"
Hearing this, there was no sound, and after a while, Liu Jin said angrily: "Do you want to see me in the future?"
Frowning, is the matter so troublesome? Jiang Fan explained: "I didn't mean to see you, I was just embarrassed to ask you to help again." ”
Liu Jinxun was really angry today, and said disdainfully: "I'm sorry, you're still embarrassed, don't talk nonsense, if you dare not take me, I will hate you to death!"
Jiang Fan hadn't spoken yet, but Liu Jinxun had already hung up the phone.
Three days later, when Jiang Fan was exercising, he suddenly felt a wandering soul, and his mind moved, and he substituted his mind into that soul and began a life of another experience.
He needs to experience more ups and downs in order to improve his spiritual cultivation.
He temporarily took possession of another person's body and accepted his memory, in which he was dreaming.
Moreover, he found that he seemed to be reborn, but his ontological consciousness didn't seem to know it yet, and this body was also called Jiang Fan.
When the prelude to the love of his life sounded, Jiang Fan knew that he was dreaming again.
The love of a lifetime seems to have never been on fire, but it has always been on fire in the hearts of some people, because some people have him or her in their hearts.
Before, he had no interest in the song, but since sending away a girl, the song has remained in his heart.
In the dream, the scene from three years ago began to replay.
Greentown, Airport.
The smog, which should have been thick, was gone, and the sun was shining brightly over the airport.
On the way outside the airport, he leaned on his car, put one hand on the car, lit a cigarette with the other, raised his head, and looked at the dazzling sky, there would be a plane in the sky, and there was a girl on the plane.
The summer sun was hot and vicious, and the iron sheet was hot, and it burned his hands on the car, and his palms were red, and his eyes were red.
I habitually bit the cigarette holder in my mouth, and the bitter smoke passed through the tongue, passed through the lungs, and was lost in the air, and began to become blurry and ethereal, as if it had been ravaged and had lost a little life.
Airplanes flew through the sky, castles in the sky......
Heh, what the hell do you want to sing?
Then there was a distant plane in the sky, and there was a beautiful and nice girl who was far away on the plane.
Far away, how far, across the ocean, blocked by mountains and rivers.
Pretty, how pretty, beautiful makes him feel ashamed of himself.
Very good, how good, okay, let him watch her and send her away.
Phew, that's hypocritical.
This scene, after the girl left, he often dreamed.
Of course, in his dreams, not only this scene, since his college days, as long as he remembers something related to the girl, it will appear in the dream, and the quality of the scene in the dream is surprisingly high, the girl's smile and face are fresh and bright, just like the old days, and still swaying happily in front of his eyes.
The girl went to the other side of the ocean, it was three years ago, the girl went without news, probably because her life was stable, simple and happy, Jiang Fan comforted herself and blessed the girl, but her life in the past three years was colorful, marriage, quarrels, business, real estate, feelings, family ethics dramas came and went, the colors were like an oil painting, with a glass of wine, you could chat for a month, take two pieces of watermelon and gnaw it slowly, and you can also watch for a long time.
The three-year marriage finally ended during the day, and in the evening, his friend Zhang Qiang arrived from the south all the way, smiling like a second fool, and sent Jiang Fan a song: Happy divorce, it seems that the deflated calf is really happy.
Then there was a hangover, Zhang Qiang began to pour him wine as always, and soon Jiang Fan was drunk and unconscious, but he could still vaguely feel the voice of the deflated calf: Your SB alcohol is poor, and your vision of choosing a woman is even worse.
Oh, little deflated calf, wait until tomorrow when Lao Tzu wakes up, and fight again. It was his last consciousness before he fell asleep.
And then, as usual, he had the dream above.
Zhuangzi also dreamed, dreamed that he had become a butterfly, fluttering, wandering flowers, happy for an unknown amount of time, after waking up, he thought that the butterfly dreamed of Zhuangzi, and then Zhuang Zhou's dream of butterflies was handed down.
The German buddy Kekuler also dreamed, dreaming of a snake that was devouring his tail, with a unique shape, probably a circle and a circle, and every day and every day, he realized the molecular structure of the benzene ring.
Some people have no dreams and sleep peacefully, while some people have many dreams and think about many troubles.
He dreams a lot, but it is destined to have nothing to do with the eternal, and he owes too much to the girl, so he has to think about it from time to time in his dreams, and never forget it, which is probably atonement, Jiang Fan thought.
Dream, it's time to wake up, Lao Tzu is waiting to pack up Zhang Qiang's goods.
However, he didn't wake up, and the picture in the dream began to switch, Greentown, inside the airport, he sent the girl away.
Heh, today is a serial.
The girl stood in front of him, wearing flat shoes, very tall, almost at the level of his eyes, his face was no longer the unhealthy thinness he was when he went to school, the girl stood in the airport, it was the focus of the whole airport, at that time he suddenly realized that he had never looked at her seriously, his impression of her was the same as before, stubborn, thin, buddy, confidant, ugly duckling...... And so on.
The girl should have put on light makeup, and she is almost invisible, as beautiful as she was born, fresh and natural, and her temperament is like a white lotus that is not stained out of the mud, just like her name: Junyu, the gentleman is noble, verdant and transparent.
It's just that the girl at this time doesn't have the appearance of a fresh goddess, her face is flushed, her lips are shaking, and tears are constantly flowing out of her eyes, but she stubbornly doesn't make a sound.
He looked like nothing but red eyes.
"Hey, it's just going abroad, you see you're excited, crying bitterly. ”
This time, the girl no longer smiled as dotingly as before, but just looked at him intently, with a weak expectation in her eyes, which did not fit her temperament at all.
Jiang Fan is still chattering.
"You really have no conscience, I'm about to get married, you have to leave, ......"
"After the past, don't let foreigners bully, it's better to find a boyfriend......"
"Eat well, don't be as thin as you were back then......"
Jiang Fan held back for a moment, and his tears flowed back, unable to speak.
The girl's tears became more and more turbulent, Jiang Fan finally reached out to wipe the tears from her face, and she did not dislike her fingers with the smell of smoke.
The parting was near, and the girl finally began to speak, intermittently, like a wronged little girl.
"You know...... I...... I'm ...... in my life. What I regret the most is...... What is it?"
He knew the answer, but he had to cheer, and he wanted to make an expression that was very interested in knowing the answer, but his face was still expressionless.
The girl never embarrassed him.
"I ...... Regret the most...... Regret in ...... Freshman Meets...... See you. ”
Then a solemn and sweet voice sounded in the airport.
He was silent for a moment, and finally held back an ugly smile.
"It's time to go, let's go, have a nice trip. ”
Jiang Fan looked at the girl in front of him, and began to wave his hand, as if she was far away and would not be able to see.
She looked at him one last time, reluctant, loved, spoiled, and aggrieved...... That look haunted him in the future, and he couldn't be at peace.
Then she turned around, and could no longer see her face, only her back, and then her shoulders began to shake, and she seemed to start crying, which eventually faded into the crowd.
The phone in the dream rang and turned on, and it was the last voice message the girl sent him.
Click play, it's a girl's cappella, mixed with choking, trying to sing better.
The love of a lifetime.
The girl understands him.
She knew that after sending her away, Jiang Fan would cry a lot, he had never been a hard person, his eyes were pure, and his heart was as soft as a sponge.
The girl expected it to be good, the song in the dream sounded, and Jiang Fan cried like a child, in the airport, like an old dog.
Jiang Fan also knew her.
I know that she regrets meeting him most in her freshman year when she was like an ugly duckling, regretting that the first time the two met was not what he liked, regretting that she brought her best friend to eat with him, regretting that her best friend was like the dream of all boys at that time, and regretting how good it would have been if she had been brave and selfish at that time.