Chapter 104: I Don't Dare
"Got it. Srong said and left.
I guess my brother would have said something to me, maybe a lecture, keeping a distance between men and women or something.
But he just said, "We're from the village." Marriage is very important. It's not like the new city people. They just want two people to be happy together, and then romantic or something, they don't think about getting married and living a life, and the popular blowing object is not responsible, we think differently, if we really get along, it should be sad. ”
"Brother, I didn't mean that. My hand gently touched the little sprouts.
My brother didn't say anything, and said, "I know, you are a smart girl, otherwise you wouldn't have left Xie Yan here, right?" Let him eat, he will live in our house tonight, he is the benefactor of our family, and he should be treated well." But you still don't have to think about the extra things. It's not interesting. ”
I nodded: "I understand, thank you, brother." ”
"I didn't do anything, thank you?" he rubbed my head and walked out.
I went and brought steamed buns to Ou Zhenhai to eat, as well as two plates of pickles.
When he bought autumn vegetables before, Si Rong pickled a lot of pickles. Now the radish strips are ready to eat, chopped and mixed with chili peppers, then poured with MSG and chili oil, and added a little vinegar. I made some more somen noodles.
"There's no meat, you can deal with it. Fortunately, there are buns and soup. ”
He couldn't move, so I set up a small table beside him, on which were the dishes and chopsticks he used to eat, put them on the table, and put the chopsticks in his hand.
He looked at me, then lowered his head and began to eat.
I sat on a chair and ate a big bun, the taste was very good, tofu vermicelli, and radish and dried shrimp were put in it, my brother was very attentive.
I ate one and was full, and I picked up the insole, this time it was not very thick, after all, it was worn in winter, and the needle could not be sewn, so I could only sew the insole with an awl. I didn't look at him, thinking about what my brother had just said, he must have found something, and I was actually flustered.
I don't want this matter to be exposed, liking him is a very secret thing that I don't want to admit, I just know it myself, I don't even want Ou Zhenhai to find out. But now I'm worried that I can't hide the past.
My brother and Si Rong should have found out, but what about Ou Zhenhai himself?
I guess I've already found out. He's a veteran of feelings.
I don't want to be hurt again, and I don't want my love to be humble, although I am inconspicuous and weak, but I hope I can be happy, is this my luxury?
"Why are you ignoring me? I'm talking to you. "Ou Zhenhai said.
I glanced at him, "After eating, then I'll clean up the dishes and chopsticks." You rest. ”
"Do you like me?" he said thoughtlessly.
My mouth widened in surprise, and the pendant on my hand fell to the ground, and the crisp sound made me even more embarrassed.
I picked it up haphazardly, put my things aside and went to clean up.
Ou Zhenhai looked at me: "Why don't you answer my question?"
"I thought my silence would be enough to answer you. ”
"So you don't like me?" he laughed.
I said, "What do you mean by asking me this question? If you like me, and the two of us fall in love, you and I have a good life, but you don't like me, and you say this, but you are just looking for me to have fun, and I am very unhappy." ”
Ou Zhenhai stuffed the last bite of buns into his mouth and smiled innocently: "I like you too." ”
I looked at him, dumbfounded, not knowing what to say. I hated myself a little bit, I couldn't control my emotions, and I was very sad.
"I know why you're like this, because I... I'm not an object worth giving my life to, am I?"
I frowned and said, "It's not unworthy or worthwhile, I hope to be safe and happy, not a momentary happiness, and then it's gone, we are not on the same road, have you ever seen a gourd flower with grapes on it?"
I said something similar to Gao Shanfeng, and he quickly understood what I meant and left me.
Ou Zhenhai frowned when he heard this: "I also think we are not suitable, but what should I do? I can't control myself, I really miss what you should do? To be honest, you are not the most beautiful among the girls I know, but I think you are very special." Maybe you're the one who trapped me all my life, because you're the only one who fights with me when I'm in danger, instead of pushing me out or blaming me. ”
I think it was probably because I came out to help him fight last time that I had such an idea, right?
"I help you because you are my benefactor. ”
"You don't care about me, how can you help me. He looked at me with burning eyes.
I sighed: "You got tired of it one day, and once you left, what should I do?"
"I'm scared too. He leaned up to me and whispered, "What I said is true, Zhenzhen, I am also afraid that I will hurt you, I know what virtue I am, so I have not come to you." I've always missed you in my heart. It's been a long time since I've seen you. ”
I bit my lip and was silent, my heart turned upside down, and tears rolled in my eyes.
I put away the dishes and chopsticks very calmly: "Don't say it." My brother will be angry, and today will be treated as if it never happened, and we will be friends in the future. ”
"Hurry Liu Yaozhen, you don't believe me?"
"I know you're an amorous person, and I just found a woman's thing at your house. I was very uncomfortable. I looked up at him and said, "We're not suitable." Continuing to push it on will only be bad for both of us. Isn't it nice to be friends now? I don't have to wait until the relationship is irretrievable, I'm going to lose you as a friend, and I'm going to be sad, you say?"
If you don't think about it, you won't lose it.
He didn't speak, he struggled to get up and pull my hand, I panicked and wanted to struggle, but he held me hard.
"Let's try, Zhenzhen. ”
I shook my head: "What I want is a man, and I am the only one in my heart, and I live with each other." Otherwise, I'll find someone I don't like that much, and I don't have to like it very much. But at least a minimum of loyalty and responsibility is required. But you can't do either, we are together, sooner or later we will become enemies, not to mention that you never thought of getting married. ”
Ou Zhenhai frowned and looked at me: "Don't you want to try it at all?"
"Well, no. ”
"I'm sad that I don't have confidence in me. ”
I smiled, "You rest, I should pack these things up." ”
Ou Zhenhai didn't speak again, lay down there, and sighed.
I went out to wash the dishes, and my brother and Srong had been making bean sprouts in another room. They probably knew what we were going to say, but they were afraid of embarrassment, so they didn't show up.
When I was washing the dishes, I was always silent, Ou Zhenhai was so smart, he noticed the change in my feelings early on. He only said to try, but he did not promise to get married. I didn't dare, I was too scared to get hurt.
I finished cleaning up and went back to see him, Ou Zhenhai closed his eyes and his face was a little red. I found a cold, wet towel to cover my head. He took my hand, very hot, and very strong.
I struggled to get out of the way, but he wouldn't let go of me or open his eyes.
I didn't speak, but reached out and touched the gauze on his forehead.
My brother came in at this time, and the moment I opened the door, I shook his hand away.
Ou Zhenhai greeted his brother: "I'm going to trouble you tonight." ”
My brother said a few polite words to Ou Zhenhai and said to me: "You sleep, I will take care of him, it will be fine." ”
"Good. I walked out with a smile.
Although there was also a small earthen kang over there, it was obvious that the two of them could not sleep, and my brother and I told him that he was injured and couldn't light up, so he let him sleep and sleep on his own bed.
But Ou Zhenhai said that his legs were not good, so he didn't want to toggle, so he slept on the bed.
In order to be afraid that he would move, I found an electric mattress and used it for him. I don't want to do it myself.
Ou Zhenhai smiled at me, then pulled on the quilt and went to sleep.
There was murmuring in their house that night, and I don't know what my brother said to him, and I was very anxious.
Si Rong said: "Don't be afraid, once some people have true feelings, they will be good to you wholeheartedly." ”
I smiled wryly: "Every woman wants to be that special, but I have self-knowledge." ”
Srong tightened my hand and looked at me sympathetically.
I patted her on the shoulder, "Go to sleep." ”
We slept together, and we both slept badly, and our eyes were dark when we woke up in the morning.
When I got up the next morning, Ou Zhenhai was very polite to me and didn't talk about that topic again. As if what was said to me last night was just a hallucination on my part. I'm being sentimental.
I was a little relieved, but more often than not, I was a little helpless and sad.
His so-called lack of liking is just a verbal temptation. As soon as my brother said that, he was completely gone.
What is the difference between me and other girls? Maybe it's all the same in his eyes.
After breakfast, I urged Ou Zhenhai to go home.
He was too lazy to move, so I pedaled him, "Hurry up, I'll help you call a tricycle to take you back, take care of it, we've been very busy, we don't have time to take care of you." “
"I'm at home the same as I'm here, and no one pays attention to me, I'm just here. ”
I looked at him helplessly: "How good it is for you to live upstairs by yourself, there is heating, our area is not big, it is quite cold, and the food is not good, why do you need to do this." ”
Ou Zhenhai said: "I'm hungry, give me food." ”
I glared at him, "Why should I serve you to eat, who are you, it's so annoying." ”
Ou Zhenhai smiled: "I knew you were unhappy, don't be so stingy, take a look, this is for you." "He quickly stuffed me with the five hundred.
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