552 STOP-2: New Purgatory City: "Control Yourself"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

It's like the teacher's hands that quickly slid over his head - just like that, he gently slid over his head, and the warmth made people melt in an instant.

Amnesia or something, really, nothing.

Actually, it's far from that exaggerated. ”

Xiuka knows that she is nothing more than a person who has been deceived by memories.

Maybe some people have too good memory, so God let her balance it a little, so that she can't remember anything occasionally, and she doesn't have to remember anything, just let her mind be as free as a river and sea.

In this way, perhaps whose idea was it to release a little pressure on her brain, the pressure had messed up her sympathetic and parasympathetic nerves, and she could no longer control herself......

Xiuxiang is this lucky her.

At that time, wasn't Xiuxiang exactly the same person?

Isn't her train of thought changing like lightning?

Isn't her train of thought as unreliable as the Big Bang?

"Is this what it is?" Xiuxiang stopped thinking about it, Xiuxiang's train of thought needed to rest.

Perhaps such a cycle is an effective brain nourishing technique, just as the land needs rest to produce better food and crops, and the human brain needs to rest in order to produce better fruits, just as a tree produces better fruits, so that the mind can blossom and bear fruit.

"It should be so, it should be ......" Hideka finally found a better explanation for her amnesia, a more relaxed and effective reason, the brain is just recuperating, coming back with a better attitude, and then finding a way to remember more things.

Time is such a surprise thing, just met with growth, and those past pains are uninvited, what should be used to support and defend the fragile youth that cannot stand looking back?

"What's going on?" Xiuxiang's body shook, but it wasn't as big as she expected.

Yes, it's strange.

Because one thing is the strangest, how did Xiuxiang come out of the world of memories just now, what made Xiuxiang answer here, instead of indulging in memories and not waking up, or falling asleep, just falling asleep like that?

"What are the things, the objects, the sounds, the colors, the changes my physical perception, yes, it should be. Thinking of this, Xiuxiang's body felt chills again, she suspected that it was because the weather had changed, it was cold on a snowy day, and she shouldn't always feel warm like spring, so she was abnormal, and she had lost her normal perception system......

As soon as I opened the bottle that had stored memories for too long, reality changed.

Hideka's ideal of fruit-bearing thoughts...... The fruit is white?!

In a flash, it seemed to be a very thin white silk thread? Xiuxiang couldn't believe her eyes, who was flying a kite in the sky? This is impossible.

Xiuxiang saw something she shouldn't have seen in a trance......

"The closer you get to the truth, the harder it may be to believe, because the gap between the ideal truth and the real truth in reality is always so big. Xiuxiang thought about this sentence in her heart and felt very understanding.

"Ding!" what a sound actually appeared in the body!

"It's weird. Xiuxiang was thinking, "This time is ...... If it can be described by time, how many times did she think of the word 'weird', I'm afraid that her memory is as good as herself, who can tell clearly?...... Is this phenomenon good or bad?...... Ah, life, why do you give me such a problem...... What am I special about being able to solve this problem? What am I so special about this for me to encounter?...... I have a choice, almost none. I'm just going with the flow, just flowing, flowing, ......flowing, Is the main theme of my life 'weird' at present? What is 'weird'? This word sounds like everyone understands, but who can accurately explain what the so-called 'weird' is, this is a word that exists and does not seem to exist, and it exists because you can say it from your mouth and does not exist...... Of course, it's because you can't say it clearly, and everyone's interpretation is very different, which ...... Forget it, what's the use of thinking about it? I can't think about it anymore, I was determined not to want to, but I still can't do it, it's like someone has programmed me to make my brain occupied by all kinds of trivial thoughts, and I can't go back to my original track, what's wrong with me? Am I in a real world, or have I gone crazy?"

......

Hideka realized that her mental endurance limit was approaching, and now she was standing on the edge of a cliff, and the ball of her forefoot was already hanging in the air, and she would fall if she moved forward slightly.