Perhaps it is the influence of the video, although Wang Zi'an is only a teenager, his inner exploration of emotions and curiosity about girls have begun to slowly sprout in his heart at this time, and his mind is full of strange ideas. Everyone's appreciation of Yuan Qiuhua, his envy, jealousy, and resentment of her, what kind of feelings are buried, he can't say it himself, he can't figure it out, but he can't help but want to see her, in front of her, to be serious and shy, to be flirtatious and immature, to care for and ugly, I really don't know what to do, in exchange for her smiling face and enthusiastic response. When I was a child, men and women frolicked, played in the church to get married, and played with the family, but I didn't feel this way at all. I can't find any feeling for other female classmates. In the girl who is interesting to him, he can't feel the discharge, he can't be excited, he is not so nervous that he stutters, he does not panic, and he is not ashamed of making mistakes.

He and she have known each other for a long time, it can't be love at first sight, the moment that makes his heart pound, I think of it should be the day she transferred back to school from Wuhan No. 15 Middle School. Because he hadn't seen each other for a year, he ran to the teaching office to see her, she smiled at him, bent eyebrows, raised the corners of her mouth, and the vortex socket appeared, both like spring flowers, and like the warm winter sun, all of a sudden, let him have the feeling of spring breeze, and it seemed that he was sitting on the grass in the cold winter afternoon to enjoy the sunbathing, (that comfortable feeling, such a comfortable feeling, those idle experiences, he will never forget in his life, the ups and downs of the adult eunuch sea, this "smiling face" appeared in the dream, and it gave birth to the urge to cry happily.) She got up, waved and said goodbye to the teacher, and walked lightly past him, she wore a long sleeve, lapel, corset, sky blue, floral printed and dyed long skirt, curvy, fluttering skirt, pretty and straight, long hair fluttering, face like peach blossoms, fluttering away, he smelled a strange breath on her, a different kind of fragrance, unconsciously heart ripples, heartbeat like a drum, blood rushing, hot flashes and sweating all over the body, cheeks flushed, shortness of breath, involuntarily followed, actually wanted to sniff carefully.

After that, he tried to get her attention by all means. His nerves were tense, his expression was serious, and he looked at her with two big eyes open, asking a thousand strange and cold questions to test her. For example, did the chickens come first, or did the eggs come first, whether the pyramids were built by man, or by divine power, or were they the masterpieces of aliens, how many years will the four modernizations be realized, can robots replace manual labor, can Hong Kong and Macao return peacefully, and will there be armed conflicts? Selling these eternal mysteries, and the questions that the president of the country can't give accurate answers, to embarrass her, will definitely scare off her jaw, scare off her glasses, and have no teacher, explain like this for a while, talk like that for a while, throw out incredible suggestions, and change all the time, without even telling her the reason.

He thought it was beautiful, thinking that if the problem overpowered her, she would admire and worship herself. It's a pity that he is wishful thinking. Yuan Qiuhua, as a "top student", is confident that "she lives well in mathematics, physics and chemistry, and is not afraid to go all over the world", and she is not interested in the "gossip" topic on the sidelines, she doesn't bother to answer at all, and she is tired of him disturbing her normal study. He said a hundred words, and she said very politely, "Who are you?" and he said a thousand words, and she said a few words politely, "Who do you think you are?"

Wang Zi'an didn't pay attention to the lecture in class, didn't look at the blackboard in front of him, and always looked sideways and secretly looked at her. When Yuan Qiuhua inadvertently found that he was peeking, at first he thought that his face was not cleaned, or his hair was scattered, or his clothes did not fit, so he quickly wiped his face, pulled down his hair, and pulled his clothes, and later as long as she raised her head coldly, she could definitely find that he was looking at herself, and when her eyes met, his eyes would dodge left and right, hiding his apprehension, his eyes turned, jumped over, and jumped over, sometimes lowering his eyebrows, closing his eyes, sometimes raising his eyes, looking, sometimes aiming, strafing, at the same time, always unconsciously blushing, consciously timid, unconsciously embarrassed, consciously covered, his expression was particularly shy, he did not dare to meet her gaze, did not dare to look at each other directly, and pretended to be calm, afraid that the eyes would betray the secret of his heart.

Later, she also discovered a peculiar phenomenon, the frequency of meeting is getting higher and higher, she can see him everywhere, often on the playground, in the corridor, on the way to and from school, unexpectedly. Sometimes, she helped the teacher in the teaching and research department to mimeograph the test papers, or correct the homework, or organize the materials, and walked out of the school gate at 10 o'clock in the evening. The two of them chatted and walked, she often showed a naughty and cunning look, and when she laughed openly, the eight teeth in the front row were white and dazzling. He took out the White Rabbit toffee from his schoolbag, she took out the fried corn, and the two played while eating, and went back to the town government compound together. (When Yuan Qiuhua was in the third year of junior high school, Yuan Huanxuan was the director of the town government office, and he was assigned to a three-bedroom and a living room, with a kitchen and toilet, a garden in front and a vegetable field in the back.) As soon as she encountered a lot of incidents, she couldn't stop her doubts, how could there be such a coincidence? He always appeared in front of her eyes anytime and anywhere! It was nothing more than his deliberate arrangement, conscious waiting, unconscious softness, conscious change, unconsciously showing goodwill, and the purpose was self-evident.

Yuan Qiuhua read until midnight when he suddenly heard a knock on the window. She pushed the window and saw that Wang Zi'an was standing outside the window, and there was a bowl of white fungus soup with rock sugar lotus seeds on the windowsill.

He whispered: My mother asked me to drink it, I don't like sweetness, I don't think you have ever drunk it, so I secretly sent it to you and gave you a taste.

Yuan Qiuhua said: How can this be done? Auntie knows and will scold you!

He said, "If you don't say it, I won't mention it, who knows." Drink it, you have worked hard to study, and you should have replenished your nutrition a long time ago. You look like a thin monkey, my mother screams "distressed" when she looks at it!

Yuan Qiuhua picked it up, drank porridge like a few mouthfuls and fell down, she wiped her mouth: Sweet, it's delicious, thank you!

He said: You love desserts, next time I will give you a bottle of malt milk essence, boiling water to blow foam, which is very convenient.

Yuan Qiuhua said: How can you be embarrassed? I can't stand it! I can't ask for it! You drink it yourself!

He said: I hate sweetness, I have been in it for half a year, and it has become clumpy, and it will expire if I don't drink it again. Throwing it away is not a waste of food?

Yuan Qiuhua said: As the saying goes, if a man is lazy and lazy, he will be in debt, and if a woman is lazy, he will be deceived. Throw it away, throw it away, I'm not a waste picker.

Wang Zi'an said: What did you do? Why did I lie to you? What did you have to be deceived by me?

Yuan Qiuhua said: It's quite cold, you go back quickly.

Wang Zi'an's thoughts, Yuan Qiuhua has already seen through, but he never breaks it, for fear of hurting his self-esteem, afraid of embarrassing him, after all, he is working hard in the court, abandoning the loud shouting, learning to discuss softly, abandoning the rampage of tyrants, learning to be polite and polite, she can't bear to decide directly, but she just elegantly turned him away thousands of miles away, and invisibly revealed the contempt in her bones. From the Book of Poetry, Chu Ci, Tang Poetry, Song Ci, Yuan Qu, Ming Script, Qing Novels, and systematic, she began to read Western classics and world classics, such as Homer's Epic, Greek Mythology, Roman Mythology, Aesop's Fables, Notre Dame de Paris, Shakespeare's Works, War and Peace, Three Steps to Life, Red and Black, La Traviata, Jane Eyre, Gone with the Wind, etc. The more I read, the more I know the vastness of the world, the more I understand the insignificance of individual life, the impermanence of fate, and the tribulations of life, and the more I don't want to "resurrect" tragedy. Wang Zi'an's insight comes either from the Hong Kong martial arts shootout, the God of Gamblers, Taiwanese romance, teacher-student love, and ghost love in the video, or from popular popular magazines and newspapers subscribed to in the town. The two of them don't talk about deep conversations, they are communicating and communicating, they both lack common taste and aesthetic realm, they can't find a suitable topic of interest, they don't speculate for more than half a sentence, and they are far away.

Once it was confirmed that he was getting deeper and deeper, Yuan Qiuhua deliberately distanced himself, no longer met him alone, no longer accepted his gifts, and no longer participated in his birthday party, so as not to mislead him, so that he could not extricate himself, which was harmful and lacking morality. She deliberately distanced herself and used side hints, hoping that he would read her good intentions. The hot face was attached to the cold buttocks, and the prince was annoyed and ashamed, more rude, reckless, by his temper, regardless of the occasion, strong words and sharp pinching, mean words, guns and sticks, quick tongues, not only lacked self-knowledge, but also justifiably gilded all his mistakes. As a result, Yuan Qiuhua was so angry that he trembled, his face turned yellow, and he even cried angrily, becoming more and more unaccommodating and more and more indifferent.

When she ignored him, he played tricks on her, slapped her hair, drew goblins on her back, stole her homework books, put hairless mice in her pencil case, shoved caterpillars into her collar, stood up and pulled the bench out so that she sat down empty and fell to the ground, and watched her come and stumble and make her fall to.

These pranks, Yuan Qiuhua didn't make any noise or trouble, and endured them. I can't bear it, what can I do with him? The classmates were not surprised, and coaxed, "Oh, he likes you, that's why he treats you like this", seeing the two of them passing by the wrong shoulder, rushing forward, a few people pushed Wang Zi'an, and another few pushed Yuan Qiuhua, pushing them together, standing face to face, and then instigating in unison, "Let's be good, hold hands, let's form a pair, hug the waist, kiss one!" Yuan Qiuhua was so ashamed that his face was red, his eyebrows were lowered and his eyes were not daring to look at anyone, the prince wanted to give it a try, and he twisted his posture, all of them were cramped, all shy, all, the classmates became more and more energetic, shouting like a village cave house, "Prince, are you a man? Take the initiative! The prince squatted half-down, stretched out his hands in a half-ring, and carried it upside down. Yuan Qiuhua hurriedly took three steps back, let him reach out to his calf to grab the hand, and pounced. Wang Zi'an was stunned, his eyes were confused and confused, and he was dumbfounded. Yuan Qiuhua hit left and right, rushed out of the encirclement, turned around and fled. Ran to no one and cried quietly. If the teacher finds out and listens to the reason, he also smiles and says, "Hehe, adolescence, the beginning of love, he specifically bullies you, which means that he likes you! Well, you don't like him, try to avoid it, that's right, haha!"

When this matter reached the ears of adults, the reaction was even more bizarre. Wang Weimin saw Yuan Qiuhua and smiled at her and stretched out his thumb, "Little girl, you have a lot of means, you can actually lower my wild horse, amazing! It's just that I want you to take him on the sunny avenue, and he can't capsize in the gutter!" When Wang Ma saw Yuan Qiuhua, she behaved more affectionately, touched her head with a smile, bent down and pulled her clothes, and stuffed ten yuan into her pocket, "Good girl, buy a new dress, dress up beautifully, often come to my house to play, Auntie will make you something to eat, make up for it!" Yuan Huanxuan tilted his head, frowned, and showed a beam of squinting gaze from under his glasses, looking Yuan Qiuhua up and down, exploring for a long time, and not expressing his position for a few days. Yuan Qiuhua was horrified, but he didn't dare to open his mouth to defend himself.

A week later, Yuan Huanxuan took out a Chinese cigarette from his briefcase and threw it on the dining table: It was given to me by Mayor Wang, who kept calling me "in-laws" and asking me to "take care of my son." Well, who has made a lifelong engagement with this "son"? Say! Confess and be strict, deny leniency!

Yuan Qiuhua said: I didn't provoke it, it was his wishful thinking and self-inflicted affection.

Yuan Huanxuan said: Do you understand the meaning of freedom of feelings? Do you understand the responsibility of autonomy in marriage? The legal age of marriage is 26 years old for men and 24 years old for women, how old are you two people?

Yuan Qiuhua said: I didn't talk about friends. He's not my boyfriend. Friends, girlfriends, boyfriends. We're just friends, not boyfriend and girlfriend. I only treat him as a buddy.

Yuan Huanxuan said: I believe that between men and women, there is not only pure friendship, but also platonic love, as well as buddy righteousness. Rumors kill people without seeing blood, and destroying Qing's reputation is punishing the heart, do you know?

Yuan Qiuhua said: I will make it clear with him, and then draw a clear line.

Yuan Huanxuan said: I don't know the stakes, stupid girl, it's all come to this point, can you tell it clearly, can you draw it clearly?

Yuan Qiuhua said: Find an opportunity to quarrel with him, fight, never speak, do not communicate, form a stranger, and make him die.

Yuan Huanxuan said: You have the heart of a boy, but the appearance is still a girl. In a hurry, a quick knife made him abnormal, frenzied and bitten, hurting people, and the most important thing was to be. Take your time, through one thing, little by little to pinch out his hope, and have to give up.

Since then, Yuan Qiuhua no longer blindly endures, and counterattacks when he is bullied. Wang Zi'an tugged at her braids, and she grabbed him in the face with her backhand. Wang Zi'an stole her handkerchief, and she threw his shoes. scolded a few fights, fought a few times, and the classmates also laughed, "Happy enemies, the opposite road is narrow, scolded into a good couple, mingled, beaten and scolded to the end of the head." Speechless, Yuan Qiuhua could only smile bitterly. Until the last time, Wang Zi'an actually stole her boiling water cup, peed into it, and then put it back in its original place. This is not vexatious, it is a nonsense, and it is a deliberate rectification. Yuan Qiuhua couldn't bear it anymore, and cried bitterly to report to the teacher, the principal held a whole school meeting to criticize him, ordered him to admit his mistakes in public, apologize, and asked him to hold the boiling water glass high with both hands and stand for an afternoon.

The prince was discouraged, his feelings evaporated all of a sudden, his heart was empty, and he always wanted to find a place to put it. He habitually peeked at Yuan Qiuhua, but saw her black face, cold as frost, and her eyebrows were cold. His attitude towards him was darker than a blackboard and colder than ice, and Wang Zi'an couldn't help but shudder, and his whole body was cold. The woman is a monster, she says that she will change her face, her peach blossom face will become a coal face, and Yintang will also embed a chain of flying knives, swishing, swishing, shooting at herself, swishing, stabbing into the heart, he was so painful that he couldn't cry, and he almost stopped breathing. Terrified, he jerked to his feet, his mouth wide open, his body swaying, and he fell to the ground and fainted.

The students screamed and gathered around, and the class was suddenly chaotic. The teacher hurriedly ran out to call someone and help take him to the hospital. He didn't catch a cold, but he was scared out of illness, had a high fever, talked nonsense, and took medicine that didn't work, only injections. After three days of sick leave, he came to school, so he didn't dare to peek at Yuan Qiuhua, she came to collect her homework, and he didn't dare to hand it over to her, so he only put it on the desk and let her take it herself. The itch in his heart, gurgling and bubbling, he really wanted to touch her hand, but he was afraid that she would be unhappy, so he slapped his hand in the face. After school, he was the last to leave, and before leaving, he stood quietly in front of her desk, took a look, sat on the bench, and turned over in the drawer. He didn't want to steal anything, he was just messy, noisy, he didn't dare to do anything to offend her, but he wanted to feel her breath, he couldn't look at her face, he couldn't look at her table and stool, he couldn't touch her hands, he couldn't touch her things, he couldn't touch her people, he couldn't move her books, only at this moment, his heart was stable, quiet, and sweet.

Yuan Qiuhua had already discovered that the books in the tables, stools, and drawers were often moved. She hid outside the window to catch this "pervert". She saw that it was him, watched him touch and touched in slow motion, looked at his obsessive expression, dumbfounded, moved, and soft-hearted. She didn't alarm him, and slipped away quietly.

Wang Zi'an noticed that she was getting quieter, more and more silent, and more and more crying.

This is not the result he wants, he wants her to laugh, smile like a flower, he wants her to see herself, she smiles, she is so happy, he doesn't want her to cry, he is afraid that she will cry. Other girls, can't stand crying, crying when they're scared, crying when they're sad, crying when they're wronged, they all have the taste of coquettishness, the meaning of begging for mercy, begging for forgiveness, as long as they have good words and a good attitude, they immediately burst into laughter. Yuan Qiuhua is different, she is bullied, she will only be silent and tearful, burying her head and lying in her elbow socket, swallowing her breath and sobbing secretly. Hiding and crying for a while, wiping away his tears, he raised his head, and his face was light and light. If he hadn't paid special attention to her every move, he would have barely noticed that she was crying. He wanted her to smile from afar, he didn't want her to be sad, he wanted her to laugh heartily, he wanted her to laugh heartily, like the wind blowing Yinling, he didn't want her to cry, he didn't want her to cry, he didn't want her to cry! Her usual hearty speech, hearty laughter, and peeking at him from time to time, made him feel warm and comfortable, respectful and friendly.

The blessings accumulated by the ancestors of the Yuan family in the previous generation are always with each other, and the support of nobles everywhere is an innate advantage that makes the Wang family unattainable. Wang Zi'an finally made it clear that his thoughts, ambitions, vision, knowledge, and goals are not at the same level, and he can't go anywhere or anywhere. Bing Xue is smart, she must know her own thoughts, but she really doesn't like him, only keep a distance, and be friends, otherwise she doesn't even have to be friends. He has already found out that she is not like a girl, especially in front of him, especially not like a girl, she is completely a boy, okay, let's treat you as a boy, let's be a good buddy.