Chapter 16: The Struggle in a Black Dream (The third update of the weekend.) )
I know the sense of justice in the soldier's heart is here again, but his help tonight is purely a dog and a mouse meddling!
"The money for other people's anti-aircraft artillery is not blown by the wind, soldier, don't do stupid things!" I said word by word, holding his arm tightly and not letting go.
"This ......" The soldier hesitated, it is estimated that he knows in his own heart what he can help and what he can't help!
Several big men in front of him had already pulled Fang Yu aside, someone adjusted the front of the car to give up the position, and in the blink of an eye, the white car was driven away.
Watching the white car leave a few big men and let go of Fang Yu, I estimate that her little broken car is not worth a few dollars, and the 300,000 anti-aircraft gun can last for a month of interest at most, maybe half a month!
"Give you another ten days! If you don't pay back the money then, you'll look good!" "Let's go!" the big bald head threatened fiercely, and his mood looked much better after the car was detained.
I know the truth that thieves don't go empty, and it's the same with the anti-aircraft artillery industry, you have to take back as much as you want to pay for it with great fanfare, no matter how much it is......
"Hey, brother, I can't stand it anymore if you do this! don't scare people if you have something to say!" I said, flicking off the cigarette in my hand.
"What's wrong?" the big bald head glared at me.
"You can't scare people if you don't have any money, just go to the hospital office and sit and drink tea! She has no money to let her borrow from a colleague, right?"
I looked at him with a smile, the revenge in my heart against Fang Yu had reached the extreme! The sneakiness in my heart made me almost lose my mind!
"Ahaha! Little brother is absolutely expert! Another day, brother invites you to drink, go first!"
The big bald got into the off-road vehicle, and a group of people left with one foot on the accelerator, leaving Fang Yu alone standing in place.
"Soldier, look at it, this is the end of owing anti-aircraft artillery, it's so miserable!" I deliberately teased loudly, feeling inexplicably happy in my heart!
"Sanming, you're going too far!" the soldier shook off my arm angrily, and I was immediately displeased when I heard this!
"Did I go too far? Did you read the test report just now? Do you think it's too much?" I said word by word very clearly, and the soldier was instantly stunned.
"This ......"
"Let's go, go back to sleep, and I'll go to the dean's office tomorrow!" I dropped a sentence and pulled the soldier away, Fang Yu actually cried angrily!
She squatted on the ground and cried, her sobbing shoulders slightly hungry, and I glanced at it and didn't look back...... I'm the person who can't see a woman shed tears!
I didn't dare to look back for fear that I would be soft-hearted, and kept reassuring myself that everything was her deserved, and I didn't force her to borrow the artillery, so I still left all the kindness to myself!
When I returned to the hospital ward, the soldier lowered his head and didn't say a word, I knew that he had an opinion about me in his heart, and I also knew that I just watched the excitement and gave advice to those anti-aircraft artillery......
Actually, I'm not the same kind of person as those anti-aircraft artillery, and I already regret what I did just now, because I vaguely feel the strangeness of the GI!
Although he is by my side at the moment, I feel that his heart is getting farther and farther away from me, which is the last thing I want to see!
"GI, do you know why I let those bastards drive the car away, and why did I let them come to the hospital office?"
I asked slowly, I had already thought about the next words in my heart, my mind is always my greatest weapon!
"Is there a reason? I knew you wouldn't speak for those rascals! Can you tell me why?" the GI suddenly looked up at me, his eyes full of trust in me!
His eyes were burning so hot that I really felt like I was going too far......
But now that the wood is in the boat, I can't change it, I must get this thing done, otherwise there will definitely be a pimple in the soldier's heart in the future!
"Look at the posture tonight, those guys are prepared, it's better to drive away than to hurt people, after all, safety is the most important!"
"yes, yes, I didn't think of it...... But why did those hooligans come to the hospital to trouble that female doctor?"
The soldier asked for some reason, in fact, I know that his biggest characteristic is that he is simple-minded, which is also his weakness.
"In a crowded place like the hospital and on the secluded road home, which situation do you think is better for Fang Yu? Those guys won't give up if they don't pay back!"
"This ...... That's really the case, I misunderstood you just now!" The GI immediately scratched his head in embarrassment, with a smirk on his face!
In fact, I know that the GI has not changed, and the person who has changed is me! Unconsciously, I have changed, and my heart is no longer weak, but it has also become cold......
"It doesn't matter, you didn't misunderstand me once or twice anyway, haha!" I patted him on the shoulder, feeling a little uncomfortable.
In my principles, I will never bully people casually, especially when Fang Yu's tears were so helpless at the end, I felt that I was really a little too much.
"GI, why don't we go back and take a look, don't have anything happen to her on the big night......"
"Okay!
The soldier and I turned around and returned to the parking lot behind the ward, but Fang Yu was gone, and there was no one to see when we looked around.
Suddenly, a cold wind blew mixed with fine raindrops, and before I knew it, it was going to rain, and I suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of guilt in my heart!
Although I can use many reasons to convince the soldiers, I can't deceive my heart, because at that moment, I didn't think about Fang Yu at all, and I just acted for the tiger......
"GI, you go and drive, let's chase it out and have a look, it shouldn't be far away!" I was inexplicably flustered, and the guilt in my heart almost devoured me!
"Where's the car?" I remembered as soon as the soldier said that I had come to the hospital in an ambulance tonight......
Looking at the raindrops falling from the dark sky in the early morning, I thought to myself that Fang Yu should still have some money on her, right? It shouldn't be difficult to take a taxi home, right?
I don't know why I'm very uncomfortable, because I shouldn't be like that to a woman anyway, the second uncle often says that you have to be generous as a man, and you must have a clear conscience against the sky......
I took out a cigarette and lit it, looked at the night sky at more than two o'clock in the morning and looked back at myself along the way, I thought I had really changed!
I used to be weak but I had compassion, and although I wasn't cruel enough, I was kind enough...... I don't know if it's a sign of growth, but I don't feel like it's something a man is supposed to do.
If the person tonight was my second uncle, would he do this? I'm afraid he will definitely help solve the matter of the anti-aircraft artillery, because I know that he has a maverick heart!
The raindrops outside the window kept wetting the glass, and I could clearly see the fine raindrops under the street lamp, and I savored the loneliness alone in this silent and deep night.
Standing in front of the exit of the ward for a long time, I have been looking back on my own experience, and I am also looking for the original me and the kindest heart......
Someone once said that when a man is about to die, his words are good...... The GI was already asleep, and I thought about it a lot, and before I knew it, it was dawn......
I don't know if I'm taking my life because I'm afraid of that inspection report, I don't know if it's real or not......
But the conclusion that the tumor is suspected is like a hook that keeps tormenting my heart! I can't help but think about the rest of my life......
I already regret not going to see the CT film, and although I can't read it, I want to know what really happened, and I also want to know how long I have to go in the future......
At six o'clock in the morning, it was already dark, and looking at the soldier who was sleeping on the hospital bed, I quietly left the ward alone.
I can show strength in front of fat people, but I can't deceive my heart when I'm alone, and now I realize that everything in the world is so real!
Step by step down the corridor, I wish it could be a little longer, and I hope to make myself feel a little more clearly......
When stepping on the ground with one's feet has become a luxury and pursuit, how complex should people's hearts change? Will people be defeated by illness or by their own hearts?
I want to wash my face when I go to the bathroom, I want to be more sober, and I want to get all the thoughts out of my head.
I used to think that I would not lose sleep, but now I don't sleep all night and I don't feel sleepy, is this the last gift from God to me?
I turned on the faucet and washed my face, and in the mirror I saw a woman coming in with a little girl, and in the blur I saw a pair of extremely vicious eyes!
I suddenly turned around and broke out in a cold sweat all over my body! These eyes came from the little girl in front of me!