Chapter 43: Loneliness
"They have been covered since childhood, and only their voices and thoughts can be transmitted outside, that is...... Don't look at your face?" I said as I looked at Qin Mengdie.
"Hmm~...... They only found out what their wives looked like until they got married. Qin Mengdie nodded and said.
I raised my head, imagining that Qin Mengdie was wearing a hoodie and marrying me, and when I entered the cave room, I lifted my headscarf and found that she looked like Sister Feng......
No, I can't imagine it anymore.
I covered my face to keep myself from thinking about it.
"Don't you think it's good?" asked Li Mengqi, holding her cheek.
"Not good. "I covered my head, feeling like I was about to turn into an oil painting 'The Scream'.
"It seems that you are also a superficial person. Qin Mengdie made a sound.
"Boys are superficial creatures, they all look at faces. I nodded, agreeing.
"Hmph~...... You're quite honest!" Qin Mengdie made a voice.
"Damn!! what was the tone of your voice just now?!!!" I looked at Qin Mengdie with wide eyes, suspecting that I had misheard.
"Nothing. Qin Mengdie jumped down from the tree and prepared to leave.
At this time, Li Mengqi couldn't find me in the canteen, and also made a phone call, I said that I was in the grove with Qin Mengdie, and Li Mengqi hurried over.
"What are you going to do on vacation?" I asked Qin Mengdie as I sat on the grass.
“…… I haven't planned it yet. Qin Mengdie said.
“…… Probably...... Let's go to a part-time job. Qin Mengdie thought about it and continued.
"Yes? I think there's a place for you. I thought about it and said to Qin Mengdie.
“…… Where?"
"Maid Cafe!"
Qin Mengdie looked at me with a strange look, and I knew that she was despising me with her eyes.
But I wasn't going to give in like that, I just kept staring at her.
“…… Perverted. Qin Mengdie suddenly turned her head and said two words with her back to me.
I felt my heart pounding, and I felt a faint excitement for Mao?
"Lin!" Li Mengqi walked over to us and said hello.
When Li Mengqi saw Qin Mengdie, her body couldn't help but stiffen, and the smile on her face stiffened.
"Lin~ Is she also from our school? Why doesn't she wear a school uniform?" Li Mengqi asked me.
"She's not from our school. I said weakly to Li Mengqi.
"I see. Li Mengqi nodded and didn't say anything more.
"That'...... Are you going to eat with us?" asked Li Mengqi, twitching her pretty little qiong nose.
"No, I've already eaten it. Qin Mengdie slowly let out a voice.
"......" I watched the awkward conversation between the two people, wondering if there was any way to alleviate the awkward atmosphere.
As soon as I thought of what Li Mengqi told me yesterday, I couldn't help but glance at Qin Mengdie's wrist, only to find that the black long sleeves blocked Qin Mengdie's wrist.
Actually, Li Lin ...... I'm here today...... There's one thing I want to tell you. Qin Mengdie suddenly turned around and took off her black hat, revealing her delicate facial features.
In the sun, her already snow-white skin looked even paler, and her black hair seemed to be covered with a faint layer of gold.
It was the first time she had taken off her hat during the day, and I couldn't help but watch for a few seconds.
"In the future, don't meet again. Qin Mengdie lowered her head and made a sound.
"What...... What?" I looked at Qin Mengdie strangely, as if I didn't hear her.
"I mean...... Don't meet again. Qin Mengdie repeated what she had just said.
"Why?" I asked.
"It's just...... I'm an unfortunate person, and with me, you're going to be unlucky. Qin Mengdie said to me.
"What kind of middle school idiom is this?Why do you suddenly say this?Is it what I just said?" I don't know why, but my heart was so excited, probably because I cared about her.
"It's not...... It's just that...... That's it. Qin Mengdie didn't say any more, she walked out of the fence.
I looked at Qin Mengdie's back, and my heart became heavy.
"Lin~ Won't we see her again?" Li Mengqi frowned and looked at Qin Mengdie.
My eyes drooped, I don't know why, I always felt that there was a knot in the depths of Qin Mengdie's heart that could not be untied.
"She's always mysterious, you don't care about her, she's like that. I touched Li Mengqi's head and said.
A few days later, we had a holiday, and the second semester of the first year of high school was over, and by the time school started, we were probably sophomores.
After the holiday, I sent a text message to Qin Mengdie, but Qin Mengdie didn't reply to me, I guess something happened to that guy!
I looked at the deposit in my bank card, and there were only 600 yuan left, and my heart fell silent.
"Lin!" Li Mengqi suddenly opened the door of my room, and I was startled.
"Damn!" I scrambled to close the open page.
"What's wrong?" Li Mengqi asked me.
"No, nothing. What are you looking for me?Are you hungry?" I hurriedly turned around and sat very upright and looked at Li Mengqi.
"No, it's not, it's just something I said last time, that thing. Li Mengqi hesitated and said to me.
"Hmm, what's the matter?" I tilted my head to look at Li Mengqi.
"That's it...... It's that secret thing. Li Mengqi sat on my bed, looking at me with two fingers around her hair.
I always feel that this guy is a little strange, did he do something to fix me?
I am a suspicious person by nature, and I look at Li Mengqi strangely, so as not to change everything!
"Oh, so what? I don't think I've ever made it to the top five, right?" I scratched my head, remembering what Li Mengqi had said last time.
It seems that you can get a secret or something in the first five.,But then it was changed to wearing a maid's outfit.。
"What secret?" I looked at Li Mengqi speechlessly, I was more curious about the secret of that little book.
"Actually......" Li Mengqi looked at me hesitantly and said hesitantly.
"Actually, I'm curious about what was written in that little black notebook. I propped my head up and said to Li Mengqi.
"Ah!! !!!!!!!!!!forget about it for me," Li Mengqi let out a scream, picked up the pillow next to me, and smashed it on my head.
I held my head desperately, and I felt that Li Mengqi's recent violent tendencies were getting worse and worse.
"Okay, okay, okay, what is the secret you said last time?" I grabbed Li Mengqi's pillow, Li Mengqi fell silent again, hugged the teddy bear, and shrunk into the quilt.
"Actually...... Actually......" Li Mengqi muttered, and her voice gradually became quieter.
"Actually...... I may not have been born to Mom and Dad. Li Mengqi looked at me seriously and said.
I sat down in silence, put my head in front of Li Mengqi, and laughed all at once.
"Haha~ You're not sick, are you?" I touched Li Mengqi's forehead and smiled at her.
"Don't you think it's strange?" Li Mengqi shook off my hand and looked at me seriously with red eyes.
"What's so strange?" I lay on the bed with my hands behind my head.
"We are obviously brothers and sisters, but we have been raised separately since we were young, this is really strange!" Li Mengqi slapped the bed hard and looked at me seriously.
"I heard my parents say this, at that time, our family was still very poor and couldn't afford to raise two children, so I sent you to my aunt at a relative's house to raise, but you didn't want to leave your aunt for two or three years, so I took you back. I said to Li Mengqi from the ceiling.
"That's not like that! That must be an excuse! Actually, I already knew!" Li Mengqi said to me angrily.
"Listen to me, you must be biological, I'm sure. I said seriously to Li Mengqi.
"Why?" Li Mengqi said as she looked at me with a frown.
"Because I've seen our family's household registration book, which has your name on it. I smiled inexplicably at Li Mengqi.
"This can't be! I'm going to find ......," Li Mengqi finished speaking, and immediately jumped up from the bed.
"What are you looking for, come back for me!" I grabbed Li Mengqi's hand and pulled her back.
"So, don't think about it. I touched Li Mengqi's head and told her not to think about it.
"Don't think about it, if you are my biological brother, then I won't ......" Li Mengqi's voice became smaller and smaller, and I felt that this guy had always been weird recently.
"Forget it, go back to sleep!" I said, touching Li Mengqi's head.
Li Mengqi nodded and returned to his room with the teddy bear in his arms.
"Alas~" I sighed, feeling a faint pain in my heart, and I felt like I was about to lose my breath.
I grabbed my hair violently and gasped for air.
"Whew~ Let's go out for a walk!" I took a deep breath, put on a black short-sleeved shirt, and walked out of the door.
When I came to the river, I looked at the empty riverside and felt empty in my heart.
The cool breeze in the wee hours of the morning made me feel like every inch of my body was about to freeze.
How long did it start to creep in? I don't remember.
I've forgotten how long it was time to be alone at home, that horrible loneliness......
I sat by the river, hugged my knees with both hands, and just stared at the river blankly, doing exactly the same thing as Qin Mengdie at the beginning.
Looking at the reflection of those neon lights, I couldn't help but lower my head and silently buried my head in my knees.
I don't know how long it took for me to hear a woman's voice.
"Hey!~" I jerked my head up, then my eyes widened......