Time is really fast, we have known each other for a year in the blink of an eye, and some things have been changing subtly, and we have never noticed.

For example, we began to care about each other more than we thought, and I can't put into words this feeling, it was warm and astringent.

I still remember a few weeks ago when we had a heart-to-heart conversation on a note that made you cry like a fool for two whole classes, how happy I was at that time, as I said, I really haven't said anything to people for a long time, everyone is okay with faces, but you are still the first one in so long a long time who can really speak from your heart.

I often think that fate exists, otherwise how could I tell you what I had hidden for so long, it was amazing, and I was full of gratitude.

I also often worry, afraid that one day we care too much about each other and are sensitive or other reasons to quarrel, we are so similar personalities, I am afraid that I will not dare to apologize to you, and you will not take the initiative to find me, I am afraid of losing, this is also the reason why I have always been reluctant to open up to people, I always feel that if I don't care, I won't get hurt.

This time I let myself go after friendship, I don't know what's wrong with me, but I seem to be happy, maybe I didn't tell you, I once gave up chasing that ethereal thing, you know I always emphasize that I have suffered a lot of injuries, indeed, I used to be able to water those sadness with tears, but then I shed a lot more, and I was numb.

I used to think about the ideal friend, the kind of friend who can have no privacy and can share everything, someone who can stand up when there is a grievance, and someone who can look back and laugh together when I am old, but when I was growing up, I found that Kenben did not exist, and I could only go to the world I imagined to find such a person, and in that world, she has never had a name.

In the past two days, I really thought about it a lot, what I was most worried about happened, to be honest, I don't know what happened until now, I'm in a bad mood, trace its roots, I think it may be because I'm too sensitive, I didn't feel like I didn't see anything, but as soon as Qian said that, I suddenly got up, I felt that I was just like this in your heart, and then I fell into a dead loop, you don't know how many times I scolded myself, but I never got it alleviated, I don't know what I was thinking, I used a lot of ways, and it turned out that I did overestimate my ability to decompose, a whole year and a half, I've never hated myself like that, I really don't like that angry me, I write and scold myself, I scold myself in my heart, I can't listen to the class, and, ah, actually

"Thursday" night when you talked to me I was already uncomfortable, but I was not happy how I could become like that, but the next day there was something new, and I began to think about life and kept pouring chicken soup on myself.

To tell you the truth, your indifferent attitude makes me feel frustrated, that feeling is indescribable, well, first bitter and then sweet, your tears and tears pulled me back again, and suddenly the gloom was gone.

Erha, you are the second person who makes me suffer from gains and losses, I thought that I could control myself very well, but the fact is that I can't, let him let it go, you are worth it!

Mirror, you're very good, even if you ignore me, copy the exam number for me, xy copy the time for me, such a friend, it's true that I shouldn't leave my bad temper to you, the second time, and the only two times during high school, you have experienced both, I hope, I won't have it again.