Chapter 83: I don't understand

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"Oh, you're a big man, are you blushing until now, and you haven't even spoken?"

In the car heading towards the airport, Krystal sat in the passenger seat, and although he sounded like he was complaining, he couldn't hide the smile on his face.

Lin Zangfeng was still a little flustered, he was a little difficult to accept Krystal's complaints, perhaps, driving seriously was the only thing he could distract.

"Still don't you speak?"

Seeing that Lin Zangfeng was even more silent, Krystal suddenly asked him in a calm voice.

Lin Zangfeng scratched his head, "I...... You ......"

And Lin Zangfeng hesitated, looking at krystal for a while, looking at the road conditions ahead for a while, and hesitated to a very embarrassing realm.

Krystal bit her lip, "What? let me kiss you, are you ashamed?"

Lin Zangfeng smiled bitterly and shook his head, "My little princess, do you know, my heart is still beating faster even now, can we stop doing this in the future?"

Krystal snorted and turned his head to look out the window, but the voice came, "Why? don't you like it?"

"Can you ask why?" Lin Zangfeng was a little helpless, "We are not the kind of relationship that can be intimate now...... If it gets out, it's not good for your reputation, you know?"

"No...... It's not a close relationship!?It's not good for my reputation!?" Krystal turned his head, and his tone was immediately a little depressed, "Zangfeng, do you think I'm casual?"

"Xiujing, don't think about it, you know, how could I mean this? I'm just, I'm just ......" Lin Zangfeng hesitated, hesitating and difficult to say.

"It's just what? yes, I'm not your girlfriend, and you won't promise me. But it doesn't matter, it's enough for me to treat you as a boyfriend, I just like to be by your side, I want to hold your hand, I want to hold you, I want to have intimate contact with you. Anyway, I don't care what you think of me, I'm such a woman, if I like you, I will never let go, you are ready to entangle with me to the end!"

After speaking, he didn't care about Lin Zangfeng, but stared out the window with red eyes and began to be silent.

In fact, how much courage she has accumulated in this kiss, I'm afraid only she knows, don't look at her as if she is very aggressive, it also seems to be very natural, but how can Lin Zangfeng realize the shyness in her heart?

Unexpectedly, she let go of her reserve, but in exchange for Lin Zangfeng's relationship that was not intimate contact, at that moment, her disappointment turned into a sentence to say, although it was very strong, but the bitterness in it was really speechless.

Perhaps, I am making a mistake.

At this time, Lin Zangfeng also frowned, whether it was those words, or her reddened eyes, these all reflected one thing at this moment, she had hurt this girl, she was really stupid, and she couldn't speak, I am afraid that anyone who hears him like this will scold him for deserving it, deserving to be a single dog, a species that has been lonely for a lifetime.

But whether he deserves it or is lonely for a lifetime, he can put it aside first, and now, he has to apologize, because no matter what, he can't hurt this girl.

Parking the car on the side of the road, Lin Zangfeng carefully patted the girl on the shoulder, but Krystal didn't turn around, still staring firmly out of the window, as if there was some peerless beauty there.

So, taking a deep breath and exhaling it again, Lin Zangfeng spoke, "Girl, listen to me, I'm a person who can't speak, my brain pumped and I actually said such a sentence, I know, the words are very wrong, and it hurts your heart, but I really just want to express such a meaning, that is, don't you tease me like this anymore, I'm afraid I really can't control myself, don't you know how charming you are?" However, there is a person in my heart, you know who she is, so how can I like you without any scruples when I like her, so what do I think of you?"

"It doesn't matter!" Krystal turned his head suddenly, his eyes were full of tears, and he said loudly, then stared firmly at Lin Zangfeng's eyes, and added loudly, "I don't care!"

Lin Zangfeng was stunned for a moment, and then his heart was full of distress and seemed to be a little uncontrollable, he gently reached out and wiped away the tears that Krystal had begun to flow down his cheeks, and spoke, "Girl, don't cry." Yes, you can pamper me, go and don't care, go and don't care. But I can't be like that, I can't be indifferent, I can't be indifferent. Because, you care about me very much, and you, I care too. I can't do anything like this. ”

"Well, if you care about me so much, why can't you agree to be with me? Why can't we love each other? If it's because of Taeyeon, then why are you still clinging to it even though she's forgotten about you? Why is it that I'm still so much worse than her?"

Krystal cried, question after question.

Krystal's question made Lin Zangfeng stunned for a moment, this time, it seemed to be a long time, and it seemed to be the next moment, and when he spoke again, Lin Zangfeng's tone was a little hoarse.

"It's not as bad as you say, it's just, it's just...... I still like her, and you're right, she did forget about me. But why didn't I want to stop when she forgot about me? Am I really an idiot...... Girl, really, I'm really sorry, don't cry, actually, I really want to make it clear, but ...... Now I, really, can't give you an answer, because even I don't know, what have I been insisting on for so many years? Perhaps, girl, you are right, I am a wood, I don't want to hurt anyone, but I have been hurting others, whether it is my father or you. ”

seemed to be a little tired, after saying these words, Lin Zangfeng leaned on the main driver's seat, and the whole person revealed indescribable tiredness.

And Krystal's tears are still hanging on her face, in some ways, she seems to have got some answers, Lin Zangfeng also likes her, but she can't like her, because, she is a step late, but this step is like a moat, so that no matter how close she is, Lin Zangfeng will try to avoid it.

But maybe he chased too hard, and he forgot that a man's ten-year persistence, a man's long-term obsession, even if he is like her, even if he is tempted, he can't let go, he just can't let go.

Looking at Lin Zangfeng bitterly, Krystal was very distressed.

You're tired, but I don't notice.

You're in pain, but I didn't notice it.

It turns out that I always thought that you didn't understand my heart, but in fact, it was me who didn't understand your heart.