I'm not a person who likes to drink, and after drinking a little bit, I feel that my chest starts to heat up, and I feel dizzy.

"Actually...... I also knew I couldn't do anything. Now that I think about it, my life is such a failure!~" I lay on the grass and covered my glasses with my hand.

"No, you're luckier than me~" Qin Mengdie showed a wry smile at me.

"Yes?!Do you know that the person you like can't get the feeling?!" I looked at Qin Mengdie and said.

"Of course I know~...... Do you want to know?" Qin Mengdie gave me a miserable smile and stretched out her white hand at me.

She unzipped the hoodie and took the plain black hoodie off her body, revealing the black long-sleeved T-shirt underneath.

She touched my palm, and I saw in the darkness the shallow marks on Qin Mengdie's wrist.

Qin Mengdie looked at me very seriously in the darkness.

I was so frightened by her dark pupils that I couldn't help but tremble with my palms, as if something was about to jump out of the darkness.

Qin Mengdie grabbed my hand and slowly approached her body, she pulled the black T-shirt a little away, and touched my hand to get closer to her body......

I felt like something was touching my fingertips!

I slowly widened my pupils and jerked my hand back!

"Hehe~...... What do you think?...... You're not interested in me, are you?Mr. Good Man~" Qin Mengdie showed an extremely miserable smile, and I felt that Qin Mengdie seemed to be crazy.

The black hair was scattered in the air, and Qin Mengdie at this moment gave me an extremely miserable feeling.

I slowly trembled my hands, and I was 100% sure that what I had just touched was definitely not human skin!

Li Mengqi's little belly is extremely smooth, while Qin Mengdie's body feels like it is uneven, and it feels like a ...... There was something up there, potholes, and it was a creepy feeling!

“…… Whew~" I took a deep breath and calmed down a lot in my heart.

"Why is this happening?" I looked at Qin Mengdie and made a voice.

"No man would be interested in me, except for a demon. Qin Mengdie didn't answer me, and spoke to herself there.

"You know, I'm not as perfect as you think, I'm just an ugly woman. Qin Mengdie put on her clothes and wrapped her body tightly.

What happened to her?

I don't think she would tell me.

I will only know the answer when she really wants to tell me, and I will probably have to wait for this answer for a long, long time.

"Later...... Don't come to me again. Qin Mengdie said to me.

"You want to know what you are to me?...... I'll tell you now!" I crawled towards Qin Mengdie, stared into Qin Mengdie's eyes and said a word.

"For me, you are my best friend. I said to Qin Mengdie seriously.

"Best friend?...... Hehe~...... But all I have brought to you is pain, and if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been hurt. Do you also need such a friend full of bad luck?...... It's ridiculously dead. Qin Mengdie buried her head in her knees and smiled bitterly.

I don't know how long it took, but I just remember that the whole person had become abnormal, and alcohol filled my body.

There was still that strange touch in my body, I looked at my fingertips, looked at Qin Mengdie who was crying with her knees, and my heart was full of incomparable loss.

Life always brings us people countless sufferings, and we can only bear them, not resist them!

can only bear it silently alone, keep bearing it, and hold it in the deepest part of my heart......

I can't tell others, and I buried the deepest pain in my heart......

“…… I don't want to do this anymore!" Suddenly, my eyes turned red and I walked towards Qin Mengdie.

"You're always like that...... He wouldn't say anything to me...... What do you want?!!!" I grabbed Qin Mengdie's hand and said loudly to Qin Mengdie.

"Why do you want to ignore me?!!!" Qin Mengdie also struggled loudly and slapped me hard!

There was a slap mark on my face.

"If you have kung fu to deal with me, a dirty woman, you might as well do your own thing!" Qin Mengdie yelled at me.

I slowly turned my red face around and looked at Qin Mengdie coldly.

"Let me see ......," I said four words to Qin Mengdie.

Qin Mengdie's eyes widened violently, and her body writhed and struggled uneasily.

"Don't, don't touch me!" Qin Mengdie let out a scream, but it was a pity that he was here...... No one can hear it.

"Don't ...... Don't touch my body!!" Qin Mengdie pushed me away violently, ready to run outside.

"Let me see...... I want to know !!" My eyes were extremely cold, and I grabbed Qin Mengdie's hand fiercely and pulled it violently.

"Don't, you let go of me!!" Qin Mengdie slapped me again and desperately grabbed the clothes on her body.

"Why do you ...... Why did you do this to me!What did I do?!Why did you do this?!!!" Qin Mengdie's tears flowed out, and she looked at me with red eyes.

"Because...... Because ......" I fell silent and grabbed Qin Mengdie's wrist hard.

I sat on Qin Mengdie's body, under the influence of alcohol, I felt that I didn't dare to say it on weekdays, and those emotions that had been suppressed suddenly exploded!

"Because...... Qin Mengdie...... Because...... 'Cause I'm fucking in love with you!" I made a sound at Qin Mengdie.

In an instant, the wind blew gently, and Qin Mengdie opened her eyes wide and looked at me, just motionless.

I don't know how long it took, Qin Mengdie suddenly laughed.

"Hehe~...... You said you like me?" Qin Mengdie gave me a weird smile.

"Hehe~...... Look...... After reading it...... Let's see if you still like me?" Qin Mengdie let go of her hand and lay on the ground like a corpse, her hands spread out casually.

"Because I like you, that's why I want to know you!That's why I don't want to see you like this!" As I spoke, I took off Qin Mengdie's shirt.

The scene that caught my eye shocked my whole body!

My body just didn't move, because I saw a body that barely looked like a human being.

"Hahaha~"

"Hahahahahahaha~" Qin Mengdie suddenly laughed out loud.

"Did you see it?!!! this is my body!hahahaha!!" Qin Mengdie's tears flowed out of her laughter.

I trembled my palms and stretched out my hand......

What is it? Which demon is it that prank?!!!

Qin Mengdie's upper body, one by one scars are staggered, countless wound suture marks appear in Qin Mengdie's body, after those old scars are healed, it is like a white flesh worm that heals one by one, Qin Mengdie just looked at me with a smile.

Despite this, she had a fair complexion, and despite the devastation it had, there were traces of the past that proved they were once so smooth.

"Have you seen enough?hahahahaha~" Qin Mengdie asked me.

Tick!

My tears fell, and I reached out my fingers and gently touched those scars......

Qin Mengdie's body kept trembling, I knew that her body still had memories, and there were memories left over from those terrifying memories!

I don't know when I have tears all over my face, and this girl's body is ...... What the hell is going on?!

I stretched out my hand, helped Qin Mengdie get dressed without saying a word, and then hugged her tightly.

"I'm sorry~...... I'm sorry~......" I didn't know what to say anymore, so I just kept repeating this sentence and hugged her tightly.

“…… I'm sorry~" I hugged Qin Mengdie, feeling the temperature of her body, like a corpse, I can't imagine how Qin Mengdie survived......

This...... It's like a demon left behind...... Scar......