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The night was already deep. Jiang Mei was led by Guan Ping and went back to her and Tian Xin's small bedroom. Wang Bo said goodnight to the two and went to bed. But he lay on the bed without any sleep. The scene of meeting Jiang Mei not long ago flashed vividly from his mind like a movie replay, and finally froze on the nylon rope that was seven or eight meters long. Wang Bo immediately shuddered, and a chill that penetrated deep into the bone marrow once again surrounded him like a thick fog. The bed was comfortable and warm, but he didn't feel the slightest warmth at this time. He instinctively hugged his arms like a dog, curled up in a ball, and shivered from time to time.

He thought:

If he hadn't doubted Guan Ping's words tonight;

If he was suspicious, but there was no "one more move" callback;

If the fat eldest sister is not a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted warm-hearted person after the callback, she doesn't bother to pay attention to his calls back to the past;

If you don't have a ghost, you can ask Jiang Mei for her ticket;

Or if you ask for a ticket, you don't have the time to dig deeper;

If......

Too many ifs popped up one after another in Wang Bo's heart. Every time it popped up, the chill in his heart deepened. He knows very well that all ifs, even if there is a deviation, the young, gentle, fiery woman who always treats him with a smile on his face, at this moment, I am afraid that it is already a loss of fragrance. It's a corpse with no temperature, no heat, and a terrible face, right?

Think of it this way. The terror and fear turned into a monstrous wave that came at him again, grabbing him and making him tremble uncontrollably.

How did you come to this point? In the darkness, Wang Bo wept silently, sad and afraid.

He began to imagine himself as Jiang Mei and brought Jiang Mei's role into thinking.

Yes, she used to be. For the sake of Zhang Xiaojun, he did not hesitate to force his father to die, and insisted on marrying away from home. Results five years later. But there was nothing left, and people and money were empty. When she went down the mountain, she walked so resolutely, so I have no regrets, but now I have become a lost dog. A poor worm. Can she still pat her ass and go back in a gloomy way? But her household registration has been moved to Lanhui Town, and Tian is also here, where can she go back! The girl who marries out is like water spilled out, and she can't go back!

If she can't go back to Longju, can the Zhang family still stay? Although the Zhang family still has a place for her to stay, how can she continue to live with Zhang Xiaojun and his mother after being divorced?

I can't go back to my hometown. Zhang Xiaojun couldn't stay there, and she didn't have any friends to turn to in Lanhui Town. Even if there is, according to her soft personality on the outside and strong on the inside, I don't want to be pitied and ridiculed by others. She was truly homeless, even more sad than she had been. When I was in Shuangqing, I still had a house, and it was still very early to run out of water. Just like that, under the heavy blow, I have no love for that world and don't want to live. What's more, Jiang Mei at this time is really desperate and exhausted. And her temperament is so strong. Since the good things have been lost one by one and will never be gained, and there is no way out for her, there is no place for her, so why not end her life and go to another world?

As a person who has come over, and a person who has given up his life with his own hands, he can understand Jiang Mei's situation and her choice to some extent, but only when he understands it, he feels extremely sad and extremely sad. After gaining insight into Jiang Mei's thoughts, he has been surrounded and controlled by an emotion that has no name, nowhere to vent, and no one to talk to. He seemed to have returned to three months ago, and saw himself who was also about to end his life, so calm, so loveless, and so resolute. For Wang Bo, there are many things in his previous life that he doesn't want to look back on. In his mind, there was a forbidden place of thought, a forbidden place that began with his mother's death and ended with his own death. After being reborn, Wang Bo has been surrounded by great joy and incomparable luck, and every day, most of what he sees and hears is singing and laughing. He also took practical actions to draw a line and say goodbye to the gloomy, self-contained, and constantly damaged by the indifference and cruelty of the human world in his previous life, and finally to despair. However, the brand-new, small thumb-thick nylon rope that Jiang Mei carried with her brutally pulled him back to the forbidden area of thinking, and he had an intimate contact with his former self.

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Early the next morning, Wang Bo called Liao Xiaoqing and asked Liao Xiaoqing to help him ask for a day of "sick leave". Liao Xiaoqing thought that Wang Bo had drunk too much last night, and he didn't care.

As soon as he secretly finished making a phone call, the door to Guan Ping's bedroom opened. Guan Ping and Jiang Mei walked out one after another. Guan Ping saw that Wang Bo got up at least 20 minutes earlier than usual today, so she asked him to stay at home to eat rice balls, and then go to school after eating rice balls, and she immediately went to the kitchen bag.

"Okay, it just so happens that the rice ball noodles and rice ball cores that my uncle took last time haven't finished eating, so let's wrap the rice balls. Every day for breakfast, I was tired of eating rice noodles. Pingping, Sister Mei, you two go wash first, and I'll make peace. Wang Bo said with a smile, walking towards the kitchen as he spoke.

The two girls quickly finished washing, and followed into the kitchen, seeing that Wang Bo had already reconciled the rice ball powder, Guan Ping went to the refrigerator to take out the rice ball core and began to wrap the rice balls.

The three of them did it together, and in the process of making the rice balls, Guan Ping introduced Jiang Mei in a chatter, saying that the rice ball noodles and rice ball cores were sent by the uncle last time. The rice ball noodles are ground by Wang Bo's uncle with home-grown glutinous rice and rice rice, and the rice ball core is made by his grandmother in the traditional way, with brown sugar, peach kernels, peanuts, sesame seeds and other seven or eight kinds of good things in it, which are delicious. She ate seven or eight alone last time, and this time Sister Mei has to taste it and eat a few more.

Jiang Mei wrapped the rice balls and said with a smile that it was okay. She'll have a taste of it later.

Wang Bo also smiled and said that both of you are blessed, his grandmother has not made tangyuan cores for a long time, and this time it is because he died. My grandmother went out in person, and all the ingredients were selected by her old man at the farmers' market one by one, and then all hand-ground and fine-ground, which was much better than the tangyuan cores bought outside. While greeting the two girls, Wang Bo secretly looked at Jiang Mei, and saw that Jiang Mei's face was calm, although not as excited as Guan Ping. But the sadness and despair that Wang Bo felt on her last night was gone, and he let go of his heart.

The three of them started and quickly wrapped more than 20 rice balls the size of a ping-pong ball. Guan Ping neatly threw it into the boiling water.

"Alright. Wash your hands, everyone. It can be eaten after four or five minutes. Guan Ping patted the palm of the hand stained with white rice ball powder and said to the two.

"Sister Mei, wash your hands, and let you taste the craftsmanship of my grandmother and brother-in-law later. I started eating my grandmother and uncle's dumplings when I was two or three years old. I have eaten it for more than ten years. I can't forget the taste and memory. ”

After a few minutes, the glutinous rice balls are all floating and concave in the middle, which is a sign of full cooking according to the experience introduced by the old people. So Guan Ping began to scoop, three bowls for three people, seven or eight bowls for one bowl. In addition to the rice balls, there was also some mash with the smell of alcohol floating in the water in which the rice balls were boiled. Just took a breath. It made Wang Bo's appetite flutter.

"How is it, Sister Mei, is it delicious?" Guan Ping, who was sitting next to Jiang Mei, saw Jiang Mei take a bite and couldn't wait to ask.

"Well, it's delicious, fragrant and sweet, sweet but not greasy. Jiang Mei said, then looked up at Wang Bo, who was sitting opposite, and said with a smile, "Bo'er, you are really blessed to be able to eat such delicious rice balls from childhood to adulthood." ”

Wang Bo didn't open his mouth, Guan Ping on the side couldn't help but laugh "poof", glanced at Wang Bo coquettishly, and said to Jiang Mei next to him: "Bo'er has a lot of blessings." Mash, grain, all kinds of vegetables that are rarely pesticides, domestic chickens and duck eggs, his mothers and uncles often have to give him. Hee-hee, I've been stained with a lot of light over the past few months. ”

"What do you mean by 'my mother-in-law'? That's also your mother-in-law, okay? Sister Mei, you don't know yet, right? My mother, the old man, has already recognized Sister Ping as her goddaughter. She's my godsister now. Wang Bo explained to Jiang Mei.

"Oh, is it, Pingping?" Jiang Mei obviously didn't know this, and her face was a little surprised, "Then congratulations! Those uncles and uncles of Bo'er are all good people, and you will be blessed in the future." ”

Jiang Mei's words made Wang Bo a little embarrassed, although he echoed Jiang Mei's words, saying something like Guan Ping would have endless blessings in the future, but his heart was full of slander: His mother-in-law and uncle are so good, so good that when they heard that she and Zhang Xiaojun had a "Sister Jiang rice noodles", they shared the same hatred and unanimously scolded her Jiang Mei's ancestors for the eighteen generations!

After breakfast, Guan Ping and Jiang Mei began to clean up the table and wash the dishes. After everything was done, he saw that Wang Bo had not gone to school yet, but sat on the sofa and watched the news with a big grin.

"Bo'er, it's almost eight o'clock, you should hurry up and go to school, otherwise you will be late. Guan Ping said to Wang Bo.

"It's okay, I didn't go to class today, I called in sick and had a day off at home. Wang Bo replied.

"Ah, are you sick?" Guan Ping was taken aback, and Jiang Mei on the side also showed a look of concern.

"Yes, sick, heart disease, angina!" said, Wang Bo made a painful gesture of "Xizi holding his heart".

His appearance made Jiang Mei, who didn't know why, shocked when she heard it, and immediately rushed to send Wang Bo to the People's Hospital. Guan Ping, who was on the side, couldn't help laughing, took Jiang Mei's hand and said, "Sister Mei, don't be deceived by him! He is sick, but he is sick! This guy has a lot of flowers! If you don't get sick once or twice a day, it won't end!"

Guan Ping has long been accustomed to Wang Bo's behavior of asking for leave at every turn, thinking that he doesn't want to go to class today, so he doesn't care. But Jiang Mei knew that things were not so simple. When Guan Ping went to the toilet, Jiang Mei came to Wang Bo's sofa and sat down, and whispered to Wang Bo: "Bo'er, I'm fine." Don't worry about me. I'm not going to do stupid things anymore. You go to school. When the day is over, I'll go out tomorrow to look for a job. ”

Wang Bo took Jiang Mei's hand, put his other hand on it, patted it gently, and said softly: "No need! This knowledge in high school is completely pediatric for me, and I can take the first test with my eyes closed. Rest assured, my homework couldn't have been better. Besides, I asked my classmates to invite me, and now maybe she has already told the head teacher, I will go now, isn't that self-defeating and slapping myself in the face? Don't worry, I'm measured. ”

Jiang Mei knew that Wang Bo's grades were good, but she had no idea how good they were. When Wang Bo won the first place in the joint examination of the whole grade with a terrifying high score of 728.5 points, she had already left the "Zeng's sister-in-law rice noodles", so although Wang Bo's "unashamed" words are not too false to a certain extent, in her opinion, they are clearly words of comfort to her. Yesterday, Wang Bo pulled her back from the brink of death, but now, he is still worried about her. And he was just a teenager, a big boy who was studying! He was not related to her, except for having a night with her, it can be said that he had nothing to do with her, but he not only saved her life, but also warmed her almost cold heart.

But what about that person? The one who once swore to her, the one she loved the most, and she did not hesitate to force her father to die for him. After marrying into his family, in the face of her mother's adult years of scolding and insinuating the Yin Tan words, she has always forbeared, and has never returned a word, even if she washes her face with tears. In the four or five years she has been with him, especially in the two years when she killed ducks in the big market, she has not encountered the temptation of richer or more powerful men, but she has always scoffed at this and is loyal to his surname Zhang.

But the result?

If she hadn't met the big boy in front of her who had only had a one-night relationship with her, she would have hung on a branch in a certain forest by now, turning into an unsightly ghost, fluttering in the wind.

She gave all her feelings, and the man who was full of body and mind almost made her go to a dead end; she was greedy for joy overnight, but the boy who was not related to her saved her twice, and he is still concerned about her safety, compared with the two, after a lament, it was an extreme, deep soul touch, and suddenly came out of Jiang Mei's heart.

"Thank you......" Jiang Mei put her other hand in Wang Bo's palm and let the other party hold it, and the tears that had not yet subsided flashed with tears, and she wanted to cry again.

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