Lin Chengshu: We used to sing downstairs, but then we thought singing was boring and went upstairs to play billiards; we were at the table next to you, and I noticed that you were when your friend clapped his hands, and since then I have watched you play, I really admire you, I didn't expect to meet you in an Internet café!

Me: So there are so many things I don't know!

Lin Chengshu: Do you remember the first time we met? At first, I wasn't sure it was you, but after a few days of working with you, I was pretty sure. You are very good with everyone and get along with everyone, but you are always a person, and you are so strong that people feel distressed.......

You're the happy pretender, just like ginger!

Me: I don't know anything about it......

This is the first time I have heard such a description, but I also think it is like this.

Lin Chengshu: There are many things you don't know, take your time in the future, you must be good, so that I have the opportunity to love you well in the future, okay or not, it's the future, what kind of person do you love if you have nothing now!

I stretched out my hand to wrap my arms around Lin Chengshu, he hugged me tightly, I also hugged him tightly with all my strength, for a long time, we all let go of our hands, and I opened the door for him.

Lin Chengshu: Read the book carefully, I will send you to school when you are admitted to university, and I want you to give me a gift of admission letter from your Guangdong Police College.

Me: Okay! I'll give it to you!

Lin Chengshu: Well, I'm leaving, goodbye!

Me: Goodbye!

He pushed the door back and closed it, I went back to the dormitory and closed the door, and started reading, for my dreams, for my family, for the people who love me, for the gifts I must give, work hard!

I opened the book he had just picked up, "College Entrance Examination Composition Analysis" This is a new book, I opened the first page of the blank paper of the book, and it was written: "I only glanced at you, and I have determined that I will be forever! The flow of cars and horses is very slow, and there is only enough time to love one person in a lifetime; this person is you, you can take your time, see you in the future!"

The inscription reads: "Lin Chengshu misses Ji Xinning!"

It's the most beautiful love letter I've ever seen!

Tears began to blur his vision, and all that was remembered was his goodness, his smile, his gentleness, his sonority, his kindness, his wisdom, his care, his books, his pen, his flowers, his hugs, his confessions, his words......

All of these will accompany me through the long and difficult road of preparing for the exam.........

Time passes day by day, every day is a tense nerve, high-intensity study and exercise!

I always remind myself that I only have one chance!

After he went to the university to report, he sent me a message a week later.

"The military training is very hard, there are a lot of classmates, from all over the country, I heard a lot of dialects that I haven't heard before, it's fun! Makoto Hayashi"

With his number, you will know that it was him who sent the message, but he still has a habit of leaving his name at the end, as if writing a letter.

Two weeks later, on the weekend, he went back to Phuket and we had dinner together, and he sent me back to the dormitory, and he brought me a few more books, all of which were explanations of the college entrance examination.

He said to take me to his school library on the weekend, where there were lots and lots of books.

Unfortunately, I didn't have a chance to go to his school, so he called me.

It was the National Day, and he said the most important thing to me and did what he wanted to do the most.

Lin Chengshu: I want to sign up to be a soldier, college students can have the opportunity to be sent to a military school, and I may be a classmate with you in the future!

Me: Okay, sign up!

Makoto Hayashi: I knew you would support me!

Me: Why not, but where are you going?

Makoki Hayashi: I don't know, but it should be far away, very far away, I hope there are mountains, and it will snow in winter!

Me: I'm going to go, I'm going to get there, it's just going to be miserable!

Lin Chengshu: Don't be afraid of hardship! A comfortable and comfortable life can be enjoyed when you have the ability in the future!

Me: Are you sure when you went?

Lin Chengshu: Well, it's almost, if nothing else, it will leave around the 10th, will you blame me for not telling you in advance?

Me: No, if you tell me now, it should be that the matter has been settled, and I know you who don't seem to be able to say uncertain things easily.

Lin Chengshu: Yes, I'm afraid that if it doesn't work out, what I told you will disappoint you!

Me: It's okay, just rest assured, I'll take care of myself, and I'll work hard, I haven't honored the gift I want to give you!

Lin Chengshu: Well, come on! I'm not with you, but I'll cheer you on silently.

Me: Eun, tell me when you're sure to go, and I'll see you off if I have time.

Lin Chengshu: Well, good!

I will also support any decision he makes as much as he supports me, because I know that any decision he makes is a deliberate decision made by him!

After all, I still didn't have a chance to send him, he was on the 11th at nine o'clock in the morning from the train on Luohu to the Guangzhou Military Division, unified distribution.

He messaged me before he left saying take care and goodbye, and I didn't hear from him for a long time, as if he had never been there!

But whenever I read a book, there are his footprints between the lines of the book, and I clearly know that he is always there, at this moment at the end of the world, and he will think of me.

The first time I received a letter from Lin Chengshu was on March 3, 2010.

The letter was sent from the Ninth Detachment of the Frontier Regiment of the Harbin People's Liberation Army, and when I opened the envelope, there was a photograph inside; Lin Chengshu was wearing a military uniform, saluting the military salute, standing in the heavy snow, and there were seven pieces of letterhead with words written on it.

He looked good in his military uniform, and he finally saw the heavy snow, I wonder if he shouted loudly?

In the letter, he said: "I finally saw the heavy snow, if only you were there, it is very cold here, it is very cold here, it is December, I just came here, it is minus 11 degrees during the day, and it is 021 degrees at night, it is very cold! I can still feel cold in a military coat, and I wear two clothes in winter when I am in Shenzhen......

It's January and it's still cold, but I'm used to the weather, I'm close to Russia, so let's go to Russia together......

There are a lot of Northeast natives in the army, and I have learned a lot of Northeast dialects! I will tell you when I have the opportunity to call you! It's just that I am not as talented as you, and I have only learned a little bit after studying for so long; I only have a little Northeast flavor! When the time comes, you can laugh at me to your heart's content!

I'm ready to learn how to ski, and I'll take you to ski in the future! And I have eaten a particularly delicious "Yuchang Roast Chicken", the taste is comparable to "White Cut Chicken"! I'll take you to eat in the future!

It's February, I've been here for more than three months, and I like it very much, and I shout loudly when I really see the mountains, and I shout loudly when I see the snow! You know what? I finally feel the feeling of you shouting loudly on the edge of the sea, and I feel so touched myself......

I heard that the weather here will be warmer in March, and the temperature can be one degree. You're about to take the exam, you relax, I probably won't be able to send you to school; the conscripts don't have family leave, I can't come back, don't be angry! But by that time I should be able to call back, and if I haven't called you, I'll ask you too

Don't be angry, I remember you were going to give me a gift, let's all cheer!"

Looking at the letters he wrote, it was as if they were doing it face to face, and he said these words with emotion, and those who have this in their hearts will think of this person when they meet fun and delicious food!

I know that he is such an excellent person, and he will definitely shine in the army.

I didn't expect us to meet again many years later!

On May 6th, Lan Lan called me, and she was very anxious to say that something had happened, and I was still at work so I asked the store manager for leave and went out, which was the first time I had asked for leave since I worked in an Internet café.

When I rushed to Canon's house in Luohu, I saw Ali with a big belly.

Me: Ali, what's going on?

Ali was very calm, it was Lan Lan who was babbling.

Ali: Canon and Xiao Xu were arrested by Shenzhen Customs!

Me: When did it happen?

Lan Lan: It's been half a month, and they've all been sentenced, two years and four months. Xiao Xu is eight months a year, and now it is mainly Ali's due date that is approaching, and Canon's mother asked Ali to go to Jiangxi to give birth.

Me: Ali, what do you think?

Ali: I don't want to go, but what can I do, Canon isn't there.

Me: Then don't go, or let your mother come over?

Lan Lan: No, Grandma doesn't know about Ali's pregnancy, and Ali's family doesn't know either, if Canon is there, it's fine, but now something has happened, and the family must not let them know!

Me: But, how are you going to go to Jiangxi Ali? I don't know the place well, what if something happens? Who knows what kind of place it is? Ali or you will be born here, and then Lan Lan and I will take care of you.

Lan Lan: But we don't have any money, how can we live? Fortunately, we have this house.

Ali: This house is due at the end of the year, and the rent will be a lot of money by then!

Lan Lan: Is this house rented?

Ali: yes, where did he have the money to buy a house!

Me: Ali, don't worry, we'll figure out how to pay the rent at the end of the year, but now think about what to do with the child, when is the due date, and how much does it cost to have a baby?

Ali: I don't know how much it will cost to give birth today, but I have to prepare thousands of dollars! The main thing is what to do after giving birth, and I can't go to work, how can I support myself and my children!

Me: Ali, don't worry, don't worry! Let me think about it, there are always more ways than difficulties!