Cheng Jiang's eyes widened in an instant, and she looked at the colorful balloons fluttering in the rain in front of her in a daze, and thousands of thoughts surged up at the same time and blocked her heart, making her open her mouth, but she couldn't say a word.

For a long time, her lips trembled, and she reached out tremblingly to touch one of the balloons that occasionally floated in.

— It's true.

She blinked.

It was still drizzling outside, and there were occasional vehicles passing downstairs and pedestrians with umbrellas hurrying by.

There's an atmosphere of serenity that spreads through the rain – but it's not silent.

The city here is alive.

Cheng Jiang has never realized this as much as he did at this moment.

After a long moment, she suddenly grinned, and although tears continued to slide down her cheeks uncontrollably, the corners of her mouth were still upturned.

She cried and laughed on the balcony for a few moments before carefully collecting the balloons.

The balloons were drenched in the rain for a while, and the ground was a little wet with wetness, but Cheng Jiang didn't care, but he just cherished the balloons one by one tied to the head of the bed.

When the balloons were all tied, she froze for a moment, and then took out her thick journal from the bottom of the bookcase.

There is no difference between the diary and what I see in a dream, but what I know by myself is not only the discomfort of illness and the loneliness of staying at home alone.

- And the boy who comes to accompany him every month, rain or shine, and the mother who whispers something at the door every day, even if she is indifferent......

She flipped through the diary page by page, tears fell on the paper drop by drop, and slowly faded away, Cheng Jiang only felt happy in her heart.

It's good that she came out of there, and it's good that she figured it out at the end.

It's good - he really came looking for himself!

She chuckled slightly.

Okay, he brought her back, and he really brought her back.

She cried and laughed as she flipped through the diary, until after a long time, she remembered the words that the boy had whispered in her ear before he disappeared, and she couldn't help biting her lip, and quietly opened the door and ran to her parents' room, and then found a delicate notebook in the third drawer of the desk.

- This is my mother's diary.

She knows.

My mother kept a diary for as long as she could remember, and that's what she said when she used to ask.

"Niuniu is a precious little treasure of her mother, and her mother will write it down every day in the future, and when she is old, she will read it page by page, just like witnessing Niuniu's growth for the second time. ”

Recalling his mother's expression when she said this, Cheng Jiang opened the notebook with trembling hands.

……

At seven o'clock in the afternoon, the gates were opened punctually.

Cheng Jiang stood in the living room in a rare fit and saw his mother push the door in, and a shallow smile appeared on his face.

"Mom, you're back. ”

Cheng Jiang's mother immediately stayed in place, and the bag in her hand fell to the ground with a "tong".

In the next second, her eyes turned red for a moment, and her fingers trembled and covered her mouth.

- She can't remember how many years, how many years she hasn't seen her daughter's smiling face!

Ever since she was sick at the age of eight, she has been staying at home, and her smile has gradually decreased.

Until she was thirteen years old, she never smiled again, and she wouldn't even go out of her room except to go to the hospital.

When she was fourteen years old, she was always hiding in her room and refusing to come out when relatives came to see her.

At that time, some relatives said that they were afraid that if they didn't stay at home all the time, they were not mentally normal.

Although the couple did not think that their daughter would have mental problems, they still hired a psychiatrist without her advice from her attending doctor.

But I didn't expect that after seeing a psychiatrist, I don't know if it was because she was aware of it in her heart, but since then, she has been more closed to herself.

The husband and wife were in a hurry, but they didn't know what to do.

After a long time, it is natural to feel tired and hopeless in their hearts - they even quarreled a few times because of this.

- Cheng Jiang's mother understands her husband's irritability in such an increasingly desperate situation as Cheng Jiang, but she never agrees with his idea of treating Cheng Jiang as an oil bottle.

She just still remembers her daughter's cute appearance before she was eight years old, and remembers the bright smile on her face every time she sees her.

She firmly believes that one day, Cheng Jiang's will get better, and she will show herself a haze-free smile like when she was a child!

She had waited too long for this day, and she had waited for it after all!

She pounced on Cheng Jiang and hugged Cheng Jiang in her arms, and then cried completely regardless of her image.

Cheng Jiang listened to his mother's cry that seemed to collapse and seemed to be relieved, and then felt the warm embrace of his mother who had not been seen for a long time, and he couldn't help but cry after burying it in her arms for a while.

The mother and daughter hugged their heads and cried for a while, before they gradually stopped, Cheng Jiang's mother sat on the sofa and held Cheng Jiang in her arms, just kept rubbing Cheng Jiang's hair, but she didn't ask much, for a long time, she remembered something, and hurriedly asked: "Are you hungry?"

Cheng Jiang's mood fluctuated today, and he cried so much, his body was weak without exercise all year round, but he was really a little hungry at this time, so he nodded a little shyly.

- Speaking of which, the mother and daughter haven't communicated like this for a long time, and Cheng Jiang still feels very embarrassed in her heart when she talks so intimately.

No, Jiang's mother was very excited.

Maybe she actually has the same unnaturalness in her heart as Cheng Jiang because of her years of unfamiliarity, but as a mother's nature, the excitement in her heart at this time overwhelmed all emotions, and she only remembered that she wanted to meet all of Cheng Jiang's requirements.

After the two of them had eaten, Cheng Jiang's father returned home, and when he saw Cheng Jiang who came out of the door, he was naturally incredulous and excited.

After Cheng Jiang finished eating, she sat with her parents and talked for a while, half-familiar and half-familiar, and finally she took the lead in mentioning her previous problems.

She lowered her eyes and said apologetically, "I'm sorry for worrying you before." ”

Just such a sentence, Cheng Jiang's mother couldn't help but reddened her eyes again, and she was about to cry out in the next second, Cheng Jiang's father patted his wife comfortingly, his voice was a little trembling, but he still said very calmly: "As long as you are well, we can rest assured." ”

Cheng Jiang looked at his mother's appearance, and couldn't help but feel uncomfortable in his heart.