Chapter 195: Yang Shihao's refusal

"Nope. Su Yun didn't raise his cigarette butt, "It's better for you to come back now, if you don't come back, I think Wang Xiaofei will worry about blaming himself for the rest of his life." After all, you two slept, didn't you?"

Su Yunyan's words stunned Yang Shihao, she never thought that Su Yunyan would actually know about what they had slept with, she wanted to refute it directly, but thinking about Wang Xiaofei's appearance that he would not resist at all in front of Su Yunyan, she gave up and could only admit it.

"Yes, it's true that I'm sorry for you. But Miss Su, please rest assured, even if I slept with Wang Xiaofei, he still called your name at the time, and he didn't have any nostalgia for me at all. ”

"I know. Su Yunyan said sullenly, "When Wang Xiaofei didn't come back at that time, I went directly to Yang Han and saw your affairs on his side. I also know that Wang Xiaofei has been calling my name. Speaking of which, I should be sorry for you, let him use you as my stand-in. ”

Su Yunyan's words hit Yang Shihao's heart, in fact, Yang Shihao has always been very aggrieved, Wang Xiaofei obviously doesn't like herself, and she keeps calling Su Yunyan's name when she sleeps with her, but why is she just unwilling to push him away? She thought about it for a while, and felt that she might be very cheap, if she were another woman, she would have pushed people away a long time ago.

"I know you like Wang Xiaofei, I have already thought about it before, we compete fairly, but you have never given me a chance to tell you what I really think. Now that this kind of thing has happened between the two of you, the raw rice has been cooked and cooked, then I will quit and you two will be together. ”

Su Yunyan is quite generous, it's not that she doesn't like Wang Xiaofei, she just doesn't want Wang Xiaofei to be embarrassed, she knows that Wang Xiaofei will definitely talk to her about this matter in the future, bigamy has been wrong since ancient times, if she wants a name, then where will Yang Shihao's face go?

But Su Yunyan's words were opposed by Yang Shihao, she shook her head and said: "It should be me who quit, can't you see it?" Wang Xiaofei has always liked you alone, even if he marries me, he will still recite your name and put your affairs on the top of his heart. ”

"In that case, what's the use of me getting his people? Miss Su, I know what you mean, and I understand your thoughts, but for me, if I don't have a place in his heart, I'm not interested in being with him at all. ”

Yang Shihao said very frankly, which is also her true thoughts. Since Wang Xiaofei doesn't care about her, there is no need for her to follow him for the rest of her life. As for the absurdity before, she can be regarded as the last intimate contact, after all, in their era, doing this thing is not an invisible thing.

Su Yunyan frowned, she never thought that Yang Shiyan would refuse, in her opinion, Yang Shihao should like Wang Xiaofei, and she has clearly let it out, she should accept it! Yang Shihao saw Su Yunyan's thoughts and sighed helplessly.

"Miss Su, for me, love is not possession, and giving up is sometimes an expression of love. I admit that I love Wang Xiaofei, but I will not tie him to my side because of this love. He has the right to like and pursue the person he cares about, and that person is you. ”

She paused, "I know what you thought at the time. In fact, he has been preparing for that proposal for a long time, and he has always hoped to surprise you. He did ask the old man of your family, it was because he didn't dare to confirm your preferences, he wanted to do it better and more perfectly, and he wanted to leave you with the best memories. It's just that you're mistaken. ”

"You don't need to pay attention to the matter between me and him, I have also persuaded him to do so. But you know, he's just a dead brain, no matter how much I say it, he won't change, and then he may not be very comfortable talking for a while, but don't worry, he will change soon, and I will persuade and persuade on the side, and don't let this matter pile up in your heart. ”

"If there's nothing else to do on your side, I should go, I think I should prepare my resume and prepare for a new start? ”

When Yang Shihao left, it could be said that she ran away, and she didn't know how to face Su Yunyan and Wang Xiaofei. What Su Yunyan said just now, but it was not from the heart, it was undoubtedly a torture of conscience for her, yes, she knew that Su Yunyan and Wang Xiaofei were going to get married, why did she have to rush to get up? Isn't this hurting herself? When you can't help yourself, you should control yourself!

Yang Shihao suddenly spit on herself a little, if she could have been a little more firm at that time, would many things not happen in front of her?

Yang Shihao left the gate of the Sixth Courtyard, she looked at the blue sky outside, and took a breath of sober air, she suddenly felt that the previous bad things could be over here, and the rest of the things could start again, she should leave this place, find a place where no one knew her, and then start a journey again, alone, or with her family.

As for Wang Xiaofei and Su Yunyan, that's their business, it's better for her to be an outsider and not interfere......

Yang Shihao glanced back at the hospital's reassurance, and silently blessed in her heart.

"Miss Su, I know the kindness in your heart, but feelings are selfish, you can't give up a relationship because of kindness, you like Wang Xiaofei, Wang Xiaofei likes you too. If you are happy with each other, you should be together well, rather than giving up directly because of others. ”

"Wang Xiaofei, I did like you. But it's already in the past tense. From today onwards, I will completely give up on you, pursue my own happiness, live a lifetime with someone I really like, who really likes me, and never be the little girl who pursues feelings behind others. ”

She silently closed her eyes and told herself: "Come on, Yang Shihao, even if you leave this place, you can still find your own happiness, believe in yourself, you can." ”

Yang Shihao firmly believes that even if she leaves, she can be happy, and even happier and happier than she is now, this is what she told herself, and it is also a promise she made to herself.