"What's its name?" I asked Qin Mengdie.

"Lilith. Qin Mengdie made a voice softly.

I held out my hand and the bird flew out the window.

"It's scared. Qin Mengdie looked at the green bird and said.

"See, just like you. Sure enough, pets are just like their owners. I sat on the bed and said to Qin Mengdie.

"Then are you a female cat?" Qin Mengdie asked me with a smile.

", I don't want to talk to you. "I found out that I was cheated by Qin Mengdie.

"Just now...... Thank you. Qin Mengdie said to me.

"Don't say that, I'm used to being hurt by you. I covered the wound on my body and said.

"What a grudge. Qin Mengdie complained to me softly.

"I'm so sorry to hold such a grudge!" I've forgotten how nosy I really am.

"What about your parents?" I looked at the room and asked Qin Mengdie.

"Dead. Qin Mengdie slowly said two words.

"Then ...... here"

"Enough, don't ask. ”

Qin Mengdie didn't speak, she turned off the light, and a silent silence appeared......

Qin Mengdie lay on the bed, quietly looking out the window in the dark.

“…… You can come up. Qin Mengdie said to me.

"I'm going to do bad things~ Is this really okay?" I said to Qin Mengdie.

"First, you won't. Second, if you do it, I will cut off both of your hands, kill you first, and then kill myself. Qin Mengdie slowly made a voice towards me, what a terrifying woman.

"What kind of murder or suicide, it's so boring, does it make sense to talk about it?" I said, lying on the bed and closing my eyes.

It would have been nice if I had known you earlier.

Qin Mengdie looked at the figure in the darkness and thought to herself.

She slept next to me and I felt a faint scent of shampoo in my nose.

I don't know why, but my heart beat faster, and my body gradually became hotter.

In particular, the scent lingered throughout the room, and my eyes could hear the sound of my breathing.

Qin Mengdie pursed her lips in the darkness and looked at me with wide eyes.

The hot weather was about to make me feel more than I could suppress.

I slowly approached Qin Mengdie's lips, although those few times were what happened when Qin Mengdie was drunk, but this time, I don't know if Qin Mengdie will refuse me.

I also seemed to feel Qin Mengdie's heartbeat, and the sound of her breathing in the darkness was so close to mine.

I felt her breath flutter gently between us.

I gently raised my head and leaned towards Qin Mengdie.

After a long time, my eyes could almost see what was in the darkness, and I could see Qin Mengdie's crystal clear lips like jelly.

She stepped back slightly, looking shy, and it made my index finger move even more.

I exhaled deeply and leaned over to Qin Mengdie.

Qin Mengdie stretched out her hand and crossed it in the middle of me, I kissed the ointment-coated hand, and then bang, Qin Mengdie stretched out her foot and kicked me out of bed.

"!" I lay on the ground, in a large font.

"You're going to sleep down there tonight. Qin Mengdie made a faint sound, and then put the quilt on her head and fell asleep.

That was the first night I spent with Qin Mengdie, and that year, I was 17 years old.

The next day, I woke up and felt a sore back, and it was not good to sleep in other people's beds.

"What's wrong with your head?" Qin Mengdie asked me the first thing he did when he woke up.

"Crooked neck, your pillow is too small. I said speechlessly at Qin Mengdie.

"Hehe~Deserve it~" Qin Mengdie let out a laugh like a silver bell and walked into the bathroom to wash.

"I'll go back first. I said to Qin Mengdie.

"Hmm. Qin Mengdie nodded and didn't say anything.

I opened the door and found Li Mengqi sitting on the sofa, looking weird.

I quietly walked over and found that Li Mengqi had a big dark circle on his face, this guy obviously didn't sleep at night.

"What's wrong?" I asked, walking over to Li Mengqi.

"Where did you go last night?" asked me quietly.

"It's been an all-nighter outside, what's wrong?" I said to Li Mengqi with a raised eyebrow.

"You lied to me. Li Mengqi said to me with red eyes.

"I know, you don't like me at all...... You lied to me. Li Mengqi's eyes were red and she cried.

"Not really!" I immediately denied.

“…… You just hate me. Li Mengqi buried her head in her knees and kept crying.

"You never listened to what I said...... You just like that girl...... Woo~" Li Mengqi kept crying, and the voice made my heart slam suddenly.

"Even if you don't say it, I know that I'm not as beautiful as her, I can't cook, and I can't do anything......" Li Mengqi said more and more quietly, and finally stood up and returned to her room.

I looked at Li Mengqi like this, and I felt like I was blocked, and I also returned to my room, closed the door and lay in the bed.

What qualifications do I have to comfort others, I can't even do my own things well, I can't do anything well, what is the meaning of such a life?

I sat on the bed and quietly looked at the dim room, the sun couldn't shine in, Li Mengqi was still crying, and I couldn't do anything.

In fact, I know that I can't comfort her for the rest of my life, she will definitely meet another him, meet the right person for her, and the things I am doing now are just superfluous for her in the future.

So be it!

I lowered my head, buried it in my knees, and slowly closed my eyes.

Li Mengqi and I are like water and flowers, water can leave flowers, but flowers can't leave water, no matter how much or too little is watered, the flowers will wither, and in the end the bee is the one who picks the honey.

And I seem to have done too much.

Qin Mengdie is right, I'm just the nosy person.

In the afternoon, I woke up, turned on my computer, and got to work with a blank face.

When I have no distractions, I always work very fast, finish the required manuscript early, and send it to the editor's mailbox.

I knocked on Li Mengqi's room, and Li Mengqi let me in.

"Li Mengqi, I have something to tell you. I sat on a stool and said to Li Mengqi.

"Hmm~" Li Mengqi looked at me and nodded.

"We ...... Let's go back to the relationship we first met. I said to Li Mengqi.

"......" Li Mengqi's eyes lowered.

"You don't have to worry about me, there's no need for a good student like you to waste too much time on garbage like me. I pursed my lips and looked at Li Mengqi and said.

Li Mengqi buried her head in her knees and listened to me quietly.

"So be it. With that, I sighed and went back to my room.

The reality is both ruthless and cruel, no matter what, I always have to cut off these relationships, I would rather lose them when it hurts the most, I might as well abandon these useless feelings early.

"If you're hungry, I can still cook. I turned back to Li Mengqi and said.

Li Mengqi's eyes dimmed, she looked at the teddy bear I gave her, and her heart was sour somehow, and tears couldn't help but keep falling......

In the days that followed, I couldn't help but regret the time wasted in the previous days, and if I had taken that time out, I could have done so much.

Li Mengqi never said a word to me again, she didn't even eat the food I cooked, and the two of us were at home like strangers.

She reads, I write.

"What's wrong with your relationship?" Qin Mengdie asked me on the bed.

"It's nothing, don't you think you're too nosy?" I looked at the screen and asked Qin Mengdie.

Qin Mengdie was rarely choked by me, and she was silent and angry.

"Angry?" I asked, biting a toothpick, glancing behind me.

"Nope. Qin Mengdie dodged my gaze for a moment, gently turned her head sideways, and only left the side face for me.

I didn't say anything, but in my eyes, it was a lie to escape.

"Why are you still pouting without your mouth?" I said to Qin Mengdie speechlessly.

“…… Is there one?" Qin Mengdie grinned.

"No, I lied to you. I said to Qin Mengdie with a wicked smile.

Qin Mengdie knew that she was tricked by me again.

"What the hell is going on?" Qin Mengdie began to tear away from the topic.

"Nothing, we were in that relationship. I said to Qin Mengdie.

"Hmph~" Qin Mengdie showed a strange smile, I felt that she was going to do something strange.

"Since you have that kind of relationship, why don't you follow the flow and fulfill them?" Qin Mengdie touched my meow's hair on my bed, and a seductive smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

"What's the matter with you, Damn Baba!" I scolded with a dark face.

Qin Mengdie's face also darkened, she looked at the book next to her and smashed it directly at me.

Without even looking at it, I gently tilted my head to the side, grabbed the book with my hand, and laid it neatly on the table.

"So powerful?" Qin Mengdie said to me with a smile.

"No, there's a mirror on the table. "I told the truth.

Qin Mengdie was immediately deflated, and then looked at me speechlessly.

"Next time, be careful, don't touch the things in other people's rooms! Since you got a tattoo, your whole person has changed, and the goddess has become a female neurotic. I said to Qin Mengdie speechlessly.

"Ah~ Did I look like a goddess in your eyes before?" Qin Mengdie said to me by placing her slender and slender index finger on her crystal clear lip flap.

"What do I do with you?" I sighed silently.

"Then don't talk to me~" Qin Mengdie showed a delicate smile, and the joy of verbally winning me made her feel a certain pleasure in her heart.

"Whew~" I exhaled slowly, then opened my mailbox, and saw something that made my eyes light up instantly!