Chapter 113: Xiao Ran's Richest Man (I)
"You" refers to the other person, the person you care about
"When I" is an attitude, because you don't know what the people you care about think of you, and in the end it is still an inferiority complex.
The word "is exaggerated" is still not sure of yourself, and even the exaggeration is shown to others, but the person you like does not necessarily like you like the reflection of the lake. Because you don't know if you're exaggerated or not, or if you're exaggerated for others to see
"Exaggeration" is closely related to exaggeration, exaggeration is metaphysical, exaggeration is line. It can be understood that because you want to deliberately show a certain side of that person, it has caused a division, you can't be yourself, you can only exaggerate your own existence, in fact, no one is watching.
"Fear" is the origin of everything. You are afraid that your efforts will not be rewarded, you are afraid that the love you give will not be equal, you are afraid that what you have done to cater to that person will cause resentment, you will not be able to be yourself, even your weapons to escape the world will be discarded and vulnerable. It is a seed of inferiority that takes root and grows in a corner of life, in fact, you don't know everything you do, those who can see it can see it at a glance, and those who can't see it will not see it in this life and don't want to see it.
A song that was very important to me, that year eighteen.
Pompous
Eason Chan
Album: U-87
When someone asks me, I'll tell
But no one came
I was looking forward to helplessness
If you have something to say, you can't get loaded
My mood is like a bottle waiting to be lifted
The mouth is raising moss
The crowd is quieter
The more it becomes unacceptable
You want to stir up accidents
It's like singing suddenly
Everywhere is like a four-sided platform
Wearing the most flashy shirt, I am very emotional
When someone comes to take a photo, remember the slip pocket
You and I are pompous
Exaggerated just because I'm afraid
If it's like wood or stone
Get noticed
In fact, I am afraid of being forgotten
Let's zoom in
Very uneasy how to be elegant
Is silence still celebrated in the world?
Not explosive enough
How can there be a topic for me to boast
Be a big entertainer
Welcome
Eighteen alma mater prom that year
Stand like a minion
I was in tears
I swear you must see me
There are too many ordinary and ordinary roads in the world
I don't know which one you live in
Love at work
Too much neglect
Self-esteem has fallen
Pay attention to the ability to cure hunger
If you haven't gotten it, you know why
Big moves make a lot of these mistakes
Isn't it sick for people to look at me?
There aren't many lucky ones
If I haven't been, I'll know why
Make it with ten times the painstaking work to highlight one
Normal people are enough for me to be argumentative?
You call me pompous
Add a few boos and don't be afraid
I'm here to say something boring
Is the performance hysterical enough?
Let's drench in tears
I just want you to be surprised
I don't seem to exist in the old days?
The weighted stakes are also visible
Do I know it exists now?
Gaze at me, don't just look at the ceiling
I can drink as much as I want without your cup of tea
Don't forget that someone is doing your bidding