Chapter 65 Who Listens to You in the World

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Krystal was silent, but she gritted her teeth and sat down, because it was too late, no matter what she said, it was already too late, and the past that had already reminded him of it, if she didn't say it in her heart like this, that feeling, Krystal knew very well.

So, this time, she wanted to be a listener, she wanted to be quiet, to listen to him.

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Perhaps, this is the first time, Lin Zangfeng used this appearance to face Krystal, is he embarrassed? Is it ridiculous?

Lin Zangfeng didn't know, but it was the first time he wanted to tell him about the past and tell a girl in a foreign country, but she was very good.

But the reason or premise that prompted him to say it was not because this girl was in a foreign country, nor because this girl was very good, but because, in the eyes of this girl, Lin Zangfeng saw a lot of things, whether it was distress, encouragement, everything, but there was no pity.

Lin Zangfeng knew that this was the reason why this girl could really open his heart.

Because he didn't need pity, he wouldn't have told it, but inexplicably, he wanted to tell this girl that he didn't want to live up to her expectations, and he, who had also been a teenager.

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"Xiujing, I know that I am like this today may disappoint you, in fact, many times, I am also disappointed in myself. ”

When Krystal sat next to Lin Zangfeng, Lin Zangfeng's words came out like this, with a different kind of affirmation.

It's like affirming Krystal, and it's like affirming your own words.

But Krystal shook his head slightly, "I'm not disappointed in you, I'm ...... It's just a little angry, why do you have to deny yourself so much because I like you, but it makes you think of something bad, I ......"

Lin Zangfeng shook his head and interrupted her, "It's not a bad thing, it's just the way I used to be." ”

That's it...... Krystal asked him this in his heart, but he didn't say it, because Lin Zangfeng continued to speak very calmly.

"I remember that at that time, I went to many places, and that was the first time my father took me on a trip since my mother left me and my father forever, and it was kind of a recapture of his daily activities as a traveler, of course, it was just a glorification, but in fact my father took me there because he wanted to heal my illness. ”

"But after traveling to almost every country where medicine is very advanced, they all said that my body could not recover. My father finally gave up, and in the end, he took me home, and the day I came home, I remember my father saying to me that he was sorry for me. ”

"Later, when I went home, I continued my studies, but for some reason, my previous talent could never come back, I could no longer concentrate, it was easy to fall asleep, I couldn't learn anything, so later, no matter how hard I tried, I was only admitted to a three-school college, so I took a leave of absence, and I told my father that I wanted to go another way, I wanted to open an online store. ”

"I thought that my father would scold me and oppose me, but I didn't expect that my father would support me unconditionally, he said, as long as I can live well, this is enough. ”

"But although my father supported me, he didn't really know why I chose this path, because from the day I returned from treatment, there was no end to the rumors, some people laughed at my appearance, some said that I was a disaster, and some said that I dragged my mother to death and brought down a family...... At first, these rumors did not reach my ears, because my father protected me very well, but there is no impermeable wall in the world, and when I heard these words with my own ears, I saw not only my father who rushed up to fight with others in a rage, but also saw a scarred and crumbling home. ”

"Later, I always think, how much more do I have to burden my father? Obviously, I am the one who should say sorry, and I should have died a long time ago, but if I can make this family slowly better, I still want to struggle, I can live a life without seeing the light of day, I can not communicate with anyone, I can even let go of this life. ”

"So later, in a house of less than 20 square meters, I finally opened my own online store, how have the years passed since then? What is the outside world like after leaving that house? Do I have the opportunity to love and be loved? ”

"It wasn't until Xiujing that you recognized me that I suddenly felt that I was still alive, and it turned out that in addition to my father in this world, there was another person, and she felt that I was very good. ”

"So, even though not many people in this world want to listen to my story, I want to be cheeky and tell it to you. So, Xiujing, please forgive me for my low self-esteem, it's been too many years, I'm not going to change, it's just that I can't change it for a while, so let me take my time, okay?"

Krystal was stunned, she didn't notice that her eyes were a little red, maybe she didn't have the mood to pay attention, because Lin Zangfeng's narration was very bland, but she couldn't help but recall every word Lin Zangfeng said over and over again.

She also has a keen eye for something.

His mother passed away, and he and his father depended on each other, and he struggled under the impermanence of fate.

It turns out that this is the heavy snow he once talked about?

Taking a breath gently, Krystal suddenly grabbed Lin Zangfeng's hand, she looked at Lin Zangfeng seriously, "Okay, Zangfeng, you change slowly, I will wait slowly, I have time, I have a lot of time ......"

After speaking, she grabbed Lin Zangfeng's hand tighter, and what flashed in her eyes was a heart that others couldn't understand.

As long as you want, I am willing to spend my life listening to you.

All over the world, I listen to you.

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Time passed, and all emotions slowly calmed down.

"Zangfeng, is your illness because of Taeyeon Oni?"

So, in the quiet ward, Krystal looked at Lin Zangfeng and asked softly.

Lin Zangfeng nodded and did not evade.

And the topic resumes in the original direction at this moment.

Krystal sighed softly in his heart, he really guessed correctly, although Lin Zangfeng didn't say it, but the conversation between him and Dr. Chi before was too shocking, it was impossible not to associate it, who knew that this association was really associated.

"So, do you regret it?"

Hesitating, Krystal asked the question.

"No regrets. ”

As expected, Krystal saw the determination on his face.

While feeling a little disappointed in her heart, she was also a little relieved, this is Lin Zangfeng, a man worthy of her liking, because even if he doesn't belong to her now, she is confident that one day, this man will belong to her, and when that day comes, his love will be as clear as his answer, without regrets and firm.

It's just, it's still a little tasty, isn't it?

So, Krystal pursed her lips and looked at him, "Is that what you like about Taeyeononi?"

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