Chapter 199: Mental Destruction
Her crazy idea was firmly rejected by me. [Full text reading.]
I sternly stopped her and forbade her to mention it again.
……
Dripping, the needle on the dial, turned another day......
Our stomachs are not dripping again, and it is already the third day.
At this time, even I was so hungry that I didn't want to move, my hands and feet were sore, and my whole body was weak. Although the stomach is bulging, the inside is full of water.
Now, when I see something, I want to go up and take two bites.
I finally agreed with Tian Qiuqiu's statement, hunger is really a cruel punishment than anything else! When a person is hungry to a certain extent, it is more torturous than death!
And Tian Qiuqiu was even more hungry, he didn't want to open his eyelids, and he was in a state of half-sleep all day long.
It's also difficult for her, shaving the half-starved fish R in the middle, she has actually been hungry for six or seven days. After starving in the dark for six or seven days, most of the ordinary people must have starved to death.
What's even more unfortunate is that she also started a fever!
The body's lack of sufficient caloric supply for a long time has caused her body's metabolic disorder to develop as expected.
There is no medical treatment, no food, no drink, and this disease cannot be managed.
It's better to die of illness than to suffer from this endless torture!
"Husband...... Husband ......"
She didn't speak for a long time, and in a daze, she called out to me again weakly.
I caressed her thin face lovingly, "I'm here, I'm here!"
"Husband...... Pistol ......"
Listening to her words, she felt like she had to exert all her strength: "It's time...... You...... Kill me. ”
"Bear with me, Qiu'er. "I covered my face in pain!
Let me shoot and kill her, how can I ...... You can get this hand!
She tried to open her eyes and said to me in a pleading tone, "Please...... I've ...... my husband Reach the limit of patience! Wait any longer...... I'm afraid I'm going to get cowardly...... Destroyed ...... Destroyed ...... The image of me in your heart, you ...... Just let me die with dignity, okay...... Promise me ......"
"Well, I promised......"
With trembling hands, I pulled the Colt out of my backpack.
My heart trembled with my hands......
I couldn't hold back and cried again.
"You...... You go to sleep first, you go to sleep, and when I shoot, you don't feel it...... Feel the pain!"
"Well, husband, we ...... See you in the next life. Remember...... I...... I love you!"
She looked at me with great affection, and for a long time, she refused to leave her gaze.
Finally, she turned around tiredly, closed her eyes and fell asleep.
I was beside me, looking at her already very thin body in a daze, and looked straight at her for a long time.
I don't know, she didn't sleep......
I tightened my grip on the pistol, pointed it to her chest, and pulled my fingers on the trigger.
And then......
Close your eyes!
My fingers, many times, were about to pull the trigger.
But in the end, I shrank back!
I don't have the courage!
I simply didn't have the courage to shoot her!
I scratched my head in pain.
I whined and cried, cowardly like a......
Underground, her voice pleaded again: "Husband, I've been sleeping for a long time, how can you ...... Still not shooting?"
"Ahh
I cried!
I threw the pistol out of D, and the man ran out like crazy.
I hit my head against the wall, trying to kill myself.
Despair!
The despair that stacked one after the other, destroying my spirit!
If you want to starve to death in this cage, forget it!
Seeing the woman she loves die with her, she can't do anything about it, so forget it!
Now, I want to kill her with my own hands!
C!C!C!
I can't!!!
I can't do it anyway!!
I reached out and covered my head with blood.
"Blood!"
I ran back to the stone chamber, picked up the dagger, cut my middle finger, made a large gap, let the blood gurgle, and put it in her mouth.
In her daze, she tasted a salty taste and couldn't help but suck hard twice, but soon, she realized that something was wrong, opened her eyes, looked at them with great horror, and then hurriedly turned her head away from my fingers.
She had no more tears, and her eyes were dry and colorless: "You know it...... I'm just scared...... I'm afraid that I'll become like this...... Cowardly enough to lose himself and become a devil...... Don't spoil me anymore...... Good no good...... You kill me, or ...... Give me the gun, I'll ...... myself."
Perhaps, this is really cruel.
But what the can I do!
I just want her life to be delayed a little longer, not to leave me first.
Now, I really feel what it means to be alive rather than dead.
Fucking this human test, it's so fucking too C-ass!
I began to regret everything, I began to deny everything, I felt like I was going crazy, I had reached the point of madness.
Since I became a soldier, I have experienced life and death several times, and I thought that I had trained myself to be strong enough, but I did not expect that in the face of such a thing, I would still be unexpectedly cowardly, and cowardly to this extent.
Fucking God, even if you want to fix people, it's okay to give people a good time!
Can't you slap us to death?
Isn't this fun?
……
My prayers and curses seem to have reached heaven!
"Boom," there was a loud bang.
There was an earthquake!
This place, it's a earthquake again!
I was stunned for a moment, then I reacted violently and started laughing like crazy.
Shake, shake, bury us together!
I picked up Tian Qiuqiu on the ground, hugged her tightly in my arms, and said to her excitedly: "Okay, okay, now it's okay, it's an earthquake again, we don't have to suffer!"
"Husband...... Wait for me on the way...... Let's go together!"
"Okay, let's go. ”
For us now, death is a gift and a relief.
It's just that......
This earthquake ...... Why not shake it?
Did you just hear a noise?
Shake it and it's gone?
All around our stone D are all flat and stable, and there is not a single thing that wants to collapse down and bury people.
I was a little frustrated, but more than that, still curious.
I put down Tian Qiuqiu, picked up a flashlight, lit it up, and went out of the D port.
The loud noise just now came from outside D. If it's not an earthquake or a collapse, what's going on?
I pushed the flashlight forward, and I saw that on the fork in the road to the waterhole opposite, there was a torrent rushing out!
It's not a earthquake, it's a flood!
(End of chapter)