Chapter 42: Nightmare
Not long after dinner, Xi Xi took Xi Ze home.
After simply cleaning up the house and taking a hot bath, Lin Wenxuan didn't think much about it, got into the warm quilt, and soon fell asleep, sleeping extra sweetly.
Outside, the rain subsided, and the house remained quiet until the next morning.
Lin Wenxuan screamed, and when she woke up from the nightmare, it was exactly six o'clock in the morning of the second day.
She raised her hand and simply wiped the cold sweat on her forehead, her heart was pounding, and she couldn't calm down for a long time.
Although the sky was dark, there were no lights on in the room, and thick curtains were drawn, making it seem dark all around. Lin Wenxuan grabbed the quilt, wrapped herself in the warm quilt, and rubbed it in the direction of the head of the bed, her eyes were confused and helpless.
It wasn't until she sat with her back close to the head of the bed that Lin Wenxuan felt safe. She cautiously reached out and picked up the glass of water placed on the bedside table, raised her head and drank it, although her heart was not calm, but the cold sweat on her body finally fell.
Looking at the ceiling with empty eyes, Lin Wenxuan was in a trance for a while.
How many years has she not had this nightmare?
Lin Wenxuan had a serious illness when she was very young, she had a high fever for days, and she woke up in a daze, saying and doing something unconsciously, and her parents were anxious. Later, when she recovered, she had nightmares one after another.
The same dream was repeated every night, so even if it was okay later, Lin Wenxuan still remembered it vividly.
This is so good, why did you start this dream again?
The scene in the dream is very clear, it is the same street every time, it is quiet all around, no one except for the occasional car passing by on the road. The sky is a blue color, and pure white clouds float in it, and the sun is shining brightly, which makes you feel happy.
Lin Wenxuan has always felt that this street is familiar, but she really doesn't know what this place is.
Originally, the place that appeared in the dream was very strange, and Lin Wenxuan didn't think too much about it, such a beautiful scene, she was too late to be happy, how could she be afraid and afraid?
However, such a scene changed in the blink of an eye.
Suddenly there were dark clouds in the sky, and bean-sized raindrops fell from the sky, washing the street. Holding hands, two little girls turned from the other side of the path, wearing pink raincoats, and seemed to be intimate.
I don't know what happened, the scene changed, a little girl was pushed down in the middle of the road, a car came at a speed, and the driver, who didn't have time to brake, panicked and hit the girl hard.
Recalling this, Lin Wenxuan closed her eyes and shuddered.
The girl was knocked to the ground, her whole body was soft, her breath was weak, and she had no strength.
Bright red blood continued to flow down his forehead, blinding his eyes and blurring the world in front of him. Faintly, she saw another girl with a frightened expression on her face, and she was stepping back step by step, turning around and running in the blink of an eye.
The girl was lying on the cold ground, and she wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry.
Her lips trembled slightly, and after a simple sentence came out of her mouth, "Sister, don't go, don't leave my ......", she completely fainted and lost consciousness.
Lin Wenxuan slowly opened her eyes and looked at the big bedroom, and her heart suddenly felt empty.
Who is this little girl in the dream?
What surprised and frightened Lin Wenxuan the most was that she could empathize with the despair and pain of the girl in her dream.
Every time she dreamed of this, she felt that she was in the infinite darkness, the surroundings were quiet, her whole body had no strength, her heart was throbbing, tears were rolling in her eyes, but she couldn't scream no matter what.
So depressed, so painful, so desperate and confused......
Although Lin Wenxuan has grown up and dreamed of this dream again, she will no longer cry and fuss like when she was a child, struggling to break free from the nightmare. But even if you have such psychological preparation, when you wake up, you still can't avoid panic.
Lin Wenxuan was taken by her parents to see a psychiatrist when she was very young, and it was precisely because of this that her nightmare did not continue. Later, she gradually became sensible, and her parents told her that the psychiatrist said that her nightmares were caused by a continuous high fever, and the torture of the disease stimulated her young mind, so she had such a reaction.
But if it was because of illness in the first place, what is it now?
This dream has not been done for many years, the more Lin Wenxuan thinks about it, the more she feels like a numb, she is afraid that as soon as she closes her eyes again, this never-ending dream will linger in her mind again.
At this moment, the doorbell of Lin Wenxuan's house rang suddenly, which really startled her.
Holding her head, she looked sideways at the alarm clock on the bedside table. At this time, it was almost seven o'clock, and it seemed that she had spent almost an hour just sitting here in a daze, and it seemed that the power of this dream was really not small.
Lin Wenxuan got up in a hurry, she didn't have time to wash up, she simply tidied up her messy hair, and ran over to open the door.
Qin Jiaxi stood outside the door with McDonald's, and as soon as the door opened, he suddenly smiled.
"Surprise! Your breakfast service has arrived!
"Jiaxi, don't make trouble. ”
Lin Wenxuan reached out and took the paper bag in Qin Jiaxi's hand, turned sideways to let Qin Jiaxi enter the house, and closed the security door with her hand.
"The voice is confused, it shouldn't have been woken up by me, right? Xuanxuan, I said that you are such a big person, can't you have a normal time pattern? You said that it is already past seven o'clock, you ...... You ......"
Qin Jiaxi walked into the living room as he spoke, and before he could sit on the sofa, he inadvertently turned around, and the words were stuck in his throat.
Lin Wenxuan looked haggard, her dark circles were a little heavy, her face was a little scary, her whole person was listless, and she followed closely behind Qin Jiaxi with heavy steps, not at all like what she looked like on weekdays.
Even if you don't wake up, you won't look like this, right?
Could it be that she is sick and unwell?
Qin Jiaxi stepped forward, blocked Lin Wenxuan's way, raised her hand and gently touched Lin Wenxuan's forehead, and after making sure that she was not suffering from a cold and fever, her brows furrowed deeply.
"Xuanxuan, why do you look listless? Didn't you sleep well last night? Your face is pale and scary, are you not feeling well?"
"I'm fine, don't worry about me. I'm hungry, so let's have breakfast first, and we'll talk about the rest. ”
Lin Wenxuan tried her best to smile at Qin Jiaxi, avoiding his scrutinizing gaze, and sat down on the sofa by herself, opening the paper bag, and the aroma of food suddenly filled the entire room, making her appetite work.
Looking at Lin Wenxuan, who was happily eating with a hamburger, Qin Jiaxi's brows furrowed even tighter.
Lin Wenxuan not only looked bad on her face, but even her voice became weak, what happened to her?
Qin Jiaxi sat down next to Lin Wenxuan, with a serious expression on his face.
"Xuanxuan, if you are not feeling well, you have to say it as soon as possible, I will take you to the hospital for a check-up, so that your body can recover as soon as possible. When will your character of carrying everything by yourself change?"
"What is healthy or unhealthy, I'm really fine! Tell me about you, why did you suddenly remember that I was here? Aren't you afraid that I will go to work and not be at home?"
"Are you dazed? What kind of work are you going to work on Saturday? Just when it was my turn to rest, I bought breakfast and came over, wanting to surprise you big. No, you have to go to the hospital with me later, your face is so bad. ”
After Qin Jiaxi answered Lin Wenxuan's question, he got up and began to rummage through Lin Wenxuan's medical records, as if he couldn't stop without taking her to the hospital for a full-body examination.
Lin Wenxuan sighed helplessly: "What hospital did I go to? I really didn't get sick! I just had a nightmare last night and was scared." ”
It seems that if he doesn't tell the truth to Qin Jiaxi, Lin Wenxuan will really be dragged to the hospital by him.
And Lin Wenxuan's recent life has been in a mess, after being suspended by the Bilai advertisement, she didn't know what day of the week it was, and she almost showed her stuff in front of Qin Jiaxi, exposing the fact that she was suspended.
Telling him about the nightmare was to prevent him from being taken to the hospital and to distract him.
Growing up together from childhood to adulthood, can she still not know Qin Jiaxi's temper?
If Qin Jiaxi knew that she was suspended, Qin Jiaxi couldn't do anything about Yin Shengjie, shouldn't he go to Qiao Mingjue to be angry?
Qiao Mingjue has been so busy with work recently, Lin Wenxuan really doesn't want to disturb him because of some trivial things. What's more, Qiao Mingjue and Qin Jiaxi had a lot of conflicts before, she can't just watch the two fight again, right?
Qin Jiaxi was silent for a moment, walked over to Lin Wenxuan and sat down, and asked tentatively, "Nightmares? is the one you used to do when you were a child?"
"yes, I had nightmares again for some reason. Lin Wenxuan nodded a little aggrieved.
She was still in shock this morning, but when Qin Jiaxi came, her heart gradually calmed down.
Qin Jiaxi frowned, and a question mark suddenly appeared in his heart.
In the past, when he didn't study medicine, he heard Lin Wenxuan herself say that her parents told her that it was because of her persistent high fever that caused her nightmares. Now he knows a lot of people in the hospital, of course, including the doctor of psychology, he has also discussed with his colleagues about Lin Wenxuan's problem, and he keeps in mind the two directions given by the psychologist.
Either the underlying painful memories are reflected in the dream, or they are stimulated and frightened by the outside world, and then they will be reflected when you relax.
The first possibility was directly ruled out by Qin Jiaxi. He and Lin Wenxuan grew up together, and there is nothing he doesn't know about Lin Wenxuan, how can there be painful memories in her heart?
Thinking about it like this, will Lin Wenxuan encounter something annoying?
"Xuanxuan, have you encountered anything particularly unhappy recently, or has anyone frightened you?"
Qin Jiaxi asked tentatively, wanting to help Lin Wenxuan solve the problem of the nightmare as soon as possible.
Lin Wenxuan shook her head, "No, why do you suddenly ask that?"
Don't look at Lin Wenxuan's answer blurted out, in fact, she really wanted to tell Qin Jiaxi in her heart.
There are so many things that are unhappy......
Like the shadow of the last Manager Wang incident, and like this time she was suspended, she simply fell into an endless haze.
But she can't say these things in front of Qin Jiaxi now.
Qin Jiaxi also had no appetite for breakfast at all, and Lin Wenxuan's answer was so affirmative that he fell into contemplation again.
Feeling Qin Jiaxi's intentions, Lin Wenxuan sighed helplessly in her heart.
He has always been the shrewd and intelligent person she is familiar with, and even if Lin Wenxuan has the intention to conceal and avoid it, I am afraid that sooner or later he will be able to get words out of his mouth.
You can't hide it, you can only find the right opportunity to take the initiative to confess.
Lin Wenxuan looked at the serious expression on Qin Jiaxi's face, and thought weakly, this matter can still be concealed for a day.