"Impossible! She doesn't even seem to have a passport, how can she go abroad?" Of course, I'm not sure if Xinya really doesn't have a passport, but that's the way I remember.

Xinya didn't go to work in the company for a few days, and there was no news from her, so I had to let Guimei keep it secret, and then announced to the company's employees that Xinya had taken some personal leave recently.

Employees are so foolish, but it's not easy to fool yourself.

I thought about going to the Public Security Bureau to report the case, but it was not appropriate to think about it again, Xinya took her suitcase when she left, and explained to Guimei, but she didn't explain where she went, at best, she could only run away from home.

Thinking carefully about Xinya's reaction and performance after the DNA results came out, this is likely to be the only *** Xinya left with. But what I still can't understand is that it was she who persuaded me to recognize Wenwen's child, and she was also the one who believed that the child was mine, and she was the one who cared for Wenwen and the child.

Xinya had already been hit so hard in the car accident, and now she treats me as her only relative and pours all her care for her relatives into me.

Now she can say goodbye without saying goodbye, which shows how much the DNA test results have hit her.

At that moment, I realized that she seemed to easily persuade me to recognize Wenwen's children and raise Wenwen's children, but in fact, what kind of waves and waves she was hiding under her calm appearance, and what kind of psychological torment she was enduring was going to be! Her fantasy was probably about to evolve into a split personality, and Professor Wang's worries were about to become reality.

I wanted to go out to find Xinya, but found myself like a headless fly, with no direction at all.

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Guimei is very obedient, very caring and dutiful, according to Xinya's explanation, she looks at me closely, locks the door when she arrives, and opens the door when the time comes.

But Gui Mei lived alone with me in the same house, and she was happier than the last time Xinya took her home to recuperate. Not only did he laugh with me, he deliberately made some funny jokes to make me happy, and sometimes he dressed up as a willful and unreasonable little girl, asking me to coax her and compromise with her. She knows my character, I won't really ignore her when she's upset, and I understand her intentions.

Guimei washes, cooks, and does housework, and works hard in everything. After all, she is a girl who has never been a family and has no experience, so it is not enough to have enthusiasm, and she obviously lacks experience in housework, and she is several levels worse than Xinya.

I don't understand a little, Xinya is also a girl who has never been married or married, but no matter what housework, she is so skillful and seems to have the talent of a housewife.

I'm not too lazy, when my wife is around, whenever I have time, I will try to be her right-hand man, even if I am "unpopular", I will accompany or watch her busy figure, gossip a few words about the parents. After my wife passed away, I only hired a nanny for a short time, and most of the days, I took care of the housework.

After Xinya moved in, she spoiled me, I became an out-and-out idler, and it really became a habit after a long time, plus now I am in a state of mind, for Guimei's "incompetent", I rarely help her, sometimes I use my mouth to command, but rarely do it.

It's okay to say that the general housework is good, and Guimei's cooking is really not flattering. Sometimes when she sees me eating too little, she always blames herself, saying, "If you don't have enough to eat, I'll invite you out for supper at night", or "Why don't you eat yet, I'll order you takeout".

But Guimei's concern for me sometimes rose to the point where it was difficult for me to accept, and she advised me not to go home after work, go out for a walk on the weekends, and go for a walk outside in the evenings.

It's okay to say during the day, but at night, I and Guimei, a girl nearly 20 years younger than me, are doing things alone, and the people in the community are already familiar with the faces that I go in and out with Xinya, and my scruples are still very heavy.

"Shall we go to the movies in the evening?"

One afternoon, before I got off work, Gui Mei came to my office to look for me.

I looked up at Guimei, which meant to say: What kind of medicine are you selling in your gourd?

"Don't kill me, I think you should be willing to go. There is a place to do classic replays, old movies, American. Gui Mei seemed confident in her arrangement.

"No!" I was more determined.

"Don't be so decisive just yet. I promise you've seen it, 'Ghost Love'. ”

......

I suddenly went dumb.

What is Guimei doing?

Gui Mei doesn't say it, I can't think of such a classic movie. But at that time, this movie also deceived his wife into a lot of tears.

I watched it with my wife, I was not married at the time, I was in the stage of love, and when I was nervous, my wife leaned on me, and in the end, when Sam, who had fulfilled his wish and was about to go to heaven, kissed Molly goodbye before disappearing, my wife had already rubbed tears on my clothes.

Now that I'm separated from my wife, I don't need to go to another world to find a wife through Horta, but I'm nowhere near as lucky as Molly and Sam in the movies.

As I was replaying clips from the movie and watching the movie with my wife, I thought of the fact that I had not heard from her since she died, and suddenly a warm liquid filled my eyes.

I hurriedly lowered my head and replied without thinking, "Okay!"

"I know you can't say no. Gui Mei jumped out of my office like a triumphant.

The classic replay of the old movie is in a small hall, and Gui Mei actually set a couple seat. It's dark inside, I don't know anyone, and I'm still trying to recall the plot of the movie in my head, so I didn't bother with Gui Mei.

watched the movie and realized that Guimei may have ulterior motives.

Maybe it's "touching the scene", looking at it, you can't stop the tears. Men generally don't have the habit of carrying paper, Guimei took out a tissue from her bag, didn't speak, as if everything was expected, silently helped me wipe my tears. At that time, it seemed that all I could think of was the image on the screen and the scene where I went down to look for my wife.

When the movie ended, I was still seated, and watching this movie today was a completely different feeling from when I watched it with my wife.

Once moved by Sam and Molly's ordeal reunion, today mourns the inability to get together with his wife.

"If you don't book a couple seat today, you will be able to look great. "After watching the movie, Guimei was still teasing me.

"Why did you invite me to watch this movie today?" I didn't care about Guimei's ridicule, I wanted to solve the doubts in my heart.

Gui Mei looked up at me, smiled quietly, and then acted as if she hadn't heard my question at all: "Go home, it's not too early." ”

Speaking from the bottom of my heart, I'm grateful to Gui Mei for inviting me to revisit this movie.

But the consequence of reading it is that I am more and more caught in the longing for my wife, and now that Xinya is leaving, my heartache is irrepressible, and I really want to lean on my wife, or take her into my arms and hug her, and give myself a little strength to persevere.

In such a state of mind, a few lines of lyrics from "Meng Po's Bowl" that Xinya often listened to drifted into her mind at the right time:

......

I want to carry the memories of this life with me

Find you in reincarnation

Hold you forever and not separate

Thinking of you makes my heart flutter

Smashed and choked his throat

......

How can I forget to linger with you

How can you discard the shackles that bind you

Just to be able to get back that red thread

Continue the relationship

At that moment I said to myself: No, I'm going to go down to my wife!