Chapter 116: Despair
The whole sky was cloudy, stormy.
Lin Wenxuan's whole body was soaked, she faced the wind and the rain, hugged herself with her arms, and walked forward step by step trembling.
For the first time, she felt that everything here was so unfamiliar, even the world that should have been colorful turned an oppressive gray.
With a bitter smile on her lips, Lin Wenxuan stopped by the river, leaning on the railing, looking at the Lianjiang River rippled by the raindrops, and couldn't tell what it was like.
The world is so big, but she is so small.
So, even if she completely disappears from this world, it won't have much impact at all.
As long as her disappearance can be exchanged for everyone's happiness and peace, then, she is willing.
Lin Wenxuan closed her eyes in pain, raised her head, and let the rain fall on her tear-stained cheeks, and her heart gradually calmed down.
In the face of the decisions she made, she is not afraid and does not regret it!
Suddenly opened her eyes, Lin Wenxuan calmly looked at the rippling river, smiled slightly, climbed over the railing, and jumped in without hesitation.
"Xuanxuan!"
Qin Jiaxi braked sharply and parked the car on the side of the road, opened the car door and rushed out like crazy.
Xi Xi got out of the car after Qin Jiaxi, she opened her umbrella and ran quickly in the direction of Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi.
Qin Jiaxi said that he was going around the Lianjiang River, and neither of them had much hope, but who knew that he saw a person standing on the edge of the Lianjiang River from a distance.
With such a heavy rain, who would run here to see the scenery without any problems?
When the car drove closer, the two recognized at a glance that the person who climbed over the railing and was about to jump into the Lianjiang River was Lin Wenxuan.
Seeing such a scene, Qin Jiaxi's heart immediately raised his throat, he didn't care how heavy the rain was, he stepped on the brakes and opened the car door and rushed out, he only had one thought in his heart, that is, to save Lin Wenxuan no matter what.
No matter what happened, he couldn't just watch her do something stupid!
Lin Wenxuan has always been immersed in her own world, and she blocked all sounds, so she didn't hear Qin Jiaxi's shouts at all.
Just as she closed her eyes and let her body fall, suddenly a force hugged her tightly from behind, and the force seemed to break her waist and take her back to land.
Her feet were weak, and she suddenly sat down on the cold and damp ground, and she fell painfully.
"Xuanxuan, Xuanxuan, are you okay?" Xi Xi walked over quickly and put the umbrella above Lin Wenxuan's head.
Lin Wenxuan opened her eyes in confusion, she looked at Xi Xi who was full of worry, and then turned her head to look at Qin Jiaxi, who was soaking wet and standing aside as if she was angry, and smiled bitterly: "Why are you here?"
"We can't find you, we're dying, how can you ......?"
"Lin Wenxuan, if we don't come here in time, do you want to die? You think you're amazing, don't you? It's easy for you to die, but have you ever thought about these people who care about you, have you ever thought about how painful they will be?!"
Qin Jiaxi interrupted Xi Xi's words, his voice was very loud, and he did not hide his anger.
If he was worried and anxious when he saw Lin Wenxuan about to commit suicide by jumping into the river at the beginning, then now, when everything is calm, he is more angry.
He didn't understand what Lin Wenxuan thought, he only knew that if he came a little late, maybe she would disappear completely.
It's scary to think about this matter, so Qin Jiaxi's temper came up in an instant.
Lin Wenxuan, who had already been hit, was even more depressed after hearing Qin Jiaxi's words, she stood up suddenly, pushed away Xi Xi's umbrella, looked at Qin Jiaxi, and walked towards the Lianjiang River step by step, her eyes full of despair.
"Yes, you're right, I'm a person who will disappoint everyone, I'm a person who will only cause trouble to others, my existence is the biggest mistake, as long as I disappear, you won't worry about me anymore. ”
"What are you going to do? You still want to jump, don't you? You jump! If you jump, I'll jump with you immediately!"
Qin Jiaxi was extremely excited, he walked to Lin Wenxuan's side, planning to jump into the Lianjiang River with Lin Wenxuan.
Xi Xi hurriedly ran forward and grabbed Lin Wenxuan, she looked at Qin Jiaxi, and persuaded: "Jiaxi, calm down, Xuanxuan's psychology has been stimulated too much, we can't stimulate her anymore!
Lin Wenxuan broke down and cried, fell to the ground again, and her voice was choked: "Why do you come to persuade me, why do you want to save me? They don't want me anymore, no one likes me, what's the point of my life? I ...... it?"
Qin Jiaxi's heart hurt suddenly, he squatted down, gently grabbed Lin Wenxuan's shoulders with both hands, and his voice trembled: "Who said that no one wants you anymore?" Lin Wenxuan, you have heard me clearly, you still have me by your side, I will never abandon you! If you feel that there is no hope in life, then, I beg you to live for me, I ask you to give me a chance, so that my love has a meaning of existence, is it okay?!"
Xi Xi was stunned, she looked at Qin Jiaxi, who was also in tears, and sensibly took a few steps back, and didn't stop until she was next to the car.
has known Qin Jiaxi for so long, and Xi Xi really didn't find out that Qin Jiaxi also liked Lin Wenxuan. Although she had a lot of questions in her heart, in this situation, she should still leave room for the two of them to have a good talk.
The torrential rain washed the city, and Qin Jiaxi and Lin Wenxuan stayed motionless in place, and they all became soup chickens.
Xi Xi was thinking about going up to persuade later, but at this moment, Qin Jiaxi's mobile phone in the car rang.
The screen showed Dr. Wang's call, Xi Xi hesitated, but still didn't give the phone to Qin Jiaxi.
This Dr. Wang must be Qin Jiaxi's colleague, and I don't know what happened when he called at this time?
If it's nothing serious, Xi Xi plans to apologize to the other party first, and then let Qin Jiaxi call back when Lin Wenxuan's mood is stable.
Thinking like this, Xi Xi didn't hesitate anymore, and directly pressed the answer button, "Hey, hello, do you have anything to do?"
"I'm sorry, can you let Qin Jiaxi answer the phone?" the other party was stunned and didn't ask Xi Xi's identity too much.
Xi Xi paused, "I'm sorry, Jiaxi is busy with things now, and it's inconvenient to answer the phone." I'm a friend of Jiaxi, if there's nothing important, I can help you relay it to him, or I can ask him to call you back later. ”
"You don't have to call back, please tell him, hurry back to the hospital, Su Ping has an accident. ”
Xi Xi's mind buzzed, she hung up the phone, she didn't have time to think about it, and hurriedly ran towards the two who were still in a daze.
Lin Wenxuan's mind was chaotic, and before she could sort out the meaning of Qin Jiaxi's words just now, she heard Xi Xi's shouting.
"Xuanxuan!Jiaxi, don't be in a daze, if you have anything to say later, now hurry up and get in the car and go to the hospital!"
"Hospital?" Qin Jiaxi took off his glasses that were soaked in the rain and frowned.
Xi Xi nodded, "Yes, I just received a call from Dr. Wang on your mobile phone, and he said that Xuanxuan's mother had an accident. ”
There was a thunder in the distance, as if knocking on Lin Wenxuan's heart, her eyes widened in horror, and there was unspeakable despair in her heart.
She staggered to her feet, staggering in the direction of the hospital, tears blinding her eyes.
Qin Jiaxi hurriedly grabbed Lin Wenxuan, took her to the car, and comforted her softly: "Xuanxuan, don't worry, Auntie will be fine, don't panic, get in the car first, I'll take you to the hospital now, we'll go over now." ”
Xi Xi took advantage of the situation to help Lin Wenxuan get into the car, and as soon as she got in the car, she picked up the towel handed by Qin Jiaxi to wipe Lin Wenxuan's hair, and her heart became more and more bitter.
Lin Wenxuan has experienced enough pain, but now she has to face such a thing, which is really distressing.
After Qin Jiaxi got into the car, he didn't care about wiping the rain on his face at all, he just raised his hand and wiped it indiscriminately, then wiped his glasses, put them back on, and immediately started the car and drove towards Bihu Central Hospital.
When the three arrived at the hospital in embarrassment, Su Ping was already in the operating room.
Dr. Wang, as Su Ping's attending doctor, became the chief surgeon of this operation, and there were only a few little nurses in the corridor who were waiting anxiously, and when they saw Qin Jiaxi coming, they hurriedly stepped forward and handed the pen to Qin Jiaxi, and asked Qin Jiaxi to hand it to Lin Wenxuan to sign.
Lin Wenxuan almost trembled and signed her name on the surgical risk information book, at this moment, she only felt that the world was spinning.
She raised her eyes to look at the three bright red and dazzling words "during surgery" directly above the operating room, and tears overflowed her eyes in an instant.
Recalling the scene when Lin Weiye was sent to the operating room, Lin Wenxuan only felt that her heart was being pinched, and her chest was like a boulder pressing against her, making her breathless, as if she had entered a dark and confined space.
Looking at Lin Wenxuan, who was in a poor mental state, Qin Jiaxi stepped forward, gently supported her, and took her into his arms.
"Xi Xi, can I ask you to go to a nearby store to buy a suitable set of clothes for Xuanxuan? Her clothes are soaked, it's not a way to go on like this, you don't have to worry about me, I have clean clothes in my office." ”
"Okay, take care of Xuanxuan. Xi Xi nodded, and ran away after speaking.
There were only two people left in the silent corridor for a while, Qin Jiaxi and Lin Wenxuan, Xu because there was no one else present, Lin Wenxuan instantly relaxed, she leaned her head on Qin Jiaxi's shoulder, and sobbed in a low voice.
Qin Jiaxi stretched out his hand and hugged her gently, his voice was low: "If you want to cry, cry out, there is no one else here, only me." ”
"Jiaxi, I'm really sad and miserable...... Mingjue doesn't want me anymore, Xinyan ignores me, and now even my mother is ...... Jiaxi, I'm so scared, I'm really scared, what the hell should I do?"
Lin Wenxuan's desperate words made Qin Jiaxi's heart as uncomfortable as a pinprick.
He closed his eyes, hugged her tighter, leaned closer to her ear, and whispered, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here." ”
I don't know if Qin Jiaxi's comfort played a role, Lin Wenxuan gradually calmed down, she stretched out her hand to hug him, and whispered: "I'm sorry Jiaxi, I'm very uncomfortable and tired now, you just let me lean on for a while, okay?"
"Yes, of course, from now on my shoulders will be for you to rely on. ”
Qin Jiaxi nodded, closed his eyes and enjoyed the tranquility.
Just as the two were warming each other and comforting each other, the lights in the operation suddenly went out.