After Wenwen said that several of them were responsible for my current predicament, and seeing that we were all waiting for her to finish her sentence for some reason, Wenwen looked at me and continued: " If the root of sleepwalking is mental and psychological depression, this is too suitable for you, I just arrived at the company and found out, there is no one like you for so many years and still deeply remember a dead person, you look at the so-called study of those furnishings, that is still called the study, the whole hanging room, and then look at the bedroom of your wife's arrangement before her death, which one is not reminding you of your dead wife. But as a normal man, a man who is physically and mentally normal, do you really have no physical and psychological needs, and don't you want to start a new life? ”

Xinya and Guimei should also be able to understand that Wenwen is saying that the root cause is in me, and they must be like me who wants to know how Wenwen got involved.

"At this point, you must have seen it, and there is nothing to hide. I've been in love with him for almost 10 years, I'd rather not talk about friends and get married, I don't believe he really doesn't have any feelings for me; Xinya, you know very well what you're thinking, you are like a pair of inseparable partners, it can be seen that he doesn't reject you at all; I can't tell Guimei how you are in his heart, but I can see at a glance what you think about him.

The reason why I say that we all have unshirkable responsibilities is that our appearance has formed a certain temptation for him, exacerbating the contradiction between his inner trade-offs, the trade-offs between the dead and the living, and the trade-offs between the living and the living.

Xinya blushed, Guimei smiled wryly, and Wenwen was probably the first time she had opened her heart so openly in front of someone other than me. With that, she turned her head away, embarrassed to look at us again.

Looks like I'm going to have to end it.

"Wenwen, one thing is true, that is, several of you are very good, I delayed you, maybe I misled you unintentionally. I admit that you are right when you can't let go of my dead wife, and I always feel that I owe her too much, but I really don't have as much psychological burden and mental pressure as you said. I haven't figured out what the sleepwalking thing is, I don't think it's necessarily what you think or what the doctor says. So none of you are wrong, and if you think you are wrong, it will really become a huge psychological burden for me. ”

Guimei, who was originally distracted, stared at me for five seconds when I talked about my opinion on sleepwalking.

Xinya didn't notice Guimei's eyes, and suggested, "Now is not the time to discuss who is right and who is wrong, let's see what countermeasures there are." I think that since it is controversial whether sleepwalking syndrome is a mental illness or not, then we should be a dead horse doctor and apply for a psychiatric evaluation first, and if the evaluation is unsuccessful, we still ask the court to be exempted from criminal responsibility or give a light sentence on the basis of sleepwalking, anyway, there are cases of severe sleepwalking disorder at home and abroad, and there are precedents for exemption from criminal responsibility. ”

"Not to mention whether sleepwalking is a mental illness or not, since such a famous psychiatrist can't fully agree with his diagnosis of sleepwalking, I'm afraid it's not okay to put the last treasure on this sleepwalking, right?" Wenwen pointed to me and said to Xinya.

"So what else can I do?"

"Can this be the case," Wenwen looked around at a few of us: "Privately find relevant personnel from a forensic psychiatric evaluation agency to do work?"

Xinya and I looked at each other, not knowing what to say. I don't have any connections in this area.

"Why don't you ask Lao Zhang for help, and let him and his classmate Lawyer Qiu privately explore whether this operation is feasible and whether there is a corresponding interpersonal relationship. ”

Xinya's proposal was unanimously approved by everyone, including Guimei, who had been distracted, and nodded.

Before leaving me that night, Gui Mei walked straight to the big three-person sofa and began to pull out.

"What are you going to do Guimei?" Xinya ran over and asked Guimei as she helped.

I saw Gui Mei take out the long-missing wooden sword from behind the sofa and hand it to Xin Ya and said, "Please wipe this sword, and then hang it on the door of his upstairs study, and hang it on the wall inside the bed in his study, but don't forget it." ”

When Gui Mei arrived at home that time, she showed that she was very interested in this wooden sword, and took it from upstairs to downstairs, and Xinya laughed at her, how could such a big person be interested in that thing. I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, but then one day I realized that the wooden sword was not on the door, and I once asked Guimei, and Guimei said that she forgot where to put it, and it was gone.

Now Gui Mei actually went to the back of the sofa and took out the wooden sword, I suspect that this wooden sword was deliberately hidden by Gui Mei in the first place.

But why?

Maybe I felt that the doubt was too unfounded, but this doubt just flashed through my mind.

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The unfortunate receive the sympathy of the good, and I am now surrounded by such pity and sympathy.

Xinya is my staunchest supporter of innocence, she has experienced almost all of my sleepwalking, has been supervising my psychotherapy, and has also installed locks and protective barriers as instructed by the psychiatrist, so she never thinks that I would consciously do those things.

So when I was facing criminal punishment and imprisonment, she was more anxious than anyone else, and regarded me as a patient who needed sympathy and care, three meals a day, in and out, and the company's affairs, almost did not want me to interfere, and even did not have the leisure to let me tell her about my past life as in the past.

After Wenwen has a child, the maternal side is more and more prominent, after this incident, every time I see me in the company, I will take the initiative to come up, with concerned eyes and tone, talk to me, when there is no one around, I will also report what new discoveries and progress the little guy has made recently, and will bring the child to me to accompany me on the weekend.

Only Gui Mei became an outsider again, her face was haggard and depressed, as if it was not me who was guilty but her. What's even more inscrutable is that she seems to be deliberately avoiding me, walking around when she sees me, and always slipping away when she meets her in the aisle, trying to pretend not to see it.

Actually, I'm not that vulnerable, I always just feel wronged, I will never do those things, in my consciousness I have never done those things, there is a saying called "don't do bad things and don't be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door", so psychologically speaking, I don't feel that this is an unbearable thing.

It's just that Xinya and Wenwen's approach, Guimei's performance, has increased my psychological burden, on the one hand, I feel that it drags them down and makes them worry, on the other hand, it has become a psychological hint of "I have a problem".

But no one can override the law and the world, unless none of these things have happened at all.