Chapter 203: Intimacy
The air seemed to condense for a moment, and the room was silent for a moment.
Qin Jiaxi picked up the spoon, scooped up a spoonful of hot soup, and blew it gently before putting it in his mouth. But in just a moment, his eyes lit up with a bright light like a star, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously rose upward.
Although Lin Wenxuan said that the beef soup was made by Zhang's mother, Qin Jiaxi could still taste some differences in the taste of the beef soup.
When they were in college in their first year, there was a holiday, Qin Jiaxi made a special trip to visit Lin Wenxuan from other places, and Lin Wenxuan invited Qin Jiaxi to her rented small house, cooked a pot of beef soup for him personally, and cooked noodles with this soup base.
Lin Wenxuan likes all kinds of food, but her cooking skills are not particularly exquisite. In order to hide her clumsiness, Lin Wenxuan likes to add a lot of seasonings every time she cooks, and after trying again and again, she can also find some delicious combinations.
For example, tomato beef soup with black pepper.
The last time I helped Lin Wenxuan return to Yin's house, she stayed for dinner that night, and Zhang's mother cooked a pot of beef soup, Qin Jiaxi was very impressed, and he was 100% sure that that night, Zhang's mother did not add a small amount of black pepper to the soup.
But today's soup, obviously, mixed with the taste of ground black pepper.
I'm afraid that even Lin Wenxuan herself couldn't have imagined that some of the little habits she was accustomed to were actually remembered by Qin Jiaxi, and she could even betray her at such a critical moment.
Seeing that Qin Jiaxi gradually had a smile on his face, and even began to gulp down the soup, Lin Wenxuan breathed a sigh of relief.
"Jiaxi, about what happened yesterday, I feel that it is necessary for me to apologize to you, and it is also necessary to explain it to you well, so as to prevent me from regretting it in the future for the sake of today's rash anger. ”
Lin Wenxuan lowered her head, her fingers twisted together uneasily, and her voice was very soft.
Qin Jiaxi sighed, "Actually, you don't need to apologize, no matter what you think in your heart, this is my choice, as long as you can still treat me as a friend, I am already very satisfied." ”
"I don't know what you heard yesterday, but what I'm going to say is the truth, and I won't lie to you, and I hope you can listen to me quietly, and try not to interrupt me, because ...... Because I'm afraid you'll interrupt me, I won't have the courage to continue. ”
Seeing Lin Wenxuan say this, Qin Jiaxi's heart couldn't help but sink again.
Are you really ready to break up with him?
Otherwise, what would she say, in front of him, that she needed courage to say it?
Lin Wenxuan took a deep breath and said softly: "Yesterday, Yin Xinyan called me over, it seemed that she had something important to talk to me about, but in fact, she tried all kinds of means to threaten me. She found out that the staff member we contacted in the first place tried to blackmail me with this, and used my dad's deterrent power to suppress me, but I didn't think so, and planned to ignore it, but who knows, she accurately grasped my weakness.
"She said that if I am not afraid of this, she will do something against you and do something bad for you. To be honest, at that moment, I was really scared in my heart, thinking of how she hurt Xi Xi in the first place, I was really afraid that she would do more to you. I don't want to bother you, so in front of her, I can only try my best to dissociate myself from you and let her let her down her guard, because, only by doing this, you will be safe. ”
The hand holding the spoon shook slightly, Qin Jiaxi raised his eyes and looked at Lin Wenxuan's black pupils with a distressed look.
It turned out that what she said was just to protect him.
He really misunderstood her.
"Next, we had a quarrel about it, Yin Xinyan vowed to kick me out of the Yin family, but I don't know how to attract my dad to the past, in short, things are getting more and more chaotic, and the mystery of my loss is solved like this, I guess you know the rest of the story. Actually, Yin Xinyan came to target me at the time, you really shouldn't be so stupid, you shouldn't suffer for me......"
"Little fool, how could I have watched you in danger and ignored you?"
Seeing that Lin Wenxuan fell into deep self-blame, Qin Jiaxi put down the empty soup bowl in his hand and smiled slightly.
She was embarrassed to say that he was a fool, and in his opinion, she was the simple little fool!
If he really stood aside and watched coldly at that time, if Yin Xinyan had made a heavier move at that time, in case Lin Wenxuan really had three strengths and two shortcomings, Qin Jiaxi might not be able to survive now.
The misunderstanding was solved, and Qin Jiaxi only felt that his whole body was extremely relaxed.
Knowing that Qin Jiaxi no longer misunderstood herself, Lin Wenxuan also laughed: "Thank you for believing in me, it's just that I still haven't finished speaking." ”
"What else?" Qin Jiaxi frowned.
The biggest problem has been solved, all the unpleasantness has disappeared, what else does Lin Wenxuan have to say?
Lin Wenxuan lowered her head, her face turned red unconsciously, "I...... I want to ask you a question, it's about feelings, I wonder if you can help me answer it?"
"What's the problem?"
"Recently, there was a person next to me, he is a very gentle person, but sometimes he will murder me, and even sometimes ignore me and have a cold war with me, but when I am most dangerous, he is the one who is willing to stand up and protect me, and even in order to protect me, he can not care about his own life. I was a little tempted by this person, but I was a little hesitant, you said I ......"
Without waiting for Lin Wenxuan to finish speaking, Qin Jiaxi sat up straight and reached out to hug Lin Wenxuan.
In the next second, a strong and loving kiss blocked all Lin Wenxuan's next words in her mouth.
After a while, Qin Jiaxi lay down on the hospital bed again, looked at Lin Wenxuan, who was red-faced, and smiled slightly: "Since he is good to you and you are moved again, then don't hesitate to be with him." ”
"However, I still have a knot in my heart that I can't untie, I don't know how long it will take to come out, and I don't know how long it will take to accept a new relationship, but I ......"
"I've been waiting for so many years, and I'm not going to rush it. ”
Qin Jiaxi nodded firmly, looking at Lin Wenxuan's gaze with a gentle smile.
All the unpleasantness disappeared with her words, Qin Jiaxi almost forgot how awkward the atmosphere between the two of them was just now, and now he was immersed in the happiness and joy she brought him, and he couldn't extricate himself.
In other words, any person should be very happy and satisfied in the face of such a thing.
After all, in love, there can be someone who is stupidly obsessed with love, and such happiness is really hard to come by.
Lin Wenxuan smiled sweetly: "I knew you would believe me, and I also knew that you would give me time to let me come out, after all, it was what you said yourself, and you said that you don't regret it." ”
Taking the second bowl of beef soup handed to her by Lin Wenxuan, Qin Jiaxi was about to enjoy the beauty, but was almost choked by the soup.
What did she just say?
was sent to the hospital for rescue that day, Qin Jiaxi was confused, and the thing he remembered most clearly was that before entering the rescue room, he firmly held Lin Wenxuan's hand and said a word to her with all his strength.
When he said this at that time, Qin Jiaxi really didn't think too much.
He put aside the doubts in his heart, put aside all the distractions, he just wanted to tell her that no matter what the future holds, he loved her and would not regret it.
Wiping his mouth with a napkin, Qin Jiaxi's voice was very soft: "Did you hear what I said that day?"
"What's that?" Lin Wenxuan deliberately pretended to be stupid.
"That's it...... Forget it, it's not a big deal, I'll talk about it casually. ”
"Mr. Qin Jiaxi, I want to interview, before entering the rescue room, what kind of mood do you say to your sweetheart that you don't regret if you love you?"
Lin Wenxuan casually picked up the banana on the table next to her, used it as a microphone, and held it up in front of Qin Jiaxi with a smile.
Qin Jiaxi was amused by Lin Wenxuan's childish behavior: "You obviously heard it, but you still want to lie to me that you didn't hear it, so may I ask Miss Reporter, what kind of mood are you in doing this?"
"Just kidding you!" Lin Wenxuan put down the banana and began to pack her things.
The small table was full of all kinds of things, including the fruit basket sent by Qiao Mingjue yesterday, the unfinished breakfast that Xi Xi went out to buy in the morning, and the insulated bucket brought by Lin Wenxuan, all of which were piled up in a mess, and it was not convenient to find anything.
Lin Wenxuan is the kind of person who can't be idle, and she has nothing to do now anyway, so it's better to clean up the ward first.
Qin Jiaxi looked at Lin Wenxuan, who was busy, took a deep breath, and said in an extraordinarily serious tone: "Actually, I felt very uncomfortable with you that day......
"Jiaxi ......"
"I ...... I have liked you for so many years, from going to school with you every day, to watching you become someone else's girlfriend when I grow up, watching you put on a wedding dress and be someone else's bride, at that time, I did think about giving up, but God took pity on me, pushed you back to my side, gave me another chance to pursue you, and let me see hope.
"However, you have always been lukewarm to me, especially after hearing the conversation between you and Yin Xinyan yesterday and misunderstanding you, I feel that my relationship is hopeless. Before I was rescued, my consciousness was gradually blurred, but I knew that you were by my side, so at the last chance, I said this to you because...... Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll never see you again......"
"Bah, bah, no nonsense!" Lin Wenxuan straightened her face, her voice revealing displeasure, "Aren't you good? Don't say such unlucky words again in the future! If you really have any accidents, then I won't be able to live." ”
"Why are you so stupid?"
"So, even if it's for me, you're going to be good, you know?"
When Lin Wenxuan said such a thing, she didn't mean to scare Qin Jiaxi.
I think that she and Qiao Mingjue were together, the two went through ups and downs together, and went through so many years, but the final outcome was that Qiao Mingjue chose to marry Yin Xinyan and abandoned her, which made Lin Wenxuan painful at that time.
Now that Lin Wenxuan has finally come to her senses, if something happens to Qin Jiaxi, who she only realized later, at this time, then there is really no point in living in this world.
"I will work hard for you, both in the past and now, but I just want to ask you one thing clearly, are we now formalizing the relationship?"
Qin Jiaxi's words interrupted Lin Wenxuan's thoughts, Lin Wenxuan came back to her senses and nodded hurriedly, "Yes, I promised you, I agree to be your girlfriend, try to date you first." ”
"I feel much more at ease when you say this, Xuanxuan, thank you. ”
"Emotional things are what you and I want, you don't have to say thank you to me, we are equal in love. Okay, I slept so late last night, and now that I'm full of food and drink, let's take a nap. ”
"Yes, good afternoon. ”
Answering simply, Qin Jiaxi lay down obediently, closed his eyes, and fell asleep after a while.
This night, he slept exceptionally peacefully.