Time seems to have frozen. Suddenly, she heard Qin Yiyu's deep voice: "Far away, I bless you...... Rest assured...... I will never bother you again. But now, far away, can you stay with me a little longer?"

Zhao Yuan was not easy to refuse, and nodded. Qin Yiyu turned around and took her across the stone bridge, stepped on the grass by the river, came to the bottom of a willow tree, took out a paper towel and wiped the wooden chair under the tree, and invited her to sit beside him.

There was a faint singing voice in the distance, it was the classic Russian folk song "Cranberry Blossoms" - "Cranberry flowers bloom by the field and the river, and there is a boy who really makes me love." But I can't confess to him, I can't speak the words of my confidants, I can't speak the words of my confidants......"

Qin Yiyu turned his head sideways: "Far away, do you know? I just sent a letter to my mother today." In the letter, I said that I fell in love with a girl and did not know how to confess it to her...... I just sent the letter and I didn't expect it...... Alas, far away, do you know? My mood during this time, just like the song we hear now, is anxious every day for longing, and I can't say the words of my confidants...... I just didn't think of it, I didn't think of a thought of mine, but in the end it was just an empty ......"

Qin Yiyu said that later, his voice choked.

Zhao Yuan faintly felt a little sad, and didn't know what to say, and was a little at a loss, Qin Yiyu suddenly reached out and took her into his arms and hugged her tightly.

Hugging so hard, it was like using all the strength of the whole body, wanting to rub her into her body, into every cell and every inch of her skin.

She felt like she was about to suffocate, but suddenly she heard a suppressed sobbing sound in her ears. The sobbing became more and more uncontrollable, and gradually developed into painful crying.

Qin Yiyu's convulsive body, tears of despair made Yuan Yuan feel as if he had made an unforgivable mistake, and he was at a loss.

After a while, Qin Yiyu finally let go of his arm and said in a low voice, "You can go." ”

Zhao Yuan stood up, like a child who had done something wrong, he didn't dare to look at Qin Yiyu again, turned around and trotted towards the dormitory.

There was moonlight all the way, and it was cold and cold on the ground, and it was so pale that it was sad.

When she entered the stairwell, she found that her face was also full of tears, and her heart seemed to ache.

It's strange, I obviously thought about rejecting him, why did the tears flow uncontrollably? Why did my heart hurt and hurt?

In the next few days, the cold moonlight of that night seemed to be imprinted on the tip of Zhao Yuan's heart, and he didn't have to think about anything, he would be inexplicably sad and inexplicably hesitant.

Qin Yiyu really didn't come to her again, as if she had disappeared from her world.

But Luo Yuyu got busy, because a senior at level 09 began to date her frequently.

That senior's name is Sun Hao, and he is the number one person in the school. Tall, very sunny and handsome, he is the most dazzling star on the basketball court, and he has served as the host of the show at the orientation party, and he is the idol in the minds of many freshmen who have just entered the school, especially female freshmen.

Faced with such an idol-level character taking the initiative to invite, Luo Yuyu couldn't help but be a little happy, and began to often follow Sun Hao out for a walk, watch movies or something.

Zhao Yuan felt even more lonely.

After dating a few times, Luo Yuyu began to nag in Zhao Yuan's ear: "Far away, Sun Hao and Qin Yiyu are fellow villagers, although the two of them are not in the same class, they have a good relationship." “

"Far away, Sun Hao said that since Qin Yiyu was rejected by you, he often sat alone in the bedroom and cried silently, which made people uncomfortable to watch. ”

Far away, Sun Hao said that Qin Yiyu was different from many boys in college. Many male students just want to have fun with their female classmates in college, and after graduation, they break up and go their separate ways. But Qin Yiyu considered the work after graduation from the beginning, and he also went to the director of the school's student department for this. He's very serious about you. ”

"Far away, Sun Hao said that Qin Yiyu likes you, but it is actually his first love...... I fell in love with a girl for the first time, but I didn't expect to be rejected...... Only first love can make people hurt so much. ”

Far away, Sun Hao said that Qin Yiyu sat alone in the bedroom all night last night. He held the guitar and plucked it twice, and his eyes turned red. ”

……

Every time Luo Yuyu came back from a date, he would tell Zhao Yuan about Qin Yiyu described by Sun Hao. Every time she spoke, Zhao Yuan's heart felt guilty. Finally one day, as soon as Luo Yuyu's voice fell, Zhao Yuan couldn't help but say: "Yuyu, you said that I took the initiative to go back to Qin Yiyu and apologize to him, okay?"

Luo Yuyu stared at Zhao Yuan with wide eyes: "Far away, you have to think clearly, you ask your heart, do you like him or not?"

He ...... The nose is too straight, the lips are too thin, and the color of the skin is too white, I didn't like it at first," Zhao Yuan stood the book in his hand on the table, his chin was propped up on the top of the erected book, and he looked sideways at Luo Yuyu, "He said some hot things as soon as they met, and he liked to move his hands and feet, I thought he was a frivolous person, and he just wanted to take advantage of me...... It's just that I didn't expect that he was an extremely serious person, but it's a pity that he ...... Alas. ”

Luo Yuyu said: "If you go back to him just because you are moved, will you regret it in the future?"

Zhao Yuan pursed his lips, as if he had made a big decision: "However, if I don't go back to him, I will regret it to death now." “

……

The first rays of sunlight in the morning shone through the window, interrupting Zhao Yuanyuan's memories.

She rubbed her forehead and thought, if she hadn't gone back to find Qin Yiyu at the beginning, would she not be like this now, every time she dreams back at midnight, every time the crowd lingers, she always can't forget him, she can't forget this wound, she can't forget this person called Qin Yiyu?

From freshman to sophomore, I fell in love with him, as beautiful as cherry blossoms in spring, gorgeous and dazzling, but it was lost in an instant.

A love made me feel the joy of love, like crazy. A longing made me realize that love hurts people and eats people's hearts and lungs.

Now, the creator of that love affair suddenly appeared, but he finally made himself understand what deception is, what betrayal is, and what is the supremacy of realistic interests.

The three words "Qin Yiyu" not only made me feel helpless, but also made me feel uncomfortable and angry.

Maybe I should really have listened to Luo Yuyu's advice, don't turn back because I was moved, and don't go back to this senior who suddenly appeared.

Yes, if you break up like this, you will definitely live a peaceful life, and there will not be so many troubles and sufferings at all.