"Your mom is resting. Duan Mutian glanced sideways at Duan Yehan, who had just walked behind him, and said lightly. "Hmm. Duan Yehan responded, picked up the ingredients casually and helped Duan Mutian cook together. "She should be tired after watching TV all day and waiting for a call all day. I have been with your mother for the past few days, and I have relied on you to handle everything at work alone, and I have worked hard for your son. Duan Mutian kept a faint smile on his face, and he was talking about the work in his hand while proceeding, as if what had happened to Zhou Lin in the past few days had never happened, as if he was chatting about family affairs in the past. "It's okay Dad, you can accompany Mom more. Anyway, you also said that these things will be mine alone sooner or later, and Xiaoxi only needs to have a good-looking husband. Duan Yehan's tone was equally relaxed, and all his expressions did not show a trace.

"Oh, when did I say that? I'm an eccentric father, and I'm always trying to leave your sister with more. Duan Mutian said, and the smile on his face couldn't be suppressed, "But Xiaoxi, that girl, really forgot about us all when she had a good-looking husband." The smile on Duan Mutian's face became even more naughty, but the moment he became naughty, it all came to an abrupt end.

Duan Mutian stopped the movements in his hand, turned sideways and looked at Duan Yehan, who had been helping him and never stopped, his face gradually became serious, and said, "Son, your mother won't be fine." "Well, I know. Duan Yehan replied calmly, as if he had already understood this. "Actually, there's nothing wrong with that. Duan Mutian's eyebrows gradually opened up a faint relief, "Your mother is waiting for the call every day, so I will accompany her and wait together." I will go wherever she goes, I will do whatever she does, although she is obsessed with waiting, she will still nag me a few words, disgusted that I am too clingy to her. That's good, I didn't spend much time with her when I was young, and now that I'm about to retire, it's time to accompany her. Originally, I was the only one who really belonged to her, you and Xiaoxi, you can't do it...... Even if the night is still cold, your mother doesn't need him and Xiaoxi's company. Son, do you understand what Dad said?"

Duan Yehan lowered his head, didn't answer, and was silent for a long time, he said in a deep voice: "When Dad saw that Mom had changed, he just accepted the result by default. I thought you were going to listen to me or ask me something...... What I don't understand is why my dad never asks me who it is that makes my mom what she is now. "Lan Xue, that kid is gone, do you think I still need to ask?" Duan Mutian replied without hesitation, but he hesitated and couldn't continue, "Besides, if I want to ask, you are the only one who can ask and give me an answer...... If you were asked to answer this question, how could I bear it...... You are my most beloved son......" He looked at Duan Yehan's eyes trying to hide his emotions, and slowed down his voice, "As a father, you don't need to ask anything...... I know my son is sad and helpless...... Don't ask anything. ”

Duan Mutian looked directly into Duan Yehan's eyes without turning his eyes, "You said that Xiaoxi only needs to have a good-looking husband." As for me, it's enough to be with your mother all the time. So what are you going to do? Son, there is no need to worry about your mother's money. Even if you keep persistent, she won't be fine. "It's because my mother won't be fine...... Duan Yehan stopped talking, and his eyes that had been deep still couldn't hide the sporadic light, "Lan Xue, we are already strangers, I have no reason to worry about her." I don't bother with anybody, I just can't act like nothing happened. It's because my mother won't be okay that I can't forget that it was my mother who didn't protect me. ”

"So, if you don't care about anyone, you only care about yourself, and you keep punishing yourself. Duan Mutian lowered his eyes meaningfully, "You punish yourself with the name Lan Xue." You did your best to keep her by your side, hold on to her firmly, and then force yourself to let go 'neatly', you must have thought about hating her, but your heart can't hate her. Since there is no way to hate, you can only be ruthless to become a stranger with her. But son, since you can't hate, you must not be ruthless, everything is just you forcing yourself, you know that this must be an extremely painful process, so you don't hesitate to choose to use this process to torture yourself. Son, you treat yourself like this, if one day your mother is sober and knows that you treat yourself like this...... She should have ......"

"There will be no ifs. Dad and I don't both know that Mom won't be okay, and there will never be a day when 'if' will happen, we all know. Duan Yehan interrupted Duan Mutian's words, stunned and decisive. "What about us...... Then you don't even care about me and your sister?" Duan Mutian lowered his head, his voice weakened, "Don't you want to think about how distressed Dad will be? If your sister knows, how distressed she will be? You never thought of worrying about that child, and don't worry about yourself anymore." Just, everything is back to the way it was before, your mother, that's what it was...... Our family, continue to live our own lives, okay son. "Dad, I once thought about making Lan Xue pay. At that time, I really thought about it...... Definitely, it will cost her. The calm in Duan Yehan's eyes was instantly shattered by Duan Mutian's words, he was like a wind that had lost its direction, fluttering, fragile, vulnerable, but menacing, he could no longer pretend to be casual and continue the movements in his hands, his hands trembled slightly, and the faint light in his eyes flickered, gradually condensing, "But in the end, I let Lan Xue leave, and asked her to never appear in front of her mother." Because I knew that if I didn't get her to leave, I wouldn't be able to control myself from thinking about that 'must'. That will only be more cruel to Mom. I want to keep the blue snow by my side, forever and ever. I want her to watch her every day how she is stimulated to lose her mind when she sees her, and I want her to be hysterical every day to remind her that she is the executioner who killed my mother, the demon who tore my mother apart. ”

The thin light in Duan Yehan's eyes was gloomy, and he didn't know whether the tears condensed in the halo were cold or cold, "I want her to watch her mother miss the real Duan Yehan crazy every day, look at her mother's distressing appearance every day, and look at her mother's delirious but still yearning face every day." Right in front of her, I want her to look at her mother every day, every day, as long as she sees her mother, she will be full of guilt and even fear, all the time, every minute. As long as there is a little residual warmth in her cold heart, day after day, she will feel pain. Duan Yehan gritted his teeth, but there was loss and sadness in his eyes that covered up his hatred, "But in that case, my mother will also look at her every day, face this person who pushed her into the abyss every day, constantly open her wounds, and repeatedly bear every inch of heart-rending pain." I can't ...... that Can't ......"

"Perhaps, it was the grievances of the previous life that could not be settled...... In this life, we take what we need. If you want it, even if you use your method to get it, you must get what I want, and you must get it by frying the skin and bones...... I don't have a conscience or something. Duan Yehan didn't know why he suddenly recalled Lan Xue's words to himself in his mind, he raised his head slightly and looked at the place in front of him, as if he saw that day in his trance, Lan Xue's indifferent, sneering, and sad face before leaving......

"I haven't folded paper since Zuo Chen 'died', and I won't fold it over time. Now I only know how to destroy you. I'm not going to do anything but think about how to destroy you. This was the last thing he heard Lan Xue say to him before he became strangers. The mind that was filled with memories in an instant, Duan Yehan's heart ached faintly. He never thought about it, just recalled a few words, but it was just a faint pain, not so that his heart was cut like a knife, let alone heartbreaking...... But why, such an unworthy pain, could be such a pain......

The name Blue Snow...... He used to miss it incomparably, and while thinking about it, he thought about whether he would be able to be free of ties if he could forget. While thinking about whether he could forget, he continued to miss it incomparably...... is also in the current dilemma, he wants to grit his teeth and hate her, but he can only think like this, and at the same time, let go of her silently in the "senseless" struggle. Bitterness, heart-rending smile, despair, desolation. Duan Yehan lowered his head and acquiesced...... He and she are strangers, and even if they meet face-to-face on the street one day, they will just go their separate ways peacefully...... From then on, he would never forget the name Lan Xue again, and he would never miss it again. He won't hate her, and he can't love her anymore......

Even if you meet face-to-face on the street one day, it is just a peaceful walk of each other...... He would walk past her calmly, and she wouldn't make the same choice...... Silent in person, after passing by, it is like a stranger, this is what they must complete, as a stranger's obligation. Both of them will work hard to fulfill this obligation, which is probably the only remaining tacit understanding between him and her......

Neither he nor her, neither of them wants to forget, because they are not willing to hate themselves, and neither of them can hate, because they do not want to forget each other......