Lan Xue finished her words, then lowered her head and stopped looking at Xu Duhang. She really didn't know what else she could do now, except to lower her head.

Of course, compared to being overwhelmed, she also didn't have the courage to pretend to be calm and look at Xu Duhang's eyes after she said such a thing.

She thought she was putting it on

After the "mask", you can openly do anything vicious with the heart of another person. Even, in order to get close to the one who killed his father

The "enemy" will use Xu Duhang, who has grown up together since childhood and has always been shielding herself from the wind and rain like a big tree, as a springboard, and she thinks that she only needs to wear it

"Masks" can be done handily. However, it was only at this moment that she realized that she was overestimating herself.

She was not as determined and resolute as she had imagined, and she had the idea of backing down when her plan was just about to begin.

Lan Xue felt as if she had unconsciously walked to the edge of a cliff, and the turbulent rapids below the cliff made her feel timid, and she really wanted to turn around and run away quickly.

But when she turned around, she found that the road behind her was gone, and the only choice was to move forward.

So, she turned around helplessly, the way she thought she came was gone, and she didn't dare to cross the cliff, so she might as well just stand in place.

But as a result, just when she decided to stand still, she saw her father on the other side of the cliff.

Lan Fei's eyes were full of anticipation and pain and helplessness, he bent his back slightly, his tired body trembling in the wind.

However, right next to him, Duan Yehan was sneering and approaching him step by step, as if as soon as he got close to Lan Fei's side, he would push him off the cliff.

This situation made Lan Xue no longer able to care about her fear and timidity. She couldn't watch Duan Yehan hurt her father like this, just for this, even if there was only one waiting for her under the cliff

"Broken bones", she also gritted her teeth and stepped over······ Lan Xue was instantly awakened by the image in the hallucination, and she raised her head sharply in shock.

However, when she looked up in shock, she saw not her father, but a pair of eyes that were looking directly at her.

The look in Xu Duhang's eyes, which seemed to be pity and concern, and like judgment and hatred, fell into her eyes without deviation the moment she raised her head.

Lan Xue lowered her eyes, and it turned out that her wrist was still tightly held by Xu Duhang······ Lan Xue silently apologized to her father in her heart, she thought that her father's

"Appearing" is to remind her not to be afraid, not to hesitate, and not to think about retreating. So, she plucked up her courage, looked at Xu Duhang's eyes again with a calm face, and said, "Brother Duhang, won't you let go? Facing Lan Xue's request, Xu Duhang suddenly smiled, although his laughter was so heartbreaking, Lan Xue still looked at him calmly, and the indifference in his eyes did not change in the slightest.

Xu Duhang smiled and held Lan Xue's wrist tighter

"You're going to hurt, you say you're going to hurt? Then why, it's only for me?" Xu Duhang trembled and slowly let go of his hand.

He tried to stand up, but his body still took a few steps back because he had no strength, the pity and concern in his eyes gradually disappeared, and the scrutiny and hatred in his eyes slowly disappeared.

He looked extremely tired, but the trace of unwillingness between his eyebrows and eyes was still struggling like a trapped beast, supporting his last pride, and sighed lightly: "With me, are you so unhappy? Desperately try to read fairy tale books that I am not interested in at all, because you like to listen to fairy tales the most, and I want to tell you when I see you, and see you happy. The whole class laughed at my handicraft class, forgot to eat and sleep, and wanted to make a little red riding hood that was exactly like in a fairy tale, because you always wanted a hat like that, and I wanted to give it to you, and I was happy to see you······" Xu Duhang said, the picture of his childhood kept coming to mind, he was holding the storybook and reading it very seriously, and Lan Xue was listening attentively next to him, he put the red hat on Lan Xue's head, looking at Lan Xue's somewhat panicked look, he smiled proudly······ It's a pity that these pictures are ringing in his ears

"Let's go and call that new brother to play with him, he'll be scared if he's alone. At the time of this sentence, it all came to an abrupt end······ A self-ironic smile appeared on Xu Duhang's face, unwilling to be gone, and pride was gone, such a smile looked like a forced surrender, more likely, resigned to fate.

Xu Duhang closed his eyes, and the tears in the corners of his eyes seemed to be imprinted

The tattoo of "mourning is more important than the death of the heart", because Xu Duhang didn't want others to see it, he gritted his teeth and endured the pain to polish his heart into the shape of a knife, and used this knife made of his heart to scratch it little by little, until the tattoo became bloody and blurred, and turned into a scab at the corner of his eye, he didn't stop.

Finally the moment he closed his eyes, this layer had become

The scabs of the "old wounds" also fell off from the corners of his eyes······ When Xu Duhang opened his eyes, his vision gradually blurred in the tears that soaked his eyes, and the blue snow reflected in his eyes was also blurred.

It's just that Lan Xue's expressionless face is clearly visible in his eyes. He shook his head and smiled bitterly, "I try my best to do anything that can make you happy, and I never expect you to remember it all." But at least I hope that when you think of something occasionally, you will also feel a little bit that being with Xu Duhang will also be a thing that can make you feel happy······ But what about you, except for the pain when I just held your wrist, are you just going to be unmoved no matter what I do····· I really don't understand why, just when it's against me, you're so indifferent······ Am I so worthless!" Xu Duhang was like an enraged beast, and he couldn't care if he was gentle, considerate, or the one who grew up with her in Lan Xue's eyes at this time

"Brother Twilight". The veins between his neck were already bruised, and his eyes were filled with the feeling that there were no more

The only thing that hasn't changed is the direction of his gaze······ Lan Xue's head was slightly raised, and her silent eyes were on the same level as Xu Duhang's violent gaze.

She just looked at Xu Duhang quietly, even though the eyes she was facing at this moment were so terrifying, she still looked at it quietly without expression, and didn't say a word.

It wasn't until a long time later that she finally spoke, "I didn't think I'd cause you so much pain. I'm not going to apologize to you, though. If I had before, I would have said to you, 'I'm sorry.'" But, you also see what I am now, and I'm going to spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair. Think of it as my retribution for hurting you, and I'm sure it will be more painful than hearing me apologize to you. Lan Xue's tone was very light, and it seemed that she was just telling a very ordinary thing in a few words.

It's just that she thinks again

"Usual" words made the menacing arrogance in Xu Duhang's eyes freeze instantly. Xu Duhang looked at Lan Xue with a look of surprise, as if the person he was looking at with all his heart at the moment was just a person he had never met.

So much so that this person's every move will make him feel strange and alienated. Xu Duhang couldn't help but take a few steps forward slowly, his eyes narrowed into a line shallowly, and he looked at Lan Xue deeply, as if he wanted to confirm whether this person was the same Lan Xue who had been revolving around her almost all of his time.

Eventually, when his eyes ran over her forehead, eyebrows, nose and lips, he finally identified hers

After "identity", before the tears welled up in his eyes again, he raised his arm mercilessly, pinched Lan Xue's shoulder with his palm, and gritted his teeth and said, "Lan Xue, do you still have a conscience?" Then, he snatched the sketchbook from Lan Xue's knee, and with all his strength, he held the corner of the book in his hand and raised it to the position that was at eye with his eyebrows.

Xu Duhang's hands trembled uncontrollably, and the notebook in his hand looked as if it was trembling helplessly.

Looking at the nervousness and worry in Lan Xue's eyes, Xu Duhang felt even more ridiculous.

The weight of herself in her heart is still not as good as a cheap sketchbook after all. He sneered and said, "If I could go back in time, I really want to tell that fool named Xu Duhang that one day, when a little girl said to him, 'Xiaoxue wants to stay at her brother's house, and her parents quarrel so scary.'" When you say this, you must pretend that you don't hear it. It doesn't matter if she cries or laughs, don't have anything to do with her, because once that little girl is let into his heart, all that awaits him is an abyss that no matter how many tears and pain he uses, he will never be able to fill it······" Xu Duhang measured his face, looked at the sketchbook in his hand, opened the buckle, opened the book page by page facing Lan Xue, and said coldly: "These are your most precious memories." It's Zuo Chen and Duan Yehan, that person is your most precious memory, don't think I don't know anything······ Lan Xue, don't think about it. As he spoke, Xu Duhang suddenly became obsessed and tore off the papers on the notebook one by one, holding them in his hands, as if this was still unfathomable, he tore the already broken papers into one by one, and then into pieces, and finally all

"Throw" it out. Looking at the falling pieces of paper, he approached Lan Xue step by step, and squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth

"This is your wish, right? Want to keep your most precious memories for the rest of your life, and want to give him all your joys, sorrows, and sorrows? I just won't let you get your wish!" Lan Xue lowered her head and looked at the scraps of paper all over the ground, she slowly bent down and picked up the pieces of paper on the ground one by one, ignoring Xu Duhang beside her.

"I ruined your most precious memories, shouldn't you be angry and want to kill me!" Xu Duhang didn't expect that even his own radical behavior, in exchange, was still Lan Xue's unmoved.

What he couldn't bear the most was Lan Xue's inaction, he lost his mind, struggled to snatch the pieces of paper that Lan Xue had picked up, rushed to the door and pushed the door open, and sprinkled all the pieces of paper outside the door······ Lan Xue turned the wheels of the wheelchair and slowly came to Xu Duhang's side, she looked up at Xu Duhang, and the guilt on her face loomed

"I can be angry with anyone, but I can't be angry with you. Because, I'm not qualified. There is a 'big tree' that shields me from the wind and rain without complaint, but I have dug up its roots with my own hands, and you say, what right do I have to put my resentment on him. Lan Xue lowered her head and struggled to turn her wheelchair, trying to cross the threshold.

Although it was only a low threshold, Lan Xue had exhausted all her strength in order to cross it.

Eventually, she lost to the threshold and fell to the ground as her wheelchair rolled over. However, even when she fell to the ground, she did not forget to pick up the piece of paper on the ground because of the pain.

She cried while picking up the piece of paper, she cried, not because the memories were torn apart, but because she hurt Xu Duhang fiercely for her own plan after all.

In addition, it was the thing I was most afraid of and didn't want to believe, but in the end, it still came true.

Xu Duhang had long known that Zuo Chen and Duan Yehan were the same person, and he was really the one he told his mother, he was not a person he could see through at a glance, this was the last thing she wanted to admit······ The pieces of paper were picked up by her one by one, leaving only one that was too far away for her to reach, so she endured the pain and tried to stretch her arm a little farther, and a little farther away, but she still couldn't touch it.

At this moment, a hand that had already picked up the piece of paper slowly reached out to her, and finally gently placed the piece of paper in her hand.

Lan Xue slowly raised her head, and what appeared in front of her was Duan Yehan's tearful face······