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However, Qinghe was not very lucky, she was not favored by any woman, so she could only be disgraced.

The days of doing chores are very hard, but Qinghe thinks it's good that she can eat enough.

At this time, Qinghe did not have a specific understanding of the darkness here, and the only thing she could remember in her eyes was to fill her stomach.

Such a relaxed and satisfying day ended when she was nine years old.

There were two girls who were older than her in the wave that came with her, one was named Cuicui and the other was Pea.

- Although they later changed their names to a word that everyone else praised, Qinghe just thought that Cuicui and Pea were the best names.

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Pea and Cuicui are sisters, Cuicui is nine years older than her, and Pea is three years older than her.

At that time, Cuicui was fourteen years old, which was the most tender age, and even if her appearance was not very delicate, she was still outstanding in a group of skinny children, so she was often very uneasy.

She often tries to smear black ash or dirt stains on her and Pea's faces, and after getting to know Qinghe, she also teaches Qinghe to wipe it.

At that time, Pea and Green Lotus were at the age of being lively and active, and they didn't know what it meant to have a good face in such a place, but they felt very uncomfortable with a layer of things covering their faces, so they were always unwilling.

――Those days, in the eyes of Qinghe now, are ridiculously tight...... It's also sadly tight.

She is willing to live a life of not having enough food and clothing, and countless times, she wants to go back to the past.

The prelude to the nightmare was an ordinary twilight.

Qinghe and Pea hid in the crack of the door, drooling and peeking at a few glamorous girls sitting at the table, eating impatiently, she had never seen anything good.

The two of them looked at it for a long time, and one of the girls didn't know if she suddenly showed kindness, and asked her personal maid to bring the rest of her plate to the two of them.

At first the two of them were very cramped for a while, because there was a child who wanted to beg for something to eat from the girls, and the girl beat the child half to death and fed the rest of her things to the stray dogs who used to hang around in the kitchen in front of the child.

Qinghe didn't know if this girl was also playing tricks on the two of them like others or if she was really kind, she only knew that she was hungry, really hungry.

Then she reached out and grabbed a handful of them on the plate, and then ran away with the pea head without looking back.

When he got to a place where there was no one, Qinghe glanced at the things in his hand and immediately became excited.

She grabbed it casually, and what she caught turned out to be a big chicken leg.

She's never eaten it.

She and Pea looked at each other for a moment, and then quietly ran to Cuicui's room.

When they went, Cuicui was not in the room, and the two of them wanted to eat but were reluctant, so they simply hid the chicken legs in the cabinet.

Just as they opened the cupboard, there was a laughing voice outside the door, and the voice was a man.

Qinghe was a little dazed, and then was pushed into the cabinet by Pea.

Then the door was pushed open, and in came a man, in his arms, Cui Cui smiled and snuggled.

Pea stood in front of the cabinet, a little at a loss, the man saw Pea, and suddenly laughed: "Yo, there is still a little beauty hidden in this room?"

Cuicui looked at Pea with wide eyes, then rushed, went up and slapped Pea in the face, and shouted: "You cheap hoof, who allowed you to enter my room without permission!"

The force she used to slap was extremely strong, and Qinghe saw through the gap in the cabinet that the pea was hit by this force and lay on the ground, and when she looked up again, half of her face was so swollen that she couldn't see it clearly, and her hair was all messy.

The man glanced at Pea inexplicably, and Cuicui laughed coquettishly: "There are always some people who don't invite themselves and like to do some superfluous things, if you don't teach you a lesson, you will climb on your head sooner or later." ”

She smiled at the man like this, looked at the pea and raised her eyebrows again: "Why don't you get out of here, stay there and wait for me to help you?!"

The man finally laughed out loud, reached out and picked Cuicui's chin and said, "Sure enough, it's a little pepper, I like it." ”

He picked up Cuicui and walked inside, and when he passed Pea, he kicked Pea unhappily: "Get in the way!"

Pea rolled twice on the ground from this kick, and looked at the man in horror.

Qinghe stayed in the cabinet, and clearly saw that Cuicui's fingers behind the man's back were pinched white by herself.

The man looked at Pea, and suddenly seemed to think it was amused, and he raised his foot and kicked Pea in a circle again, and then laughed even louder.

He casually threw Cuicui away from the ball in his arms, ignoring how painful Cuicui fell to the ground with a bang, and leaned over to lift the peas curled up on the ground.

The nine-year-old girl was rudely ripped off her clothes by the man, and her body was covered in bruises and purples, which had just been knocked out when she was rolling on the ground.

Cuicui screamed in horror and rushed over to grab the man.

The man's gaze was disgusting and terrifying, Pea couldn't control her crying, struggling to escape, Cuicui desperately pulled the man's clothes to stop him, but he waved it away, hit the wall and collapsed weakly on the ground.

Pea's clothes were torn apart by the man, Cuicui finally stumbled up, knelt in front of the man and hissed: "Come on, she's still young, I can do anything...... Please...... Please......"

The man pushed her down and yelled, "Get out!"

Cuicui cried heartbreakingly, prostrate on the ground and muttered: "Don't do this, please...... She's still ......."

The man was interrupted several times, as if he was provoked, he let go of the pea, but Cuicui didn't have time to rejoice, he was torn out of the door by the man's hair, he "slammed" the door shut, and then put down the bolt behind the door.

Qinghe hid in the cupboard, trembling uncontrollably, she heard Cuicui crying outside the door, constantly banging on the door.

"I can do anything. Don't touch her, don't touch her, she's still young, please, I can do anything!"

Cuicui's voice was intermittent, the pea twitched, crying and screaming and struggling, Qinghe's fingers pinched his skin stiffly, pinching the skin with blood, but he didn't dare to make a sound at all.

In the midst of chaos, darkness finally came.

The girl's screams and cries, frantically struggling to no avail, and the man's vomiting gasps were mixed and intermingled.

After some time, Pea's gaze became confused, and she no longer screamed and struggled loudly, but just lay on her back on the ground, silent, as if she had lost all her life.

Qinghe trembled slightly, and tried to widen his eyes and meet the eyes of the pea.

She saw Pea silently saying something, word by word.

She tried to make it, and finally saw that what she said was, "Don't come out...... Don't come out ......"

Don't come out.

She told her not to come out.

Qinghe trembled more and more, her teeth collided uncontrollably, and she covered her mouth to prevent herself from making a sound.

She didn't come out, she could only watch like this.

From that time on, Qinghe finally knew that there was no light at this time, but she was unfortunate enough to live there.

Time seemed to have lost its meaning of existence, Qinghe saw the man get dressed and walked out, and then Cuicui ran in crying and knelt beside Pea.

Qinghe suddenly pushed open the wardrobe and knelt next to Pea, there was a strong smell of blood and disgusting smell in the room, and Pea was covered with blood, very red and bright.

The girl who fell to the ground moved her stiff fingers and grabbed Qinghe's hand, and the two hands were clasped together, bringing out endless coolness.

For a long time, Qinghe trembled her lips and looked at Cuicui, the suffocating silence spread in the room, the girl felt the pain in her body, and a wave of nausea that came out of her heart, she wanted to vomit, she wanted to vomit all the bile and internal organs, her eyes were very chaotic, she could only see black and white, just like the light of the sky for a moment, however, they never, could not see the light of the sky.

"Sister, it hurts," the girl said aggrievedly, "how long will it take?"

At this moment, Qinghe originally thought that he couldn't cry, but finally cried loudly.

At that time, Qinghe and Pea were still young, they were ignorant of what they had endured and what they were going to experience in the future, Qinghe had an instinctive fear of these, these experiences made her silent, and she began to consciously cover her face with dust, but when she really understood what she was facing, it was a few years later.

In the years since this happened, what impressed her the most was Cuicui's increasingly desperate expression, as well as Pea's narration and crying. After that, Pea suffered the same thing repeatedly, and began her daily pain, and she gradually understood why Cuicui's face at that time appeared numb and panicked. 2The only thing that makes her happy is the existence of Qinghe, there is still an innocent and ridiculous hope in the eyes of the girl who is three years younger than her, she wants Qinghe to recognize the reality, and she thinks that it is better for the girl to not understand. Qinghe is undoubtedly luckier than Pea and Cuicui, although she lost her immature qualifications early, she has not fallen into the quagmire. In the midst of darkness and chaos, Pea fell into an endless abyss, and no one could save her, and at that moment, her soul and flesh were chopped little by little, crushed little by little, little by little, and decayed little by little, and finally turned into a disgusting pile of blood. Later, she knew that it was not a dream, or that life itself was a nightmare. Peas are born well, gradually opened, revealing her beauty, and Cuicui is different, the beauty of peas is like a spring sleeping begonia, lazy and charming, very moving, her appearance often makes the flower mother a little regretful that she did not ask for a good price for the first time. At first, Cuicui always hoped that the peas would not grow so well, but later she wished that she would grow more and more beautiful. Only when she is good-looking and worth a lot of money can she have a choice. Ordinary prostitutes always die of a lot of diseases, and most of them don't even know when they went, but Pea always wants to leave, and so does Qinghe. Whenever this happens, Cuicui always looks at them sadly and helplessly, without saying a word. The world they live in is not beautiful for them, there are no dreams, no sunshine, no bright illusions. Never. When she was already deep in the mud, Pea couldn't afford to fall for herself, even if it would be much easier. She always said like Qinghe that she was in pain, her body was very painful, and her heart was very painful, and finally converged into shame and disgust that had become clearer day by day. Every time it was like the first time, I had nightmares every day, and there was no way to become numb. Soon after, Cuicui died, dying on a rainy night. Qinghe and Pea knelt in front of Mother Flower, begging her to bury Cuicui's body properly. But you must know that even the cheapest coffin costs a lot of copper coins. Qinghe and Pea watched as Mother Hua asked a little maid to donate Cuicui's body on a broken mat and throw it in the wilderness where I don't know where. Qinghe didn't want to think about the situation after that, she didn't know how she and Pea struggled in the heavy rain and mud, and she didn't want to remember how the two of them were powerless, everything seemed to return to the night that fell into darkness again. After sobering up, Pea seems to have changed a person, she began to climb up step by step, she was originally good-looking, unscrupulously put her dignity under her feet, and finally gradually became a scheming existence that even intriguing prostitutes are not willing to befriend. But Pea didn't seem to care at all. She just looks at Qinghe a lot. She often stared at Qinghe, and occasionally told her that she would die in a place where there was light. This sentence was once said by Cui Cuiye, to her and Pea. At that time, neither of them understood the profound meaning of this short sentence. Until now, Pea has also said this. Qinghe thought that she would also die in a place where there was light. Unbeknownst to Qinghe, Pea made an agreement with the people there. She cooperated with all their actions, and the last request was to take Qinghe out. The whole plan is interlocking and crazy, and if one step goes wrong, it can lead to a catastrophe. She's going to die, Pea knows that all too well. Fortunately, Qinghe can finally touch the light. The girl had a smile on her face as she thought about it.