It's garbage that hits women, and it's garbage that makes girls cry...... And I'm a piece of garbage.

It was my blessing to have a girl who liked me, but I made this girl who really liked me for the first time cry.

Clenched my fists, I didn't even dare to look at Hu Jiwen's appearance, and the strong face that was pretended to be full of tears was full of tears.

Many students around us cast curious glances at us, and many of them heard that confession.

made the girl cry, grass, such a beautiful girl confessed and still refused, this kid thinks he is something, is only a fairy worthy of him?

I could hear people scolding me all around me...... But why didn't anyone come and beat me?

I don't even know when or how this meal ended.

All I know is that I've never felt worse than ever, and for the first time I hate my incompetence.

It was this time that the hatred in my heart for my two parents who left me a lot of debt reached an unprecedented height.

In the end, I didn't even know when I left the cafeteria.

I only know that at the time of separation, Hu Jiwen's face was a bright smile that made my heart ache.

In a daze, I went to reissue my meal card, and instead of going to the classroom immediately, I went into the grove alone, leaning quietly against a tree, looking at the sky overhead.

I didn't know what was going on in my mind, I just looked at the sky quietly, my fingers blocking the sun.

Hu Jiwen's crying face made me feel a strong regret in my heart.

Am I really right to do that? Hurt a girl like that.

That's right, I did the right thing.

I told myself in my heart that I had done nothing wrong, that I was in debt now, that loan sharks might come to my door at any time, and that I might be found dead on the street at any time.

This kind of me is not qualified to talk about a love that is very likely to break up in the future, but will leave a lifetime of good memories like a normal student, and that kind of love is the most innocent.

I'm not qualified...... If, one day, I don't have to worry about loan sharks, maybe ......

"Huh, is that you?" At this moment, a voice suddenly came from the side.

Slightly familiar, I turned around and took a look, it was the same Brother Yu I met at noon yesterday, with Zhang Tieshan and them, a senior in the third year of high school.

Zhang Tieshan and the fat man may still be in the hospital, and they didn't see the red hair and the sissy, but today these people went to the cafeteria to eat by themselves, holding plates.

When he saw me, the expression on his face suddenly became a little embarrassed, after all, that kind of thing just happened yesterday.

I nodded at a few people, and I didn't say a word.

That Brother Yu may also feel a little uncomfortable in the atmosphere, frowned, and prepared to go to other places with his brothers.

But after taking two steps, this Brother Yu suddenly stopped again and turned to look at me: "Hey, you won't still come to Xiaoshan to find them, right? Xiaoshan has been sent to the hospital by you, his skull is cracked, and the fat man's nose is also broken, almost?"

This guy, although he didn't dare to carry it with me to the end yesterday, still cares about his little brother in his heart.

My impression of this guy changed a little, and I shook my head and said, "I'm not looking for them, I'm just looking for a place to be quiet for a while...... Is there any smoke?"

Brother Yu frowned, and then took out a pack of classic Hibiscus King from his arms and threw it over, and also threw a lighter.

Smoking one and lighting it, I returned all the cigarettes and lighters to Brother Yu, swallowed a puff of smoke and said, "Thank you." ”

"Hmm!"

Brother Yu answered, and then glanced at the brother next to him, and several people went to the side.

The taste of the Hibiscus King is very channeling, piercing into the lungs, and it is a little hot.

For me, maybe this is the only taste that can really calm me down.

I didn't go back until it was almost time for class, and I was very depressed, especially when I saw Hu Jiwen, I always had a feeling that I didn't know how to face it.

In comparison, Hu Jiwen is much more generous, and when she sees me, she even waves at me with a smile on her face, but that appearance makes me feel more distressed.

It took me a long time to calm down and start the afternoon session.

Ellie also came back, and lay in the infirmary for two classes, in the middle of which Liu Ruyan heard about it, and hurriedly ran to take a sneak look, and found that Ellie was okay before going back.

When it was time for school to get out, I packed up my things and prepared to go to work at Rainbow Pavilion.

But as soon as he stood up, Hu Jiwen in front of him suddenly ran over: "Hey, brother, do you want to go together after school, I know there is a dessert shop, and the ice cream in it is delicious." ”

Before I could speak, Ellie behind me suddenly stood up with a scream, "Wait a minute, man, what's going on?"

Dizzy, forget, Ellie is the little vinegar king of China.

I had no choice but to bite the bullet and give Ellie a brief description of what happened at noon today, of course, omitting the confession.

Hu Jiwen next to him smiled sheepishly: "I often cause trouble in school, how can I do it if I don't find someone who can protect me, my brother is so good at fighting, I can't let it go." ”

As a result, Ellie's face suddenly collapsed, and her face was full of unhappiness: "No, no, absolutely not, I don't agree." ”

"Why?" I asked, a little curiously.

It's just that there's an extra sister, and it's not really a relationship, why is Ellie so reactive?

Ellie's face turned red, and after holding it for a long time, she finally said, "What if...... If you think of her as a sister, then I'm not a generation younger than her......"

I fainted, it turned out to be this.

"It's good to have your own opinions. I said.

Seeing that Ellie seemed to be a little unhappy, I hurriedly said to Hu Jiwen: "I'm sorry, I still have something to do after school in the afternoon, so you can only go alone, it's really not okay for you to go with Ellie, bye." ”

Dropping a word, I hurriedly ran, in case I got entangled, it would be endless.

The work time was relatively tight, and I didn't dare to delay for long, so I stopped a car at the school gate and hurried over.

When I passed, many of the escort girls had already gone to work, and the two of them came yesterday, just put on makeup, and were about to go to work, and they all called Fei Ge sweetly when they saw me coming.

To be honest, it was pretty cool.

Lu Mei also came over, but compared with others, Lu Mei was obviously a little embarrassed, especially thinking about what happened after work last night, before she could say a word, her face was already completely red.

As for the word Feige, I can't call it at all, after all, I'm her student.

"Call me Xiaofei. I said.

Lu Mei breathed a sigh of relief and glanced at me with some gratitude: "Xiaofei." ”

I nodded: "Go to work, if anything happens, remember to call me." ”

Lu Mei answered, and then went to work.

My working hours are only half past seven, Lu Mei is different, Lu Mei's job is to accompany the guests to drink, there is no fixed working time, you can leave work early if you want.

However, you have to wait for the guests to finish drinking, and if you sometimes encounter customers who have been drinking for a long time, you may be busy until late at night before you can leave work.

My life was settled in this way, I attended classes in school during the day and worked in Rainbow Pavilion after school.

When I was in school, I was often harassed by Hu Jiwen, and now the whole class knows that Hu Jiwen recognizes me as a brother.

And Hu Jiwen was even more arrogant, running to my side as soon as class started, making Ellie roll her eyes angrily every time.

As for Ellie's condition, it gradually stabilized, and except for the fact that morning, when she suddenly couldn't control it, she could control it at other times.

Later, I asked once, why did the seizure happen so badly that day?

Ellie's face was flushed and she writhed for a long time before she whispered that it turned out that the night before, Ellie was lying in bed, but somehow she found a little bit more than that.

As a result, I watched **, and the next day, I was still thinking about the content in my head.

As a result, when the attack occurred, it was more violent than ever, and it was impossible to control it at all.

I fainted, I didn't expect it to be the reason.

In the middle, Liu Xianglan also came over to ask me about the matter between Liu Ruyan and me, and asked me if my psychological problems had improved.

But at this time, I can only cooperate with Liu Xianglan, and I said that I don't know, because Liu Ruyan's work is relatively busy during this period, and she comes back late, and she is very tired, so she hasn't done much in the past few days.

Liu Xianglan just frowned, and didn't say anything, and I didn't take this matter to heart.

On weekends, my work is still in the afternoon, from 2:30 p.m. to 7:30 p.m., five hours, so I don't rush over in the morning.

However, Liu Ruyan seemed to have arrangements, and after finishing her grooming and makeup early in the morning, she was ready to go out happily with her handbag.

But as soon as I arrived at the door, I was stopped by Liu Xianglan, and then called me over, took out two tickets to the playground from my pocket, and said that I wanted Liu Ruyan to go out with me to have a fun time and cultivate feelings.

I don't have anything yet, but Liu Ruyan's face suddenly changed when she heard this.

With a very embarrassed face, Liu Ruyan said, "Mom, that, I have other arrangements today." ”

Liu Xianglan's face suddenly sank: "What is the arrangement, push it back first." ”

Liu Ruyan's eyes rolled around: "Push...... I can't push it off, and recently the leaders above are going to come to inspect, and I have to accompany them in the school, and it has been said that if I push it off, it may be a little troublesome, so ...... Next time. ”

At this time, the sister-in-law came out of the room, and when she heard this, a mocking look appeared on her face: "Why did another leader come to inspect, didn't you just come last week?"

Liu Ruyan's face looked a little embarrassed: "That, this time it's a different batch, it's the leader of the Teaching X Bureau, so it's ......"

Liu Ruyan's appearance looks really anxious.