Chapter 160: Missing
Saturday night.
Bihu City is brightly lit, and there seems to be a heat wave floating in the air, but the central gymnasium is exceptionally cool and comfortable.
"Encore, Encore, Encore!"
With a loud and enthusiastic shout under the stage, the stage lights changed suddenly, and Xi Xi, who was wearing gorgeous costumes, slowly rose to the stage.
The audience erupted in deafening screams, fans held up their glow sticks and light signs, waving wildly, and those shining lights gathered together to form a bright sea of stars, which was particularly beautiful.
Xi Xi stood in the center of the stage, picked up the microphone, and smiled: "After so many ups and downs, my dream of debuting in my hometown and touring concerts all over the country has finally come true." Here, I would like to thank everyone who never abandons you, it is your companionship and love that has made me on the stage, I love you! So, tonight's last song, Shadow, is dedicated to you!"
Bowing slightly politely, Xi Xi took a step back, the stage lights dimmed and brightened, and the sound of beautiful music resounded throughout the gymnasium.
"Love is like a bubble immersed in the deep sea, once vowed never to leave, strange cities can't wait, the exception of feelings, I know you ......"
Looking at the bright sea of stars under the stage, singing music that he was all too familiar with, Xi Xi smiled sweetly and performed exceptionally well.
Tonight is an important day for her dream to come true, and it is a day that many fans have been waiting for for a long time, and tonight is destined to be unforgettable.
"I chase you and never give up, like an intimate shadow, never separated......"
With the rhythm of the music, Xi Xi's singing voice progressed step by step, the treble was bright, and the audience suddenly erupted into crazy screams.
All the light converged on Xi Xi's body, the light seemed to flow into a galaxy in her black pupils, she sang her specialty track with affection, and performed the last song of tonight's concert with her heart, but somehow, she suddenly felt a little sad.
The lyrics of this song are really ironic......
I think that when she and Wang Mengqian were together, didn't she also say that she would never give up?
At that time, in order to prevent the company and the media from discovering the relationship between the two, except for some public occasions, as long as they seized the opportunity, the two would definitely stick together, whether it was chatting about family life, watching movies, even if it was boring in the studio, you played and sang the same song repeatedly, it seemed to have some fun.
That kind of unspeakable love, unspeakable romance and happiness, she can never get it back.
It was she who lost him, it was she who pushed her shadow away......
If it weren't for her impulsiveness, if it weren't for her willfulness, would they still be as sweet and happy as ever?
Don't look at her in front of everyone on weekdays, she always looks indifferent and doesn't care, but only Xi Xi knows in her heart that her heart has been taken away by Wang Mengqian, and what supports her now is just a belief.
But sometimes, Xi Xi would think that she had made a mistake on impulse, but how could he be so ruthless and really walk away?
Still, at the end of the day, she regretted it.
It's a pity that in this world, there is never a regret medicine.
Tears gradually welled up in his eyes, Xi Xi held back his tears, controlled the trembling of his voice, and ended perfectly with the best attitude.
"Thank you all my friends, goodbye!"
As the lifting platform slowly descended, Xi Xi smiled and kept waving to the fans in the audience, until she could no longer see it, and her whole body relaxed, and the sadness contained in her emotions could no longer be concealed.
She worked so hard and gave so much just to let that person know that she was doing well.
However, every time she won an honor, every time she fulfilled a wish, she still remembered him. I always wonder if he could be by her side at this time, looking at her with a smile, bringing her encouragement and warmth.
The pitch-black eyelashes trembled slightly, and Xi Xi closed his eyes in pain, frozen in place, seemingly extremely confused about what to do next.
The staff hurriedly stepped forward to help her change out of the heavy clothes on her body, and after helping her remove the heavy makeup on her face, Xi Xi's assistant walked over slowly, and his voice was very soft: "Sister Xi Xi, we should go back." ”
"Yes, I see. ”
Xi Xi opened his eyes, responded simply, got up numbly, put on his coat, put on a mask, and walked out of the gymnasium with his assistant.
Breathing in the fresh night air of Bihu City, Xi Xi adjusted his state and strode forward as if nothing had happened.
She has long been accustomed to this kind of life and such a rhythm.
On the stage, in public, she is the high-profile new star Xi Xi, she needs to establish a perfect image and bring a positive energy to the public.
However, whenever in those corners that no one cares about, who can know what she really looks like?
On the surface, it looks calm, but deep down it is like a sea of swords, living like a mask every day, Xi Xi feels very tired, but at the same time, she doesn't want to take off the mask, and her fragile heart is shown so bluntly.
The assistant followed Xi Xi step by step, knowing that Xi Xi was in a bad mood now, but he didn't dare to say much. It wasn't until he walked out of the courtyard of the gymnasium and saw Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi standing outside the gate that the assistant's eyes lit up instantly.
"Sister Xuanxuan, Brother Jiaxi, you are here!"
The assistant waved warmly, firstly to let Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi see them, and secondly, to attract Xi Xi's attention.
There will be a commercial performance in Xi Xi tomorrow afternoon, and it is not possible for her emotions to develop like this, the assistant can't think of a good way, but Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi may not be able to think of a good way.
With friends by his side, maybe Xi Xi's mood can be somewhat relaxed.
Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi hurriedly stepped forward, and the two handed over the flowers and gifts in their hands at the same time, and said in unison: "Congratulations to Xi Xi for the success of his first solo concert!"
"You two don't make trouble!" Xi Xi smiled helplessly, reached out to take the flowers and gifts, and asked softly, "Why didn't Xiao Ze come with you?"
Since the events of the press conference a few years ago, the estrangement between Xi Xi and his parents seems to be getting deeper and deeper.
Even though she knew very well that they were bewitched by Yin Xinyan to make trouble because they were greedy for money, the harm they brought to her and the pain they brought to her still left a deep scar in her heart, and it was not a word of sorry, or even a clarification that could be made up for by such an approach.
Xi Xi's parents also seem to know that Xi Xi does not want to see them, and they also promise that as long as Xi Xi still provides them with monthly living expenses, they promise that they will never come to make trouble again, let alone disturb Xi Xi's work and life.
But these assurances do not mean that they don't want to see Xi Ze, nor does it mean that Xi Ze doesn't want to see them.
Two days ago, Xi Xi's parents came to visit Xi Ze by car, so Xi Xi didn't live with Xi Ze these days. Xi Ze is gradually growing up, she has no right to prevent him from seeing his parents, if she doesn't want to see them, she can avoid them.
In this way, it is not surprising that she is asking these questions now.
Lin Wenxuan knew what Xi Xi was thinking, she took a deep breath and explained: "Originally, Xiao Ze wanted to come with us, but when he went out, he was sleepy again, so we coaxed him to sleep first." They just took the car back, and tomorrow morning, Jiaxi and I will drive Ozawa to your house, and you two brothers and sisters can live together again. ”
Xi Xi nodded, but did not make a sound, and the strangeness in his emotions was seen through by Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi at a glance.
"It's getting late, so don't stand here and talk. Xi Xi, Xuanxuan just told me something, the two of us want to discuss with you, do you think we should find a place to have some supper?"
Seeing that the atmosphere was depressed, Qin Jiaxi hurriedly changed the topic.
"It's too late now, it's not good for Sister Xi Xi to be photographed outside at this time. ”
Without waiting for Xi Xi to answer, Xi Xi's assistant shook his head first and denied Qin Jiaxi's idea of eating supper.
Xi Xi is not as free as she used to be, she is not so free.
Seeing that Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi were a little embarrassed, Xi Xi stopped the assistant who wanted to continue, and smiled hard: "It's okay, everyone come to my house, we can order takeout from the Internet, I want to eat fried chicken, skewers, and beer, please help me order it." I can't go with your car, you two can go with us!"
"Sister Xi Xi, you can't eat these, these will ...... you"
Xi Xi completely ignored the assistant's nagging, sped up his pace and got into the car, and the assistant hurriedly followed to get into the car, and the words of persuasion never stopped.
Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi glanced at each other, the two shook their heads helplessly, and hurriedly got into the car.
Qin Jiaxi started the car and followed the car of Xi Xi's team closely, Lin Wenxuan fastened her seat belt, took out her mobile phone, and sighed: "Jiaxi, what kind of takeout do you say we order?" Xi Xi said that she wanted to eat fried chicken, skewers, and beer, but I saw that her assistant didn't seem ......to agree."
"Just eat as much as she wants, and let her relax once in a while, there's nothing wrong with that. ”
"That's right, then I'll order that. Lin Wenxuan asked while choosing something to eat, "However, I always feel that Xi Xi doesn't seem to be so happy, what do you think, Jiaxi?"
"Well, obviously, she's just not in a good mood. ”
"She's got her dream true tonight, why is she so sullen?"
Qin Jiaxi paused, "Because she misses Wang Mengqian." ”
During the time when Lin Wenxuan lived in the United States, Qin Jiaxi witnessed everything Xi Xi went through.
He watched her efforts and success, but he also understood that everything she did was to let Wang Mengqian know that she was doing well now and that she had become what she dreamed of.
Listening to Qin Jiaxi's answer, Lin Wenxuan couldn't help but be taken aback: "Miss Wang Mengqian?!How could she? She said it before......
"Girls' minds are the hardest to guess, and sometimes, they keep saying that they don't care, that they don't care about anything, but they don't necessarily think so in their hearts. Qin Jiaxi took a deep breath, "From a different perspective, take the example when you broke up with Qiao Mingjue, you told yourself over and over again that you forgot him, but can your heart really heal so quickly?"
Qin Jiaxi's rhetorical question only brought Lin Wenxuan's silence.
He is right, a person's heart, never lies.
If everyone can get out of the haze of love so quickly, then there will not be so many people in this world who are hurt by love.
Xu felt that his words had stimulated Lin Wenxuan, and Qin Jiaxi coughed embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have taken this incident as an example, it made you sad again." Don't think about those unhappy, it's better to wait until you go down to Xi Xi's house, you can persuade her. ”
"It's okay you don't have to apologize, I've really let him go. ”
Lin Wenxuan smiled, but didn't say anything more.
She didn't dare to tell him that her heart had been filled by him.
Thinking of this, with a sweet smile on her lips, Lin Wenxuan turned her head a little awkwardly, looking at the brightly lit streets outside the car window, looking at the twinkling stars in the sky, and her eyes seemed to be surging with star-like light.