"Crazy! This Professor Wang is simply crazy!" As soon as she walked out of the clinic, Xinya couldn't control her emotions, her face turned pale, and she scolded Professor Wang.

"Don't talk like that. People are experts in psychology, and in the spirit of responsible professionalism, it is also appropriate to adjust the direction of diagnosis in a timely manner according to the changes in the patient's situation, and you should understand. "I'm actually disappointed in Professor Wang's approach, but I can't add fuel to the fire.

"What do you say now, the only lifeline is gone, why are you waiting for the sentence to go to jail?" Xinya said and couldn't stop crying.

"It's okay, if you go in for a few years, you can stay for a few years, and it's not that you won't come out, maybe the comatose person will wake up in a few days, and he will be fine like me, and he probably won't have to go to jail. I wiped her tears and comforted Xinya. I feel like I have to be like a man, I have to resist, I can't be like Xinya.

Xinya, apparently thinking that I was purely whimsical, gave me a blank look, and then sighed heavily.

Although I helped Professor Wang develop in front of Xinya, Professor Wang changed his previous understanding of my mental illness diagnosis at this critical moment, in fact, I was also very unhappy. It's not that I agree that I'm a sleepwalker, but I can't deny it, and at the moment it's only possible that this sleepwalker can save me to some extent.

I don't understand medicine or psychology, and from a phenomenological point of view, it can indeed be explained by sleepwalking, but as the professor said, how can you prove that your behavior is not controlled by your own consciousness during sleepwalking?

But then I didn't understand even more, if my behavior during sleepwalking was not controlled by my consciousness, then who was guiding and controlling my behavior during sleepwalking? How can a living organism without conscious control take all kinds of actions? Judging from the behavior of sleepwalkers in so many well-known sleepwalking cases, it seems that sleepwalkers have clear goals, clear directions, orderly behaviors, and clear logic, otherwise, even strangers will find out about the sleepwalkers' abnormalities in time and will not let them continue to sleepwalk.

I suddenly remembered the saying: You can't wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep.

Thinking back to Professor Wang's statement that the things I sleepwalked in were all against the law and morality, and I rarely saw good people doing good deeds to help others, I suddenly understood Professor Wang's difficulties:

It seems that sleepwalking is really just to cover people's ears and eyes.

Alas, who will understand me!

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After thinking about it, I became calm.

If you can't hide, then go in and stay for a few years.

The only thing I can't let go of is how to explain it to my daughter and my daughter's grandmother.

In their eyes, I have always been a person who respects the elderly, loves the young, loves the family, and abides by the law, and I have never revealed the slightest rumor to them about the absurd incidents that happened before, and now I have suddenly become a criminal criminal, no matter what, it is still difficult to face, and I can't explain it clearly.

Ever since Lawyer Qiu learned that she might be sentenced, Xinya felt like she had lost her soul, and she sat restlessly all day, had trouble sleeping and eating, and asked everywhere for advice on how she could avoid criminal punishment, and was especially resentful of Professor Wang's attitude.

"You have to think not only about your needs, but also from Professor Wang's point of view. Besides, Professor Wang does not necessarily participate in the forensic psychiatric evaluation, and his views only represent his personal views. Seeing Xinya sitting on the sofa and crying silently, I gently patted her on the back.

"You are obviously sick, and you do all those things unconsciously, how unjust will it be if you are sentenced to prison?

"Hey, it doesn't matter. Just have a clear conscience. "I guess I can only act more relaxed and indifferent, otherwise Xinya will be even more upset.

"Alas!" Xinya sighed heavily, stood up, and begged: "I want to go out, you are at home by yourself, don't go out." ”

"Where are you going?"

"I asked someone to have coffee with. ”

Perverse!

Xinya moved to live with me since she first arrived, and I never heard of her going out for coffee on weekends by herself.

"Don't ..... you"

Before I could finish my sentence, there was a knock at the door.

I opened the door before Xinya, and it was Wenwen with the child who came in, followed by Guimei.

"How did you two get together?"

"I'll take the baby to see you on the weekend. Come, the baby let Daddy hug it. ”

Wenwen handed the child to me, and when she saw that Gui Mei did not speak, she added: "Gui Mei went to talk to me today, and then I made an appointment to come to see you together." ”

"Come, come, come, come in. Xinya also came up to say hello, but she was not in a mood, unlike before when she came up, she would tease the baby.

"My baby is starting to learn to walk. Baby, come down and take two steps to show Dad and Aunt Xinya. Wenwen put an index finger into the child's palm, I put the child on the ground, and Wenwen grabbed the child's wrist with her other hand.

It's more than a year old, and it's really time to learn to walk. The child tried to walk forward under Wenwen's traction. Because the muscles and strength have not yet developed to that level, the pace is still crooked, but several people are watching around, and the child seems to understand that he has become the center at this time, and he looks at this and then that while staggering, he is full of interest and joy, and he looks very cute.

Maybe this time is not right, although everyone is around the child, but no one applauds or comments on the child's behavior, especially Xinya, who just quietly watched.

Wenwen should have seen it, picked up the child and handed it to me again, said to the child, "Let's go to Dad", turned around and asked Xinya: "What is the current situation of the case, does Lawyer Qiu have any explanation?"

Xinya glanced at me, and I motioned for her to explain to Wenwen.

"Alas!" Xinya sighed again: "It hurts to speak." Lawyer Qiu said that sleepwalking disorder is considered a mild mental illness and may be mitigated or even exempted from criminal punishment. ”

"That would be great. Wenwen seemed to have a stone in her heart, and she was much more relaxed.

"What's good? Whether his condition is sleepwalking or not, experts are not very sure. If no one identifies him as a sleepwalker after applying for a forensic evaluation, he will definitely go to prison. ”

"Is it still the same expert you talked about last time? If he doesn't think it's sleepwalking, then how can he explain it?" Wenwen couldn't figure it out either.

"I think he basically dismisses sleepwalking, but he also says that he wants to do some research. Professor Wang is not a ..... at all, he said that there is no way to prove that his specific sleepwalking behavior is unconscious, which seems to mean that it is difficult to distinguish between the truth and the falsehood of each sleepwalking. ”

Now when she talks about Professor Wang, Xinya is so angry that her face turns blue, and she wants to swear.