Because she was afraid that Zhou Lin would be worried, Lan Xue kept pretending to be casual when she was sent home by Sun Xiaolin, talking and laughing with Zhou Lin with a smile on her face, how fresh the air outside and how warm the sunshine outside was...... After a peaceful laughter, Sun Xiaolin left, Zhou Lin also went to buy vegetables with great interest, Zhou Lin insisted on not letting Lan Xue accompany her, so when Lan Xue was the only one left at home, when Lan Xue's slowly rotating wheelchair returned to the room and closed the door, she could finally admit her vulnerability without concealment. Lan Xue leaned limply on the wheelchair all over, and the burning pain in her heart was unbearable as if she had been blocked with a piece of coal. She kept telling herself in her heart that Xu Duhang would not be able to deceive her, let alone hurt her. It was Duan Yehan who made her such a person, and it would definitely not be Xu Duhang...... But the more she told herself, the more often the faces of the two men she saw in the bar came to her mind...... Every time that picture was repeated in her mind, her heart was torn apart again with pain, until a sudden moment, Lan Xue found in her memory that when she had seen those two people a long time ago, her heart suddenly seemed to be crumpled into powder in an instant, and her heart was shattered and wiped out......

That was Lan Xue's first pair of Xu Duhang, full of distress, guilt and unbearable...... That day, she learned that Xu Duhang had been injured in a traffic accident and anxiously went to the hospital to see him, but unexpectedly, Xu Duhang had already left the hospital. She knew that Xu Duhang must have gone to a bar when she left the hospital, so she went to the bar to find him again. In the bar, she saw him bartending alone at the bar, red blood seeping down the gauze wrapped around his head, not only on the white gauze, but also into her heart. Xu Duhang was drunk, so drunk that he mistakenly thought that he was Duan Meixi, he said to her: "Duan Meixi, go back and tell your brother, I don't care what he said when he asked Uncle Lan out to make Uncle Lan become so flustered, and no matter what enmity he has with Uncle Lan, in short, I will protect the people of the Lan family to the end." It was this sentence that made her feel even more distressed about Xu Duhang. Since he was a child, he has never paid anything for him, but he has done everything to care for her. Mistaken for Duan Meixi, she was pushed away by Xu Duhang, and this push made her accidentally bump into a man who walked into the bar with her friends......

The man's friend brought a dozen beers and placed them on the bar, and the man smiled wickedly and said to her, "I'll forgive you when you drink them all." Lan Xue has been a little weak in her bones since she was a child, but she doesn't know where she got her courage today, she is not afraid of the man's evil smile but looks directly at him, her direct gaze even makes the man on the other side a little stunned, but he still smiled and said: "The little girl is very stubborn, give the eldest brother a name." Lan Xue smiled helplessly, and said to the man: "My name is Lan Xue, do you want me to write an apology?" For Lan Xue's contemptuous attitude, the man was very angry, and he grabbed Lan Xue's collar, "Lan Xue, you fucking look for death!" The man just raised his arm and didn't fall down when he instantly felt a sharp pain in his head, and then reached out to touch it, his fingers were stained with blood, and he suddenly let go of Lan Xue and squatted on the ground with his head in his hands. Lan Xue stood to the side in a daze, she seemed to be a little "scared stupid" She only felt that she was trembling, only to see Xu Duhang holding a half-broken beer bottle crookedly walked to the man's side, grabbed his shoulders with both hands, and a sharp smile crossed the corners of her mouth, "Lan Xue? This name is also worthy of your name!" As he spoke, his hand clasped his throat tightly. Although the man was speechless with a sore throat, he waved at his "little brothers", and they pounced on Xu Duhang like hungry wolves one by one. Lan Xue wanted to step forward and hold him, but Xu Duhang let go of her hand and sneered and said, "Thank you Miss Duan for your concern, you can go, don't worry about me." It's been a long time since I've had a happy fight, just proof that I'm still alive" After speaking, Xu Duhang greeted him in a dashing manner......

The phrase "the police are coming" frightened the gang into fleeing. Lan Xue hurriedly rushed up and cried and hugged Xu Duhang's head, constantly stroking his blood-stained face, "Brother Duhang, it's okay...... It's okay......" Xu Duhang was close to being unconscious, but in a trance, he took Lan Xue's hand and said intermittently: "Duan Meixi, Lan Xue has broken up with me, and I will fulfill her and your brother." I beg your brother for me, never hurt her, hurt her family......"

Just hearing his name, Xu Duhang can fight hard for this name, even if he is beaten to the point of being nearly unconscious, he still wants to protect her...... It was at that moment that she told herself that apart from her parents, the only person she could trust in this world was Xu Duhang......

However, recalling these memories now is a great irony for Lan Xue. Because, the man who was bumped into by himself that day, and the friend of the man who put a dozen beers on the bar, are the two people he met at the bar today...... was helping Xu Duhang look after the store, his friend ...... Lan Xue finally understood that everything was just a play. I thought that Xu Duhang was already drunk and unconscious, but he didn't expect that he couldn't be more sober that day. He watched himself walk into his "set" and co-starred with his friends in a seamless play for himself. For the sake of this "seamless", he even did not hesitate to hurt himself...... At this moment, she suddenly realized why Qiu Yingsheng suddenly appeared beside her when she rushed to the bar to see Xu Duhang and told herself "don't go". The phrase "don't go" seemed to appear in my ears again with my thoughts......

"Okay, tell me why, what do you know?"

"Yes, I know. However, I'm just a ghost, please forgive me for not being able to tell you why. Because ghosts are not allowed to participate in human affairs. But I want you to take my word for it and don't go. If you don't go, maybe things will change in the future. ”

Yes, although Qiu Yingsheng never told him the reason, he was so desperate that he didn't want to go. But what is your answer? I just smiled indifferently and replied, "Thank you for the reminder." I'm still going to go, I've turned a person who was happy and didn't have any negative into a bruiser, even if I will become miserable in the future, that's the punishment I deserve. ”

Lan Xue lowered her head slightly, looked at her legs, and then looked at the armrests on both sides of the wheelchair, she suddenly laughed, the laughter was full of sarcasm and sadness, tears accompanied by her sad laughter welled up in her eyes, just like that, she laughed and cried while shouting to a corner of the room: "It's me who is wrong, it's me who is wrong Brother Yingsheng! You told me not to go because it was a trap, right? I'm sorry Brother Yingsheng, I didn't listen to you, I fell into the trap, and I get the punishment I deserve now...... Lan Xue cried and buried her head between her knees, her cry was like a hoarse wail, full of sadness, despair, and pain...... Because, until now, she still didn't want to believe that Xu Duhang would dig such a bottomless trap for her, because until now she still didn't want to believe that she had turned herself into a big joke with her own hands......

At this moment, in the world of blue snow, except for the hard heartache, she seems to feel nothing anymore. Time stood still, the air froze, and if it weren't for the fatal pain in her heart, even she herself would have thought that she was dead......

Lan Xue hadn't raised her head, she really didn't dare to raise her head anymore. She was afraid to see everything in front of her again, she no longer knew what was true and what was false, and she didn't want to admit that she was the biggest joke and the biggest fool in the world again. Until, she felt a warm hand caress her hair, although the palm was warm, and the warm palm on her hair was enough to gradually relieve the pain in her heart, but when she felt this warmth, she still couldn't help but shiver. Perhaps, this is the signal that her heart gives her, her heart tells her not to rely on anything anymore, maybe the warmth she feels at the moment will turn into a biting cold in the next second...... Lan Xue raised her head because of the shivering, and facing her was Duan Yehan's face. He crouched on the ground, raised his hand and stroked his hair, his face was calm, without a trace of expression. Seeing Lan Xue raise his head, Duan Yehan slowly lowered his arm to wipe the tears on her face, he carefully wiped Lan Xue's tears, looked at Lan Xue's eyes that were still full of tears, and said, "I knocked on the door, but I came in without waiting for your answer." You know, you're crying so loudly. Lan Xue didn't speak, she just looked at Duan Yehan blankly, and suddenly, she grabbed the wrist of Duan Yehan's hand that was wiping her tears for herself, and said, "How much do you hate me?"

Duan Yehan was stunned for a moment, but after only a moment, he smiled and moved Lan Xue's hand away with his two hands, and replied, "I don't know, maybe, as much as you." As much as you hate me, then I hate you as much as I am. Hearing Duan Yehan's words, the tears that had been in Lan Xue's eyes flowed, she looked directly at Duan Yehan, and said lonely: "I once thought about killing you, if I can't do it myself, I'll find someone else to kill you for me...... What about you, since we hate the same amount, would you want the same thing as me?" Duan Yehan replied without hesitation, he slowly stood up, looked down at Lan Xue's sad eyes, and continued: "Because, you have never thought about it like that. "Yes...... Lan Xue smiled faintly, and said softly: "Thank you for being willing to think of the opponent so well......" As her words fell, Lan Xue closed her eyes with a wry smile, and the tears in the corners of her eyes flowed down and dripped onto the back of her hand...... The biting cold was a constant reminder that she was wrong. Her fault has nothing to do with her hatred for Duan Yehan, she is wrong and has failed her mother's advice......

"Don't tell me you feel sorry for Xu Duhang, because you told your mother that from now on you won't feel sorry for anyone anymore. What's more, Xu Duhang is not someone you can see through at a glance......"

Mother's words were still in her ears, but she never seemed to take this advice to heart...... She was completely wrong, but the biggest mistake was more than that. The biggest mistake was that she believed the wrong person. She believed Xu Duhang wrongly, and she also believed herself wrongly......