Kurosawa Jun's car had gradually gone away, but Midoriya Kawashima was still standing stupidly and never turned around. However, Qiu Yingsheng, who had been looking at her back all the time but had never opened his mouth to call her, just stood at the door, staring at her quietly. Kawashima Midoriya's body has gradually stiffened and unable to move, her mind keeps reproducing the words that Kurosawa Jun said when he left, she, is she really worthy of being a lady? This sentence invaded her whole body like a spell of Gu, her hands began to tremble uncontrollably, tears flowed down her eyes without warning, she bit her lower lip tightly, and chose to admit it in despair. admits that he is not worthy of holding Qiu Yingsheng's heart in his hand at all...... "Lu'er." Kawashima Midoriya heard Qiu Ying's voice behind him, and the voice was soft and hoarse, as if he was shouting with all his might. Hearing Qiu Yingsheng calling herself, Kawashima Luya quickly raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, turned around with a smile, and looked at Qiu Yingsheng's face that was even more pale and haggard under the illumination of the lantern but was also smiling at herself, she forcibly held back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes again, slowly took a step, returned to Qiu Yingsheng's side, smiled and held Qiu Yingsheng's arm and said, "Go in." ”

Qiu Yingsheng didn't speak, he slowly let go of the arm that was held by Kawashima Midoriya, and in turn held her hands that were still trembling slightly. Kawashima Midoriya's hands had become cold, and when she was tightly held by Qiu Yingsheng's hands that were even colder than herself, her tears finally couldn't help but flow down again, falling on the back of Qiu Yingsheng's hand. Qiu Yingsheng smiled and raised Kawashima Luya's hands to the position of his heart and said softly: "All along, you have protected me. From now on, let me guard you. Forget all the pain and pain in the past, and become Qiu Luxue carefree and live with me for the rest of your life. Although I don't know how long it will be, it should be considered a lifetime, how long I can live, how long my life will last, and I will use my whole life to protect you. Kawashima Luya looked at the distress in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes when she looked at her, the smile on her face gradually turned into a helpless wry smile, she shook her head with a wry smile and said, "Qiu Yingsheng, you are always doing things that are at a loss. You have already given me all your possessions, and you will give me 'the rest of your life' to someone like you...... What I just said is the truth. What a filthy life I used to live that you can't imagine...... I really should have understood earlier that the devil can't become an adult, and I can't become Qiu Luxue...... No matter how good you are to me, I will still take revenge. So, don't be stupid......" After that, Kawashima Midoriya broke free of Qiu Yingsheng's hand and turned around and went in alone. Qiu Yingsheng listened to the sound of Kawashima Midoriya turning around and passing by him, and listening to the sound of her coherent but heavy footsteps, Qiu Yingsheng suddenly turned around and shouted hoarsely: "Didn't you also say that it was 'grace will take revenge'! That proves that you can feel that it is grace! Since you are not without feelings, why do you have to pretend to be an unintentional devil! Didn't I say it, as long as you know that you are my wife...... As long as it's you, I don't care about anything! As long as I can listen to the voice coming from you and look in your direction, I don't care about anything. You don't have to think about anything, you just know that you are Qiu Luxue, can't you?" Qiu Ying's heart-rending words were clearly reflected in Kawashima Luya's ears, but she still continued to walk forward with tears on her face and endless heartache as if she hadn't heard it, and never stopped...... Looking at the figure of Kawashima Luya fading away, Qiu Yingsheng raised his head, looked at the candle flame in the paper lantern above his head that became flickering with the wind, and said to himself sadly: "Can't you......"

Qiu Ruoyu looked at Qiu Yingsheng from a distance, and didn't dare to approach him for a while, although there was a distance between them, but his innate telepathy seemed to allow him to see Qiu Yingsheng's heartbroken face clearly. Although Qiu Ruoyu had been hiding, Qiu Yingsheng's last hoarse shout was deeply rooted in his ears with every word. It was precisely because of these words that an unprecedented timidity poured into Qiu Ruoyu's heart, and he was really afraid to appear in front of Qiu Yingsheng at this time. Because of guilt, Qiu Ruoyu didn't even dare to poke his head to look at Qiu Yingsheng's face. If it weren't for the fact that he left home today, then those things that would make Qiu Yingsheng so heartbroken would not have happened......

Qiu Ruoyu walked slowly to the gate, he looked at Qiu Yingsheng, who didn't notice that he was behind him, and couldn't help but stop talking. Qiu Ruoyu was silent for a long time, and finally slowly raised his arm and put his palm on Qiu Yingsheng's shoulder, and softly called his name "Yingsheng......" Qiu Yingsheng turned his head slightly, looked at the thoughtful Qiu Ruoyu, and said with a smile: "Big brother, I'm back." Qiu Ruoyu sighed lightly and said, "You've always thought like that, right?" Hearing Qiu Ruoyu's words, Qiu Ying laughed and said nothing. He slowly turned his head, looked at the empty courtyard that had disappeared Kawashima Midoriya, and said lonely: "I have always, very much, I want to, only listen to the voice from her side, only look at the direction of her, and live like that." Qiu Yingsheng's words were like a sharp sword with poison, which suddenly pierced Qiu Ruoyu's heart. The heartache and heartache that was about to suffocate made Qiu Ruoyu have to lean against the door to stand upright, although he couldn't see Qiu Yingsheng's face, but listening to his voice, Qiu Ruoyu could know how lonely Qiu Yingsheng was at this time, how sad, how painful he was...... Qiu Ruoyu knows better than anyone that Kawashima Luya is Qiu Yingsheng's dream. For this dream, he desperately broke the self-enclosed world, for this dream, he desperately hid all his pain, for this dream, he desperately wanted to live...... However, the dream he had in his heart seemed to be going to leave him at a certain moment when he inadvertently blinked...... Qiu Ruoyu held tears in her eyes, forced herself to squeeze out a smile, took a few steps forward as if nothing happened, held Qiu Yingsheng's arm, and said with concern: "Don't think about it so much, big brother help you go back." Qiu Yingsheng lowered his eyes, looked at his arm held by Qiu Ruoyu, and said enviously and sadly: "I really envy my eldest brother......" After that, Qiu Yingsheng relaxed his already weak and tired body, leaned on the gravity of his body on Qiu Ruoyu's body, and said, "Let's go, big brother." ”

Kawashima Midoriya, who left Qiu Yingsheng and came back alone, began to look at the cabinet in a daze from the moment she entered the room, and after a long time, she approached the cabinet and took out a locked long box from the cabinet. She looked at the long box stupidly, and slowly raised her hand to open it, but in the end, she still didn't open it, until she heard a knock on the door and put it back in the cupboard.

When Kawashima Luya opened the door, she saw a face that she was familiar with but was no longer gentle and quiet, she looked at that face and said lightly: "Big brother, is it still the same as last time, did you come to me to ask about the guilt?" "Brother and sister, ......" Qiu Ruoyu stopped talking, and after a moment of silence, he continued: "I have something I want to tell you, can I, delay you for a while" Qiu Ruoyu's tone was "humble" a lot, so it was obvious that he was "low-voiced" Kawashima Midoriya was taken aback by her attitude, she looked at the pleading look in Qiu Ruoyu's eyes, and replied, "Okay, okay." Although, she seemed to understand that Qiu Ruoyu should have come this time because he knew about today's events from Qiu Yingsheng, and he came to warn herself to pay attention to her words and deeds in front of Qiu Yingsheng in the future. But I don't know why, I seem to inexplicably regard Qiu Ruoyu as my eldest brother, and I can't say no to his words.

Kawashima Luya brought a cup of freshly brewed hot tea to Qiu Ruoyu: "Please speak." Qiu Ruoyu picked up the hot tea handed over by Kawashima Luya, and actually smiled, "I really feel like your brother now." When I was younger, I loved to go to the study of Yingsheng. Shadow doesn't like to talk, I really hope I can make him lively, even if he can't be lively, I still hope I can make him feel less lonely. I always walked in without even knocking on the door when he was concentrating on writing or drawing, and then kept talking about how beautiful his handwriting was, how much I didn't want to go to school, how much I wanted to skip school and go out with him with the snow marks...... He would always push the snacks or tea on his table in front of me and listen to me with a smile...... You bring me tea, it makes me feel like I have returned to my childhood......" Qiu Ruoyu picked up the teacup, looked at the white gas still bubbling on the teacup, and said, "You already know the origin of Yingsheng's name." "Yes. Midoriya Kawashima replied without thinking. "Hmm. Qiu Ruoyu nodded, responded shallowly, put the teacup in his hand on the table, slowly stood up, and knelt down in front of Kawashima Luya. Faced with Qiu Ruoyu's behavior, Kawashima Midoriya was surprised: "You, what are you doing? With that, Kawashima Luya reached over and wanted to help Qiu Ruoyu up. "Just take pity on him, can't you?" Kawashima Luya's hands that had just been raised, but after listening to Qiu Ruoyu's blurted out words, they slowly drooped down again, and looked at Qiu Ruoyu's eyes that were already full of tears in astonishment, "I, I don't understand what you mean." ”

Qiu Ruoyu closed her eyes helplessly, and said in a deep voice: "Do you really believe that the shadow will have its own voice?" "I ......" Kawashima Luya's voice suddenly began to choke, she held her breath and tried not to make her voice so hoarse, and replied firmly: "Believe." Hearing Kawashima Luya's answer, Qiu Ruoyu opened his eyes with a smile, looked directly at Kawashima Luya's eyes that had begun to flicker, and asked, "Is it the shadow that made you believe it?" "I'm ......" Midoriya Kawashima became swallowed again, and gradually began to be silent. Qiu Ruoyu looked at Kawashima Luya, who was speechless, and said in a deep voice: "I don't believe it. At first, Yingsheng didn't have a name of her own, and she never celebrated the same birthday with me, because our parents were afraid that Yingsheng would leave a record in the book of life and death, and they were afraid that Yingsheng would leave us. Therefore, Yingsheng can't have his own name, nor can he celebrate his birthday with his twin brothers, for the Qiu family, he really seems to be a shadow-like existence. Although Yingsheng never said anything, his loneliness and pain were all imprinted in my heart. Later, Yingsheng had his own name, and I thought he would be happier, but in the end, I was still wrong, and he was still just as unhappy. What else can make a person who has no will to survive be happy? He still lives like a shadow, passive, without his own thoughts, without his own thoughts, and without his own voice...... So, I never believed that shadows could have a voice of their own. Until, when he told me that he wanted to live, that he wanted to take someone to heaven, and told me that he had always wanted to, only listening to the voice coming from a person's side, only looking in the direction of that person, and living like that, I finally believed that the shadow had its own voice. That voice, for him, was the most splendid dream in the world...... And you are the dream, the voice of the shadow...... I beg you, can you just pity the shadow who struggled for half a life to walk into that gorgeous dream, and in the dream it took all your strength to find your voice...... I beg you, can you forget the name 'Kawashima Midori' for my brother's sake...... Please. ”