Thank you guys for not letting me lose

First, the first book is called League of Legends: Cataclysmic Era, on March 11, 2016, I sat in front of the computer at night and finished the first chapter nervously, and sent it out without even thinking about it.

At that time, I didn't think about saving manuscripts, nor did I think about whether there were any routines for sending books or anything, so I plunged into it.

In fact, when I was in my third year of college in 2011, I wrote a book of Xianxia, but I was a eunuch, and at that time I felt that my life experience was too poor, and I couldn't write anything. Although I am much better this time, I can still feel my shortcomings.

The second book called me a big player.,I've always had such a rustic name.,It's not very distinctive.,Write with a stuffy head.。 At that time, I even used my own name for the main character's name, and I wanted to fulfill my dream of extreme sports, and I probably belonged to the kind of player who said that he was fat and a dog but was not willing to exercise.

The third book is called the king to spare his life.

When I showed the 30,000-word manuscript of this book to my former editor-in-charge, Bo Khan looked at the "Supreme Divine Seat" and said to me that your name is not good, it is not suitable for the city.

Now, I'm thankful for the old one...... Forgive me for being a scumbag. To this day, I am still very satisfied with the name I came up with, I think it fits the style very well, and refuse to refute it.

Since writing the book, 4.55 million words have been written, and the number of days of creation is 736 days, which is just two years.

Two years ago today, I should still be sitting in front of the computer at this time, looking at the book review area, looking at every comment that supports or does not support, and when I see support, I will say to my wife, wife, someone has praised me.

When I see that I am unhappy, I will be depressed, and I think that my writing is very good, why do I say that I am not good at writing, and then I realized that my writing was really bad at that time, and everyone will have everyone's taste.

It was also nearly half a year later that I learned that the first comment that praised me was written by my wife, she silently came to support it every day, and she was very stingy and only rewarded one dollar every time, at that time it was still the old version, she always wanted to reward a dime but did not find an option, until half a year later she said that she missed her mouth, and I did not know that she had supported me for so long.

She said she was happy to see me recognized by readers every day.

Therefore, she is willing to take a moment every day to watch, agree, and make me happy.

Later, when there were more readers and more people who agreed with me, she abandoned the book.

What a sad and touching story......

Second, sometimes I feel that I am very impulsive, impulsive, top-notch, emotional, writing a plot can make myself laugh for a long time, and when I write Zhao Yongchen's two words again, I will also sit in front of the computer and cry as mentally retarded.

My wife once said that I am schizophrenic, sometimes very childish, sometimes very mature, in fact, I am mature and pretended, I am a fortress in the face of this world, I would rather I have been like a little child, how happy, carefree.

Sometimes looking back on these two whole years feels like a dream.

Maybe my taste is a bit vulgar, my favorite is a song with a very vulgar name, to be precise, I like the first lyrics, in the spring of Zhu Bajie, good spring, it's better to dream.

I'm a very idealistic person, so sometimes I'd rather make things in a book look so good than unreal, rather than face some mud on the back side of the beauty.

I feel like life is all about growing up, but I need a light. If you don't forget, there will be an echo.

In fact, this month I always thought that I would not be able to fight, I said that I would not fight because I was cowardly, but the result was beyond my expectations, the moment after zero o'clock I had a very mixed feeling, I am very grateful to you for not letting me lose.

In the face of doubts and ridicule from the outside world, I stood up, and you were all behind me.

Thanks to the second middle school for 100 yuan, thanks to Yu Baoer for 60 yuan, thanks to winter for 300 yuan, thanks to the blue blood for the wine of 100 yuan, thanks to Wen Zai for 30,000 yuan, thanks to the six yuan of the face of the sea soul clothes of the young lady 50,000 yuan and the Golden League, thanks to the artichoke flower of 10,000 yuan, thanks to the cool breeze of 20,000 yuan, thanks to the Yan League for 30,000 yuan, thanks to Feng Xue for 10,000 yuan and the silver league, thank you......

Shame, the above are all in a hurry, because these are direct transfers.

However, it wasn't just them who stood behind me.

On the penultimate day, 7,611 new monthly passes were added, and 1,610 people were rewarded.

On the penultimate day, there were 12,130 new monthly passes, and 858 people were rewarded.

On the penultimate day, there were 18,057 new monthly passes, and 915 people were rewarded.

On the penultimate day, there were 17,144 new monthly passes, and the number of tips cannot be counted for the time being.

Behind every number, it's as if someone said to me come on, we're still here.

I also thank the members of the red envelope war who have been guarding the computer and mobile phone day and night in the past four days, Shen Yin, Shallow Rotten, Qingbao, Sea Soul Yi (this is soy sauce), Mo Chengkong, Lulu, some of them only sleep three hours a day, and some even don't sleep for 40 hours in a row, just to not let others overtake them in the middle of the night.

I am grateful to those who have said to me to cheer me on, and to those who have been silent but have always supported me, and it is still a little difficult to calm my emotions when the time comes.

Thanks again.

Please return to calm, I also want to return, I am returning to the plot that gradually lifts the real curtain of this world, let's settle down together, regardless of the hustle and bustle of the world, no matter the prosperity of the world, do not forget the original intention.

Do you remember what I wrote before, my breath condensed into clouds, and I turned around and walked towards the mountains and seas.

Third, I, elbow, ask for a guaranteed monthly pass.