Chapter 131: Just Selfish This Time
The bleeding wounds and helpless cries were all deeply reflected in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes and pierced into his heart.
But no matter how glaring the blood was, how painful the cries pierced the heart, except for them
"Turning a blind eye" to endure it, he can't do anything. He calmly picked up the chopsticks on the table again, and just said lightly
The words "everyone eats", he lowered his head casually and continued to put vegetables in Kawashima Luya and his bowl.
Kawashima Midoriya is also very
"Cooperate", although she is already extremely distressed, she also learns from Qiu Yingsheng's appearance,
"Of course" ignored the existence of snow marks, picked up the dish that Qiu Yingsheng gave him, and chewed slowly and comfortably.
In Kurosawa's view, such a picture is really beyond his expectations. He really didn't think of it
"Qiu Ruoyu" will abandon Ye Xuechen so completely. Because he is not sure whether Qiu Ruoyu is aware of his motives for sending Kawashima Luya to him, and whether Qiu Ruoyu married Kawashima Luya because he wants to ensure his safety, he can't risk using Kawashima Luya as his trump card to control Qiu Ruoyu.
Once Qiu Ruoyu's sincerity towards Kawashima Luya is just a play for his self-preservation, then his plan will inevitably fail.
He originally thought that he could use Ye Xueji as the last weight to control Qiu Ruoyu, which should be foolproof.
But now it seems that this trick is not working. see
"Qiu Ruoyu" The appearance of the two of them, Ye Xuejian, has completely lost the value that he can use.
Kurosawa followed
"Qiu Ruoyu" said that he no longer focused on Xueji, but picked up the dishes and chopsticks again, and waited while eating
"Wait and see". Ah Lan listened to the cry of the snow mark, and her distressed tears were about to fall. She couldn't think of a better way, so she had to kneel down all of a sudden, and pleaded bitterly to Qiu Yingsheng: "Young master, it's all my fault." I shouldn't have been unoptimistic about the young lady and disturbed the young master's interest in entertaining guests, Ah Lan knew that it was wrong. Let me bring Miss back, I will definitely take a good look at Miss and will not let her come out to disturb you again. Listening to Ah Lan's pleading, Qiu Yingsheng put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, turned to look at Ah Lan sideways and said coldly: "Ah Lan, you came to Qiu's house at the age of twelve. You should know very well that Master Qiu Rui and his wife have only one son. Since Master Qiu has no daughter, where does the Qiu family come from? If outsiders mistakenly think that there is another young lady in the Qiu family who has a mad disease, which affects the reputation of the Qiu family, can you afford this responsibility?"
"I'm ......" Ah Lan's voice suddenly became choked, she took a deep breath, lowered her head respectfully, and pleaded again: "Young master, just let me, take the snow marks away......"
"Take her away. Qiu Yingsheng answered coldly, then turned around and stopped looking at Ah Lan, and turned his back to Ah Lan while serving the bowl and vegetables, and said coldly: "If you let this madman lose the face of the Qiu family next time, you should know the consequences you have to bear." The Qiu family has never raised subordinates who can only do stupid things. Ah Lan got Qiu Yingsheng's answer, so he nodded again and again: "Yes, yes, yes." Alan got it. After that, Ah Lan couldn't wait to rush to Xueji, picked up Xueji, who was crying, and put his handkerchief on her hand to stop the bleeding for her first.
Alan carefully wiped the tears from Xueji's face and gently put her palm on his arm
"Little ......" how Alan wanted to tell Snow Mark out loud, Miss, don't cry. These are all fake, the second young master doesn't really want to treat you like that, and the eldest young master won't do that to you!
Although Ah Lan wanted to say what was in her heart so much, in the end, she forced herself to swallow these words.
He just said softly to the snow marks: "Be careful, let's go." After speaking, Ah Lan lowered his head, supported the snow mark that was still crying, and walked towards the door step by step.
When Xueji walked to Qiu Yingsheng's side and passed by him, the moment the bright red blood on Xueji's palm crossed his eyes, Qiu Yingsheng's hand holding the chopsticks and vegetables began to tremble uncontrollably.
In order not to be caught by Kurosawa's extreme nervousness due to the snow marks, he had to put down his chopsticks, put his hand under the table, and picked up the wine glass on the table with the other hand, and slowly drank the wine in the glass.
However, at this time, the hand he hid under the table was trembling and clutching his pants. However, at this moment, Qiu Yingsheng suddenly felt a warmth covering his already cold palm.
At this moment, Kawashima Luya's hand was holding Qiu Yingsheng's hand tightly. However, there was obviously a tacit understanding between their husband and wife, neither of them looked at each other, Kawashima Luya casually sandwiched the dishes on the plate, and Qiu Yingsheng calmly drank the wine in the cup slowly.
The moment Qiu Yingsheng put down the wine glass, the shadow of the snow mark completely disappeared from his afterglow...... Qiu Ruoyu walked slowly to a cemetery with a pot of liquor and a bag of dim sum in his hand, and put down the things in his hand in front of the tombstone engraved with the name and surname of Master Qiu and his wife Li.
Qiu Ruoyu knelt in front of the tombstone, carefully unwrapped the string wrapped in the snack, and then pulled the wooden cork sealed on the wine jug.
Qiu Ruoyu looked at the names of his parents on the tombstone, smiled and said to himself: "Two, are you doing well? My son has been away for many years, and he has never come to visit you, so don't be angry." Now, for some unavoidable reasons, I can't go to the Silk Village or go home, and I really have nowhere to go, so I have to stay here first......" Qiu Ruoyu suddenly became speechless and stopped, he was silent for a moment, and continued: "Actually, it's because I really miss the two, so I thought about coming over and chatting with the two." Qiu Ruoyu slowly lowered his head, gently picked up the wine jug, and drank half of the wine in the jug in one go.
Then, he slowly poured some of the remaining wine from the flask on the ground, looked up at his mother's name on the tombstone, and said, "Mother doesn't like my father to drink, but today, please treat my mother as if she doesn't know." I bought my mother's favorite dim sum, and for the sake of your favorite dim sum, let me have a drink with my father. I really wanted to drink with my father. I...... Facing his father without a sober face...... Qiu Ruoyu raised the wine jug and drank all the last wine in the jug, and the clear wine syrup flowed down the spout, blending with the tears left behind without warning in the corners of Qiu Ruoyu's eyes.
Qiu Ruoyu put the empty wine pot in front of the grave, he looked at the empty wine jug, and the tears once again flowed uncontrollably down the tears that had not yet dried up, Qiu Ruoyu raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and said with a wry smile: "When I was a child, I swore to my mother that I would look at my father and not let my father drink and hurt himself." And now, I wish I could get drunk with my father......" Qiu Ruoyu raised his head and stared at his father's name on the tombstone, the smile mixed with helplessness and bitterness on his face slowly turned into guilt, sadness, helplessness and pain.
At this moment, Qiu Ruoyu finally lost to his long-suppressed tears, and he cried sadly like a lost child.
He wept and leaned on the side of the tombstone, looked at the inscription on the tombstone with grief, and cried and said, "Father, I'm sorry. I have also sworn to you that I will never involve the shadows...... I'm sorry father, Ruoyu still couldn't do it in the end...... I, not only affected the shadows, but also hurt the snow marks...... What should I do......" Qiu Ruoyu leaned against his parents' grave and cried for a long time, and for the first time, he said all the helplessness and fear in his heart loudly and unreservedly like a coward.
He really wanted to cry uncontrollably like this, leaving everything behind. However, he managed to stop crying.
Although the tears on his face had not dried, his expression had returned to calm, cold and cold. Because, he's not really a coward.
Qiu Ruoyu tried his best to suppress his tears, he kept telling himself in his heart that he was not qualified to cry now, even in front of his parents, he, the elder brother who did not take good care of his younger brother, did not have that qualification.
He leaned against the tombstone and looked up at the clouds in the sky, it was almost evening, and the color of the sky was no longer as blue as ever.
But the clouds floating in the sky are still so leisurely. Looking at those clouds, Qiu Ruoyu's mood gradually calmed down
"I've thought many times before about how nice it would be if I hadn't been born in troubled times. There was no invasion, no war, I was born in an era of peace and happiness, and I was just an ordinary cloth shop owner. I will work very hard to manage the business left to me by my father, and live a simple but happy life with Snow Marks, Shadow Sound, and Shadow Voice's beloved, how nice it would be. If that's the case...... Shadows and snow marks will be very happy. Definitely, it will be very happy. Qiu Ruoyu stood up, turned around slowly, looked at the sun that was about to set, smiled and breathed a long sigh of relief, and turned to look at the tombstone in front of him
"Father, mother, fool should go back. Although Shadow never dared to come with me to visit you, even during the time I was away from home, Shadow never dared to come and visit you...... For the Qiu family, Yingsheng sacrificed too much. I really don't want to let my brother just be a shadow. I will try my best to pull out the shadow sound, even if his brotherly fate with me in this life is about to end, I will let him get the happiness of the second son of the Qiu family in the remaining days. Please bless me, and bless me for thinking of a way to make Shadow never get involved again. Bless me for what I want to do, and I won't let the shadow sound get involved. I will do everything in my power to keep my home...... Even if I try my life in the end, I still can't keep my home, and I will never let the shadow sound guard with me. There were times when I didn't want to be alone with my brother. At least, let me be selfish this time. After that, Qiu Ruoyu stood up and stared at the names of his parents on the stone tablet, although his eyes were full of reluctance, but in the end he turned around and left.