Chapter 313: Those Dreams You're Adventurous
Chapter 313: Those Dreams You're Adventurous
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"And one more".
This is the song that Taeyeon gave him.
As the tune progressed, she began to sing in a deep but magnetic voice.
"It's easy to get hurt
It's easy to shed tears
Do you remember how easily I was in pain?
I'm the same now
It's still the same
And what do you think of me like this?
Turn around easily
Easily stay away
But you and I know what you can't easily forget
It's still like this, you see me like this
You'll just call me a fool, right?
I hope and hope, and there is another
Even if it hurts and hurts, it's only once
Even if it is tortured and tortured, even if the tears do not dry up
As long as you can go back to the beginning
The moment I first met you
I've had times when I've complained
Occasionally, it happens
If you don't let me miss it
I really can't breathe
I hope and hope, and there is another
Even if it hurts and hurts, it's only once
Even if it is tortured and tortured, even if the tears do not dry up
As long as you can go back to the beginning
If you can, if you can, go back to that moment again
Live, live, at least once
Occasionally, in my memory, those chilling days are recalled
Maybe there will always be at least one time to live
And one more, please remember
Even if you're alone, you have to live well
If you can, if you can, go back to that moment again
Live, live, at least once
Occasionally, in my memory, those chilling days are recalled
Maybe there will always be at least one time to live"
At the end of the song, Taeyeon gently put down the microphone and looked at Lin Zangfeng in silence, and at this time, the sourness in her eyes finally broke through the disguise, and began to carry heavy tears and mixed emotions.
It's just that the lights in the private room are not very bright, and even a little dim, so Lin Zangfeng's expression is hidden in this dull darkness, and he can't see clearly.
But only he knows that his mind is not calm.
Yes, this is her song, with her unique voice, so it sounds good, this is his most intuitive feeling.
But at the same time, he also knew very well that the girl in front of him was narrating to him, narrating her own inner world, because this song is to pour out.
Some people say that instead of babbling, it is better to use a suitable song to express many words, because in a limited few minutes, all the words you want to say, all the meanings you want to express, and all the emotions you want to give can be released, and at the same time, the scene can be very full, like a beautiful movie plot.
But reality is not a movie, it is not so beautiful, and it can't be so beautiful, so, after a short silence, Lin Zangfeng applauded lightly, and said with admiration, "It's worthy of being a singer of gold, it's really good, and it's also full of feelings, which makes me really addicted, of course, thank you very much for this song you gave me, this is a very precious gift, I will accept it seriously." ”
As he spoke, Lin Zangfeng got up again, and then continued to speak, "It's not too early now, I think I should leave too, Taeyeon, you should go home early, it's very unsafe on the road late at night, so that's it, I'll leave first." ”
As he spoke, he nodded lightly to Taeyeon, then turned around and walked.
But at this moment, Taeyeon stopped him with a crying voice, bringing a touch of sadness, "Lin Zangfeng, you stop for me!"
Lin Zangfeng turned a deaf ear and continued to walk, Taeyeon finally cried loudly, and his voice was even hoarse, "Zangfeng, don't go, I beg you to ......"
Taeyeon's cry made Lin Zangfeng's footsteps finally froze, he stopped, but he didn't turn around, just said very calmly, very calmly, "Taeyeon, is there anything else?"
Taeyeon burst into tears, "Can you not be so cruel to me, why are you so polite to me, can you show some hesitation and struggle, let me know that you still love me, can you ......"
"No, you can't. Lin Zangfeng interrupted her by gently closing his eyes, and didn't care about her stagnant expression, and after the sentence 'no' fell, he finally instructed, "And Taeyeon, don't cry, go home early, I'll go first." ”
When these words fell, he finally did not hesitate anymore, and then walked out of the private room completely, as the door of the private room was closed, Taeyeon finally sat down on the ground, and it could be clearly seen that her distracted appearance and tearful eyes were still there.
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Lin Zangfeng, who walked out of the private room, called Sunny and told her that Taeyeon was here, hoping that she could come here to pick up Taeyeon back, Sunny was silent for a moment, and wanted to ask, why didn't you send her back, but she didn't ask after all, so in the end she just nodded and said that she would be there soon, and Lin Zangfeng said thank you, and the phone hung up.
But no one knew that after Lin Zangfeng hung up the phone, he had been standing at the door of Taeyeon's private room for a long time, through the round glass window of the door of the private room, he watched the girl holding a beer and drunk herself wildly, watching her laugh and cry, collapse into a wound, watching her rub her hair, sluggish and lonely.
He reached out several times to push the door open, but finally he just stared at her blankly.
He remembered that in the past, it seemed that what he was most afraid of was her tears, and when she cried, he softened his heart, and he could promise her everything, even those of her most adventurous dreams, he could let go of everything and accompany her to madness.
But from that day on, it was never again, not anything.
So, she cried and asked herself, why was she so cruel, why was she so polite, and why didn't she hesitate and struggle at all?
He didn't answer these questions, not without answers, but he hoped that Taeyeon could understand by himself, to understand that love is very heavy, so heavy that he will no longer have the strength to pick it up when he puts it down, and he will understand that his love has sunk in silence.
We can't go back.
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Lin Zangfeng didn't return for a long time, Krystal finally got anxious, she stood up, walked out of the private room despite the obstruction of her teammates, and began to look for Lin Zangfeng, but as soon as she walked out, she found Lin Zangfeng standing at the door of another private room in the corridor where they were located, standing quietly.
Her ignition of displeasure slowly dissipated and began to turn into doubt, and she approached him, touched him lightly, and spoke.
"Zang Feng, what are you doing standing here? I didn't come back for a long time, I thought you left me behind. ”
Lin Zangfeng chuckled and hugged her, "No, I won't leave you if I say anything." ”
Krystal bit her lip and laughed, and was about to speak, but as soon as she looked up, she saw a person through the round glass window at the door of the private room in front of her, this was a woman, at this time, she was curled up alone in this private room, although she couldn't see her face clearly, she still recognized it at once.
This is Taeyeononi.
She was stunned for a moment, and then began to become unaware, because she didn't know why she was afraid at this time, obviously according to common sense, she should question Lin Zangfeng, why he was here, and why he stood here for a long time?
But she didn't ask, just looked in a trance.