The lights in the ward were a little glaring, the air was filled with the smell of disinfectant water, and there was silence all around.

Leaning quietly on the head of the bed, Qin Jiaxi's eyes fell on the window, and there was a faint sadness between his eyebrows.

Xi Xi sighed: "It's already ten o'clock in the evening, such a big thing happened, you haven't had time to eat at noon, and now you refuse to eat a mouthful of food, why do you say you torture yourself?"

"I'm not torturing myself, I really don't have an appetite and can't eat anything. ”

Qin Jiaxi's voice was very soft and slightly hoarse, and when he spoke, he was still staring out the window tightly, and the whole person seemed to have lost his direction.

Knowing that Qin Jiaxi was angry, Xi Xi rushed over angrily, directly closed the curtains, and his voice was full of dissatisfaction: "I said that you can be more serious? You are a patient now, I can't lose your temper with you, but you can't give up on yourself, right?" It's pitch black outside the window, and it's raining all the time, what's there to see?"

Qin Jiaxi's face was expressionless, he did not refute her words, but slowly lay down and turned over cautiously.

Now, for the first time, he feels the pain of falling out of love.

No, he is different from others, and his broken love is much more painful than other people's broken love.

It's good that others fall out of love because they don't love it, but he actually loves it because he has never loved it.

Never loved, oh, how ironic.

Closing his eyes in pain, Qin Jiaxi forcibly suppressed the sourness in his heart, trying to settle his heart.

He was so stupid that he didn't even care about his life for her, but she didn't even bother to look at him, why did he do so much?

Since the other party doesn't care, since he knows that his love can't wait for the result, then whether it was before, now, or in the past, it is impossible for him to exchange for her sincerity, and it is impossible to get her sympathy and attention!

Therefore, sooner or later, you have to let go, it is better to let yourself suffer less and let go in advance.

Seeing that Qin Jiaxi was either in a daze or pretending to be asleep, Xi Xi couldn't cry or laugh.

A Lin Wenxuan has been messing with her for a long time, and now there is another Qin Jiaxi, should these two be so naïve?

"Jiaxi, tell me the truth, did you and Xuanxuan quarrel?"

Qin Jiaxi impatiently covered his head with the quilt, "You have asked me this question many times. ”

"Do you know that I asked you all afternoon? Then you can give me an answer and make me feel more sure, okay?"

Faced with Xi Xi's questioning, Qin Jiaxi chose to remain silent again.

Quarrel?

If they could have had a good fight, maybe they would have been fine by now, so why should he be suffering here?

The outbreak of contradictions, the Cold War is far more terrible than quarrels.

There was a faint pain in the wound, Qin Jiaxi took a deep breath to suppress the pain, but a bitter smile unconsciously spread on his lips.

The pain in the body, endure it, and it will heal after a while, but when will the wound in my heart heal?

Compared with the pain of Yin Xinyan's stabbing, Qin Jiaxi felt that his heart hurt even more.

Now that things have become like this, it's no wonder Lin Wenxuan, if you want to blame, you can only blame him for being too stupid, blame him for being carried away by love!

Seeing that Qin Jiaxi was unmoved, Xi Xi took a deep breath and started a series of artillery attacks: "I know you're in a bad mood, and I know why you don't want to eat, but if there is a problem, we should solve it, not run away, do you say what I said is right? Besides, if you didn't quarrel with Xuanxuan, why did you run away from my problem like this? I want to say ......"

Listening to Xi Xi chattering like a Tang monk chanting scriptures, Qin Jiaxi only felt upset.

Fifteen minutes later, when Xi Xi couldn't stop persuading, Qin Jiaxi finally broke out.

"Have you said enough? I'll tell you clearly, we didn't quarrel! No! I don't want to hear her name again, and I hope you don't always mention her to me from now on!"

Qin Jiaxi's words Xi Xi was stunned for a while.

thought that the two just quarreled, a little contradiction, but she persuaded her, and the matter might be resolved.

But now she realizes that things are far from being as simple as she imagined.

Being angry was only temporary, I didn't want to see each other at the time, I didn't want to hear anything about each other, this was a normal thing, Xi Xi himself had experienced it, and he didn't feel anything strange.

However, when a person is angry and can still say such things, it is not quite right.

At the moment of crisis, didn't Qin Jiaxi save Lin Wenxuan?

What kind of deep hatred can make Qin Jiaxi, who has always loved Lin Wenxuan, say such heartless words?

Xi Xi paused, "Jiaxi, you...... What the hell is wrong with you? I feel like you've been weird since you woke up, and I'm worried about you. Besides, your relationship with Xuanxuan is so good, it hasn't changed since childhood, why has it become like this now?"

"It's my own clumsiness, I admit it, but can you stop asking about this matter?"

Qin Jiaxi sat up slowly, wrapped the quilt tightly, and her black eyes revealed sadness.

Yes, he also wants to know, how did their relationship become what it is now?

Obviously, Lin Wenxuan has always been the simple, smiling little girl in his impression, when did she become so complicated and scheming, so that he, who is most familiar with her, is about to stop knowing her?

"You know, I'm your friend now, but I'm also Xuanxuan's friend, you two go on like this, let me be in a dilemma, I'm also very uncomfortable understand? I just want to know what's going on, you just tell me, if you can solve it, I'll find a way to help you solve it, if you can't solve it, I'll judge who is right and who is wrong, let me make a rational judgment, okay?"

Knowing that the forced method would definitely not make Qin Jiaxi let go, Xi Xi immediately changed his strategy.

Qin Jiaxi is recognized by everyone as a warm man, and he is very gentlemanly, now put aside Lin Wenxuan, and put aside himself, let him put himself in Xi Xi's shoes, this may be a good way.

Sure enough, this trick worked.

Qin Jiaxi relaxed her tense nerves, her eyes fell on the ground not far away, and her voice was slightly choked: "I'm sorry, I don't want you to be embarrassed like this, Xuanxuan and I can't go back to the past, but I still hope that no matter what you hear next, you will stay by Xuanxuan's side, accompany her, be friends with her, don't let her be lonely, okay?"

"You can think of her like this, what else can't you go back?"

Qin Jiaxi's words surrounded Xi Xi was almost dizzy, she couldn't figure it out, why couldn't two people who cared about each other go back?

When Lin Wenxuan left, she asked her to take care of Qin Jiaxi, and now Qin Jiaxi said that she couldn't let Lin Wenxuan live alone in loneliness no matter what.

There is no husband and wife in the world who do not quarrel, and the same applies to couples.

A little fuss is just a spice to enhance feelings, is it necessary to make such a big fuss?

Qin Jiaxi sighed lowly: "You don't understand, there are some feelings, it's not like you can go back if you want to." Xi Xi, I want to ask you, if one day, the person you love so much cheats on you, what will you do?"

"Lie to me? Jiaxi, you shouldn't mean that Xuanxuan lied to you, right? How is this possible? Is there any misunderstanding between you?"

"It's not a misunderstanding, I heard her say it with my own ears. ”

Recalling the conversation between Lin Wenxuan and Yin Xinyan at that time, Qin Jiaxi lowered her head, and her black eyes unconsciously revealed sadness.

He was sure he wouldn't be mistaken, and he was sure that she was firm when she said this.

Xi Xi almost suspected that something was wrong with his ears.

What did Qin Jiaxi just say? He said he heard it with his own ears?

How is this possible?!

"You...... When did you hear that? Are you sure it was Xuanxuan who said that?"

"It's what I heard today, and you may not believe it when you say it, but I really heard every word, and those words made me think for the first time that I was a fool, and made me feel that I was such a small existence in her world. ”

Listening to Qin Jiaxi's desperate words, Xi Xi almost felt that he was about to schizophrenia.

Is he and her the same person?

Just in the hospital, breaking down and crying, and insisting on guarding the person he refused to leave, isn't it Lin Wenxuan?

But why do you talk about it now, it seems that Lin Wenxuan is heinous, and she is no longer the one Xi Xi knows?

Seeing that Xi Xi was silent, Qin Jiaxi sighed helplessly and continued softly: "Today I was happy to go to the Yin family's party, but I heard that tomorrow is Yin Xinyan's birthday, and today my uncle specially called everyone to come to the house to eat dumplings, saying that it was a good and lively activity, and it would also ease the conflict between the two sisters." At the beginning, everything was fine, my uncle chatted with me, and my aunt also arranged for me to make dumplings with Xuanxuan, but it was ......"

"But Xuanxuan said ruthless words to you?" Xi Xi raised his eyebrows.

Qin Jiaxi shook his head, "No, when I was making dumplings, I chatted with Xuanxuan quite happily, knowing that everyone in her family liked me, and seeing her approaching me little by little, I thought I had a chance, but I didn't expect all this to be an illusion." Just when the dumplings were wrapped and ready to be cooked, Yin Xinyan came over with an unhappy face, saying that she had something important to say to Xuanxuan, I didn't want her to go, but she still went.

"I waited left and right in the living room and didn't see her come back, so I tried to look around for her, but I heard the two talking in the small living room on the first floor. Seeing that it was time to eat, I thought to myself, if Yin Xinyan bullied her, I would rush in, and I must make Yin Xinyan unable to get off the stage, but I didn't expect that when I walked over, I heard two people talking about my relationship problems. ”

"Talk about your relationship problems?"

Xi Xi sensitively grasped the key point of Qin Jiaxi's words, and frowned a little confusedly.

To say that Lin Wenxuan is willing to talk to her good friend about Qin Jiaxi's relationship in private, Xi Xi doesn't think it's strange at all, but the problem is that now Lin Wenxuan and Yin Xinyan are discussing this issue, which is a bit unreasonable.

First of all, Lin Wenxuan's relationship with Yin Xinyan is well known, and it is absolutely impossible for her to share her personal problems with Yin Xinyan.

Again, Yin Xinyan has always been extremely disgusted with Lin Wenxuan, how could she care about Lin Wenxuan's feelings?

Qin Jiaxi didn't notice the change in Xi Xi at all, he smiled bitterly and continued: "Yin Xinyan asked her, asked her if she liked me, but she didn't even think about it, and answered Yin Xinyan very simply, saying that she had never liked me. I'm just a pawn in her hand, because I still have value to use, because I can still help her, so she has to keep me on a tight leash, but sooner or later she will kick me away......"