Extra 1 Endless waiting

The iron door creaked.

Yin Xinyan carried her own things, walked out of the prison gate slowly, and raised her hand to block the dazzling sunlight.

Ten years later, today, she has finally been released from prison.

Locked in a cell all day, she couldn't feel the warm sun, she couldn't breathe fresh air, and standing here at the moment, she felt a little unreal, as if even the hot ground under her feet was baked by the sun seemed to be fictional.

Adjusting to the strong sunlight, Yin Xinyan lowered her hand, turned to look at the reclosed prison gate, and sighed lowly.

It was noon, and the midsummer sun burned her skin slightly, and she touched her hungry stomach, planning to take a taxi home on the side of the road for a beautiful meal.

In prison days, although she will not go hungry, those meals often make it difficult for Yin Xinyan to swallow.

Knowing that she would be released today, Yin Xinyan didn't eat anything in the morning, she just looked forward to going home as soon as possible, even if she could only drink a bowl of white rice porridge cooked by Zhang's mother when she went back, she felt that it was the happiest thing.

Yin Xinyan was carrying a big travel bag, and she had just taken two steps, and she couldn't help but freeze in place again.

Under the camphor tree not far away, Qiao Mingjue looked quietly, looking at her with a smile at this time.

Her heart trembled slightly, and an inexplicable emotion quickly surged into her heart, and the things in her hands fell to the ground, Yin Xinyan only felt that her chest was stuffy, her nose was sour, and even her eyes seemed to be slightly wet.

What's wrong with her? Could it be that she hasn't come out for a long time and doesn't adapt to the outside environment?

Back then, Qiao Mingjue said that he was going to make a bet with her, and he said that he would wait for her and give her a happy home.

It's just that since then, Qiao Mingjue has never come to see her again.

Yin Xinyan only thought that Qiao Mingjue was impulsive, only when he had long forgotten the old things, and did not take this matter to heart, and never dared to hope for extravagance.

Today, however, he really came.

With short black hair, a white shirt, and light blue jeans, he stood quietly, with a gentle smile on his face, just like the young man in white in the painting, clean, warm, and exuding his unique charm.

The breeze blows and the shadows of the trees sway.

Qiao Mingjue took a deep breath, took a step, and walked towards Yin Xinyan firmly, his voice was like the warm sun in winter, "Xinyan, I'm here." ”

The three words "I'm coming" gently crossed Yin Xinyan's heart, and she took a step back in disbelief, tears overflowing her eyes in an instant.

Did he really wait ten years for her?

How much patience and perseverance does it take to persevere?

Seeing that Yin Xinyan seemed to be about to cry, Qiao Mingjue's heart suddenly hurt, and she hurriedly took a few steps forward, reached out and firmly grabbed her shoulder, and her voice carried a reassuring power, "Xinyan, it's me, I'm here to take you home, do you remember our agreement?"

Conventions?

Yin Xinyan looked at Qiao Mingjue's gaze, and couldn't tell what it was like for a while.

Of course, she did not forget the agreement between them, because he said that as long as he stood under the camphor tree outside the prison gate and waited for her on the day she was released, then she would become his girlfriend.

Girlfriend......

Thinking of these three words, Yin Xinyan smiled bitterly.

She dodged his hot gaze, and her voice was very soft: "I'm sorry, I didn't think you were serious, so I just promised you casually, such a promise shouldn't count, right?"

"It doesn't matter if you're serious or not, but I'm here, and you should keep the promise. Qiao Mingjue's tone was firm.

"We, it's impossible. ”

Breaking free of Qiao Mingjue's hand, Yin Xinyan bent down to pick up the duffel bag on the ground, bypassed Qiao Mingjue and planned to leave.

What are you kidding, is she going to ruin his life when she is with him now?

There seemed to be the residual warmth of Qiao Mingjue's palm at the shoulder, Yin Xinyan forcibly suppressed the sourness in her heart, and the pace under her feet unconsciously accelerated.

Looking at Yin Xinyan's back, Qiao Mingjue's heart was sour.

When did she become so calm?

Recalling the arrogant and domineering Yin Xinyan with the temper of a young lady, Qiao Mingjue felt more and more that the calm and unfamiliar Yin Xinyan in front of him made people feel pity.

Taking a deep breath, Qiao Mingjue strode forward and unwillingly grabbed Yin Xinyan's arm again.

"Xinyan, you look me in the eye and tell me that you really don't want to start over with me, look into my eyes and say it again!"

Yin Xinyan sighed, helplessly raised her eyes to meet Qiao Mingjue's gaze, her brown pupils were extremely hollow, and her voice was as calm as ever, "I mean seriously, we really have no possibility, I'm sorry for the days you waited for me, but please don't waste time on me from now on." ”

"You're running away. ”

"I didn't. ”

"You lied, you didn't really stare into my eyes at all, you didn't think so in your heart at all!"

"Qiao Mingjue, can you be a little more mature?" Yin Xinyan gently pushed his hand away, her voice a little colder, "We are not children anymore, we are adults, we should have an accurate judgment on our future life! Yes, I admit that your persistence and waiting really move me, but touching is not the same as love! My liking for you disappeared as early as the moment of divorce, and you don't need to be entangled anymore." ”

Qiao Mingjue's body trembled slightly, but his voice was still stubborn: "I don't believe it." ”

Yin Xinyan smiled bitterly: "Do you believe it or not, what does it have to do with me? I don't like you, I don't want to start over with you, I ...... I just hope you can find your own happiness, I hope you can have a brighter future, why don't you understand?"

At the end, Yin Xinyan's voice suddenly choked.

In the past ten years, day and night, she has been thinking about him all the time, but she also knows that she is not worthy of him at all.

Instead of tying him up to find an outlet for his love like in the past, it is better to choose to let go, so that both of them may be less painful.

Qiao Mingjue couldn't control his emotions anymore, he rushed forward and hugged Yin Xinyan tightly, and said softly: "I don't care, my happiness is only available to you to me, I am destined to only need you in this life! Xinyan, I beg you, don't torture yourself anymore, don't deceive your heart anymore, okay?"

Qiao Mingjue's hug caught Yin Xinyan off guard, and she stumbled into his arms, only feeling flustered at the moment.

His love words were like a soft whisper, his chin gently pressed against the top of her head, as long as he lowered his head slightly, he could clearly feel his warm breath at the back of her neck, and she, with her whole face pressed against his chest, could clearly hear his sonorous heartbeat.

One time, two times......

It seems that the rate of her heartbeat is the same......

Yin Xinyan's face suddenly became hot like a fire, and she closed her eyes uncomfortably, only to feel that her heart was about to jump out of her chest.

Sure enough, in the face of him, she was still the same weak.

She had a crush on him when she was in college, she missed him when she was working, and after she got married, she couldn't wait to tie him to her side every day.

Although she also told herself over and over again that he didn't love her, and the person he loved was only Lin Wenxuan, she just couldn't forget him.

She couldn't forget his smile, the smell of him, and the kindness to her that he might not even be able to remember.

However, as the saying goes, a twisted melon is not sweet.

Thinking of Qiao Mingjue's pain after getting married, Yin Xinyan regained her senses and tried to break free from his embrace, but he hugged her tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to melt her into his body and never separate again.

"Don't move, listen to me first. Qiao Mingjue's deep voice came from above his head, "I know what you're worried about, and I know what you're afraid of." I don't care what happened to you in the past, I don't care what kind of impact you will have on me, I just want to tell you that I love you, no matter how many mistakes you make and how many detours you take, I am willing to wait for you and be a husband and wife with you for a lifetime. ”

"Qiao Mingjue, don't make trouble. ”

"I'm sorry for your fear, but now I can tell you unequivocally that I only love you, and my heart can't tolerate anyone else. Maybe I really didn't love you enough at the beginning, maybe some of my unreasonable actions broke your heart at the beginning, but people always change, in order to let you see my sincerity over the years, I have been changing, I hope you forgive me, believe me, be my girlfriend, okay?"

Qiao Mingjue's words once again stirred Yin Xinyan's heart.

He only loved her, wasn't that what she had been hoping for?

However, why is she so uncomfortable at the moment when she gets his liking?

Tears poured out uncontrollably, Yin Xinyan sobbed, her voice as small as a gnat: "Qiao Mingjue, why do you pay so much for me?"

"Because you're worth it. Qiao Mingjue's answer was extremely brief.

"That Xuanxuan ......"

"It's because I'm too stupid, I didn't love her for a long time, but because I have been together for so many years, I always have an obsession in my heart, so I can't let go of her, I can't let go of her, and as a result, because of my indecision, I hurt the two of you, and even delayed the youth of the two of you. Xuanxuan and Jiaxi have lived a very happy life after they got married, and I am waiting for you wholeheartedly, we will definitely be happy. ”

If Yin Xinyan was still firm in her heart just now, then at this moment, Qiao Mingjue had successfully broken through the defense line.

Yes, he succeeded.

She was infected by him, persuaded by him, and even, she began to look forward to the days when the two of them would be together.

Qiao Mingjue let go of Yin Xinyan, took a step back, raised her hand to gently wipe away the tears on her face, and smiled slightly: "Little fool, today is a day worth being happy about, why are you crying? I won't force you, I can give you time to think about it slowly, I'll wait for your answer." ”

After Qiao Mingjue finished speaking, he let go of Yin Xinyan's hand and turned around to leave.

Yin Xinyan hurriedly grabbed his hand, and her voice was choked: "Don't go, I can give you the answer now." ”

After a pause, Qiao Mingjue turned to look at her, her voice trembling imperceptibly: "What do you want to tell me?"

"I'm willing, I'm willing to be your girlfriend, are you willing to marry me?" Yin Xinyan burst into tears and laughed, her voice extremely brisk.

Qiao Mingjue's eyes widened in surprise, picked up Yin Xinyan, and excitedly spun around in place, making Yin Xinyan's eyes spin around, and she could only pat him on the back and scream: "Ah——! Qiao Mingjue, let me down!"

"I'm going to carry my wife home!"

As he spoke, Qiao Mingjue firmly carried Yin Xinyan on his back, and strode in the direction of home.

Yin Xinyan was dizzy, but she didn't forget her things, and hurriedly reminded loudly: "Hey!

"Hold on!" Qiao Mingjue reminded in a friendly manner, bent down to pick up the bag on the ground, and strode with Yin Xinyan on his back.

The wind blew Yin Xinyan's long hair, she grabbed Qiao Mingjue's shoulders tightly, and her voice trembled slightly: "You run slowly! Where are you taking me? Oh, slow down, I'm going to fall!"

"I'll take you back to my house!"

"I don't want to go to your house, I'm hungry, I want to eat!"

"I'll do it for you!"

"I don't want to eat what you make, I want fried chicken, I want pizza, I want ......"

In the sun, the figures of the two faded away, and the sound was drowned out in the wind.