Chapter Ninety-Five: Avoiding Fear
Chapter Ninety-Five: Avoiding Fear
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Seeing her son's more and more serious appearance, Jin's mother felt an inexplicable bitterness.
Yes, that's wrong.
She knew she was doing something wrong.
Whether it was the indifference at the beginning or the indifference later, she was wrong, and she sometimes even wondered if she could do these things.
She began to change, becoming a little different from the once kind self, and even sometimes, she began to not know herself.
When did you become like a demon?
When?
Was it the first time, in order to save her daughter, she grabbed the only straw in despair, to hint and acquiesce to a teenage boy to give for his health and future?
Or later, in order to save her daughter again, she called the boy she used to be over, and after he successfully saved his daughter, she left him down again and ignored him?
Why would she do that?
If it was to save his daughter in the first place?
And why?
Is it because she is scared?
Yes, she began to be afraid, afraid of the innocent face of a boy in her memory, that face once said to her with a fearless and firm face, "Auntie, don't worry, I will definitely save the soft!"
She can't forget that face!
She couldn't face that face!
But what she feared the most was a furious man in her memory, the man who almost smashed her home and seriously injured her husband, once made a vow, a vow that made her feel cold all over her body, "He is just a child, but you let him do such a thing! You remember! If my son has any strengths and weaknesses, I will repay you fiercely to the Jin family, and let you also taste the pain of this heartbreaking!"
It was this oath that made her leave Huaxia and return to her homeland as if she were fleeing.
Occasionally, when she dreams back in the middle of the night, she still remembers, but as time passes, she sometimes forgets it, and she thinks that this is enough.
However, what she didn't expect was that ten years later, she would have to face Lin Zangfeng again and face the fear of being aroused again.
This made her later, even when she saw the weak Lin Zangfeng lying alone on the sickbed like that, between conscience and avoiding fear, she resolutely chose the latter.
It is often said that one wrong step, one wrong step.
Jin Mu knew that she couldn't turn back.
Well, in order for all fears to disappear and move away.
Taeyeon and Lim Zangfeng will never be together!
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Meeting her son's gaze, Jin Mu nodded calmly, "Originally, I was supposed to go, but, give me a little time, I'm not ready to see Zangfeng's child, when I'm ready, I'll go see him again." I was relieved to hear that Taeyeon was okay with you today...... Tomorrow, I'll be back in Jeonju. ”
Jin Zhiyong nodded hesitantly, but his eyes flashed with determination, "Okay, oh, mom just needs to have this thought." Let me apologize first, and the rest, our Jin family, go and pay it back slowly. ”
"Okay, let's pay it back slowly. ”
Jin Mu still responded calmly, but something unknown in her eyes was also deeper.
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"Zhiyong, what's that?"
The conversation between Jin Zhiyong and his mother came to an end, and they were both silent with each other.
In such a quiet atmosphere, Jin's mother suddenly saw her son's pocket, where a red thread was half exposed, which looked particularly eye-catching against the backdrop of Jin Zhiyong's light-colored clothes.
So, Jin Mu asked softly.
Jin Zhiyong followed his mother's gaze and looked at his pocket, it was Lin Zangfeng's, no, it was his sister, and it was not right, it was the necklace of his sister and Lin Zangfeng.
He took it out and motioned to his mother, "Is this it, oh Mom?"
The Golden Mother nodded, and when she looked at the familiar shell necklace, a memory flashed through her mind.
She always remembered that it was the first time that her daughter, who was usually very obedient, had to go to the beach.
Without much hesitation, she agreed, and soon took her to the sea.
That day, the daughter picked up a lot of shells, and picked out the most delicate and beautiful one among them.
When she returned home, the daughter carefully polished the shell every day, and finally stole her father's carving knife and carved letters on the shell that she did not understand.
Later, it wasn't until her daughter's carefully polished shell appeared on Lin Zangfeng's neck that she understood what L&J meant.
But at that time, she didn't stop anything, but she felt that it was a good thing that her daughter and the eldest brother of the Lin family had such a good relationship, if there was really fate, it would be a good story for the two families to become in-laws.
It's just that there is a hypothetical prelude to all this.
That is, if, there is no later thing.
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At this point, the memory gradually dissipated, the consciousness returned to reality, and the golden mother gathered all her thoughts and began to listen to her son's explanation.
"This necklace, oh mom should know whose it is, right?"
Kim Zhiyong asked his mother.
Jin Mu didn't speak, just nodded.
And Jin Zhiyong, who got a response, continued to speak, "But I didn't get this necklace from Lin Zangfeng. Today I went to Taeyeon's company to find her, and met an idol star named Bian Boxian in their company, he was holding this necklace, he said, it was when Lin Zangfeng was hospitalized, he went to the hospital and accidentally picked it up, and he has been thinking about returning it to Lin Zangfeng, but he has never had a chance, I thought, isn't I going to meet Lin Zangfeng tomorrow? I'm going to come over, and I'll just return it to him tomorrow. ”
Speaking of this, Kim Ji-yong suddenly showed a smile on his face, "However, there is another interesting thing, that is, this Bian Bae-hyun is about to become Taeyeon's rumored boyfriend, and he also likes Taeyeon, and when he talks to me, he keeps hinting that I help him...... Alas, how can I say it? It is worthy of my Jin Zhiyong's sister, and her charm is so high. ”
Watching her son boast about himself there, Jin's mother had a smile on her face, but looking at the necklace, she was thoughtful.
After a while, she looked at Jin Zhiyong, "Zhiyong, can you give me the necklace?" I think this may be used as a medium for the next time I meet that kid Zangfeng, at least ...... Not so abrupt and awkward. ”
Jin Zhiyong hesitated, but seeing that his mother was very serious, he still handed the necklace to his mother, "Okay...... But oh, Mom, you must remember to return it to him early. ”
Mother Jin looked at her son with a smile, "What? Don't you believe Oh Mom?"
Jin Zhiyong hurriedly shook his head and promised, "I have always believed it." ”
Jin Mu was still smiling, but did not speak again.
It's just that there are many, many apologies in her eyes.
However, these apologies are not just for his own son.
There are also Kim Taeyeon, who has not been seen in the distance, and Lim Zangfeng.
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