Chapter 121: A sense of security
Inside a single room.
Looking at Lin Wenxuan, who was standing by the window with tears streaming down her face, Qin Jiaxi sighed lowly.
The moment she rushed out just now, he was really scared.
He was afraid that she would not be able to think of doing stupid things again, and he was afraid that she would torture herself stupidly because she couldn't accept Qiao Mingjue's words.
Now that he saw that she was fine, his heart had finally settled down.
Qin Jiaxi knows that what Lin Wenxuan needs most now is time.
Time is really the most magical existence in the world, it is like a good medicine, no matter how deep the wounds in your heart are, time will always heal your soul in its unique way, and even gradually fade those scars.
However, how long will it take for the wound in her heart to be healed?
Lin Wenxuan and Qiao Mingjue have been in love for too long, just like Qin Jiaxi loves Lin Wenxuan, this kind of love is no longer vigorous when she was young and frivolous, it has gradually transformed into a habit, hidden in the days and nights in its gentle way.
However, with the same amount of time as love, will it definitely be able to make up for the gap in the bottom of my heart?
Qin Jiaxi's answer in his heart is no, he believes that it is always much more difficult to forget a person than it is to remember a person.
Qiao Mingjue was already deeply rooted in Lin Wenxuan's heart, but Qin Jiaxi didn't care.
No matter how long it takes her to get out of this love with Qiao Mingjue, he doesn't care, what he wants to do most now is to be by her side.
Even if it's to go crazy with her, make trouble with her, and shed tears with her.
"Jiaxi, can you tell me, what is the way to make a person completely come out of another person's heart?"
Lin Wenxuan didn't look back, she turned her back to Qin Jiaxi, and her voice was very soft.
Seeing the expression on Lin Wenxuan's face, Qin Jiaxi chose to be silent.
He didn't know how to answer her question, he was just an orthopedic surgeon, and he couldn't help her solve such a problem.
But can a psychiatrist be able to solve this problem?
I'm afraid it can't......
It is said that heart disease requires heart medicine, but Lin Wenxuan's heart disease, except for Qiao Mingjue, who can cure her?
Walking slowly to Lin Wenxuan's side, Qin Jiaxi gently grabbed her shoulders, "Xuanxuan, don't be sad, you still have a high fever now, you need to listen to the doctor's words to continue the infusion, and you also need to rest well, come with me first and lie down, okay?"
Lin Wenxuan didn't say anything, she obeyed Qin Jiaxi's guidance and obediently returned to the hospital bed.
As soon as she lay down, a little nurse came outside the door to re-infuse her.
There seemed to be a thick water vapor in her brown eyes, and she looked at the drop slightly, with a faint expression on her face.
Qin Jiaxi looked at Lin Wenxuan's current appearance and was anxious.
He knows the discomfort in her heart, but if she cries, it will be better than not crying or making trouble, or even saying nothing, right?
Now all the emotions are suppressed in her heart, she needs to vent, if she continues like this, sooner or later she will be suffocated.
Pulled over a chair and sat down, Qin Jiaxi's voice was soft: "Xuanxuan, don't be like this, what do you have to say to me, or I will call Xi Xi to see you, you tell her, as long as you don't bear this pain alone, okay?"
"Jiaxi, you don't understand, you will never know what it feels like to love someone to the point of unforgettable. β
"I know, because I love you to the core. β
A bitter smile was drawn on her lips, and Lin Wenxuan shook her head gently, "Don't make trouble, I'm not in the mood to joke right now." β
Qin Jiaxi's lips moved, but after all, he didn't say a word, and closed his mouth in a daze.
Qin Jiaxi already regretted it when he blurted out that sentence just now, he knew that now was not the time to talk to her about this, let alone the best time to express his heart to her.
The words that can be said are like water spilled out, and they can't be recovered.
Just when Qin Jiaxi thought that the two of them would be so silent tonight, Lin Wenxuan suddenly opened her mouth.
"On Xinyan's birthday, from the moment I saw them kissing, it was like a wall between me and Mingjue, I stood on this side, he stood on that side, no matter what we came up with, we couldn't get to each other's side, and we couldn't snuggle together intimately like before, everything was like a long dream. β
Qin Jiaxi raised his eyes, and his black pupils revealed a distressed look.
"I thought it was just a joke played by God with me, and even because Ming Jue came to me to explain and apologize, I rekindled my hope, I told him that I would wait for him in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and I would give him another chance to choose. This is not only for me, but also for him, in order not to regret either of us, but instead of coming, he called Xinyan to come.
"Xinyan told me a lot, she told me that she was looking for my troubles at work before, and now she wants to snatch Mingjue, because she loves him, and even in order to get Mingjue, she even made up the pregnancy. I don't know when she became like this, or even how our relationship got to where it is today, I ......"
The emotions that Xu was suppressed in her heart finally broke out, and Lin Wenxuan, who had been expressionless, cried as she spoke.
Qin Jiaxi gently held her cold hand, "How could this be? Didn't the doctor just say that she had a miscarriage......
"That's all fake, she admitted it to me after you left the ward, she said that since she could get a fake pregnancy test report to deceive Ming Jue, then now she still has the ability to make the doctor say that she had a miscarriage, and then let Ming Jue think that I killed his child with my own hands...... Jiaxi, do you think all this is ridiculous? I know the truth of this play that she directed and acted in, but I can't do anything about it, and I have even been led by her nose. β
Lin Wenxuan closed her eyes in pain, and her body trembled uncontrollably.
As long as she thought of these things, her heart was unspeakably uncomfortable, but as soon as she closed her eyes, she would think of Su Ping's death.
She tried to suppress the urge to cry, but the tears still flowed down her cheeks disobediently.
There are so many harsh realities that she receives today, and she doesn't understand why all the sad things have to find her in one day.
Did she do something wrong?
Or is this the end of the story?
"Xuanxuan, don't be sad, we are not powerless, she has done so many harmful things, even if she can't leave evidence for everything, there will always be clues, as long as we ......"
"Evidence? I never doubted her, how could I have paid attention to this?" Lin Wenxuan smiled bitterly, "Jiaxi, I don't want to discuss this anymore, if I can lose all my memories like when I was a child, how good it would be......"
Somehow, Lin Wenxuan's words deeply pierced Qin Jiaxi's heart.
He looked at her, his black eyes as calm as a bottomless lake, glowing with a faint sadness.
"Do you just want to forget these memories? What about me? Am I going to be a part of what you want to forget?"
"I've caused too much trouble in your life, I've gone into the wrong life, we shouldn't have met, should we?"
"So, you're going to forget about me now?"
Lin Wenxuan turned her head a little awkwardly, no longer looking at Qin Jiaxi, as if something was blocking her chest.
Since she was a child, Qin Jiaxi has been taking care of her and protecting her, and she can't even count how much trouble she has caused him, and she doesn't know how much responsibility and pain he has silently borne for her behind her back.
It's just that these shouldn't belong to Qin Jiaxi's life.
If she hadn't disturbed his life, maybe he would be much better and more successful now than he is at the moment.
Seeing that Lin Wenxuan was silent, Qin Jiaxi's stubborn temper also followed.
He got up and sat on the hospital bed, and suddenly pulled Lin Wenxuan up and forced her to look at him, his expression was extremely firm.
"Lin Wenxuan, you have heard me clearly, no matter whether you accidentally broke into my life, and whether you willingly entered this life with me, but when you come, don't want to leave! I will not let go easily, and in my life, you must have you. β
Her heart trembled slightly, Lin Wenxuan looked at Qin Jiaxi fixedly, and couldn't say a word for a long time.
The throbbing of that moment just now, she didn't know if it was because her heart was finally warmed, or because of his words.
It's just that what he gave was exactly what she needed most when she was injured.
Tears poured out of her eyes, Lin Wenxuan stretched out her hand, hugged Qin Jiaxi tightly, leaned her head on his shoulder, and broke down and cried loudly.
Now there is no one else who can give her a sense of security except Qin Jiaxi.
Qin Jiaxi was taken aback by Lin Wenxuan's move, her hands froze in the air, wanting to hug her but she didn't dare to hug her.
But Lin Wenxuan didn't seem to let go of him, she cried like this, not caring about her image at all.
With his heart pounding, Qin Jiaxi closed his eyes, and finally couldn't help but reach out and hug her gently.
Her long hair gently rubbed against his cheeks, accompanied by a faint fragrance, which made Qin Jiaxi's heart suddenly fill at this moment.
Feeling the warm temperature in Qin Jiaxi's arms, Lin Wenxuan's heartbeat also missed a beat unconsciously.
By the time she had cried enough to let go of him, her cheeks were even redder and hotter than they had just been.
Qin Jiaxi raised his hand and touched her forehead, and after making sure that she didn't become like this because of her high fever, he breathed a sigh of relief, then sat back in the chair with a smile and put a proper distance from her.
"I'm sorry, I just hugged you and cried for so long, and it stained your clothes. β
"It doesn't matter, as long as you can remember that you have me by your side, that's enough. β
Lin Wenxuan smiled slightly, lowered her eyelids, and didn't say anything more.
Qin Jiaxi hinted at the feelings in his heart to her one after another, how could she not understand?
She used to be someone else's fiancΓ©e, and she couldn't give him any response, but now that she has returned to being single, she hasn't come out of her past relationship, so she still can't give him a response.
She delayed him for too long and too long, and she also wanted him to be happy, but unfortunately, this love should not be given to him by her.
But now it seems that whether it is beating or scolding, whether it is crying or making trouble, it seems that he has been by her side and can't get rid of it no matter what.
Turning over slightly, facing away from Qin Jiaxi, Lin Wenxuan smiled shallowly.
Some feelings, it seems, have undergone subtle changes in a moment.