Chapter 64: The rain is bleak
How can it be so fast, she hasn't cried well for so many years.
Tears are a gorgeous and pretentious performance, when there is no audience, no matter how much it is, it is in vain, who will she cry to? Who will feel sorry for her?
The more Gu Weiyang thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, new hatreds and old hatreds surged into his heart together, and the pent-up emotions still couldn't be contained, just like the rain pouring down on this summer night, bit by bit it continued for a long time before it had such an effect, how could it be said to stop.
There's got to be a process.
She cried even harder, as if she wanted to shed all the tears that had not been shed in all these years at once, and with the rain, a crystal shred light on her face flowed well, and she couldn't tell which ones were rain and which were tears.
Rong Jingxian didn't get an answer, and he didn't get mad or anything, just maintained the movement of holding an umbrella and stood quietly behind her, watching her cry.
The crying was so ugly, her mouth was about to grin to the root of her ears, if it weren't for this whining cry and the big snot bubble that was broken by the rain in an instant, those who didn't know would have thought she was laughing.
But it was very strange, Rong Jingxian watched her cry here for a long time, he thought he would turn around and walk away impatiently, but no, the thin little shoulders twitched too hard, so that he had a sullen feeling in his chest.
Occasionally, there was a sharp sensation or two that flashed quickly, as if it had been pricked by a needle.
The rain flying obliquely in the fan-shaped pillar of light from the street lamp intertwined into a dense net, netting the thick night, and also netting the two creatures that seemed to have no intersection under the night.
Gu Weiyang was so unscrupulous to hang Rong Jingxian to be baptized in the rain, and when the water on the soaked half of his clothes was almost spreading to his whole body, the frequency and amplitude of her shoulder twitching finally began to decrease a little.
The crying seemed to have stopped, and the sound of the rain hitting the ground was interspersed with regular hiccups.
She cried so hard that now she couldn't even breathe, her eyes had too many tears, and she had been washed away by the rain for a long time, which was sour and astringent, uncomfortable, her vision was slightly blurred, and her eyelids were heavy, and she could barely lift them.
She knew that her eyelids must be swollen at this time, and they must be ugly to death, and Rong Jingxian would definitely laugh at her when she saw it, laughing at her for being a crying bag, and laughing at her for being swollen into fish bubble eyes.
Gu Weiyang raised his hand and wiped his face, his movements were rough, go to his face, he cried for so long, he lost his face, what do you care.
She stood up, took a deep breath, stumbled and stumbled, and after crying, she was panting and choking, but in the end, her emotions were almost released, and she was not as aggrieved as she was just now.
When Rong Jingxian saw her stand up, he knew that she had adjusted almost the same, and he didn't open his mouth, waiting for her to speak, and she hadn't answered what he had just asked.
How could I think that Gu Weiyang was about to turn around, but she almost fell under her feet, Rong Jingxian stretched out her hand to help her, but she stood by herself, and she didn't dare to move, so she stood stiffly.
"What are you doing?"
"I ...... My feet are numb. Gu Weiyang said that he was a little helpless, he had been squatting for so long, and he couldn't get better for a while, and it hurt when he moved.
Rong Jingxian didn't speak, but the corners of his mouth twitched, he wanted to complain about her fault, squeamishness, but in the end he didn't say anything, she was like this, she cried for a long time and was pitiful, and at this time he laughed at her, it was too bullying.
When did he care about other people's feelings, in order not to make Gu Weiyang feel uncomfortable, he endured his urge to complain and didn't speak, Rong Jingxian himself felt that he was too great at this moment.
Gu Weiyang slowly moved the place, turned around, and Rong Jingxian was still holding an umbrella above her head, encircling a small world for her.
It was impossible to completely stop such a heavy rain, but it finally gave her a sense of security.
"Thank you. She said in a deep voice, her voice was as small as a mosquito humming, but Rong Jingxian still heard it.
The person in front of him lowered his head and stared at his toes, and he could only see the top of his head, his hair was soaked and messy, and he looked as embarrassed and ugly as her.
"There is no sincerity at all in saying thank you. He finally couldn't hold back his complaint, but the voice was not loud, and Gu Weiyang could barely hear it.
She was wronged again.
Sure enough, the person in front of her is not suitable for getting along when she is hypocritical, and the picture in her imagination should be that he comforts her twice, don't cry, don't be sad, etc., no.
She was the one who asked for it.
Gu Weiyang raised his head with grievances, and just looked at him with his eyes, the originally smart and good-looking fawn eyes were swollen at this time, but instead of the bright and beautiful ones before, they looked a little ridiculous.
Rong Jingxian couldn't hold back the muscles on his cheeks and shook twice, but he didn't laugh out loud, but said, "Let's go." ”
He pulled up Gu Weiyang's suitcase, raised his chin in the direction of the car, the umbrella was still propped up above her head, and he himself stood in the heavy rain, the rain washed down his beautiful hair, and stuck it to his face along his forehead, and the water trails flowed down.
After holding the umbrella for so long, his arms were almost wooden.
The dark car flashed its lights in the rain, flickering and disappearing, like a shelter.
Gu Weiyang finally got into the car in silence, she didn't ask him where he was going, anyway, she was already homeless, wasn't it the same wherever she went?
In the car, the two of them were silent all the way, no one spoke, Rong Jingxian occasionally watched Gu Weiyang's reaction from the rearview mirror, she just sat there quietly, her hair was still dripping, and she didn't care.
The crying eyes look red and swollen, and with that peerless and beautiful face, it is actually not so ugly, but it makes people feel pity.
The rain curtain outside the window is only big and small, and the rain is still flying obliquely and intertwining with each other, stirring up the world in a blur, Gu Weiyang's eyes are empty, staring at the window glass without focus, and occasionally shaking his body twice with the shaking of the body.
Sometimes she feels that the world is full of glitz, but there is nothing that can really belong to her, and the beauty that others can have is all turned into ashes when she arrives.
Whether she cared or not, she couldn't grasp it, everything in the world was like a flash, and when she came here, it was just a flicker, and then continued to move away from her.
When people are sad, they can't help but think a lot, and they think very hypocritically.
She didn't ask Rong Jingxian why he knew she was here, if he wanted to know, there was always a way to know, didn't he?
Unexpectedly, at this time, it was the person she least expected to be by her side.
Rong Jingxian looked at her through the rearview mirror and said: "Kang Kang has his own life, born in such a family, he is destined to be unstable in this life, and it is useless to think too much." ”
Gu Weiyang's vacant gaze retracted a little, and fell on him, she caught his information, but her brain was still in a state of confusion, and only a small part was running, processing this information.
"How do you know what I'm thinking?"