Chapter 44: Those Who Can Only Cry Are Not Worthy of Revenge

Xu Yang's body is getting weaker and weaker, and his condition is getting more and more serious. Hong Si and Zuo Yang tried to send her to the hospital several times, but they all cried and refused. Xu Yang hated the hospital, that was the place where she saw Xu Hai's true face, even if she died, she didn't want to stay there. There was no way, Hong Si and Zuo Yang had no choice but to hire a good doctor to lie to her that he was a village doctor. Because she has gone through the marriage procedures with Zuo Yang, her children can go to school like other children, which is the only thing she is happy about, in order to make Zuo Yang and Hong Si feel at ease, Xu Yang deliberately showed a picture of gradually forgetting hatred. But looking at the child who takes care of her every day, and the scars left by being kicked and beaten in the past, the hatred in her heart is getting heavier and heavier•••••• just like that, with hatred, Xu Yang is about to come to the end of his life••••••

In front of the sickbed, watching his son holding his hands tightly, Xu Yang finally smiled from the bottom of his heart, "Child, mom is sorry for you." Don't hate your mother•••••• God, you're really unfair, why do you want such a good child to be my Xu Yang's son••••••"

The tears on the boy's face couldn't stop falling on Xu Yang's hand, "Mom, don't leave me, Zuo Yang's father and Aunt Hong Si will come back immediately when they go to find a doctor." ”

Xu Yang dragged his last breath hard, took off the bracelet on his wrist and put it on his son's hand, "Child, you have to hide this chain so that others don't find out." You have to keep in mind that in the future•••••• if you see someone with the same bracelet in the future•••••• it is Xu Hai, the person who makes your mother's life worse than death•••••• you have to return all the suffering suffered by your mother to him, and when there is a painful expression on his face that is the same as his mother now, you can be regarded as avenging your mother••••••• you know?"

"Mom•••••• don't you go••••••" The boy's eyes were already full of tears, and he didn't seem to have the extra energy to hear his mother's words clearly.

"I'm asking if you know!" Xu Yang's eyes were filled with anger again, completely ignoring his weak body, shaking the boy's wrist.

The boy nodded desperately with tears in his eyes, "Got it, I know•••••• I'll avenge my mother••••••"

After listening to the boy's words, Xu Yang finally let go of his hand, gasped and flattened his body, she wiped the tears from the corners of the boy's eyes with her cold hand, "Promise Mom, this is the last time you will cry." He who can only cry is not worthy of revenge. My child, you are also a hard-working person, with a mother like me, it is doomed that you will not be happy again•••••• remember what your mother told you before••••••?

The boy choked up and said, "Keep your mother's diary, don't let Zuoyang's father know." Zuo Yang's father, I can't call him Dad, I can't forget that I am a child who is not cared for by my biological father, it was Xu Hai who made me like this•••••• and also, if I can't avenge my mother, my mother will die blindly•••••• I want to avenge my mother, I can't let Zuo Yang's father and Aunt Hong Si know••••••"

"Good boy•••••• good boy••••••" Xu Yang seemed to get the most satisfactory answer, but she still turned around and suppressed the tears left in the corners of her eyes.

Xu Yang wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, held the boy's hand again, and let the boy close to her ear, the dying Xu Yang's voice and its faintness, "Child, do you know why your mother gave you the name 'Zuo Chen'?" The beautiful morning is always full of sunshine, but ••••••there is no sunshine in the morning that belongs to you•••••• you must always remember that you should have grown up in the bright sunshine, but you were robbed of the light, and only darkness accompanied you•••••• the person who took away the light that should have belonged to you is•••••• It's your uncle•••••• Xu •••••• Hai••••••"

Xu Yang came to the end of her life with the last resentment, and until the end, she still couldn't let go of her hatred, and she still passed on all her hatred to her son at the last moment of her life, without guilt or regret••••••

When Zuo Yang and Hong Si pulled the doctor who had been complaining that the road was far away and difficult to walk, they saw Zuo Chen, who was holding his mother's corpse and crying bitterly••••••

According to Xu Yang's last wishes, Xu Yang was buried under the name of "Zuo Yang". Xu Yang said before her death that in this life, she is an incompetent wife, if she can have the same name as her husband after death, then they will still have the fate to be husband and wife in the next life. After burying Xu Yang, Zuo Yang looked at Zuo Chen, who was standing in front of his mother's tomb in a daze, and said softly: "Xiao Chen, don't be sad. Zuoyang's father will take good care of you. Hong Si also nodded and said, "Xiao Chen, Auntie will always be with you••••••"

Zuo Yang knew that he couldn't bring Zuo Chen back to the city, especially not Xu Hai who knew about his existence. He took out as much time as possible to go to the countryside to accompany Zuo Chen, although he didn't go back much, but whenever he saw Zuo Chen smiling at him, his heart was warm, even if he was tired and tired, he didn't feel it anymore. Hong Si occasionally went to the countryside to visit Zuo Chen, but Hong Si had her own plans, and every time she went to visit Zuo Chen, she would whisper something to him. This made Zuo Yang very worried that Hong Si would tell him about Xu Yang's past, so Zuo Yang always tried to prevent Hong Si from coming to visit Zuo Chen, and gradually Hong Si came to visit Zuo Chen less often. In this way, Zuo Yang sent his salary to Zuo Chen every month, and occasionally went to the countryside to see him on Zuo Chen's birthday•••••• until Zuo Chen's tenth birthday, Hong Si, who had not come to the countryside for a long time, came to celebrate Zuo Chen's birthday with gifts. Just as he was about to cut the cake, Hong Si handed a very beautiful small box to Zuo Yang, "Although it is a birthday gift for Xiao Chen, you have to hold this thing•••••• I will travel to Egypt in a few days." It may not be a long time since we met, this is the latest voice recorder, it looks like a fountain pen is very easy to carry, you wear it on your body, when you miss Xiaochen, record what you want to say to Xiaochen•••••• it will be a good commemorative •••••• when Xiaochen grows up" After that day, Zuo Yang carried the voice recorder with him, and recorded what he wanted to say when he missed his son. Zuo Chen also often misses Zuo Yang, he cherishes the days with Zuo Yang's father, but in his little mind, he has never forgotten the hatred that his mother left to him before she died••••••

Four years later

"Uncle Zuo Yang, if I skip class today, will you tell my father?" Xu Duhang said with a smile as he stared at Zuo Yang, who was concentrating on spinning the steering wheel.

Zuo Yang turned the steering wheel while looking at the road ahead, and said with a light smile: "Xiaoxue is on sick leave, so you don't want to go to class?"

Xu Duhang smiled and patted Zuo Yang's shoulder and said, "Will you tell my dad?"

"Haha, what do you say?" Zuo Yang didn't look at the road ahead of him, still looking straight ahead.

I said•••••• you won't. Because, Uncle Zuoyang is more like my father than my father. Xu Duhang said as he learned from Xu Hai's usual interview on TV, cocked Erlang's legs and leaned back on the back of the chair.

"Oh, that's not a reason. ”

"How not. Fathers, they all know how to be tolerant, right? ”

"Ha, you're really a little ghost•••••• school is here, I'll pick you up after school•••••• uncle will keep it secret for you. ”

"Thank you, uncle!" Xu Duhang jumped out of the car and ran to the school with a smile on his face. Zuo Yang looked at Xu Duhang's bouncing back and said to himself: "It would be great if my Xiaochen also took classes in such a good school••••••

sent Xu Duhang to school, and Zuo Yang drove back to send Xu Hai to work.

Back at home, Zuo Yang saw that Xu Hai was meeting guests, so he stood aside and waited for him. Xu Hai's guests seemed to be in a hurry, so they came to Xu's house so early. A tall man was facing Xu Hai and smiled bitterly: "Brother Xu, you must help me with this, I have been playing futures since I quit the entertainment industry, and I never thought that I would miss it." But if you don't help your brother•••••• your brother will go bankrupt. ”

Xu Hai sighed while drinking tea and said, "Hey, how can this be? Don't worry, I won't see my brother go bankrupt." After all, you have been my leading actor, and I won't ignore it. I'll send you the money tomorrow. ”

The man was very excited when he heard Xu Hai say this, and suddenly held Xu Hai's hand tightly and said, "Thank you so much, Brother Xu! Thank you! Then you are busy first, I will leave first, and I will not bother." ”

Xu Hai nodded slightly: "Well, I won't send it." ”

When the man got up, he suddenly saw the photo of Xu Yang placed on the glass platform and couldn't help but sigh: "Hey, I think our cooperation was very pleasant when I played against Xiaoyang back then, but I didn't expect •••••• Brother Xu, you still miss your sister very much." ”

Xu Hai's expression suddenly became deep, and he slowly approached the glass platform and carefully stroked the frame, "For me, my sister has never left me." ”

The man also nodded helplessly, "Yes, if only I had a brother like you•••••• you said, why is Xiaoyang so confused? If the fans want you to sign an autograph, why are you so arrogant, and you forced the fans to death, making yourself ••••••" Before he finished speaking, he was punched by the oncoming person. Zuo Yang angrily grabbed his collar and said, "Said that Xu Yang drove people to death, did you see it••••••?

"Zuo Yang!" Xu Hai immediately shouted out Zuo Yang's name to stop him from continuing, "Let go of your hand." ”

Zuo Yang shook off his hand vigorously, and Xu Hai immediately apologized and said, "I'm sorry." He was also a fan of my sister, so he didn't like people talking about her like that. Don't blame him, I'll send you. ”

"What kind of person, Brother Xu, I'm just looking at your face. The man followed Xu Hai out of the door with a complaint.

After sending off the guests, Xu Hai looked calm and did not blame Zuo Yang. He just said lightly: "Send me to the company, I have to talk about a few plays today, and come to pick me up later." Then, he stepped into the car with an even pace. But at this time, he thought in his heart, Zuo Yang, I have treated you well for so long, and you still can't learn what it means to be content. Looks like I really can't keep you••••••

It was already late when Zuo Yang went to pick up Xu Hai, Xu Hai sat in the car, listening to the song and not talking. The song being played in the car is Xu Haixuan, "Burial Heart". Listening to the lyrics sung in the song, a contemptuous smile appeared on Xu Hai's face again.

"The butterflies fly away, and the heart is not there. Who will come in the long night, wipe the tears on his cheeks. It's greedy for dependence, greedy for a little love. It's time for the old fate to be difficult, and the heart is full of sorrow. How can I stand it, guess here, weird over there. It is not strange that people's words converge into a sea of sorrow, bitterness and hardship, and the suffering and disaster given by heaven. Thousands of shouldn't, never should, Fanghua is afraid of being lonely, Lin Hua'er is grateful, and even her heart is buried. Where is his body when he returns in the spring". After listening to the whole song, Xu Hai turned his head to the silent Zuo Yang and asked, "I think my sister is more suitable for this song than Ruan Lingyu." However, if you think about it, this song is for you. You are also a person who has buried your heart. Since you hate me so much, you shouldn't have endured it for so many years, which makes me feel that you are even more hypocritical than me. ”

"I don't understand what the boss means. Zuo Yang's tone was very gentle, without ups and downs.

Xu Hai listened to Zuo Yang's words and suddenly began to laugh, and then suddenly quieted down, and the sudden calm made the atmosphere in the car abnormal and weird, Xu Hai kept looking at Zuo Yang without speaking, and after a long time, he finally spoke: "You hate me for killing Xu Yang, this is what you didn't finish talking about this morning." ”

Zuo Yang smiled and then looked at Xu Hai suspiciously and said, "I still don't understand what you mean••••••

Xu Hai was silent for a few seconds, and that contemptuous smile appeared on his face again: "It's okay, admit that you hate me, and I'll help you dig out your buried heart, the first step ••••••"