Chapter 185: Drunk

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"Drinking?" Lin Zangfeng asked as he looked at Taeyeon suspiciously.

"Hmm. Taeyeon nodded her head and continued with some nostalgia, "I remembered the last time you went to the nameless beach with me, you called it the Coral Sea, and that time, we were facing the sea breeze, eating fried chicken, drinking beer, and then until the sun came out. That kind of good memory really seems to be engraved in my mind, and it always makes people laugh and think of it. ”

Lin Zangfeng also smiled and nodded, "So, let's go buy beer now, but in your Korea, do you like to drink soju, or rice wine?"

Taeyeon curled the corners of her mouth and said, "Yes, these wines are considered traditional Korean wines, but we don't drink these wines today, we drink red wine." ”

"Red wine? Okay, I'll buy it now." ”

Lin Zangfeng nodded clearly, and opened his mouth to get up and go to buy.

But Taeyeon grabbed him and smiled and said, "Hey, Zangfeng, you can just sit down." A few bottles of delicious red wine that my relatives once gave me are in my apartment, I'll pick them up now, and I'll bring snacks and food when I come back, so you can wait for me, okay?"

Lin Zangfeng looked at Taeyeon with a warm smile, "Okay, since our soft girlfriends have spoken, then I will sit on the sofa and watch TV and wait." ”

"Well, that's good. Taeyeon smiled and touched Lin Zangfeng's face, "Then I'll leave first, and I'll be back in a while." ”

"Well, goodbye. ”

After saying goodbye, Taeyeon slowly walked out of Haekaku, and then left with the sound of the car's engine starting.

Lin Zangfeng slowly leaned on the sofa alone and suddenly felt a little wonderful, a little hypocritical to say, that is, he actually felt a little cold, a little psychologically or physically, it seemed that when there was a person in his heart, the power that had been able to fight the darkness and loneliness alone began to slowly fade.

It was supposed to be a bad thing, but he didn't think it was bad.

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Coming and going, Taeyeon came back quickly, and when she came, she was carrying a large bag of snacks packed in a fast food box and two bottles of red wine in a beautiful package.

Seeing that Taeyeon was back, Lin Zangfeng stood up with a smile, then greeted her, took a large number of things from her hand with one hand, and then pulled her to sit down with the other.

After asking her to sit down, he ran to get a goblet, while Taeyeon, who was sitting on the couch, began to take out dishes one by one and set them up.

When both of them had everything ready, they finally sat down.

After Lin Zangfeng opened the wine with a corkscrew, he was about to pour wine for the two, but Taeyeon hurriedly stopped him, and Lin Zangfeng looked at her in confusion for a moment, "What's wrong?"

Taeyeon was silent, smiled and put a wine glass in front of him, then poured it for him, and when he was done, he gave him the red wine bottle and motioned for him to pour it for himself.

Lin Zangfeng poured wine for Taeyeon with full doubts, but after pouring it, he looked at Taeyeon curiously, "Is it a special custom in Korea to pour wine for each other?"

Taeyeon nodded, smiling and explaining, "Well, pour yourself a drink, but you will be lonely for a lifetime, so it is necessary to pour wine for the other party." ”

Lin Zangfeng suddenly spoke, "I almost lost my life......

Taeyeon looked at him with a smile, "Don't worry, even if you pour your own drink, I will always be by your side, you don't have to be afraid." ”

Lin Zangfeng looked at her with a smile, but didn't speak again, he was a little scared, afraid of her promise, not afraid that she wouldn't fulfill it, just afraid of other factors, because of those irresistible factors, everything became uncertain, as if many years ago, she said the same, but she left in the end, didn't she?

"What are you thinking?" Taeyeon pouted, her little face gently approached Lin Zangfeng to ask, but after asking, her eyes were immediately filled with a kind of helplessness and continued to speak, "Alas, I really don't know if it's a blessing or a curse for me to find a boyfriend who has so many secrets and is so preoccupied, I'm really afraid that one day, that woman who looks like me will suddenly appear and let you be by her side, and you will leave me without hesitation and go to her." ”

Lin Zangfeng looked at this beautiful face that was close at hand, and scratched her little qiong's nose with a smile, "What do you think, I won't." ”

Taeyeon's little face bulging, "Who knows......"

Lin Zangfeng looked at her with a smile, but his eyes were slowly serious, "The wind is the same, the past is the past, I can't go back, I can't go back, I can't reverse time, but I can take everything in front of me seriously, then whether it's you, my father, or someone who has given me a lot of warmth, I will do my best to protect and cherish it." ”

"Can you trust me?"

As he spoke, Lin Zangfeng looked into Taeyeon's eyes with anticipation.

Taeyeon looked at Lin Zangfeng quietly for a long time, and then, she only made one action, that is, she gently hugged Lin Zangfeng.

"I believe you will, and I have always believed it, because no one in my world can understand it except you, and if I don't even believe you, I will have no credible person in this world. ”

Lin Zangfeng was stunned for a moment, but finally smiled with relief.

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The two finally started drinking, and some variety shows were also playing on TV, which happened to be an interview show that reviewed the history of childhood, and the guests in the show were nine people in childhood, and among the nine people, Taeyeon sat in the corner, unless the camera filmed her, she could smile casually, and the others were silent at all times.

Taeyeon, on the other hand, drank wine, watched the bizarre variety of things on TV, and then looked at himself on TV, and there were some indescribable depressions and sighs in his eyes.

Lin Zangfeng keenly noticed this, he gently touched Taeyeon's little head, and said gently, "Taeyeon, you can say anything to me, don't hide anything in your heart like on TV." ”

Taeyeon glanced at Lin Zangfeng, nodded obediently and obediently, she gently put down the wine glass, exhaled slowly, and then leaned against Lin Zangfeng's side, she spoke, her tone was a little depressed, "Actually, I really hope that you can appear from the beginning, be by my side, no matter what time you can be." Because looking back from the course of memory, I have come to this day, and there are really many times when I am afraid. When I was in school, I was ostracized. When I debuted, I had the most feared Black Sea. finally became famous, but because of all kinds of scandals and rumors, he was abused by black fans. Even when I was alone in the company and wanted to practice hard, someone would come to me and threaten me or intimidate me into being his girlfriend or something. ”

"These most helpless, lonely and scared times, there is no one to accompany and protect, and no one to confide in and explain, and I can't show it, because the combination at that time is also very fragile, and the slightest wind and grass will make everyone collapse, so I try to be strong and change, from love to fight to silence, just afraid that I will say the wrong thing, afraid that I can't help but cry. ”

"I really want to blame you, blame you for showing up so late, if you were by my side early, would everything be different, would I still laugh silly, laugh loudly, as if there is nothing in this world that can make me cry, make me afraid, and make me full of inhibition and depression. ”

Taeyeon's eyes turned red as she spoke, it seemed that it was the effect of alcohol, her tears swirled in her eyes, but her expression seemed to be smiling, as if the pressure of so many years was revealed in front of Lin Zangfeng today, without the slightest concealment.

Lin Zangfeng felt sour in his heart, and the sourness flooded into his mouth and turned bitter, what could he say, what could he do? If he could, why didn't he want to appear early, to protect her, to accompany her, but could he?

He can't!

Because at that time, he was also struggling, and he was also miserable and miserable, like the smallest speck of dust, under the wind of fate, he couldn't even find himself.

He took a deep breath and hugged the petite Taeyeon, and his hand holding Taeyeon began to tremble a little, and at this time, the words he spoke were not comforting, but incoherent apologies.

"I'm sorry...... Sorry, I'm late......"

And this sentence of sorry is like to Taeyeon and to his former self.

At this moment, Taeyeon couldn't stop sobbing in Lin Zangfeng's arms, and Lin Zangfeng also had red eyes.

They were all drunk, but it didn't seem to be all because of alcohol.

As the saying goes, if you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk.