Chapter 105: Paper Butterfly

Because of the relationship between herself venting her temper and knocking down the easel last time, Lan Xue's painting that she wanted to give to Duan Meixi as a wedding gift was damaged. Therefore, in order to be able to send a beautiful painting to Duan Meixi's wedding tomorrow, Lan Xue kept working overtime to catch up. Even though it was already night, Lan Xue still sat quietly in front of the easel, smearing oil paint on the canvas one by one. However, today's Lan Xue just can't calm down, maybe she is worried about whether she can give a complete gift tomorrow, or maybe she is worried about whether she will be able to face Duan Yehan with "no flaws" tomorrow with the face she thinks. Lan Xue gradually stopped what she was doing, picked up the invitation card on the table, and looked at it blankly······

"You're scared ······"

The familiar voice appeared in Lan Xue's ears again, Lan Xue raised her head to look at the black shadow in front of her, and smiled, "Brother Yingsheng." The black shadow slowly approached the blue snow, "You're scared, aren't you?" Lan Xue put down the invitation in her hand, nodded and said, "Yes, I'm scared, very scared." Tomorrow is really a very special day. The senior sister is getting married, and with someone to spend her life with, she has to say goodbye to the big and careless self she used to have. And I also have to try to become another person, with the mystery of the cause of my father's death, with the mystery of my mother's departure, with the mystery of why I became so miserable, and the self who only pretended to be myself in my heart before······ Farewell. I'm afraid, I'm afraid I won't be able to become what I want to be, and all the mysteries will be lost. I'm even more afraid that I will become what I want to be, and if I become like that, will my conscience also change······ I'm really scared. Ying slowly raised his arm to touch Lan Xue's hair, but when his arm was raised in the air, he slowly put it down, he slowly walked a few steps forward, stood next to Lan Xue's shoulder and said softly: "Lan Xue, you are no longer a child, since you have chosen, you will have to suffer the corresponding setbacks or costs." Just like a moth chooses to put out a fire to endure the heart-wrenching pain of being burned by the fire, and a footless bird chooses to land to bear the fleeting moment that its life has come to an end. Once you choose to wear a mask, you will inevitably suffer the suffocation and darkness behind the mask. So, even if you are afraid, you are afraid, you are crying, no second person will see it except you. This is the price you must pay for disobeying your heart. You ······ Are you ready to pay that price?" "I ······" Lan Xue hesitated a little, she turned her head slightly to look at the starry night sky outside the window, "Brother Yingsheng, since the time when my father left me, whenever I look at the stars in the sky, I always feel that there is such a star, although it is very bright but not bright at all, the halo around it seems to contain a thousand tears of sadness······ Those stars are like the eyes of my father before he left me······" Lan Xue looked at the stars in the sky, as if she saw her father's painful but sad eyes before leaving in the stars that looked bright but not bright, saw the cold and helpless eyes of her mother when she held her hand, and saw the helpless but wooden eyes when she collapsed to the ground······

Lan Fei was already dying, but he still tried his best to hold Shan Ru's hand, his eyes were full of tears to look at Lan Xue, his other hand grabbed the corner of Xu Duhang's clothes and moved his gaze to him,* said, "I, I have atoned for my sins······ Let it go, let me ······" Lan Fei's words still couldn't be finished after all, and his hand holding the corner of Xu Duhang's clothes instantly drooped······

Shan Ru let go of the hand held by Lan Xue and held Lan Xue's wrist with her backhand, and she held it tightly with all her might, Lan Xue's wrist was held by Shan Ru painfully, her hands were clenched into fists, but there was no trace of reaction on her face. Shan Ru knew that her daughter was held by herself very painfully, but she still did not relax at all, but her strength was greater than before, she smiled bitterly and said to Lan Xue: "Xue'er, you have to remember the pain now." Because in the future, you may experience more painful and heart-piercing pain than you do now. No matter how unbearable the pain is, you have to be the same as now, you can't have expressions or reactions······ You have to keep it in mind. ”

Lan Xue fell to the ground, her limbs unconscious, and in a daze, she saw two men in jackets emerge from the car that attacked her, and the two men were looking at her with a wicked smile, as if they were "watching" the animals in the zoo. With what little consciousness she had, Lan Xue wanted to remember what they were, what they said. Another man patted the other man on the shoulder and smiled, "It's cool to test the car where the monitor is broken." The other man bent down and looked at Lan Xue, who was almost unconscious, and smiled: "Such a beautiful woman, Duan Yehan is even willing to do it, hey, it's a pity." ”

The scenes of the past were clearly presented in front of the eyes of the blue snow with the twinkling stars, and then blurred with the stars until they disappeared. Lan Xue raised her hand to wipe away the tears that appeared in the corners of her eyes at some point, turned back to the shadow and said, "I'm ready, no matter what the cost, I will bear it." I will put on a mask, even if I can no longer see my face, even if the mask is embedded in my bones and blood, I will not take it off," Lan Xue's words suddenly made Shadow's body stiffen, he looked at Lan Xue's resolute eyes, and suddenly remembered his green voice in his ears, "The only talisman of the killing machine is the coldness without blood and tears, once their blood and tears become warm, it is equivalent to no amulet." Without this amulet, they can no longer kill wholeheartedly, and they are destined to be killed by people who are more attentive and cold than themselves. Every killer has been poisoned by the poison that comes for them to die and goes to die, and this amulet is their only antidote. From now on, I'm going to throw away Kawashima Midoriya's amulet, I'm going to throw away such an antidote, even if the poison is embedded in my blood and bones, I won't regret it. I, until I die, will no longer be Kawashima Midoriya. I am Qiu Luxue, who is here for you and for you, Qiu Yingsheng's wife, Qiu Luxue. ”

Seeing that Ying froze in place, and didn't speak, Lan Xue gently touched his sleeve, "Brother Yingsheng, what's wrong with you? Are you thinking about Senior Sister?" Just now I thought of what Midori once told me······ Tomorrow she will be married, and I'm very happy. She can get more happiness and joy in the future, and she will never feel sad and miserable again······" Lan Xue shook her head and said, "Don't say that, I believe that the person who became your wife in her previous life must also be very happy and happy." "Do you really believe it, believe that the person in my previous life felt happy and happy because he became my wife?" Shadow's tone gradually became lighter, he had no confidence, because he had never believed that he would bring happiness and happiness to Midori Kawashima. "Well, I believe. Lan Xue responded very firmly. Lan Xue's affirmation silenced Ei, and he stood quietly, no longer speaking. Looking at the silence of the shadow, Lan Xue continued to hold the brush and continue the movements in his hand, although he didn't know what the shadow was thinking now, but in his imagination, there must be his green child. Indeed, just as Lan Xue thought, Ying stood quietly, recalling the scene when he first met Duan Meixi in this world as Ren Hao······ She frowned, rested her head on her shoulder, and whispered, "I don't know why, my heart hurts, and I almost can't breathe." Thinking of this, Ying suddenly opened her mouth and interrupted the movement in Lan Xue's hand, "Don't believe it anymore." Lan Xue turned her head slightly, looked at the shadow who was always hanging her head and asked, "Why?" "Because, whether it is in the past life or this life, all I can bring to her is suffocating pain······"

"Big young master, this side should also be folded in half, and then cut it down along this straight line······" Ah Lan folded the red paper in his hand intently, and then "instructed" Qiu Ruoyu how to cut out beautiful patterns. Qiu Ruoyu listened to Ah Lan's guidance very seriously while carefully folding the red paper in his hand, since the last time Xue Marks couldn't put down Ah Lan's paper butterfly, he began to take the time to learn paper-cutting with Ah Lan. At first, because I looked down on this little paper and scissors, I thought it would be difficult to dance and ink, but when I really faced these simple things, I became stupid, and the small paper and scissors in my hands just didn't obey the call. However, after repeated practice, I can still make some appearances. Take the paper in his hand now, although it is not as delicate and smooth as Ah Lan's scissors, it can also be called decent. Qiu Ruoyu was wholeheartedly "dealing with" the scissors and paper in his hand, only to hear Ah Lu's voice gradually coming from behind him, "Miss, you run slowly, don't fall." Qiu Ruoyu turned his head and saw Xue Zhen holding two oranges in his hand and running towards him with a smile. Seeing this, Ah Lan hurriedly ran towards Xueji, wanting to hold her for fear that she would fall, but Xueji had already run up the stone steps of the pavilion before he could run a few steps. Because she ran too fast, Xueji saw that she kicked her toes to the stone steps and was about to fall, Qiu Ruoyu couldn't speak, threw down the things in her hand and rushed forward to support Xueji, but fortunately, even if she came over smoothly, she hugged Xuezhen smoothly so that she didn't fall. Snow Scar may have been frightened, her hand holding the orange trembled, her eyes were a little frightened, and she stood dumbfounded without saying a word. Seeing Xueji's scared look, Qiu Ruoyu was very nervous, he held Xueji's hand tightly with one hand, and stroked Xueji's hair with the other hand and said softly: "Xuejin is not afraid, it's okay, if Brother Yuyu just hugged you, you won't fall, it's okay." Under Qiu Ruoyu's comfort, the snow marks gradually eased up, and when she raised her eyes and saw that the person in front of her was Qiu Ruoyu, she let go of his hand and turned to find Ah Lan······ Blue ······" Seeing this, Ah Lan hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Miss, Ah Lan is here, what does Miss want?" Ah Lan bowed to Qiu Ruoyu and apologized while holding Xue Zhen's hand: "I'm sorry young master, in the past few days, I have transferred Ah Lu to take care of Miss when I taught the eldest young master paper-cutting, Ah Lu is too young and I am afraid that I didn't serve a good young lady, it's all my fault Young Master." "It's okay. Qiu Ruoyu said as he took Xueji's hand again, "You and Ah Lu are going to be busy with you, I'll accompany Xueji." "Yes. Ah Lan and Ah Lu left after Qiu Ruoyu.

Ah Lan and Ah Lu left, and only Snow Marks and Qiu Ruoyu were left in the pavilion. Qiu Ruoyu took Xueji's hand and carefully took her to the edge of the stone bench to sit down. Although Snow Scar no longer cries and screams when she sees herself like she used to, she still doesn't laugh as much as she did when she faced herself, and she is not as comfortable as when she was with Alan or Midoriya Kawashima. Xue Scar sat quietly on the stone bench, holding the orange in his hand, staring straight at Qiu Yingsheng's usual position where he usually sat and drank tea, without speaking. Qiu Ruoyu saw that Xue Zhen looked at the empty stone bench opposite and sat down next to Xue Zhen with a smile without speaking, Qiu Ruoyu's head was slightly close to Xue Zhen's shoulder, and said softly: "Are you looking for Brother Yingsheng?" Qiu Ruoyu looked at the oranges handed over by Xueji and smiled. He gently picked up the orange in Xueji's hand, held it in his hand, shook it in Xueji's eyes, and smiled, "Do you want to eat it?" Then he began to carefully peel the orange peel, and fed the peeled orange into Xueji's mouth one by one······ After eating the orange, Snow Mark became curious about the paper and scissors on the stone table again, and reached out to get the scissors on the table. Qiu Ruoyu was afraid that the scissors would hurt Xueji, so he hurriedly took the scissors and said to Xueji: "Do Xuezhen want butterflies? If Brother Ruoyu cuts a paper butterfly for you to see, is it okay? I guarantee that it is more beautiful than Ah Lan's cut." However, you have to be obedient and sit obediently, otherwise the paper butterflies cut out will not be beautiful. As soon as Qiu Ruoyu's words fell, the snow mark that wanted to grab scissors from him just now immediately became quiet, and he sat on the stone bench obediently and looked at him. Seeing the attentive look of Xue Zhen when he looked at him, Qiu Ruoyu seemed to have become "fluttering", maybe only Xue Zhen had this magic, as long as she had a casual look, he could feel great joy. Qiu Ruoyu lowered her head and concentrated on cutting her favorite butterfly for the snow marks, but her concentration was "Big Young Master" behind her. "Interrupted. Qiu Ruoyu stopped what he was doing and turned his head, only to see Ah Cheng standing in front of him with a tray of decoction and medicine with teary eyes······