1484, self-deprecation and intrigue
Rowling walked out of the apartment building in a daze, along the sidewalk down the street, toward the school.
"Senior Sister Zhang Xinyue walked with the senior and became the senior's girlfriend?" she muttered to herself, "No wonder her recent dress and mental outlook have changed drastically! Sister Xiangxiang and Sister Xuexue are still wondering if she is looking for a generous and rich golden beetle son-in-law, but they don't want the person she is looking for to be a senior......" Luo Lin shook her head, what she saw in Zhang Xinyue's apartment not long ago, and what she heard still kept echoing in her mind, shocking, making her feel like a dream, extremely unreal.
"But Senior Sister Zhang, what's the ...... How is it possible? How can such an excellent person as a senior look up to her? Is it really like what the senior said, for a long time...... Love?" She suddenly remembered the scene she saw when she opened the bathroom door an hour ago, Senior Wang hugged and kissed Senior Sister Zhang, and put his hand on Senior Sister Zhang's face...... Rowling's body shuddered, and she felt like she couldn't go any further.
"But senior, even if ...... Even if you feel sorry for Senior Sister Zhang, you can compensate her in other ways? Why do you have to ...... 'make a promise by example'? Don't you know that with your conditions, what kind of girl can't be found? Our school's department flower, school flower, as long as you want, you can choose, why bother...... Why bother to find an ordinary Senior Sister Zhang to give up on herself and wronged yourself?" Rowling sighed incomprehensibly.
Although Wang Bo's words just now made her understand the reason why the two were together, in Rowling's heart, she still felt difficult to let go and understand. In her opinion, only the best women can be worthy of a man like Wang Bo, so talented, and so much wealth that countless people can't earn in a lifetime, such as Liang Ya, the school flower of Xizheng who is his "childhood sweetheart", such as Zheng Yan, the school flower of C, only a girl like this one in a thousand, who is charming and charming, she thinks that she can be worthy of her dazzling and dazzling seniors with unlimited future prospects! Even if it was herself, she was rated as a flower by some boring boys in her grade, and she felt that she didn't match the radiant Senior Wang, and she was still a little bit behind.
"Could it be that the senior is sad and desperate because Senior Sister Liang left him, and Senior Sister Zheng also left her, and then he thought it was rotten, so he just found an 'ordinary' person?"
Liang Ya's going abroad, Zheng Yan's departure, although she, Chen Xiang, and Zhang Xinyue did not dare to mention and talk in front of Wang Bo, but behind the scenes, they also talked quietly many times, guessing that everyone's consensus was that Senior Wang was with Senior Sister Liang behind his back, and then was inadvertently discovered by Senior Sister Liang, Senior Sister Liang was sad, and went abroad;
This speculation, although it was not admitted by either of the parties, the girls felt quite reliable. Otherwise, if it weren't for this kind of big event, other small misunderstandings and small contradictions, where would Liang Ya choose to leave her boyfriend in the most extreme and decisive way of going abroad?
As for the fact that Senior Sister Zheng was good behind Senior Sister Liang and Senior Brother Wang, and finally broke everyone apart, she didn't know what the other girls thought, but she couldn't hate it anyway, and she couldn't blame Senior Sister Zheng. Because Senior Sister Zheng is so good, I feel that she is even better than Senior Sister Liang, whether it is appearance, knowledge and talent, Senior Sister Zheng is the most powerful and top one she can see in reality. If Senior Sister Liang is a pure beauty that is rare to see in reality, then Senior Sister Zheng is a fairy who only exists in imagination.
Senior Sister Zheng Yan Zheng is a real big beauty who can't be jealous even as a woman!
Therefore, whether it is Senior Brother Wang to provoke Senior Sister Zheng, or Senior Sister Zheng can't stand Senior Brother Wang's charm and is willing to "commit herself to marry", in Rowling's view, it is a match made in heaven, to a certain extent, it is human nature, she can understand, and she is not jealous. Especially after Senior Sister Liang left, Senior Sister Zheng not only did not seize this God-given opportunity, pursued the victory, and walked from behind the scenes to the foreground, but chose to leave, which made her even more moved and admired. She felt that if she was Zheng Yan, she was afraid that she would not be able to be so free and resolute as the other party.
Zheng Yan and Wang Bo are together, several of the girls who know about them are not jealous, Zheng Yan later chose to leave, they still faintly feel pity, but in terms of looks and talents, in her opinion, Zhang Xinyue and Senior Sister Zhang, who are much worse than Senior Sister Zheng, Rowling felt a little puzzled, and instinctively thought that this was not Senior Brother Wang's self-abandonment, or Senior Sister Zhang's conspiracy, including the night the two had a relationship, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that it was likely to be taken advantage of Senior Sister Zhang's deliberate arrangement.
"Senior Wang is so gentle, how good he is to girls, and how reluctant to be sad and sad for girls? If Senior Sister Zhang cries and cries afterwards, or even wants to die or live, Senior Wang feels sorry and unbearable, probably only chooses to be with Senior Sister Zhang.
"Yes, it must be like this!" Rowling clenched her little fist, feeling like she had guessed the truth of the matter!
"But even if you know the truth, what? Now that the two are together, can they still be separated? That Senior Sister Zhang is really, she doesn't have any self-knowledge at all, so don't talk about the school flowers, even if it's Sister Xiangxiang, there are ...... And I, both of them are more beautiful than you, and my abilities are not bad, we ...... None of us have anything to think about, but you ...... Before making some decisions, please look in the mirror first? Could it be that in this world, people are really invincible if they are shameless?" Rowling thought angrily, and her resentment towards Zhang Xinyue's "shamelessness" was getting deeper and deeper.
As she walked, she was thinking about the things between Wang Bo and Zhang Xinyue in a mess, and soon after, she thought of Wang Bo's commission to her, and suddenly slapped her head and scolded secretly, feeling that she was blindly eating radishes and worrying, and she had the leisure to criticize Senior Sister Zhang, who had no self-knowledge, it was better to think more about whether she wanted to be Senior Wang's secretary.
Of course, she is a hundred and a thousand who are willing to help Wang Bo do things, but this time she is not an ordinary help, she needs to go to work every day like Senior Sister Zheng before. There is a huge problem here, that is, she is still studying, she doesn't have so much time, the student union still has a lot of things, she also plans to take the postgraduate entrance examination, if she goes to be Senior Wang's secretary, she will inevitably have to readjust many things, or even give up.
"Do you want to be Senior Wang's secretary?" Rowling was embarrassed.
With a sense of restlessness and loss, Rowling returned to her bedroom.
It was already half past five in the afternoon, and several roommates in the dormitory were holding their own cups and bowls and preparing to go to the cafeteria for dinner.
"Xiaoyao, Fangfang, you wait for me. I'll go to the cafeteria with you in the evening to eat. Luo Lin rushed to Qi Xiaoyao, who was about to go out, Wan Fang and the others said, put down the schoolbag on their shoulders, and took out the lunch box that had not been used for a long time from the bookshelf.
"Why, Linlin, aren't you going to Senior Wang's tonight? Could it be that you are tired of eating big fish and meat, and want to eat some clear soup and wash your stomach with us ordinary people?" Wan Fang quipped.
"What big fish and big meat? It's like we're corrupt every day. Senior Wang has something to do today and is not at home. Rowling gave Wan Fang a blank look and said. Wang Bo is there, indeed, as Wan Fang said, every day is big fish and meat, chickens, ducks, geese, fish and rabbits, birds and beasts, and every day changes the whole pattern, but this kind of thing that is easy to make people envious, jealous and hateful, it is better to do more and say less.
When eating dinner in the cafeteria, Rowling, who was swaying and felt that she couldn't pay attention, thought about it, so she told a few roommates about Wang Bo's plan to recruit a temporary secretary, and asked everyone to help her staff and come up with ideas.
“…… I am actually willing to help Senior Wang do things, not to mention that I can learn a lot of things, but also to broaden my horizons. But in that case, the job of the student union will definitely have to be resigned, and the plan to go to graduate school next year will basically be scrapped. Moreover, this alone is not enough, if I go to Senior Wang's class every day, I will inevitably skip class, a lot of skipping class, I can take other time to study on my own in terms of academics, this is no problem, mainly the counselor, the professional class teacher is not easy to explain. If because of this, a red light is hung at the end of the semester and you can't finish your studies after two years, it will be bad. Rowling put her thoughts and considerations in front of a few roommates.