Chapter 187: Can You Not Laugh at Me?
I couldn't help but shudder in my heart, raised my hand to put my arm around her shoulder, and comforted: "Don't, silly girl, we haven't reached that moment yet, let's not think about these things yet." ”
actually asked me to euthanize her, such a heavy and cruel topic, I don't dare to think about it now!
Tian Qiuqiu shook his head and said, "No! It's almost here, and it won't take a few days." Brother Lele, you must promise me first, okay?"
A heavy sour smell welled up in my heart and soured my nose, and I had no choice but to nod and say, "Okay! When the time comes, I won't let you endure the pain." ”
Tian Qiuqiu was very relieved to see that I was willing to agree to her, and took one of my arms and greedily drilled into my arms, grabbing the temperature of my body, so as to drive away the chill of this dark world.
I also hugged her very dotingly, enjoying the warmth of her soft body.
In the midst of helplessness and despair, nothing warms people's hearts like a hug.
In his arms, Tian Qiuqiu called me softly: "Brother Lele." ”
I bowed my head to her, "Huh?"
Tian Qiuqiu raised a smile: "Do you know, with you with me, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of death." ”
I smiled slightly, "Me too." If it weren't for you, if I were to die alone in the dark, I would have gone crazy first. Fortunately, with you by my side, I have the courage to face death, thank you, Qiuqiu. ”
Tian Qiuqiu raised his face: "Is it true?"
I said, "Of course it's true." You can also see how decadent I was when I first faced the facts yesterday, and I was about to collapse. If it weren't for you by my side and guiding me, I can't imagine what I would be now. ”
Tian Qiuqiu smiled lightly, with a bit of sweetness in his smile, turned around, wrapped his arms around my waist, and couldn't help but say happily: "Brother Lele, I feel so happy to be able to die with you." ”
I pinched her pretty white face: "Look at your nonsense." ”
Tian Qiuqiu hurriedly said: "It's true, I didn't lie to you." ”
I smiled bitterly and said, "If we die together, what is there to be happy, aren't we happier to live." ”
Tian Qiuqiu was embarrassed, his face turned red, and explained: "I mean...... I mean, in this case, when there is no way to live, I feel very happy to be able to die with Brother Lele and you, instead of with someone else, or me alone. ”
"Oh!" I teased, "Your idea is that death can also pull you Lele Brother to cushion your back, so it's more balanced in your heart, right?" ”
Tian Qiuqiu's face turned even redder, and he hurriedly defended: "No, it's not. Brother Lele, don't get me wrong, you have to have a chance to live, I definitely hope you can live. It's just that...... I'm just saying...... That one...... That's not what I meant!"
I saw that this girl was so anxious that she couldn't say anything well, and I couldn't bear to tease her anymore, and said, "I understand, I understand what you mean, it's just to tease you, don't care." ”
Tian Qiuqiu said: "Do you really understand?
I said, "Yes, I really understand." I know that you are a very kind girl, just like your sister. Of course, I hope I'm okay. ”
Tian Qiuqiu nodded with satisfaction: "Well, that's it." ”
I was very narcissistic and said: "You just have a good impression of you Brother Lele, and it is very comfortable to be with me, isn't it? ”
"Hmm!" Tian Qiuqiu nodded again, with a little shyness on his face.
I kissed her on the forehead and said, "Then I'm happy too." ”
Tian Qiuqiu was so ashamed that she put her face on my chest and asked, "What are you happy about?"
I laughed and said, "I'm happy...... When I was about to die, there was a beautiful girl who needed my attention. I feel a sense of accomplishment in my heart. ”
Tian Qiuqiu listened and laughed.
I had no leaning on my back, hugging Tian Qiuqiu like this, my waist was a little sore, I looked at the stone wall behind me, and said to Tian Qiuqiu: "Let's go over there and sit down, okay? ”
Tian Qiuqiu nodded and reluctantly got up.
Anyway, there is no way out, there is no hope of escape, and we have nothing to do, so we can only sit together and chat, hug each other for warmth, and then sit and wait for life to fade.
I took the two wolfskins, and two dry cloths. I found a relatively flat wall, a piece of wolf skin as a cushion, a piece of wolf skin hung on the wall as a backrest, and a dry cloth to isolate the cold stone wall.
I sat down, leaned on the dry cloth with my buttocks, and then opened my hands to Tian Qiuqiu, who was standing in a daze, holding his arms in the cold: "Come on! It's warm here!"
Tian Qiuqiu walked up with infinite joy, turned his back, sat on my lap, and pressed his body close to me.
I took another dry cloth and wrapped her around her chest to cover her bare skin, then put my palm around her stomach.
In this way, she is warm, and I am warm.
We started chatting, talking about our lives, about our experiences.
I told her about my school days and my time as a soldier.
She told me interesting stories about her time in health school. But more than that, it's an interesting story about her and her sister Tian Xiaxia together. She looks exactly the same as her sister, and from childhood to adulthood, there are countless oolongs and misunderstandings. Her sisters were also naughty when they were young, and they often teased each other by wrapping up each other, and they never got tired of it.
After we talked like this, we had a good chat.
In a trance, we all seem to have forgotten the time, the sorrow, and the threat of death.
The two of us are like a pair of friends who have known each other for a long time, talking about everything and everything.
When we say we're tired, we stop and enjoy the silence for a while.
Tian Qiuqiu sat in my arms, pressing my thighs, and before I knew it, I found that I was standing up again.
There is a physiological reaction again.
I thought that after learning of the fact that I was going to die, I was so hopeless that I lost interest in that kind of thing.
Otherwise, when I went to bed last night, I was naked, and there was no separation, and I didn't react to such temptations.
And now we still have a pair of clammy panties between us.
It should be this small talk that untied my heart knot and let my mood go.
Or maybe you figured it out.
When people know that they are going to die, they should be anxious first, but after the anxiety, they find that it is useless and they are powerless to return to heaven, so they slowly calm down in their hearts and begin to accept this result.
I was there, Tian Qiuqiu's buttocks, which made me a little embarrassed, so I explained: "Uh...... I'm sorry about this. As I told you, the natural physiological response, as soon as it warms up, it becomes like this. What a shame on me!"
Tian Qiuqiu didn't speak, just bit her lip and grinned.
I was very resentful: "Can you not laugh at me!"
(End of chapter)