Chapter 209: Love to the depths of human pain

"How can you be sure that I must be pregnant with your child?" Lin Yuyan looked at him teasingly.

"It's all this time, miss, are you still in the mood to joke?"

Chen Feng glanced at her, and then smiled softly and evilly: "I'm sure it's not my child, but it should be the child of the two of us." A slap can't make a sound, I can't do such a great thing without you. ”

Lin Yuyan's face turned red when he smiled.

At this moment, she was really willing to be pregnant, looking at him with a little bad smile and snuggling comfortably in his warm arms. But she never felt that she was pregnant, hesitated for a while, and said: "Chen Feng, I'll tell you seriously, I really don't think I'm pregnant." ”

"Impossible, you tell me no, who believes such an obvious performance. ”

"Do you want me to get pregnant so much?" Lin Yuyan looked at him.

"But right now, you're clearly pregnant. Chen Feng was stunned for a moment and said with a wry smile.

"But it's impossible in time," Lin Yuyan said with a red face, "Even if it's the first time we ...... That one...... I deliberately checked it, and the pregnancy reaction basically appeared at about six weeks, so I ...... It appeared too quickly. ”

"There are always exceptions, otherwise how would you explain your current reaction?"

"I ...... I don't know ......" Lin Yuyan sighed and said, "Originally, I planned to go to the hospital for a check-up in the next two days, if I was really pregnant, ......"

"Are you going to beat the child?" Chen Feng said angrily: "Do you know that it is very serious damage to your body!?In your heart, I am so untrustworthy, I would rather go to the hospital alone than call me to tell me!?" ”

Lin Yuyan had a sour nose, and she wanted to say something but couldn't say it. All this is simply her own doing, if her father told her that Chen Feng was her fiancΓ© who she was marrying and tried to accept him, I think the two of them must be living together very happily, even if they are really pregnant, she will be very, very happy.

But now, she has to bear all the consequences.

Do you regret it?

In the silence of the night, she often regretted her decision.

But she knew that regret was useless, and that time could not go back to the night when she made the decision, so she ......

She never complained about Chen Feng.

"If everything could go back to where it started, I would not hesitate to choose you. Lin Yuyan snuggled in his arms and muttered to herself, "Although you are very bad, even took away my first time, but I still can't help falling in love with you, I want to forget you, but I can't do it, the more I think about not thinking about you, the more you are in my head." I really want to be with you at all costs if I could. At this moment, she finally said the truth she had hidden in her heart.

Chen Feng was sad when he heard this, and hugged her tightly.

At this moment, he even felt that he had to be with her regardless of whether she was pregnant or not.

Because of his appearance, this woman has suffered too much grievances for him.

"Yuyan, let's be together!!" Chen Feng involuntarily said what he had always wanted to say in his heart, Lin Yuyan's body trembled, hugged him tightly, but did not speak.

She wanted to too!

I really want to!

But she didn't want to hurt her sister, not at all!

Her tears fell.

It would be great if everything could return to the moment of choice, she could make herself happy without hurting Yuqi in the slightest.

Everything in the past is gone, and trying to catch it again is just futile.

"Tomorrow you can accompany me to the hospital for a check-up, there is no best, if there is...... You don't have to be stupid and desperate, Yuqi is a simple girl, she hasn't done anything wrong and shouldn't be hurt in any way. She wiped her tears and rose from his arms.

"What about you???Are you supposed to take all the damage?"

Chen Feng looked at her a little angrily, "You also have the right to love, don't always think that you are so great, and end up bruising yourself all over your body." ”

"I gave up the right to love from the beginning, so I won't regret it. Now that Yuqi has begun to be happy, I hope she can be happy forever. Chen Feng, if you really do it for my good, treat Yuqi well. She looked at him deeply.

"What does it mean to give up the right to love in the first place?" Chen Feng didn't understand what she meant.

"Nothing, providence. Lin Yuyan smiled bitterly.

Chen Feng shook his head frantically. The affairs of these two sisters are always so tangled and depressed.

Hurting Lin Yuqi is not the result he wants, and continuing to hurt Lin Yuyan is not the result he wants. Just now, he hoped that Lin Yuyan was really pregnant, which could give him courage and determination, but now...... He helplessly hoped that she was not pregnant, and let the three of them continue to maintain the current relationship, and he would neither hurt Lin Yuqi nor bring harm to Lin Yuyan again.

Helpless!

Lin Yuyan saw helplessness and discouragement in his eyes for the first time, which made her heart ache, but she herself was not helpless and discouraged.

"Chen Feng ......"

"Okay, don't talk about it, you lie down and rest first, and I'll accompany you to the hospital tomorrow." Chen Feng helped her lie down and wanted to kiss her, but he didn't have the courage, afraid that his intimacy would only hurt her more.

Looking at his lonely back, the tears in the corners of Lin Yuyan's eyes slid down on the lonely pillow.

She had already given her sister the right to love, leaving only mistakes and repeated mistakes to herself.

If she had retained the right to love herself, all the pain would not have appeared, and if she and Chen Feng had not made repeated mistakes later, the pain might not have been as heavy as it is now.

"Chen Feng, I regret giving up on you at the beginning, but I don't regret the mistake with you!" Lin Yuyan burst into tears, sobbing, and muttered to herself.

If the wrong choice at the beginning was a painful thing, then the subsequent mistake was like a consolation for her, even if it made her suffer even more, she still had no regrets.

To some extent, she and her sister Lin Yuqi have the same stubbornness and willfulness!

Chen Feng came to the living room and leaned weakly on the sofa, feeling so useless for the first time. Obviously he is his own woman, but he can only watch her get hurt, this helplessness is the pain that he will not appear in the face of a hundred and a thousand enemies.

His gaze wandered painfully over the doors of the two rooms.

"Chen Feng, you're so fucking useless!!!"

Chen Feng slapped himself hard, grabbed his hair and fell on the sofa.

First update!

Thank you for the tips of the two classmates ~~~

Everyone hold on, after the pain, it will be happy ~~~

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