Chapter 318: The Limit of Missing

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On the couch in the living room, Sunny and Kim Mu sat down, one began to talk, and the other listened attentively.

"I still remember the day when she came back from Huaxia, and Lin Zangfeng didn't come back, she stayed in this house alone for a long time, didn't answer the phone, didn't reply to the message, I was in a hurry, so I ran to find her, but as soon as I came in, I smelled the whole room full of mush, I thought she was cooking things, but when I got closer, I realized that she was cooking. ”

At that time, she was bringing the last dish to the table, and when she saw me coming, she was very happy, and said to me with a smile, saying that I had come at the right time, because she had made several dishes, and she was worried that she could not finish them, so I came closer to see the table of dishes she cooked, and there were indeed a lot, because there were six plates full of things, but without exception, the dishes on those six plates were all burnt and roasted, and I couldn't recognize what they were. ”

But I couldn't help asking, and I sat down and waited as she wished, and waited for her to bring out two bowls of rice, one in front of me and one in front of her, and then she sat down and sat across from me. ”

At that time, I took another look at the rice, which made me wonder all of a sudden, obviously a person who made such a bad dish, but the rice was steamed very well, and it was also very fragrant, how did she do it? But just when I had this question, she who was sitting opposite actually saw it, so she smiled and said to me, that is the secret that Lin Zangfeng personally taught her, and she even steamed three pots of rice when she learned. ”

When I said this, I clearly saw the memories and warmth in her eyes, but inexplicably, I felt that she was very sad. It's just that she continued to introduce me to the dishes, saying that this is a husband and wife lung slices, and that one is fish-flavored shredded pork, and then there are braised pork ribs and so on, until all six dishes are introduced, she chuckled and added, saying that these are her favorite Chinese dishes, and they are also what Lin Zangfeng often made for her at that time, and she also said that she had watched it for so long, but she still did it very badly, if Lin Zangfeng knew, she would definitely say that she was stupid. ”

I hesitated for a moment, and was about to tell her that Lin Zangfeng wouldn't, but before the words could be spoken, she picked up a mouthful of food and put it in her mouth, eating it slowly one bite at a time. ”

And when I looked at her again, I saw that she was crying. ”

"I finally went over and grabbed her gently, and she was crying louder, and in the midst of the crying, I heard her again, she said, she was lost. ”

At that moment, I didn't know what I could say, I could only hug her harder, and inadvertently looked at this place after Lin Zangfeng left, I suddenly found that this place has really changed a lot, originally after Lin Zangfeng left, Taeyeon lived here alone, and at that time, it was very messy, the quilts were piled up on the bed at random, the curtains were half-hidden, there were snack bags, fast food boxes, beer cans all over the floor, and the air was also very dull. ”

"But from that day on, it became more and more like when Lin Zangfeng was there, the bedroom was tidy, the curtains were neat, there was not the slightest garbage thrown on the ground, the floor was also very smooth, and the whole room was full of light fragrance, which made people feel that this was home as soon as they came in, so it was obvious that Taeyeon was cleaning up here every day, and their love tokens, the two shell necklaces, and the painting called "Encounter", were placed in the most conspicuous position by Taeyeon, and they cleaned and wiped it regularly every day, and they would look at it for a long time every day. ”

"I understand, Taeyeon has started to change again, she seems to be such a person, every time she encounters a big setback, she thinks about it, and then she changes, and this is the case with the Black Sea incident, and it is also the case after the incident with Lin Zangfeng. ”

However, I really hope that she will not change, because on the surface, she is indeed better, can do housework in an orderly manner, and has begun to learn to cook, but in fact, she just changed her own original way of life, and then imitated another person one by one, maybe in the eyes of many people, such imitation is nothing, but for Taeyeon, this is really dangerous and pathological, which means that Taeyeon has reached the limit, it means that she misses a person to the limit, so she began to become like Lin Zangfeng, but Lin Zangfeng will not return to her because she is like him, she is doing useless work after all, sooner or later, she will lose herself in such an imitation, and then, again, fall into depression, then the jumping incident a month ago will be repeated, and quietly, without warning, at that time, how can we prevent it?"

However, just when I was so worried, she saw Lin Zangfeng again in the company, this time, her state seemed to come back immediately, I asked her, still entangled? She actually changed her awkward appearance before, nodded without hesitation, she also said that she and Lin Zangfeng are both Pisces, and will eventually be reunited, and finally, she said that she will definitely pull everything back to before. ”

"But is it really that easy? I didn't dare to ask after all, because at least I have this determination, plus Lin Zangfeng is around here, she has a goal to chase, even if she continues to imitate Lin Zangfeng day after day, she has left hope in her heart, and she will dilute her pathology, because there is a goal, there is hope, depression will not arise, even if it is like today, she will be injured when she is close to Lin Zangfeng, and then she will be heartbroken and drunk, and she will look embarrassed, but at least it is better than her staying where she is alone. ”

"So Auntie, if you really want to help, just take care of her more, don't do anything superfluous, just let her chase and wait, so that at least she is still alive. ”

"Say something that the younger generation shouldn't say, and it's disrespectful, that is, if it weren't for Auntie, Taeyeon wouldn't be like this, she would definitely be very happy now, maybe Auntie hasn't seen Taeyeon smiling happily because of Lin Zangfeng, because if you see it, then no matter how much you hate Lin Zangfeng, you will never do those things, and you will never have today. ”

"I also know that I am very out of shape and rude when I say these words, but I don't take it back, so I can only ask for your forgiveness. ”

Sunny's words came to an end, she said a lot, and the whole discourse was in a very heavy tone, yes, in fact, she was very, very angry now, because there was nothing wrong with Taeyeon and Lim Zangfeng, the love between him and her, she was sometimes envied by outsiders, and she always felt that the love described in those TV series and those novels was likely to really happen around her.

However, everything was ruined by the elder in front of her, but what could she do except complain and blame in a suppressed tone? She was not the person concerned, and the elder in front of her was not her mother, she had no right and qualification to do anything, even if she was unhappy for the two of them, she could only suppress it silently.

But I'm still so angry, so angry that I can't figure it out at all.

After listening to these words, the golden mother became more and more silent, many of Sunny's words made her afraid, such as her daughter's extreme longing, such as her morbid imitation, but these are not as good as Sunny's sentence, that is, as a mother, not only did not see her daughter's happy smile, but also ruined her daughter's happiness with her own hands.

She also suddenly remembered what her daughter asked her last thing at the moment when she was about to promise her to break up with Lin Zangfeng.

"Lin Zangfeng is the only person that my daughter thinks will give her happiness to her, do you really want me to let go of her hand?"

Taeyeon was on the verge of crying when she asked this, but she nodded anyway.

It turns out that when we wake up and look back on the wrong past, we will find that those wrong moments are very clear, but it does not prove how smart and powerful our brains are, it teaches us.

Once you get it wrong, you will be punished.

That punishment is called torture of conscience.