Chapter 107: Guilt

On the weekend, Qiao Mingjue accompanied Lin Wenxuan to go shopping, compared to the past, today he is particularly absent-minded.

Lin Wenxuan didn't notice that Qiao Mingjue was wrong at first, but who knew that Qiao Mingjue was silent along the way, and even when Lin Wenxuan was choosing clothes, it was difficult for him to come back to his senses and help her choose carefully, which made Lin Wenxuan wonder.

After buying two clothes, Lin Wenxuan saw that it was almost lunch time, so she planned to find a restaurant to eat first.

"Mingjue, what do you want to eat at noon?"

Lin Wenxuan put away her mobile phone and pulled Qiao Mingjue out of the mall while asking for his opinion.

Qiao Mingjue has not completely woken up from the news of Yin Xinyan's pregnancy yesterday, he calmed Yin Xinyan's emotions yesterday, and seeing that Yin Xinyan had calmed down, he got up directly and left the coffee shop without communicating with her too much.

He needed to be alone, and because he was so distraught that he didn't even take an umbrella, he walked home in the rain.

Although Qiao Mingjue, who returned home, took a hot shower in time, because of the rain for too long and because he didn't sleep all night last night, he woke up this morning and found that he had a cold.

But she had promised Lin Wenxuan to accompany her shopping today, and she didn't want to be interrogated by Lin Wenxuan, so Qiao Mingjue had no choice but to come to the appointment.

Until now, Qiao Mingjue's mind was still full of Yin Xinyan's pregnancy, and he had been thinking about how to explain it to Lin Wenxuan, and the more he thought about it, the more upset he felt, so what Lin Wenxuan said and did, Qiao Mingjue didn't know.

Just like now, after Lin Wenxuan asked, there was no response from Qiao Mingjue for a long time.

Lin Wenxuan frowned, she pulled Qiao Mingjue to stand still at the entrance of the mall, did not speak, and looked at him who was distracted with some dissatisfaction.

After two or three minutes, Qiao Mingjue reacted slowly, and he and Lin Wenxuan were standing at the entrance of the mall, and they didn't move for a long time.

"Why are you standing here, where do you want to go next?"

"Mingjue, you look into my eyes and tell me the truth, what's wrong with you today?"

Lin Wenxuan stared at Qiao Mingjue's eyes, as if she wanted to get an answer from his eyes.

Qiao Mingjue smiled a little embarrassedly: "What's wrong with me? I'm fine, I'm fine." Why do you suddenly ask like that?"

"You are very abnormal today, you have been absent-minded, what is going on? I just asked you what we had at noon, and you didn't give me an answer for a long time, and you didn't even respond when I pulled you to stop here. Mingjue, this is not like you. ”

"I'm really fine, don't think too much, I didn't hear what you just asked, so I didn't answer you. Actually, I'm also thinking about what to eat at noon, I've thought about it, why don't we go to the store in front of me to eat Malatang?"

Qiao Mingjue tried his best to hide it, he hugged Lin Wenxuan affectionately, and walked towards the Malatang shop with Lin Wenxuan as he spoke.

was directly poked by Lin Wenxuan in the center, and Qiao Mingjue was a little weak-hearted.

He wanted to talk to Lin Wenxuan about Yin Xinyan's pregnancy in two days, he wanted to think about his words again, he didn't want to hurt Lin Wenxuan, and he didn't want to leave regrets about the love between the two for so long, he hoped to leave good memories in the relationship between the two.

But this matter is like a thorn in Qiao Mingjue's heart, the matter is not spoken, and if he gets along with Lin Wenxuan like this again, Qiao Mingjue feels more and more uncomfortable, and the guilt for Lin Wenxuan in his heart is getting stronger and stronger.

Lin Wenxuan listened to Qiao Mingjue's voice and sighed helplessly: "I heard that your voice looks like a cold, right? Are you not feeling well? If you are uncomfortable, you can tell me, why do you have to accompany me out shopping?"

Seeing that Lin Wenxuan misunderstood that she didn't have the heart to go shopping because she had a cold, Qiao Mingjue smiled: "It's okay, who made you my girlfriend, how dare I disobey my girlfriend's order casually?"

"Just your sweet mouth! I want to see that you are not suitable for eating Malatang now, why don't we go and eat noodles, anyway, I also bought two clothes, and we will go home after dinner, okay? Let me tell you, I found a super good movie two days ago, so I specially recharged my membership, and bought some snacks on the way back next, and we will watch them together in the afternoon. ”

Lin Wenxuan took into account Qiao Mingjue's cold, so she didn't take Qiao Mingjue to eat spicy food, but changed it to eat noodles.

Qiao Mingjue nodded lightly, obediently followed Lin Wenxuan to eat noodles, and then bought snacks and returned to Lin Wenxuan's home together.

"You can sit down casually, wait for me to wash some fruit in the kitchen, and I'll come over right away." ”

Lin Wenxuan changed her slippers, put the snacks in her hand on the coffee table, and carried a bag of newly bought fruits directly into the kitchen.

Coming to Lin Wenxuan's house again, Qiao Mingjue's mood was completely different from before.

This place was very familiar to him, but now that it looked, he suddenly felt a little unfamiliar.

Every time he came before, he never regarded himself as an outsider, and every time he didn't need Lin Wenxuan's greeting, he could take care of himself by himself. Slippers are found in the shoe cabinet by himself, he can sit wherever he wants, he wants to eat fruit or drink, he doesn't need to ask at all, he can take it himself, and Lin Wenxuan doesn't care about these at all.

But today, everything has changed, and he can no longer hang out in her house so casually, let alone make himself his master.

Today, he can barely be regarded as a guest of Lin Wenxuan's family, but from now on, maybe he will not even be a guest.

I don't know what Lin Wenxuan's reaction will be after knowing these things?

Anyway, whether it is calm or angry, at least, in her eyes, Qiao Mingjue is probably not as good as a passerby.

Qiao Mingjue took a deep breath, tried to get rid of the messy thoughts in his mind, and sat on the sofa a little restrainedly, even the drink that Lin Wenxuan had just hurriedly placed on the table did not move, and he felt like a man on his back when he sat there.

Lin Wenxuan washed the fruit and came over, and when she saw Qiao Mingjue sitting on the sofa in a proper manner, she couldn't help but smile.

"Why are you so serious? Are elementary school students in class? It's not the first time you've come to my house, and you didn't come with me to meet your parents, why do you look so nervous? Okay, relax, have a drink first, I'll go turn on the TV." ”

Lin Wenxuan put down the fruit, opened the drink with a smile, handed it to Qiao Mingjue, and turned around to turn on the TV.

The more Lin Wenxuan treated him, the more uncomfortable Qiao Mingjue became.

He took the drink she handed him and took a sip, the tension in his heart becoming more and more obvious.

turned on the TV and found the movie she said before, Lin Wenxuan naturally sat next to Qiao Mingjue, leaned her head on Qiao Mingjue's shoulder, picked up the snacks she bought today, opened them and watched TV while eating, and even naturally picked up a piece of potato chip and handed it to Qiao Mingjue's mouth.

Qiao Mingjue hesitated for a moment, but finally opened his mouth and ate the potato chips that Lin Wenxuan fed.

If it had been placed in the past, this potato chip would have been sweeter than honey in the mouth, but today, Qiao Mingjue is a little unsavory.

Such a happy relationship, such a happy time, is getting farther and farther away from him, and the current happiness is just a countdown.

Qiao Mingjue closed his eyes in pain, deeply regretting his mistakes.

But now it's too late to say anything, he can't delay her, no matter how deep the injury is, he must separate from her and give her freedom.

"By the way, Mingjue, yesterday my mother told me that I hadn't seen you for a long time, and when you get better with a cold in two days, take the time to come with me to see her? ”

Just when Qiao Mingjue was immersed in sadness, Lin Wenxuan's words pulled back his thoughts.

Qiao Mingjue paused and replied softly, "Okay, I'll go over to see Auntie when I have time." ”

In fact, his answer was just perfunctory, he said that time will pass, but who knows when there will be time?

Now that he has decided to separate, there is no point in doing these superficial efforts, Qiao Mingjue doesn't want to disappoint Lin Wenxuan's mother, and he doesn't want to have too much to do with Lin Wenxuan, so now he can't give her a very certain answer.

Lin Wenxuan couldn't accept her life experience for a while last time, and after getting drunk, she gradually wanted to open up under Xi Xi's persuasion.

Regardless of whether her biological parents really loved her or not, at least, she had forgotten all the pain and all the misfortunes, and had a loving adoptive father and adoptive mother.

All this is the arrangement of fate, God gave her a miserable life experience, but she compensated her with a happy childhood, she has nothing to complain about, for all this, she should be satisfied.

If they hadn't saved her back then, maybe her age would only stay at six years old, where would Lin Wenxuan be today?

Thinking about these truths, Lin Wenxuan cherished the life in front of her even more, she returned to the hospital, talked a lot to Su Ping, untied the knot, and finally returned to the previous peaceful life.

Seeing that Qiao Mingjue agreed, Lin Wenxuan smiled sweetly, and sat up to put a loving kiss on Qiao Mingjue's cheek.

Seeing that Lin Wenxuan's lips were about to touch his cheek, Qiao Mingjue's heart ached suddenly, and he reflexively avoided it, making Lin Wenxuan pounce directly.

Seeing Qiao Mingjue avoiding herself, Lin Wenxuan frowned, "What's wrong with you?"

"I ...... I ......"

To be honest, Qiao Mingjue didn't know what was wrong with him, but the moment Lin Wenxuan kissed him, the guilt in his heart told him that he couldn't accept her love like this, reminding him that he couldn't leave her the wrong signal again.

Lin Wenxuan didn't give up and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Why can't you tell me for a long time?"

"Oh, don't bully a patient like me, okay? I'm dizzy now, I'm slow to answer and react, you should understand me more. I just avoided you, because I was afraid that you would be infected by me, and then you would be sick again, but there would be no one to take care of me. ”

Qiao Mingjue had an idea, came up with such a suitable excuse, and joked with Lin Wenxuan by the way.

"Okay, you are actually such a person! I was quite moved at first, thinking that you were afraid that I would be sick and uncomfortable, but you were just afraid that I would be sick and no one would take care of you, right? Qiao Mingjue, don't you want to leave me safe and sound today!"

Lin Wenxuan laughed helplessly, and while talking, she and Qiao Mingjue quarreled, and the two were very sweet.

The two played for a while and then quieted down, continued to eat snacks and watch TV, and the figures snuggling up to each other were exceptionally happy.

Qiao Mingjue tilted his head slightly, looking at Lin Wenxuan, who was smiling so happily, and felt more and more sour in his heart.

Breaking away from the happiness just now, Qiao Mingjue still has to face the cruel reality, but he is still reluctant to give up after all.

I thought that the love that would be happy was just an empty thing in the end, even if I was reluctant, I had to learn to let go eventually.