Chapter 112: Heart Wall
When Lin Wenxuan returned home, it was already raining outside.
The night sky, which had just been full of stars, was shrouded in dark clouds in an instant, and the whole night was extremely dark, the cold wind whistled, a lightning bolt pierced the sky, thunder rumbled, and the rain became heavy in an instant.
Lin Wenxuan closed the door, did not turn on the light, and walked towards the bedroom step by step.
The bedroom was pitch black, and when it occasionally flashed, bright light would shine through the window without the curtains, reflecting Lin Wenxuan's face, which made her face more and more pale as paper.
The bag in her hand fell to the ground with a clatter, and Lin Wenxuan's feet were soft, and she sat on the cold floor, feeling like numbness.
Today's incident, she doesn't even know what kind of mood she should use to deal with it.
On one side is Qiao Mingjue, who she has loved deeply for so long, and on the other side is her most trusted best friend Yin Xinyan, Lin Wenxuan never thought that they would come together even if she wanted to break her head. What's more, her acquaintance with Qiao Mingjue was introduced by Yin Xinyan.
Obviously, everyone has gotten along well for so many years, why did they come together?
According to Yin Xinyan, it is not a matter of a day or two that they have been together, and recalling the bits and pieces of this time, Lin Wenxuan suddenly felt that she was so small and ridiculous.
If they have been together for a long time, what is Qiao Mingjue's promise?
If they had been together for a long time, when Lin Wenxuan showed off the ring to Yin Xinyan, was Yin Xinyan laughing at her in her heart?
These two people have accompanied her through her youth, experienced wind and snow, and have come to this point, if you want to blame anyone, in fact, Lin Wenxuan herself doesn't know.
Things have already blossomed, what's the use of weird and weird?
But......
A tear dripped down her cheek and fell on the back of her hand, cool.
Lin Wenxuan closed her eyes in pain, buried her head in her arms, and let her grief envelop her.
In the face of such a cruel reality, she really didn't know whether she should cry or laugh, but no matter how much she persuaded herself, she couldn't change the pain in her heart and let the scar in her heart heal.
In fact, she should be glad that if it happened after they got married, the consequences would be really unimaginable.
However, she felt very sad, after all, this relationship has lasted for so many years, and it is really difficult for her to let go now.
Lin Wenxuan curled up there quietly, motionless, letting her emotions vent, her eyelashes were wet with tears, her clothes were wet, and she even cried with the makeup she put on to attend the banquet today.
I don't know how long it took, the sound of the mobile phone vibrating in the silent room, Lin Wenxuan raised her head slightly.
The handbag that was thrown on the floor slowly moved with the vibration of the mobile phone, Lin Wenxuan sat up straight, raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face, took the handbag to find the phone, and connected the phone.
"Hey, Jiaxi, are you looking for me?"
"Well, I just want to ask, is your banquet over? It's raining outside, and it's not early, I want to say that it's not safe for you to go home by yourself as a girl, if the banquet is over, I can go over and pick you up." ”
Somehow, Qin Jiaxi's words suddenly warmed Lin Wenxuan's heart, making the tears that she had finally stopped surging out again.
Compared with today's experience, Qin Jiaxi's warmth really made Lin Wenxuan feel at ease.
Lin Wenxuan covered her mouth and tried not to cry out loud, but Qin Jiaxi still heard the clues.
"Xuanxuan, what's wrong with you? Are you crying? Don't stop talking, I'll be very anxious if you do this! Where are you now? Do you want to go over to you now?" Qin Jiaxi's voice was undisguised anxious.
It's good that he doesn't worry about her like this, but as soon as he worries about her like this, she can't help the urge to cry.
How nice it would be if he could be by her side at this time, borrowing her a shoulder to lean on......
Knowing that Qin Jiaxi was worried about herself, Lin Wenxuan didn't want him to be in a hurry, but considering Su Ping's current situation and considering that Qin Jiaxi often accompanied Su Ping's side, after thinking about it carefully, the words still swallowed back stiffly.
"Nothing, I...... I might be a little cold...... I'm home, the banquet is long over, you don't have to worry about me. By the way, Jiaxi, Ruisheng has been working a lot lately, and Mingjue and I are tired every day, so I may not go to the hospital to see my mother in the past few days, please tell her. Also, my wedding with Mingjue may be postponed......"
Qin Jiaxi frowned, "Why is it postponed again? Is this your idea or his? Before you postponed the wedding, Auntie was already very worried about you, why do you want to postpone it now? When are you going to postpone it this time?"
"It was a decision made by both of us to postpone the ...... It's hard to say now, but it shouldn't be this year anyway. ”
Lin Wenxuan concealed the true situation and wanted to make this matter vague.
"Probably not this year? Xuanxuan, you're not joking with me, are you? How can this kind of thing drag on for so long?"
"I ...... I don't know, but it is possible to apply for a marriage certificate as soon as possible, in short, the wedding will not be held. Don't tell my mother about this matter for the time being, I'll make it clear to her later, and my mother will trouble you to take care of it. ”
Qin Jiaxi sighed: "Okay, you don't want to say it, I won't ask." You don't have to worry about you, Auntie has me here, you don't have to worry. ”
"Okay, if there's nothing else, I'll hang up first. ”
Without waiting for Qin Jiaxi to say goodbye, Lin Wenxuan hung up the phone directly.
Putting her phone on silent mode and placing it on the bedside table, Lin Wenxuan stood up and planned to go to the kitchen to make herself a cup of coffee.
She doesn't want to be disturbed anymore, and now she just wants to be alone, quietly, and not think about it as much as possible.
Walking to the living room, Lin Wenxuan turned on the light, she habitually picked up the chic ceramic cup on the coffee table, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.
This cup was bought when she was shopping with Qiao Mingjue, and she just casually said that this cup was so cute, but who knew that Qiao Mingjue sent the cup to her the next day, which made her happy for a long time.
In the past, every time I used this cup, it was a habit, and secondly, I felt that this cup contained love and the water I drank was sweet.
Even if you try hard to forget someone, there are times when your habits can betray you.
Lin Wenxuan looked at the cup in her hand for a while, then put it down, picked up another ordinary porcelain cup, turned around and entered the kitchen.
As soon as the coffee was brewed, the doorbell rang at home.
The doorbell rang one after the other, and from time to time there was a knock on the door, as if urging.
Lin Wenxuan put the steaming coffee on the coffee table and replied softly: "It's coming, it's coming!"
As soon as she walked to the door, Lin Wenxuan heard the movement outside the door, and her hand that was about to open the door suddenly froze in mid-air.
"Xuanxuan, Xuanxuan, can you open the door?" I know you're at home, Xuanxuan!"
Outside the door was Qiao Mingjue's anxious shout, and he kept banging on the door of Lin Wenxuan's house, as if he was worried that Lin Wenxuan would do something stupid.
Lin Wenxuan turned her head to look at the clock on the wall, it was already half past nine in the evening, and it was not early.
It's so late, Qiao Mingjue's big movement will disturb the neighbor's rest, Lin Wenxuan didn't want to make trouble for the neighbor, so she had no choice but to step forward and open the door, but she didn't have any intention of inviting Qiao Mingjue to come in and sit.
At this time, Lin Wenxuan looked very embarrassed, she leaned against the door, completely blocking Qiao Mingjue's way.
"Just now at the Yin family, when the two of you knelt in front of me and begged me to let you go, didn't you still care about your own face? Why? Now you want to run to me to make trouble? Sorry, I don't accompany you. ”
Lin Wenxuan was going to close the door after speaking, but in the face of Qiao Mingjue, she really didn't know what to say.
Qiao Mingjue hurriedly blocked the door with his hand and smiled embarrassedly: "I'm sorry to disturb your rest so late, ...... Are you alright? I ...... I mean, can you give me some time and listen to me explain to you?"
When she spoke just now, Lin Wenxuan didn't look at Qiao Mingjue, she was afraid that her heart would be shaken again, for fear that she would be reluctant to let go.
Now, when she raised her head, she found that Qiao Mingjue was also very embarrassed.
He was soaked with rain, his shirt was clinging to his body, and there were droplets of water falling from his hair, looking embarrassed and funny.
"What else do you want to explain? Isn't it already clear? There's nothing to say between us. ”
"Xuanxuan, listen to me, the relationship between me and Xinyan is really not what you think, it happened too suddenly, I haven't had time to explain it to you, you just let me in, give me a chance, let's talk about it, and break up peacefully, okay?"
Qiao Mingjue's words were like a basin of cold water, making Lin Wenxuan cold from head to toe.
I thought that he came to explain to her that he wanted to tell her that he didn't love Yin Xinyan, all this was a misunderstanding, the person he loved deeply in his heart had always been her, he would still marry her, still love her as he did at the beginning, and give her the happiness he promised.
However, he actually said that he had come to break up with her peacefully......
Break up peacefully?heh, that's ridiculous!
Lin Wenxuan's gaze at Qiao Mingjue instantly became complicated, as if there were countless thorns piercing her in her heart, she was covered in bruises and blood, but she could only hide herself with a mocking smile.
"Qiao Mingjue, you have changed. ”
After Lin Wenxuan finished speaking, she no longer gave Qiao Mingjue any chance to explain, closed the door directly, and locked the door from the inside.
With her back pressed against the cold wall, Lin Wenxuan closed her eyes in pain, forcibly suppressed the sourness in her heart, and only after a while did she pick up her coffee and return to her bedroom.
Closing the bedroom door, Lin Wenxuan walked to the window, pushed open a window, and looked at the heavy rain outside the window, with a bitter smile outlined at the corner of her lips.
The coffee in her hand had turned cold, but she still drank it without hesitation.
The cold coffee, the bitter taste buds, the humid evening breeze, all of them set off her current state of mind just right.
Outside the gate, Qiao Mingjue's knocking on the door stopped, and it was estimated that he had already left.
Lin Wenxuan took a deep breath, put the empty cup on the desk, turned around and walked into the bathroom, washed her face briefly, and got into the quilt to get ready to sleep.
I don't know if it's because the rain outside the window is too noisy, or because she is in a bad mood, Lin Wenxuan tossed and turned, but she couldn't sleep.
Time passed minute by minute, and just when Lin Wenxuan was about to fall asleep in a daze, her stomach suddenly throbbed.
Xu just drank a cup of cold coffee against the wind, and she didn't eat anything at night, so she poured a cup of cold coffee like this, and it was no wonder that her stomach was not uncomfortable.
Lin Wenxuan curled up in the quilt, trying to suppress the stomach pain, but it didn't take long for the bones in her body to ache again as if they were falling apart.
She closed her eyes in pain, and shrunk into the quilt, trying to forget the pain in her body.
In this way, Lin Wenxuan stayed up until dawn in a half-dream.