Chapter 59: Secret Love
All day long, Yin Xinyan didn't meet Lin Wenxuan and Qiao Mingjue again.
As soon as it was time to get off work, he disappeared without a trace, and when he returned home in a panic, he didn't have the heart to eat at all, and as soon as he got home, he went into his bedroom and locked the door of the room again.
Even the maids at home were a little curious, and they really couldn't figure out why Yin Xinyan always liked to lock herself in her room these days.
In fact, Yin Xinyan doesn't understand either, but only by doing this can she feel safe and down-to-earth.
Sticking to the door, as soon as her feet were soft, Yin Xinyan sat down on the ground and no longer had the strength to get up.
She looked up at the snow-white ceiling, and there was a place in her heart that suddenly fell empty.
The diamond ring on Lin Wenxuan's finger was still shining in front of her eyes, and the pain in her chest was suppressed, Yin Xinyan closed her eyes in despair, burying her head lower and lower, until she could no longer feel the light in the room, she was quiet.
His shoulders trembled slightly, and when he closed his eyes, memories came flooding back.
The sweet, painful, and even unforgettable ones enveloped her tightly and reminded her of her college days......
At the earliest, in the imprint of the university campus, there were only Yin Xinyan and Qiao Mingjue. Yin Xinyan was a freshman, and Qiao Mingjue was already a sophomore at that time and was very familiar with the campus.
Because of her family, Yin Xinyan chose to major in advertising, in order to graduate and work in Ruisheng.
From the moment she entered the university campus, she listened to the classmates around her, they were a sophomore senior, tall, handsome, heroic, but unfortunately her family was not good, and she still has no girlfriend.
Since then, Yin Xinyan has developed a curiosity about Qiao Mingjue, who has never met.
It wasn't until the day the club accepted a new person that Yin Xinyan finally saw Qiao Mingjue's appearance, and she finally understood that the kind of love at first sight mentioned in the books was so wonderful.
Yin Xinyan has a lively and cheerful personality, she originally wanted to participate in the host club or music club, but Qiao Mingjue is the president of the literary club.
The literary club is too ~ quiet for Yin Xinyan, and it is too literary and artistic, and it is really not the club she is interested in. But because Qiao Mingjue was here, Yin Xinyan signed up for the literary club without hesitation, and gave up the agreement to sign up for the music club with her roommates.
Yin Xinyan successfully joined the Literature Club, although she has never been good at these, but she works hard everywhere and strives to be the first to express herself. With her lively and cheerful personality, she quickly attracted Qiao Mingjue's attention, and the two quickly became familiar with each other.
In addition to completing the tasks in the club together, Yin Xinyan often went to the library with Qiao Mingjue to read books in her spare time after class, and when she was tired of seeing the two of them, she went to the cafeteria to eat together, and again and again, the two became good friends who talked about everything, and they were inseparable almost every day.
In this year's time, Yin Xinyan even felt that if they developed again, maybe they would be able to become boyfriend and girlfriend.
When Yin Xinyan was in her sophomore year, the literary club was recruited, Qiao Mingjue had quit the club in order to study, and Yin Xinyan became the president. She led some club members to the campus to recruit new people.
She doesn't give up the literary club, not because she likes it, but because there are good memories of her and him.
Lin Wenxuan has a quiet personality, and the literary club is what she is most interested in, so she signed up for the literary club without thinking about it. From the moment she joined the Literary Club, Lin Wenxuan felt that Yin Xinyan, the president, felt particularly cordial and familiar. Originally, Yin Xinyan and her were not familiar at all, if she hadn't chased Yin Xinyan all day long, Yin Xinyan would not have developed into a good girlfriend with her.
Yin Xinyan still remembers very clearly that she and Lin Wenxuan met because of a club activity.
That club activity, everything was obviously arranged well, but there was an accident on the day of the performance. The classmates who should have been on stage suddenly left the scene because of their temper, and the scene was very embarrassing for a while, but Lin Wenxuan stood up and successfully completed the performance on stage, which skillfully resolved the unspeakable embarrassment, and it can be regarded as a great favor to Yin Xinyan.
After the performance, Yin Xinyan grabbed Lin Wenxuan and asked with a smile, "What's your name?"
My name is Lin Wenxuan, and I am a freshman who has just joined our club, and I hope that I can take more care of my sister in the future, after all, we are all classmates in the same department. ”
Lin Wenxuan smiled sweetly and was very friendly to Yin Xinyan.
Just like facing the newcomer Su Ya in Ruisheng at that time, Lin Wenxuan did not reject it at all, always maintained a friendly attitude, and was willing to face anyone around her with the most friendly attitude.
Yin Xinyan felt that Lin Wenxuan in front of her was so close for the first time, and smiled gently again.
"Lin Wenxuan, you did a great job, you really did me a great favor this time, thank you! From today on, you are my Yin Xinyan's good friend, don't call me senior sister in the future, because we are already best friends!"
Since then, Lin Wenxuan and Yin Xinyan have been inseparable, not to mention how happy their college life is.
Considering that everyone is in the same department, Yin Xinyan officially introduced Qiao Mingjue to Lin Wenxuan, and the three of them often gather together to read and study in the library, and often go to the cafeteria to eat together, and even go out to play are tied together, as if no one can separate the three of them.
It's just that at that time, Lin Wenxuan and Qiao Mingjue were never very familiar with each other, and they didn't seem to be able to play together. But this does not affect the three of them getting along harmoniously, but Lin Wenxuan and Qiao Mingjue do not communicate much, but they do not dislike each other after all.
Day after day like this, Yin Xinyan felt very happy, and that feeling was completely hidden in her heart.
They are already good friends who are very familiar with each other, but Yin Xinyan has never been able to see whether Qiao Mingjue has feelings for her. She didn't want to ruin this beauty because of this incident, and she preferred that things go on naturally.
Crushing is actually a very bitter thing, but Yin Xinyan feels that having a crush on Qiao Mingjue is the happiest thing.
As long as she thinks of him, she seems to have inexhaustible strength, greater self-confidence, and wants to strive to become a better version of herself. Because only by doing this can she be worthy of such a good him.
What if the family background is not good? Regarding his family conditions, Qiao Mingjue has nothing wrong.
What about being thrifty? Doesn't this just illustrate Qiao Mingjue's good habit of frugality.
Qiao Mingjue's shortcomings fell in Yin Xinyan's eyes, and all of them turned into advantages. In her opinion, the light on Qiao Mingjue's body is too dazzling, and he is simply the most perfect male god in her mind.
This feeling was suppressed in the bottom of her heart, and as the days passed, her love for him became stronger and stronger, and she couldn't hold it anymore.
Seeing that Qiao Mingjue was about to graduate in one year, Yin Xinyan felt that if she didn't seize the opportunity again, she might really miss Qiao Mingjue.
So she tried her best, first begging Yin Shengjie at home to let Qiao Mingjue intern at Ruisheng, and then she wholeheartedly planned to confess to Qiao Mingjue, immersed in sweet fantasies every day.
After thinking about it, Yin Xinyan thought of the best way.
She decided to invite her classmates to KTV to sing together on her birthday, and at that time, it was the day when she planned to officially confess to Qiao Mingjue.
Qiao Mingjue doesn't have to be her boyfriend, Yin Xinyan hasn't thought about this problem.
She thought that as long as she mustered up the courage to say it, no matter whether Qiao Mingjue agreed or not, it would be regarded as a small wish of hers.
If Qiao Mingjue agreed, it would be a good thing. But if Qiao Mingjue doesn't agree, Yin Xinyan can excuse herself by saying that she was a little drunk because she drank too much wine, and what she said was just a joke.
Anyway, she didn't want Qiao Mingjue to bear the pressure.
No matter how sad it is, no matter how painful it is, Yin Xinyan is willing to bear it silently by herself.
Lin Wenxuan accompanies Yin Xinyan for her birthday every year, but she has never seen Yin Xinyan do such a big birthday party. She has never liked this kind of lively and noisy occasions, so she rejected Yin Xinyan's invitation at the beginning, and had no intention of joining in the fun.
But in order to let her best friend witness this sweet moment, Yin Xinyan dragged Lin Wenxuan to KTV.
That night, the stars twinkled in the night sky, and the moon gently shone softly, as if the whole Bihu City was wrapped in a hazy tulle, and the romance was self-evident.
In KTV, seeing Yin Xinyan singing so happily with the microphone, Lin Wenxuan couldn't be happy anyway.
In this spacious private room, she didn't know anyone except Yin Xinyan and Qiao Mingjue. Facing so many strangers at once, Lin Wenxuan couldn't let go, her whole body felt uncomfortable, and she just wanted to leave here as soon as possible.
With so many friends present, Yin Xinyan couldn't take care of Lin Wenxuan for a while. But Lin Wenxuan didn't blame her, she sat next to Qiao Mingjue, eating absentmindedly, occasionally taking two sips of wine, and didn't participate in it at all.
changed many people singing back and forth, but Lin Wenxuan didn't listen to a song from beginning to end. Unconsciously, Qiao Mingjue, who was beside her, also picked up the microphone and stepped forward to sing, and Lin Wenxuan raised her head slightly.
Yin Xinyan stood in front of the song machine, her eyes followed Qiao Mingjue closely, and her eyes flashed with the bright light of the stars.
She had been waiting, and now she finally waited for Qiao Mingjue to pick up the microphone. As long as Qiao Mingjue sings a song, Yin Xinyan will not hesitate to come forward to confess to him, even if there are so many pairs of eyes watching, she will not mind at all.
Qiao Mingjue ordered a song, walked to the TV with the microphone, and suddenly turned to face Lin Wenxuan who was sitting on the sofa.
The familiar melody resounded throughout the private room, Qiao Mingjue's eyes were gentle, the corners of his lips outlined a sweet smile, and he looked fixedly at Lin Wenxuan, who was sitting on the sofa and only cared about eating nuts, and slowly picked up the microphone.
"I'm not very good at singing, but the song Happy Breakup is the best I sing. Today, on this wonderful night, I would like to give this song to my beloved girl, hoping that she will like it. Lin Wenxuan, next, please listen carefully. ”