Chapter 341: You Can Only Meet It If You Are Alive
Obviously, Qiu Ruoyu's question made Kawashima Midoriya stunned for a moment. However, Kawashima Midoriya did not turn around, nor did he give an answer, did not admit it, nor did he deny it, but just stopped for a moment and continued to walk forward. Qiu Ruoyu also didn't ask, Kawashima Luya continued to walk forward, and she continued to follow behind her, knowing in her heart that if she didn't answer, she had already given him the answer. Just move forward, without saying a word, as quiet as at first......
"You look very uncomfortable. Wait here, I'll call Snowmark and Alan. Not far from the snow mark room, Kawashima Luya looked sideways at Qiu Ruoyu's colorless face and deep sunken eyes, and said with concern. "Let's go together, I can look at her, it's just a .....glance," Qiu Ruoyu said, trying to straighten his body, and a faint, gentle smile appeared on his face, which is a smile that only appears when he thinks of snow marks.
Midoriya Kawashima lowered her head slightly, silent thoughtfully. After a while, she raised her head and asked softly, "Even then, are you still happy?" "Happy ......" The smile on Qiu Ruoyu's face never retreated, but there was a layer of deep and secret things hanging on his eyes, "Snow marks will survive well, I'm very happy." Maybe she will suffer a little, but someone will help her survive...... I am happy. "Then will she be happy?" Kawashima Midoriya looked directly into Qiu Ruoyu's eyes, "I have always admired you. I didn't expect you to be so selfish. Do you only care about your own pleasure?"
"I've always been selfish. Qiu Ruoyu replied without thinking, "I want to be even more selfish, I not only want Xuezhen to live, but also want her to be happy all her life...... Still want ...... Always by her side......" smiled helplessly, "You and I both know, and everyone in this world also knows...... There will be no one in this world who can live his wish in his life......"
"I want her to live, and as long as she lives, there is hope. As long as she lives, as long as her life is long enough, she will have more opportunities to get her wish......" Qiu Ruoyu did not shy away from Kawashima Luya's gaze in his eyes, "With your intelligence, why can't you give an answer to my question just now...... You're just like me, you don't want to admit it, you don't want to admit your instincts and judgments, you don't want to admit the results and feelings you come up with, but you're just as happy. Qiu Ruoyu slowly took a few steps forward, side by side with Kawashima Luya, and looked at the residence of the snow mark not far away, "In this life, I want to walk in front of her." If there is an afterlife, I hope that I can meet it as a child, and make up for the many years in this life that I have not existed in her life...... If she can't meet it again in the next life, then she just wants to live, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, and in the next life, to experience all the beautiful and happy things in life...... Those beautiful, happy things can only be encountered by living...... I can't take care of that much anymore, as long as she is alive, she is naturally worth being happy about, and I am very happy......"
Xuezhen's hand was held by Qiu Ruoyu, she didn't speak, and obediently followed behind him. Kawashima Midoriya came to pick her up with Qiu Yingsheng, and she told Ah Lan that from this meal onwards, they could no longer eat alone, and that they would have to be with Kurosawa Jun for every meal in the future, in Kawashima Midoriya's words relayed by Kurosawa Jun, this was the Kurosawa family's "courtesy". Therefore, she followed Ah Lan and Qiu Yingsheng to dine with Kawashima Midoriya to Kurosawa Jun. Snow Mark knows that the so-called "courtesy" is just a disguise, but it doesn't matter anymore, he is already in danger, so why should he care which part of this dangerous place he wants to be in at the moment.
Thinking about it, maybe it was the right time to get close to Kurosawa. It's just that Snow Mark didn't expect her opportunity to come so quickly, and she needs to use the time to walk this way to think about what kind of method she wants to use to get close to Kurosawa Jun after a while. Thinking about it, it's simple, it's just a matter of doing something "conspicuous" first, as long as it doesn't provoke him to want to kill himself, it should mean that he has taken the first step smoothly or not-so-smoothly...... Probably, it will be a success.
Qiu Ruoyu led the snow marks all the way forward, although their bodies were staggered one after the other, but the temperature between the palms of their hands connected them to each other. Qiu Ruoyu could feel that the hand that was holding the snow mark was trembling slightly. He knew that Snow Mark was following behind him without saying a word about what she wanted to do, and she needed to focus on thinking of a way to win the game in her limited time, she was confident, but she was also afraid......
Qiu Ruoyu stopped, waiting for the snow marks behind him to catch up with the few steps that were behind him. Qiu Ruoyu turned sideways slightly, smiled and pinned the broken hair on Xueji's forehead behind her ear, and said to her gently: "Xuezhen will be obedient for a while." There are a lot of delicious things in the place where we are going to eat, and as long as Snow Marks is obedient, those delicious things are all our Snow Marks. Snow marks have to be obedient, good, what you want, I will help you...... Anything will help you......"
"It's okay, even if the snow marks are over and you're not used to crying, you don't have to worry, I'll take care of her. Kawashima Luya stepped forward to take Qiu Ruoyu's words, and what was hidden under the light and breezy expression was the "meaning" that only the two of them knew. "With you taking care of her, I'm more at ease. Qiu Ruoyu nodded, and held Xueji's hand tighter, "Let's go, Xueji, we'll be here soon." After that, Qiu Ruoyu motioned to Ah Lan, "Ah Lan, you come over and take Miss, my steps are too fast, and the snow marks can't keep up." ”
The moment he handed Xueji's hand to Ah Lan's hand, Qiu Ruoyu could finally turn around without scruples and continue to walk in front, he no longer had to be afraid that he would be "discovered" by Xuezhen as he was just now, he could have no scruples, as if there were no tears flowing down, as if his hands were not trembling more.
"Shadow Voice-kun, look at my arrangement, it's okay. Kurosawa Jun looked at Qiu Ruoyu with a smile, "Miss Snow Mark should be when she likes to be lively, so I called more people to come over and eat with her." Everyone is no stranger to it, Ono, you know each other, as for Kawashima...... You should be satisfied with my arrangement. A table is also full of your Chinese dishes, you will like it. "Bothering you. That's good. Although Kawashima and I are no longer husband and wife, she is a person from the house. There is still a friendship between friends. Saying that, Qiu Ruoyu looked at the snow marks beside her who were playing with the dishes and chopsticks, "Snow marks must also like this arrangement, she likes to sit next to Kawashima." With that, Qiu Ruoyu stood up and walked to Ah Lan who was standing behind Xue Zhen, "Ah Lan, Kurosawa-kun will ask Kawashima to call you over, so hurry up and sit down to eat." ”
"Quickly add a chair to Miss Alan. When Kurosawa heard this, he motioned for another chair. It's just that Kurosawa's behavior caused Ono to sneer, "The master is really the highest level of courtesy." This one is called Ah Lan, just a maid. The word 'maid', as I remember, is what it came from...... Haha, it should be the meaning of the most lowly person. It's just a tea-serving person, and there is a supreme honor to sit with us. Yingshengjun, the people of your Qiu family really can't tell me from the cheap. ”
Ono Sakura's words made Ah Lan, who had just taken a few steps forward, suddenly freeze in place, and refused to step forward. Although Ah Lan often heard Xue Zhen and the young masters say that there is no high or low identity, in the days of the Qiu family, she did not feel that she was treated like a "subordinate". However, there is a certain "instinct" in the body that thinks that what Sakura Ono said is right. The position on the table, if he really sat down, wouldn't he want people with other intentions to see the jokes of the young master and the young lady. Alan stood still, and after a few moments, he slowly began to retreat again, trying to retreat back to his original position......
Ah Lan took a step back, and was pulled by Qiu Ruoyu to sit in his seat, and he sat in the position that was originally added to Ah Lan. The moment Ah Lan sat down, Qiu Ruoyu's gaze shone calmly into her eyes, and her heart became much more steady. "Sister Alan, it's best that you're next to the snow marks. As he spoke, Qiu Ruoyu looked at Sakura Ono with a light smile, "I can think of Miss Sakura being confused." Probably only Miss Sakura will be confused. "Shadow Sheng-kun's words are interesting, I would like to hear why. Kurosawa Jun was intrigued, and waited with great interest for Qiu Ruoyu's answer. Qiu Ruoyu disagreed, and put away his smile lightly, "Speaking of the reason, there is no reason." I just, I just want to give Miss Sakura a step down. ”
"Ying Shengjun's words are interesting, I was originally afraid that the Qiu family would become mixed, but how could I get a cool word from Ying Shengjun that is not salty or light. It's hard to make it, this Alan girl has long been taken by Yingshengjun, and she wants to marry her, so she divorced Kawashima. Definitely, that's it. Ono Sakura was biting unrelentingly, Ah Lan couldn't bear it anymore, and wanted to stand up again, but was held tightly by the snow marks, looking at her with longing in his eyes.
"Ono, the dishes are going to be cold, we don't have anything, we can't let the host and guests go hungry. Midoriya Kawashima glanced at Ono Sakura coldly, and the disdain in her eyes made Ono Sakura even more annoyed. "I almost forgot Kawashima that you were going to help him. It's just that I'm afraid that all your good intentions will be in vain. In the eyes and hearts of Ying Shengjun, I am afraid that it is this Alan girl. Ono Sakura was unwilling, she wanted to provoke the anger of Kawashima Midoriya and Qiu Yingsheng. Because she knew that in front of Kurosawa Jun, any of these two people had any changes, even if it was unpleasant in their expressions, with Kurosawa Jun's delicate mind, he would definitely not let it go. If a few words of pantothenic acid can help you bring down Kawashima Midoriya, why not. If not, the speed of the tongue embarrasses them, and it is also painful for themselves.